365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chapter 134

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My name is Mao Yi, I'm from the north, I'm strong, and I've never been sick since I lived in this world, but I've been so dizzy lately, and it's all thanks to Mu Shangqing's grandson.

The first time I saw Mu Shangqing was more than 20 years ago, and I was deeply impressed. As soon as I opened my eyes that day, I saw a bastard rubbing against Lao Tzu, touching my face, and saying something crooked and tired: Come on, call me Uncle Zheng, be sweet.

Later I realized that this bastard is a strong.jian.criminal, this is where I fuck!

Lao Tzu punched him in the face, knocked him down, and then punched him hard. This bastard dared to continue to threaten me, calling me shameless!

When Lao Tzu stabbed someone into the hospital, he still didn't know where to squat in the toilet to fart! Dare to provoke Lao Tzu, that day Lao Tzu didn't have a knife by his side, so I had to chop him up!

Damn, forget it, don't think about it, thinking about that bastard makes me feel sick for a while, and I will go to jail later, I will only beat the strong. Jian. I will force them to eat shit!

That day, my lower body hurt so badly, I went to the toilet to take a shower. There was just a little water in the toilet, enough to flush my butt once. I walked around the house and couldn't find any way to relieve the pain, so I fell asleep on the sofa.

There was darkness in front of me, and then, a beam of light appeared from overhead, like a secret room. There was a skylight on the ceiling. The surroundings were dark, and there was only light in one place.

There were two small rooms in the dark, one of them was mine, and the other was with the door open, and there was a bed, and on the bed lay a little boy, curled up, facing the wall, I couldn't see his face, but You can feel him crying.

The room was quiet, and his sobbing was so loud that I could hear it clearly.

I went to the bed and asked him: Which baby are you from

He said: My name is Mu Shangqing.

I asked: why are you crying

He said: woohoo, I'm so scared, I'm so scared... That man, he will keep raping me, he may also... hurt mom, woo woo...

I squatted by the bed and saw his body shaking. He was very small, curled up like a dog, and when he cried, his whole body was shaking, and he couldn't hold his breath, as if he might be out of breath at any time.

I thought about it for a while, and realized that the bastard just now was raping him, but I just happened to bump into him. If it wasn't for me, this child would have been spoiled by that bastard all the time, and his mother would also be offended.

This child can really cry. He didn't open his eyes, so he choked up, and his body trembled as he cried.

I leaned my back against the bed and comforted him: it's alright, that bastard has already been driven away by you, he was touching your face just now, but you shot up and punched him in the face, making him bruised and swollen. You kicked him away, and you said that if he dared to harass you again, let him enter the game, and he didn't dare to come.

Mu Shangqing's sobbing became less, he asked: Really

I said: Of course, you have become brave, and you can fight very well. That bastard is afraid of you.

Mu Shangqing stopped crying, he believed my words, the bad guy was driven away by him, he was very capable.

This is the scene of meeting him, it's bad enough, the second time we meet, it's still fucking annoying.

Not long after that, I felt pain all over my body. When I opened my eyes, I found a few little kids chasing after me to beat me. They didn't beat me. , let them play, I'll be a fucking soccer ball and be kicked away by them.

When I saw it, these brats were not as tall as me, they not only beat people, but their mouths were not clean. Will you fight? Can the addition, subtraction, multiplication and division table you memorize help you fight

I fucked his ancestors, and Laozi's fire came up all of a sudden. The addition, subtraction, multiplication and division table can't help Mu Shangqing fight, Laozi can!

These little bastards, the crotch, the bottom, and the bottom hair have not even grown, so dare to come out and mix? I'm afraid to take out the real knife, they will be scared to incontinence.

But I don't need a real guy. With two fists, I can beat these bastards to the point where my father doesn't recognize them.

I can't remember exactly how they beat him, but one of them seemed to be broken and bleeding a lot. He went home and complained while crying. Lao Tzu shouted at his back, "You have the ability to call your father, and Lao Tzu even went to him." One piece!

