(twenty two)
Putting this kind of words between the two of us is actually a bit of a fantasy. At the beginning, I was just simply upset that Yu Haiqiao would have other ideas during our relationship. As long as he can be honest with me I said—my goddess is back, I have some other thoughts.
I can also move home and go back to the place where I live, so that he can calmly think about what his other thoughts are, and after getting an accurate answer, what procedures should be followed for divorce, but things have gone so far. It wasn't Chen Xie's question that sounded a little boring.
I took a look at Yu Haiqiao: "You are thirty years old, not thirteen years old, don't think about things forever so naive, okay?"
Yu Haiqiao raised his eyebrows and explained to me very simply: "She has been in a tight financial situation for a while." He paused for a while and added, "Well, she took out a lot of online loans when she was in college. I couldn’t help it, no one around me lent her money, she came to me, didn’t I participate in a few boring competitions when I was in college, and I lent her some savings, it might not be good for her, so I didn’t Tell someone." He had a helpless expression on his face, "I can't just ignore her as a creditor who lends money to others without even asking for the money." He also muttered, "I'm not being taken advantage of. "
"..." I didn't reply.
Yu Haiqiao continued: "Because I borrowed money, she invited me to dinner a few times. I don't have much time. I have to go home to eat at night, so I had dinner with her at noon." He was bored again when he said this He laughed out loud, "Did you see who of them posted photos in our junior high school class group last time?"
I stared at Yu Haiqiao, feeling a little disgusted by the ease expressed in his words: "You feel very proud?"
Yu Haiqiao pursed his lips, and looked at me innocently: "No, I was wrong." This person seems to be in a better mood after a while, and can become his usual gag to always whitewash the peace, He picked up the water glass and poured another glass of water into my glass.
I laughed: "Do you think you are very proud of a woman who is jealous of you? If a woman commits suicide because of you, are you even more proud? Are you a PUA?"
"..." Yu Haiqiao's eyebrows twitched, he looked at me with a helpless expression on his face, "Why, is this the person I am in your eyes?"
I am in a happy mood towards Yu Haiqiao now. After drinking this cup, there is one more cup, and after this cup, there are three cups. This mental state made me roll my eyes, and I was serious: "You still haven't figured it out. , The problem between the two of us boils down to an ideological problem.”
Yu Haiqiao had an expression of not knowing what I was talking about: "What?"
I think his current attitude is very loose, yes, just like what he said just now, I am actually a very vengeful person, he can't pretend to be something now after hurting my fragile heart dozens of minutes ago It's like nothing happened.
This is impossible. In my Shi Ran's life, if you don't repay your kindness, let's not talk about it. Anyway, if you have a grudge, you must be repaid. You can't wait for ten years, and you can wait for ten minutes at most.
I continued: "Ideological differences."
Yu Haiqiao's expression paused, and then he probably saw my serious expression, so he reluctantly raised a serious expression and asked me: "How do you say?"
I carefully recalled how Yu Haiqiao scolded me when he lost his temper with me before, and then said: "You think it's strange that I shaved my hair and wore a skirt when I was in elementary school."
Yu Haiqiao pondered for a moment, and explained seriously: "Didn't you think you were a boy like us at the time, and you still fight with me every day?"
Me: "Don't say I'm a girl who shaves her hair and wears a skirt, why can't I wear a skirt if I'm really a boy?"
Yu Haiqiao coughed: "Don't make excuses."
I continued: "Isn't this an ideological difference? In your eyes, girls should do girl things. If you want to grow long hair, you won't fight with boys, and boys shouldn't wear skirts." I was cold Chick, "Women should do what women should do, and men should do what men should do, right?"
"..." Yu Haiqiao said "ah" slowly, he looked at me and then at me.
I think he must be thinking how to refute me in his mind, but I will not give him any chance, and continued: "I shaved my head because I was afraid of the heat in high school. You think I am different from others. I am grandstanding."
Yu Haiqiao reached out and rubbed his earlobe, he retorted: "I never said that word."
I sneered: "You can ridicule short people and people with poor math scores, what's wrong, such people don't deserve to have love with you?"
Yu Haiqiao was silent for a while when he heard the words, he frowned and narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at me for a moment.
I continued: "You are not a DINK, maybe you like children?"
Yu Haiqiao was silent for a while, with a helpless expression on his face: "Shi Ran, I have never forced you to have a baby." He paused, "If I really want you to have a baby, we have been married for so many years. Not without the possibility of accidents."
