365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chapter 107

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Nurse Zhu pondered for a while, and showed a look of embarrassment: "It is not easy to arrange, because not only the ward itself, but also the surrounding facilities, such as outside the 413 ward, there is a trash can and seats, and the color of the nearby walls, After entering the ward, the layout inside can be almost the same, but the scenery outside the window is definitely different, even if you look at the 414 ward next door, you can see the difference.”

Dean Qin sat behind the computer desk and added: "But if the requested time is not long, you can draw the curtains, and at night, instead of standing by the window, you sit by the bed and look out the window, and you can't see it clearly. The difference is that there are no obvious high-rise buildings near the hospital, and there is a lot of greenery. It is similar at night. If you don’t look carefully, you may not be able to tell the difference.”

After listening to the analysis, Chu Yu pondered for a moment: "Then please choose a room with the smallest difference, and then arrange it like Ward 413."

Chu Yu and Xue Jinping met once. This woman, who was over fifty years old, had gray hair and thick and long eyebrows, which circled to the outer circle of the end of her eyes and pressed down in a figure-eight shape. His face looked listless.

When Chu Yu saw her, she knew that she was conscious, her eyes were steady, her focal length was normal, and there was no obvious emotional ups and downs.

Chu Yu didn't intend to communicate with her normally. She asked President Qin and knew the situation in the past few years. The Public Security Bureau also suspected that Xue Jinping was an insider of the unsolved case. After she became mentally ill, she hoped to obtain effective information from her mouth.

So the Public Security Bureau entrusted the hospital to help guide the inquiries, but the results were surprising, because Xue Jinping always felt that she had killed Lu Xuanwen, but she did not disclose how she "acted the murder".

The Public Security Bureau thought it was incredible, because Xue Jinping had no time or motive for committing the crime. At that time, there was a psychiatrist who conducted a special examination and questioning on her, ruling out the possibility of her committing the crime due to mental disorder.

But ironically, after Lu Xuanwen's death, her spirit has always been normal, and she was full of energy with Fushan Hospital, but half a year later, she was uncharacteristically and suddenly schizophrenic, and was admitted to Fushan Hospital.

And the amazing thing is that she sold her family property first, and wanted to go to Fushan Hospital by name and surname, and she also had to live in a "deluxe single room". She invested her life savings, as if living in the 413 ward of the sensory impairment group was her lifelong goal. - She was mentally ill, sold her property, and deliberately planned to settle down in 413.

The medical staff panicked, thinking that she had changed her tactics. She used to make trouble outside the hospital and couldn't make waves. Now she wants to break into the hospital and erode the enemy from the inside.

Therefore, the doctor conducted a comprehensive examination on her to determine whether she was pretending to be crazy and selling stupid. However, Xue Jinping's symptoms were quite obvious. When she got sick, she had severe hallucinations, mainly auditory hallucinations.

Moreover, after she was admitted to the hospital, Xue Jinping did not make a lot of trouble. When she fell ill, she would show obvious language and behavior disturbances, but there were intermittent periods. The intermittent periods were basically normal, but the condition would recur, and the medical staff closely observed them for a period of time. , found that her condition was true and did not pretend.

But after it was confirmed that it was true, the hospital was confused again. After Xue Jinping came in, even during the intermittent period, he didn't hate the hospital. Could it be that he thought about it completely, knowing that Lu Xuanwen's death had nothing to do with the hospital, and began to feel guilty

After Chu Yu heard about the situation, he sorted out the timeline and made a guess: Xue Jinping originally thought that the hospital was the culprit, but later found out the cause of Lu Xuanwen's death.

However, even when she was mentally ill, she was tight-lipped and did not reveal any secrets from that year. Chu Yu couldn't help but think, how big of a secret is this, so that when she is insane, she can still lose her roots, and not lose the chain when it is critical

Now, Chu Yu intends to pick out this tendon, feeling that it is a lesion that burns in Xue Jinping's brain. If it is not removed, her disease will not be cured.

After meeting with Xue Jinping, Chu Yu confirmed that her condition is normal, even if she is crazy, it is normal to be crazy. They can meet with others normally or not normally. As long as they can meet, their goal has been achieved.

When Chu Yu returned to Ward 012, Xia Yihan sat inside, wearing a beige cold-proof suit, which Wu Ke bought for her. The history can be traced back to a month ago when she was in a villa in Jinling City for a "holiday". She is now in the hands of Wu Ke, inside and out, up and down, including the underwear, and the familiar gorilla pattern.

Before Chu Yu left Jinling, he adhered to the virtue of saving, and packed all the daily necessities that he could use and sent them back to Wangjiang, including Xia Yihan's clothes.

Although Wu Ke has become obsessed with his taste, the style of clothes he chooses is completely in line with the theme of "earth", but fortunately, Xia Yihan has a decent appearance, a tall body, and even odd-shaped clothes can hold up, and he can also be "earth to the extreme." "Tide", living the country style and wearing it into a limited edition.

Today, Xia Yihan's cold-proof clothing, although it is swollen and blistered, looks like a puff, but fortunately, the color is light and warm, which can match the style of the hospital, and it will not be particularly abrupt when walking around in the hospital.

It stands to reason that when entering the ward, all clothes should be taken off and changed into a hospital gown, but Chu Yu did not ask Xia Yihan to change into it, and she herself did not change into a white coat. For Xia Yihan, in addition to the electronic shackles, and There are no other constraints.