After that, I saw Mu Shangqing again, curled up on the bed again, crying against the wall.

He said: woo woo woo, I'm so scared, I don't want to be bullied, but I won't fight... woo woo woo, I won't fight...

I told him: You will, you were very brave just now, and drove away all those who bullied you, and you will not be afraid when you meet them in the future.

Sure enough, after listening to my words, Mu Shangqing cried less and left after a while. I went back to bed to rest, but didn't sleep long before I woke up again.

This time, when I opened my eyes, I saw a woman who scolded me while shopping for vegetables.

She scolded: Look at what you have done, you bleed, do you know how expensive the medical bills are? In order to help you go to school, I would be blinded by beating my clothes and my eyes. Is that how you repay me? I tell you on weekdays, don't fight, don't fight, you're all deaf, aren't you

I looked at the woman, gasping for breath. The more she talked, the angrier I became. I wish I could punch her in the nose.

But I know that she is Mu Shangqing's mother, and she can't beat her. After she beats her, she will beat Mu Shangqing even harder.

I feel bad when I think about it now, this woman has scolded me for a long time, but I can't bear it anymore, fuck it, it's so fucking bad!

After going back, sure enough, Mu Shangqing was crying secretly.

He said: woo woo woo, my mother is scolding me, I don't want to let my mother down... I'm so afraid that my mother will be angry, woo woo woo...

I said: Your mother is not angry anymore, you just listened to her education obediently, and when she saw that you were obedient and sensible, she lost her anger.

After speaking, Mu Shangqing was happy and left with confidence.

This kid, every time I say something, he believes it, but he doesn't know my existence. Every time he goes to his room, he doesn't know that there is another room next door, because I always close the door, completely Hidden in the dark, he can't see me.

But he always wakes me up, and every time he comes back, I wake up, and every time I wake up, something bad happens.

Either fighting or being scolded, my motherfucker... As soon as I wake up, the fire explodes. What kind of grandchildren are all around him? I don't see any of them!

Later, I got bored and didn’t want to go out all the time when I was fighting. Sometimes when I was in a good mood, I would go out for a walk by myself. But I didn't dare to go for too long.

After wandering for too long, I was afraid that Mu Shangqing would discover my existence. If he knew I was there, he would go crazy.

He was really afraid of the word crazy, and he was also afraid of mental illness. Every time someone called him mentally ill, he would get scared and hid and cried several times.

It's those little bastards. After I beat him, he started to call him mentally ill, and also made up a jingle: stunned, mentally ill, beat people to death, crazy when they started, my mother said, stay away, otherwise the infection will cause trouble. Get sick.

I fuck their ancestors, it's fucking calling me sick! I'm normal, but their grandchildren are so damn worthy of beating, I feel itchy every time I see them, and they don't count them as their ancestors bless.

Mu Shangqing was very afraid of the jingle. Every time he heard it, he would run back, and I would go out to see that the bastard was scolding.

I was deeply impressed once when I beat a man so hard that he could not open his eyes. His face was covered in blood and his flesh was blurred.

Later, a few adults came to pull me, I pushed them away, and continued to beat them. I forgot how they held me down. Anyway, since then, those bastards who scolded people didn't dare to face Mu Shangqing. Only dare to scold secretly.

Bah, it really is a group of cowards, a group of useless people!

At first, I was quite proud, but then one night, I heard Mu Shangqing cry so hard that my whole body was shaking.

He said: I don't want to be called mentally ill, woo woo... I don't want to be cranky... I don't want to lose my temper... woo woo... But I can't control it.

Hey, okay, he doesn't want to lose his temper anymore, so I'll go out less. Anyway, he has left the disgusting place of Hua Xie Ting. When he arrives in the capital, the environment there is better. Also a lot better.

But I always have to go out for a walk, otherwise I will suffocate Lao Tzu to death. He usually has something to do during the day, either in class or scientific research, so I come out at night.

