Su Chan comes from a single-parent family. Her father died before she had any memory. She was raised by her mother. Because of this, she lacked fatherly love since childhood and became a sensitive and shy girl.
It was also because of this reason that she became a weirdo in the eyes of others. When other children were playing and fighting with each other, she could only watch from afar with envy. But when someone really invited her, she stammered and refused, and could never take the first step. In the end, in the eyes of other children, she became a dark weirdo who only liked to peek at others playing.
So over time, children of the same age didn't like to be in Su Chan's sight even when they were playing. In the end, Su Chan didn't even have room to envy them because everyone avoided her.
She had no social skills and therefore no friends, and had to solve problems on her own. This was how she grew up, and she secretly heard many people talking about her. Her heart was hurt and her mind gradually became distorted.
It’s not because other people’s comments are too hurtful, but because... she can get pleasure from others scolding her or slandering her in secret - it means that someone is still paying attention to her.
But gradually, no one was willing to talk about her behind her back.
She dropped out of school when she was in the third or fourth grade.
Her self-study ability had enabled her to learn junior high school courses, so she was selected as a student of the Children's Palace of the National Talent Cultivation Program and officially entered the ranks of "geniuses".
It is understandable that geniuses have quirks, so her social phobia was not corrected, but instead was left alone. In the Children's Palace, she still had no friends, grew up lonely but beautifully, and her psychology became increasingly distorted.
She began to fantasize about being the center of attention, longing for that kind of existence, fantasizing wildly in her heart, hoping to get other people's attention, but at the same time not wanting other people's attention... This contradictory psychology shaped her personality, and she locked herself in an iron wall.
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"Actually... you are the type of person I admire."
Su Chan said to Zhu Shijiu.
Zhu Shijiu finally understood how Su Chan developed such a twisted personality.
Su Chan lacked fatherly love in her family and was very shy when she was a child, which led to her having no friends. If she had a good teacher at that stage, her character could have been corrected. However, Su Chan was selected into the National Talent Cultivation Program because she was a genius.
Then that distorted personality is not corrected in time, and when they grow up, this personality becomes fixed.
Su Chan became a secretive person who could only secretly peek at, admire and envy others.
And Zhu Shijiu is the perfect person in Su Chan's eyes... No wonder Su Chan would set her sights on him.
"When you came back from your mission and told me about the existence of the Chess Club, I was already on the verge of lifting my emotional blockage. At that time, I agreed to participate in your plan because I really wanted to be someone like you, and I was happy to have your attention."
"And then... it's the same when I use you as a side dish. What makes me climax is not you as a person, but your image that attracts everyone's attention. I am madly yearning for you, but every time I do it again and again, the strong sense of guilt makes me feel more and more despicable..."
"Stop!" Zhu Shijiu quickly stopped Su Chan's "confession".
Su Chan really shut her mouth.
Zhu Shijiu said awkwardly, "I'm not interested in your psychological process when you soothe yourself. Anyway, I accept it. As for how to improve your personality, I need to consult a professional psychologist."
Su Chan nodded: "Anyway, just don't forget it. If you really can't get the sperm, you can come to me. I am willing to offer myself to you..."
Su Chan was kicked out of the room.
Zhu Shijiu felt a little tired. Could he really change Su Chan
This child has been a pervert since he was young. He can only say that he can try, but it is difficult.
He also understood what Su Chan did not say, because he was the object of Su Chan's admiration and side dish, so he was the person most likely to change Su Chan.
"This needs to be considered carefully."
Anyway, he found a way to avoid sperm collection. Zhu Shijiu put Su Chan's matter aside for the time being and started to squeeze his body again. However, this time he squeezed it even harder and gave himself almost no time to breathe and recover.
…
That night, Zhu Shijiu was rushed to the infirmary.
There were major breaks in the muscle fibers throughout his body, and severe wear and tear on the bones and joints... This was the hospital's preliminary test result, but the reason he was admitted to the hospital was not this, but because he was dehydrated.
When Zhu Shijiu woke up from an IV drip, he saw the familiar hospital ceiling.
The slightest movement caused severe pain all over his body, but Zhu Shijiu endured the pain easily. What he cared about now was the result of his crazy training. The medical ability of the Black Soldier Organization was very trustworthy. The seriously injured and dying people could be rescued. The injuries caused by mere training could be easily treated.
"Are you awake?"
The woman next to him made a concerned voice. Zhu Shijiu turned around and saw that it was Luo Suyi.
"Why are you here?" Zhu Shijiu tried his best to get up from the bed.
Luo Suyi rolled her eyes: "It's because of the phone call you made during the day!"
Zhu Shijiu recalled that, oh yes, he had called Luo Suyi during the day regarding sperm collection, but he ended up stopping talking.
In Luo Suyi's eyes, it was obvious that he had encountered some unspeakable difficulties, so after hanging up the phone, she began to pay attention to Zhu Shijiu's situation. As a result, Zhu Shijiu was sent to the hospital due to excessive exercise in the evening. It was said that it was a female classmate who sent Zhu Shijiu to the hospital.
"It's nothing." Zhu Shijiu shook his head.
"I'm glad you're okay. Do you want an apple?"
Although Luo Suyi was very concerned, she didn't ask any more questions and started peeling the apple.
Zhu Shijiu smiled and said, "It's not like I can't move, just put it down."
"Shut up." Luo Suyi said calmly, "Since you don't want to tell me about your difficulties, I can't help you. I can only peel apples for you."
Zhu Shijiu could naturally hear the resentment in Luo Suyi's tone, and immediately explained: "It's not that I don't want to say it, but it's really not convenient."
Luo Suyi sighed: "You have already handed over all the insect-man research information and experimental data to me. Don't you trust me?" She mistakenly thought it was a serious matter, but because they didn't trust her, the chess club chose to solve it on their own.
"Not that..."
"Then tell me, am I so untrustworthy?"
"This is not a question of trust or not, it's just really inconvenient. And it's too presumptuous..."
"This is lack of trust! If you really trust me, you won't feel it's presumptuous! It's you who feels it's presumptuous. Aren't we partners? If you have any difficulties, as long as I can help, I will definitely do my best to help you solve it as soon as possible!"
Zhu Shijiu blurted out: "Then can you help me give birth to a child?!"
The atmosphere became stagnant.
Luo Suyi widened her eyes and looked at Zhu Shijiu with a slightly red face, as if she did not expect Zhu Shijiu to say such vicious words.
Zhu Shijiu curled the corners of his mouth and simply gave up: "Do you know why I called you? I received a notification during the day..." He said it all in one breath, including the real reason why he went to the hospital was to avoid sperm collection.
Now it was Luo Suyi's turn to be embarrassed. Her face turned red and she lowered her head, with her chin almost touching her chest.
After an awkward silence, Zhu Shijiu changed the subject: "The apples... haven't been peeled yet?"
"Oh, oh... soon, soon..."
Luo Suyi quickened her pace and handed the apple, which had been peeled until only the core was left, to Zhu Shijiu.
Zhu Shijiu: “…”
Your skill in peeling apples needs to be improved.