Even when Xia Yihan suggested to go shopping, Chu Yu thought about it, called President Qin, and finally agreed. She was a visitor in the morning, and after only half a day, she transformed herself into a guide and took Xia Yihan to visit.

Nurses in the hospital came and went, and when they saw the two of them, they didn't stop and stare.

Chu Yu took Xia Yihan through the closed iron gate and came to the activity hall. It was a space of about 100 square meters, and some patients gathered in it, chatting and laughing.

Xia Yihan looked very interested, so Chu Yu took her and sat down on the chair against the wall, the two of them together, like two mushrooms, acted as a quiet audience.

After a while, Chu Yu knew that the patient sitting next to him was a patient with habit and conflict control disorder. On weekdays, he was plagued by various compulsive habits, and even life was better than death. He shook his head and took the initiative to contribute to his troubles. Everyone is welcome to build happiness on his pain. Then everyone donates "pain" one after another. After saying it, sugar is added to the bitterness, and it all sounds happy.

There is a patient with trichotillomania, with his legs crossed and his voice open, telling his "history of heroic hair plucking".

"I, when I was sixteen, other girls were afraid of baldness. I was afraid that I would not be bald. When I was alone in the bedroom, as soon as my hands were free, I began to pull out my hair. The more pain I feel, the more sour I feel, and I can't stop."

As she said, everyone noticed that her head was covered with patches of bald patches. From her forehead to behind her ears, it was a bit like deliberately shaved bald, with long hair behind her head, a cool and trendy hairstyle.

"Later my mother found out about my hobby, so she bought me a wig and put it on when my hands were itchy, but after I wore it once, my hands stopped drying out, because pulling a wig doesn't feel like it feels, and it doesn't have that kind of pain and discomfort. The sour feeling, for the hand, is a fraud!"

Everyone laughed. The head nurse sat on the periphery with the lowest laughter. It was like listening to cross talk. He was about to take a handful of melon seeds and kowtow while listening.

There was a patient opposite, with two dark circles under his eyes, and asked, "Why don't you pluck your eyebrows and cold hair?"

The hair-plucking girl shrugged: "I was sent here before I could start!"

There was another burst of laughter, and the head nurse hurriedly replied: "Our goal is to let you go out with long hair fluttering, waist-length, beautiful and sassy!"

The plucking girl took the nurse's hand and expressed her gratitude: "If that's the case, I will definitely knit a sweater with my own hair and give it to my beautiful sister Xu!"

Chu Yu listened on the side, with a smile hidden in the corner of his mouth. Looking at the girl's bald spots, you can see how painful it is to pull it out. Not only does it hurt, but it must be frustrating. Just like that messy hair, it's annoying to look at, so you can just pull it out, but this solution is not only It hurts the body, but also hurts the value of the face, and only oneself knows the sorrow and grief.

But speaking out now is also a way to solve it. The bizarre trichotillomania to ordinary people has become a unique feat here.

After listening to the stories of several patients in a row, Chu Yu listened more and more seriously. She usually sees more than normal people, and she often commits crimes. I saw these "Xiaojiabiyu" today, and I felt a little cute. Suddenly, the back of her hand became hot, and Xia Yihan's hand came up. She turned her head to the side, and saw Xia Yihan's affectionate expression, her eyes curled up, but it didn't look like she was smiling, she looked serious.

"Sister, I think I have the same symptoms."

Chu Yu frowned, looking concerned, she knew that Xia Yihan also had obsessions and behaviors, such as carving acacia flowers, each time the parts were exactly the same, the shape was exactly the same, and even the number of petals was exactly the same. It's just that the case is not yet clear, and I don't know what her motives are.

Now, after hearing the stories of other obsessive-compulsive patients, is she aware of her obsessive-compulsive behavior

"I feel like I have an obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I have to see you every day, otherwise I will feel sick all over!"

Chu Yu's frowning brows froze for two seconds, then she grabbed Xia Yihan's hand, "You have a disease called 'pathological sister-in-law', and you have to be hospitalized for observation for a period of time!"

Xia Yihan opened his eyes wide, and his eyes were a little darker than usual, "Then how can we cure it?"

Chu Yu pulled her up and led her out: "I have to take a walk with my sister and breathe the fresh air together."

Passing through an iron gate and an electronic access control, Chu Yu took Xia Yihan to the lawn outside the inpatient department. The sun is better today, and some patients who can move freely are running on the lawn. They sometimes stop, gesture to each other, and sometimes sit down, as if returning to the city full of blood.

Chu Yu watched for a while, and felt that they might be playing the "3D" version of King's Glory. One of the patients had an enchanting posture and a coquettish position.

Chu Yu and Xia Yihan walked slowly along the lawn. The weather was cold and the sun was shining on the earth. Walking around in the sun, it seemed that everyone had warmed up a few degrees.

A patient was running on the lawn and braked to Chu Yu's side. Suddenly, he bowed politely, called out "Your Highness Princess", and then stretched out his hand, motioning for Chu Yu to give it to her.

Chu Yu looked at the nurse who was guarding next to her, the nurse nodded, Chu Yu stretched out his hand, thinking he would give her something, but he grabbed her wrist and ran into the woods.

Xia Yihan was originally standing on the side, watching quietly, seeing them running into the woods, his expression changed instantly, he raised his feet and chased after them.