Sometimes before he goes to bed, sometimes after he goes to bed, he gets up and walks around in the dormitory, thinking that I was also a man in prison back then, but I didn't expect to start an old age retirement life.

This kind of life is monotonous, but at least I have my own time, and I can move freely every day without being discovered by others.

But then Lao Tzu was dissatisfied, and Lao Tzu wanted to protest.

Mu Shangqing is married, and his wife's name is Huang Nan.

I'm very annoyed by this woman, this woman reminds me of Zhou Lanxin, Mu Shangqing's mother.

She's as stubborn as the fuck and looks a bit like that.

I doubt if Mu Shangqing has Stockholm Syndrome. His mother used to scold him so badly and control him so strictly. He actually likes women like her!

Damn, when the mother scolds him, it's me who takes the blame, he must think he's okay, she's a good wife and mother, bah—that's a wicked mother-in-law!

I finally killed Mu Shangqing's mother, but he ended up marrying a daughter-in-law, just like his mother!

It's so fucking embarrassing! Mu Shangqing, this grandson, is so fucking embarrassing to me!

After they get married, they live together, eat together, watch TV together, hang out together, and even sleep together!

At first I endured it, but then I really couldn't bear it anymore, this is really not a fucking life!

Originally, every night was my free time, but every time I opened my eyes, I saw Huang Nan, and I was annoyed.

She even came to touch me and wanted to hold me to sleep.

Disgusting, so fucking disgusting!

In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, got out of bed, looked at her and said: We will not make out in the future.

Huang Nan asked: Why

I said: I like it.

Huang Nan asked: Are you uncomfortable

I thought to myself, seeing you every night, can I feel comfortable

I said: No, I just don't want to make out.

I actually wanted to kick her out, but I was afraid that Mu Shangqing would find out that something was wrong during the day, so he said: During the day, I will treat you well, and I will not let outsiders see the flaws, nor will my daughter find out, but at night, please Give me personal space.

Anyway, during the day, Mu Shangqing was busy and rarely went home. When the big deal came home, I would come out and completely let this surnamed Huang give up.

Huang Nan pestered me for a few nights and asked me the reason. Anyway, I held it, but I didn't speak. I didn't scold her or beat her. I just treated her coldly and reasoned with her.

She took out the gift that Mu Shangqing gave her, wrote sweet words, and asked me: Are these all fake? Are you all pretending

Of course I denied it, I said: No, it is true.

She said: Then why are you so unfamiliar with me now

I didn't say anything. Anyway, I just didn't give her a letter of approval. I gave her a letter of approval because I was afraid that she would divorce Mu Shangqing, and Mu Shangqing would find out about my existence if there was a quarrel.

However, I was very satisfied with Huang Nan's reaction afterward. She was stubborn and strong. She didn't hold on to me. She started a cold war, waiting for me to go back and coax her.

A cold war is a cold war, I can't ask for it!

She doesn't talk to me, I don't talk to her, anyway, I do my thing, she doesn't bother me, I'm pretty cool.

But this also has side effects. Because Huang Nan doesn't like me, he doesn't even like her daughter, which is Mu Shangqing's daughter.

His daughter's name is Mu Han, he calls her Xiao Han, and so do I.

Xiao Han is cute and small, just like Mu Shangqing when he was a child. He developed late, and he also has baby fat. His eyes are dark and he looks very quiet.

I like Xiaohan, I think she is not Mu Shangqing's daughter, but my daughter!

I think if I had a daughter, it would definitely be Xiaohan. Her temperament is so well known to me. I heard that she beat people to tears at school. Hahaha, I like it!

And one thing, Xiaohan doesn't like to talk. If you don't go to her, she will never take the initiative to talk to you.

I usually don't dare to talk casually when I come out, because I am afraid that the other party will listen to me, so I ask Mu Shangqing the next day, am I not going to reveal the truth

But Xiaohan does not have this problem, you are lucky if you talk to her and she can take care of you!

I like her so much, sometimes when I go out during the day, I go to her and ask: Are you interested in knives and guns

She looked at me and said nothing.