I nodded and became: "Yes, I understand."
Yu Haiqiao glanced at me, with a relaxed expression on his face, looking at me like a child: "What do you know?"
"I just thought you must be very touched." I said.
"What moved you?" Yu Haiqiao asked.
"You are touched by your dedication. You see that Shi Ran is a sensationalist woman with an extremely bad personality in your eyes. You have paid too much to marry her, and you have moved yourself to the ground."
"I didn't say those words." Yu Haiqiao frowned, his voice was lowered with a sense of displeasure, "Do you have to speak so badly?"
I smiled at him, trying to make sure that the expression on my face was exactly the same as that of Yu Haiqiao when he pretended to be innocent every day: "No, I just told you everything you said to me before. " I continued to smile, "Yu Haiqiao, let me tell you, even if you really learn PUA, you have found the wrong training object, no matter how bad your personality is and how sensational your behavior is, even if you say that I am a very bad person in front of me every day. No one wants anyone but you, and I also like myself, I like my character, my thoughts, and my behavior, and I won’t be hit by your few words.”
Yu Haiqiao stared at me for a few seconds, then asked me coldly, "Is that how you look at me?"
I leaned against the back of the table and chair and looked back at him expressionlessly: "Yeah, just like how you look at me."
Yu Haiqiao's voice was still cold: "Don't you think your own words are ugly?" He paused for a moment, then sneered, "Yes, of course you love yourself, you only love yourself in this world."
When I looked at him, I found it ridiculous: "I don't fucking love myself, waiting for you to love me?"
"..." Yu Haiqiao took a breath, he frowned and looked away from me.
I continued: "I speak badly? Didn't you feel that you spoke badly when you spoke badly?"
Yu Haiqiao drooped his eyes and didn't look at me, he was not angry: "I'm joking with you, do you really mean it?"
It’s funny, if you’re joking, of course you won’t take it seriously at the moment when you’re joking, but what woman would only talk to you about what’s happening right now when she’s upset, of course she’d have to tell you everything that happened a hundred years ago.
I sneered: "Who the hell knows if you're joking or telling the truth."
Yu Haiqiao shifted his gaze to my face, and was silent for a long while, with a straight face, trying to suppress his temper, and let out a breath: "I won't quarrel with you."
I was very calm: "I'm not arguing with you." I said, "I'm telling you about our ideological differences."
Yu Haiqiao frowned, and after a long while he seemed unable to suppress his temper, he sneered and said, "What kind of ideological difference is there? When I was in elementary school, I was frightened and ignored you because you suddenly wore a skirt, did you?" I suddenly shaved a crew cut in high school and made a topic in our class for several days, how about me?"
I recalled it carefully: "Yes, you foolishly followed my ass and taunted me for several days."
Yu Haiqiao glanced at me, and sneered: "Yes, at that time my class was an idiot / I was forced to say in front of me every day that the third class was an idiot / I forced the girl to shave her head to come to class. I was so full that I went to let him Shut up and almost get spanked by him; I'm a fucking idiot who went to college in the city, I fucked with you because I'm fucking sexually dysfunctional and I took off my pants because I didn't have a pull on Put it back on and lie on the bed and talk to you about your silly/crazy ideals in life."
"..." I glanced at Yu Haiqiao, his brows were tightly frowned, and his whole expression exuded the aura of "I'm upset", and I wanted to say angrily that he was calling a woolen thread, then I It was stupid/forced to agree to marry him, and it was stupid/forced to strictly abide by his code of conduct of helping each other and not interfering with each other's life in our shitty marriage relationship.
Yu Haiqiao glared at me angrily: "What's the difference in ideology, open marriage, right? Meeting true love, right? Let's do it!"
I haven't scolded this dog/pussy for why he suddenly lost his temper, I frowned, and Yu Haiqiao glared at me: "Why the hell do you love divorce? Divorce is fine, anyway. Who in this world can persuade you? It’s you. Of course you love yourself the most. You have to make a decision. Who can stop you? I can cooperate as much as I need, right?!"
After Yu Haiqiao opened his mouth and uttered a bunch of repetitive nonsense, he turned angrily and went back to the room.
I'm sloppy/fucking this dog/pussy has a bigger temper than me.
I sat on the spot and clenched my fist fiercely. Anyway, I heard this dog/forced to say divorce without hearing anything, and divorce is divorce!