I know she's interested, as long as she's willing to look at you, it's half the battle.

I thought it was a small talk, I searched out all kinds of control, knives, tools and guns, and taught her to recognize it. She learned very quickly. The pictures she just saw on the first day, the next day she can distinguish the sniper. guns and submachine guns.

I saw that she was learning fast, so I taught her the skills of fighting. Of course, there was no actual combat. I just told her that if someone grabbed her neck with both hands, she could shrug first, bow her head, put her chin on her chest, and put her head from the opponent's wrist. Go around below, and then round up the right fist to hit the opponent's left rib, using the strength of the upper waist to turn around.

She listened very seriously, so I told her all my fighting skills back then.

Anyway, just say a little bit every week, and when you get to it, just say a few words, or talk about something else.

After three or five years, I saw that I didn't get through the gang, so I shook out the stunt of pressing the bottom of the box - I taught Xiaohan to make bombs. This stunt made me very proud. Not a loss.

Who made her my daughter!

Although I don't like Huang Nan, with Xiaohan around, I will feel better, and I don't lose my temper. Although Xiaohan doesn't speak, I know she is very smart. Follow me and be able to find some things keenly.

Fortunately, Huang Nan didn't like her, didn't tell her about me, just ignored her and me.

I thought it was fine like this. Huang Nan could do whatever she likes by herself, just don't bother me, but she still made a name for herself in the end.

Mu Shangqing was working from home that day, I came out and found Huang Nan holding a bottle and said, "I can't stand you being hot and cold to me, and I don't know which side of you is the real one. Let's make a break today. If you can treat me like you did before, then we will start over. If you have been indifferent and live a life that has nothing to do with each other, I would rather die.

Saying that, she unscrewed the bottle, poured the liquid inside into the cap, and held it up in front of my face.

I smelled a pungent smell and guessed it was pesticides.

She took a sip, then poured the medicine in the bottle into a teacup-sized lid, and dried it one by one. The dose of pesticides in the whole bottle was not much, maybe it was almost a glass of water, but she drank it several times. Wish I could stop.

But I didn't respond. I just sat at the table and watched her drink quietly, without speaking or moving.

To be honest, I want her to die. When she dies, Xiaohan and I are the only ones left at home, so I can move around alone, no need to hide anymore, hide it like a grandson.

Watching her drank the whole bottle of pesticide, covered her stomach with an ugly face, and fell to the ground, I glanced at her, then went back to the study, read some books again, and then went back.

Huang Nan is really hiccups, which makes me very happy, but Mu Shangqing is very sad, he can't eat, can't sleep, and I have to fucking suffer.

Sometimes I hear him crying next door and walk over to see him.

The little boy back then grew into an adult, but still curled up facing the wall.

He said: woo woo... I miss Anan so much... why did she commit suicide... woo woo... I really want to find her...

Now I have no choice. Before he cried, I could help him fight, and I could help him suffer. Then I went back to comfort him and tell him that he did it. Now that he is crying, I can't tell him that Huang Nan is still alive

Damn, it's so annoying, this boy is so fucking hard to coax!

In order to compensate Mu Shangqing, I plan to be nice to Xiaohan. Although I have always been good to her, she likes to be in a daze, so I will sit quietly on the sofa and accompany her without speaking.

Huang Nan died, and Xiaohan didn't respond, which made me relieved. If she cried again, I would be crazy.

But after all, my mother died, I must be a little sad, I will accompany her, silently accompany her, although she did not say anything, but I know that she still likes me, she likes my company.

It's okay, the mother is dead, and the child is not at a loss if his father is with him.

But then again, Huang Nan is dead, my life is really comfortable, and I don't have to be upset every time I see her, just like seeing a bad god, I don't have to worry about her holding Mu Shangqing and asking questions. Shake things out.

My good days are here, hahaha, it's just me at home, Mu Shangqing and Xiaohan, I think it's just a family of three, and life is quite comfortable.

But Mu Shangqing, the grandson, won't let me worry, his grandmother's, he doesn't do a good job, he has to join some cult organization, what is the supernormal person research center, it's fucking bad to hear that name, Just like the upgraded version of the mental hospital.

Isn't he afraid of mental illness? If he has to go in that direction, I suspect that he has a shit in his head!

In that ghost place, there is a director named Chu moving. This bastard will deceive people. Only I know what I did, and Mu Shangqing knows it. As a result, after he was bewitched, Mu Shangqing shook his head out.

Chu movingren knew that he had been raped, that he would suddenly become short-tempered, that he would go crazy and beat people, and he almost dug up my existence!

I know that he will deceive people. Once I was sleeping in my room and suddenly heard a knock on the door. I was shocked and knew that it was definitely not Mu Shangqing. Mu Shangqing could not see my room. Every time he came back , will go to his own small room.

Through the cat's eye on the door, I saw a man standing outside. He looked like a dog with a smile on his face, and asked: Is there anyone inside

I was scared at the time. Only Mu Shangqing and I knew about this place. This is our private place. How can this man come in

I didn't open the door, and I didn't make a sound. I didn't know what he wanted to do. The man knocked for a while and left.

But the facts later proved that I was right, because this man is not a good thing, this man is very moving, damn, he is a cult leader!

Under the bewitchment of Chu moving, Mu Shangqing began to write a diary frequently. He used to write too, but not so often and not so long. Occasionally, it was only a few sentences.

However, after being brainwashed, he became very hypocritical, remembering a long list in his diary, and those who didn't know it thought he wrote a fucking eulogy for others!

But his writing is long and smelly, which has the advantage of making it easier for me to understand his movements.

From his diary, I know his activities with Chu moving.

It turned out that he told Chu Dongren that he didn't like being irritable, he didn't like losing his temper, he hated that self, and he hoped that he would never lose his temper again.

Chu movingren said to him: It's okay, Shang Qing, your situation has stabilized now, as long as you cooperate actively, I believe you can come out and have a more healthy personality.

After that, Chu moving people would come in from time to time, knocking on the door persistently, like a plague god, standing by the door and not leaving.

I can't let him find out, can't let him find me, or he will drive me away, if he wants to help Mu Shangqing get out completely, then he will drive me away!

He has a smile on his face, but it seems to me that his smile is fake and disgusting, and as soon as I open the door, he's going to look fierce, he's an intruder and a fucking voyeur!

I hid in the room and didn't dare to make a sound. Chu movingren knocked for a long time. I could hear his footsteps outside, and I could also hear him twisting the doorknob. He was about to come in, and he noticed that there was someone in the room!

I hid under the bed, afraid to come out, staring at the door without moving, and finally boiled him away.

I got out from under the bed, I wanted to curse, I wanted to throw something.

Damn it, from the time I was born to now, when has Mao Yi ever been afraid, and when has he been cowardly!

But Chu moving, actually made me dare not let the air out, I'm going to beat him, punch him out, let him kneel on the ground and call his ancestors!

But I don't dare to go out, I fuck, I'm afraid he will find me, I can't let him find out, I have to hide from him, ah, I fuck his uncle, fuck his eight generations of ancestors!

This bastard, Chu movingren, not only invades my personal space from time to time, but also feeds the goddamn poison to harm me. He gave Mu Shangqing some medicine and let him eat it.

Every time Mu Shangqing took the medicine, I felt terribly uncomfortable. I felt dizzy and my brain was about to explode. Sometimes I couldn't get out of bed for a few days, so I just lay in the room, lying down, and Chu moving people came to knock. Door, makes my heart beat like a fucking drum.

I understand, Chu Dong and Mu Shangqing, they are teaming up to kill me!

Mu Shangqing is voluntary, he dislikes me, he hates me, and he wants me to die.

He thinks that I am irritable, that I am impulsive, that I am embarrassing him!

I fucking did that to protect him!

If it weren't for me, he would have to be raped and raped for a lifetime, he would have to play football for a lifetime, he would have to be cursed like a grandson, and he would have to live like a coward!

What did he write in his diary, he felt that the world was so beautiful and warm, and he liked it so much.

I can go to the motherfucker, he is such a useless bastard, what qualifications does he have to say such a thing

When he was raped, it was me who stood up and resisted and helped him drive the rapist away!

When he was bullied and insulted, it was me who went out and drove those grandchildren away so that they would never dare to bully him again!

When he was scolded by his mother, it was me who came out, helped him suffer, and helped him listen to those disgusting and long rants!

All the disgusting and dirty side of this world, I helped him bear it, and I took it upon myself!

He knows to run when he has something, he is a coward, he is better now, his life is happy, and his life is smooth, and he starts to dislike me, and he starts to look down on people!

The world is as disgusting as the blowfly in the toilet, then he is the most disgusting maggot!

He said that he joined Superman to help those who are mentally troubled, who are not understood by others, make them live happier, more free, and make the world a better place, whether they are normal people in the traditional sense, or Those supernormal people who are not accepted by the world can be treated gently by the world.

I bah - disgusting, so fucking disgusting!

He is a fucking abnormal person himself, and he doesn't pee to see his own virtue, is he worthy to help others

He is a psychopath himself, a lunatic, an abnormal lunatic!

Because I am him, he is me, and I am who he wants to be, he dare not say some things, he dare not do some things, and some things he dare not think, so he created me and let me do it for him Say it, do it, think it, take it.

Now, he wants to abandon me completely, so that he can say goodbye to his dark history completely, and then be a completely clean and upright gentleman.

Bah, he's so fucking disgusting, he's a bastard, he's a bastard!

He wrote in his diary: I met a lovely girl today, I'm really happy!

I felt nauseous, wanted to vomit, and wanted to spit out the acid in my stomach.

Doesn't he think he is kind? Doesn't he think the world is beautiful? Doesn't he want to help others

Well, I'll show it to him, and I'll prove to him how fucking kind he is, how fucking beautiful the world is, and how many fucking people he has helped!

I imitated his tone and kept a diary too.

I wrote: I killed a lovely girl today, I am so happy!

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

I put the diary next to his diary and compared it with him. I was afraid that he would find out, so I hid the fonts, the file size, and created a backup. Sometimes when he saw that it was a blank folder, he would delete my diary. Now, I will create another one, paste the text from the backup into the new document, and always put it in the same folder as his diary.

This is very ironic, it makes me feel very cool, like in front of his face, holding a shit stirrer and madly pumping his face, it's refreshing!

Later, he frequently ran to the Public Security Bureau to find out who the murderer was, and he was very busy.

Oh, let me go, Mu Shangqing is so fucking pitiful. He may still think that he is helping with the case and contributing to the society. He may never have imagined that those murderous murders were all done by himself. He did it himself, he was checking himself, hahahahahahahaha!

In every murder case, I have kept it secret and left no obvious clues, but I still hope he can find out the truth. I want to see the day when he collapses, and I want to see that he is ready to deal with himself. Will you cry and say: woo woo woo, I am a good person, I will not do such a thing, woo woo woo...

Maybe when he breaks down and can't come out again, this body is under my control, I'm the master, I don't have to hide anymore, I can do whatever I want!

But before I can take control of my body, I have to get rid of someone.

I'm going to kill that bastard Chu moving.

Although he stopped a lot after the first three months, he didn't come in and knock on the door frequently, and he didn't give Mu Shangqing any more medicine, but he had to die.

He wants to kill me, he wants to take my life, he also has the ability to kill me, this man can't stay!

Later, when he saw that people died wherever he went, he was afraid, and he stayed in Superman's place all the time, which was exactly what I wanted. I've killed enough strangers, and I'm ready to attack him!

But at this critical period, Mu Shangqing vaguely discovered my existence. Although he was not sure, he felt that something was not right!

I guess it may be because of Xiaohan.

When I was working in Superman, I usually didn't dare to show my face for fear of revealing my flaws, but when I got home, I would show up. In those days, I had a bad temper, and when I saw Xiaohan, I didn't talk to her very much.

Once, Xiaohan took the initiative to ask: How is the work

I said: My job is hell.

Xiaohan said: Then you can change jobs.

I didn't say a word, as long as Chu Mo Ren was destroyed, Lao Tzu would be free, and Lao Tzu would be far away from hell!

Maybe because of this mention, what Xiaohan said to Mu Shangqing after that, I'm so fucking rude, I should kill Chu moving before and say those words to Xiaohan!

After Mu Shangqing discovered my existence, he started taking medicine again, he knew that the medicine would affect my memory and consciousness.

He also sent Xiaohan away, I don't know where to send it!

He is worried that I will attack Xiaohan, what the hell am I doing to Xiaohan, I want to kill him!

My head hurts more and more, and I can't remember things. Damn, I'm afraid that one day, I will forget to kill Chu moving people!

I touched the paper left by Zhang Xiaohan and wrote on it: Director of Research and Investigation of Supernormal People X

I have to remind myself that not only do I have to kill Chu moving, but I also have to destroy the Superman place, it's really not a place for people to stay, then it's a fucking cult, it will brainwash people, make people feel that this disgusting world, talk to the mother As beautiful as heaven!

I hid the paper in the corner of the bed, and every time I came out, my memory was sometimes confused, but I vaguely remembered what I had hidden, and when I looked it out, I remembered it.

My memory and work and rest were completely disrupted by Mu Shangqing. He noticed that I was going to attack Chu movingren, so he began to ask for leave frequently to avoid meeting him directly.

I had to find a way to get close to Chu moving, and I had to understand his work and rest habits, so that I could find an opportunity to attack, and at the same time, I would not be caught by the police!

I created a document, in order to deceive Mu Shangqing's eyes, I named the document: Matrix Data 2..

According to Mu Shangqing's diary and my daily observations, I wrote down Chu moving's life and rest, and wrote down every detail. I'm going to find a chance to start, and I can't delay any longer, otherwise Mu Shangqing will find me completely. , completely control me!

He has been taking drugs in an attempt to control me, but I didn't let him succeed. Even if he slept in the dark in the room, he still maintained his last sense of sanity, and was ready to take revenge at any time.

During that time, Xiaohan left, he often didn't go to work, he would come outside the house, pace back and forth, trying to talk to me.

He asked: Are you right inside, I know you are inside

I hid in the room, I could hear his voice in a daze, but ignored him, I had nothing to talk about with him.

Now with him without me, with me without him!

In the end, there is only one left!

I know he wants to win, he wants to wipe me out completely, but I will never fucking disappear, I will stay with me to the end.

I did my best and prepared it carefully, but I didn't expect that in the end, Mu Shangqing, a bastard, would perish with me!

I came out in a daze that day and found the contents of his mobile phone. He sent text messages to the family of the deceased, asking them to meet at the big locust tree at No. 32 Hua Xie Ting on November 2, and he would tell them the truth of the case. .

Fuck me, fuck me, let the family of the deceased know the truth, that's fine, that's not enough to kill me with one knife!

I absolutely can't let this happen, but Mu Shangqing took the medicine and made me dizzy, so he rushed to Hua Xie Ting.

On the way, I struggled to get out. I saw a migrant worker's building. I couldn't control much, so I went inside and ran all the way to the top floor, trying to find a place to hide.

But Mu Shangqing was also struggling to come out, and he took out the medicine again and wanted to eat it.

I had a knife on my body, and in order to stay awake, I stabbed myself, not deep enough, avoiding key points, but bleeding a lot.

I quarreled with Mu Shangqing and came back to fight for the home court.

He said: Get out, get out, I'm going to kill you!

I said: I'm going to kill you, you should be fucked, you bastard die, you die, die—

Later, the medicine was so strong that he fell to the ground, and I was blinded by the fall, and completely fainted.