365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chapter 138

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The five family members of the deceased stared at Chu moving, not knowing why he was the culprit. Mu Shangqing's own split personality, what does it have to do with him

But Chu Yu felt like a mirror in her heart. She had never been clear before, what role Chu movingren played in it, but after knowing the truth, in retrospect, she could clearly feel that Chu movingren knew the truth long ago, but she never knew it. newspaper.

As for the reasons for not reporting the information, it is intriguing.

At this moment, Chu Mengren, who didn't know the information, had a face of repentance, a face full of stubble, and his outline was messy and vicissitudes. Like Mu Shangqing five years ago, he sat on the throne and was judged.

It's just that Mu Shangqing's face is clean, and it is the calm after the storm, but he is down and messy. After a long time of depression, the storm finally raged.

"Yes, I'm the culprit. If it wasn't for me, Mao Yi wouldn't go crazy, and your dad wouldn't die!"

The words came out through the loudspeaker and reached every ear. Even the police officers on the periphery could hear the distorted voice from the teahouse, telling the crime word by word.

"You already knew that Mu Shangqing is a dual personality, not a mania, right?"

Chu moving stared at Xia Yihan, was silent for a moment, and finally nodded, his eyes were full of heavy pain.

Now it was the trial of Chu movingren, and it was inconvenient for Chu Yu to interrupt, but seeing that he was rushing to death, she couldn't help but say, "When the mental disorder was diagnosed, Chu movingren was indeed diagnosed with mania."

Xia Yihan glanced at her, already resisting, "You weren't there when he made the diagnosis, you can't know the real situation."

"I really can't know the real situation directly, but I can infer it," Chu Yu looked directly at her, his eyes firm, without evading, "Dissociative identity disorder is actually not difficult to diagnose, even if you look at the scales and questionnaires. No difference, you can also discover other personalities through hypnosis.

"But Mu Shangqing's condition is too special. First, the sub-personality has been hidden all the time, consciously not letting the main personality and the outside world know of his existence; second, every time he goes out, he will remember his own memory. Tell the main character, let the main character think that he has experienced it himself, and his thinking and memory are not interrupted; third, he resists consciousness tenaciously and refuses to be hypnotized."

Seeing Xia Yihanmei's reaction, Chu Yu continued to explain, "We can look at the diagnostic criteria for dissociative identity disorder - first, the perception of time is distorted or missed, including transient amaurosis and seizures; second, reliable Observers reported significant changes in the patient's behavior, such as addressing himself by a different name and using the third person when talking about himself; third, the patient heard others say he had a short-term change in behavior that he could not remember; Fourth, other personalities can be induced by hypnosis

"But Mu Shangqing's situation almost completely overturned the above four points, because Mao Yi would tell him what happened, so his memory was always coherent, and Mao Yi knew that he was a sub-personality, so he was careful not to let the surrounding When people perceive his existence, every time he comes out, he is playing the role of Mu Shangqing, imitating Mu Shangqing to speak and do things. In addition, he strongly resists hypnosis, which makes it impossible for clinical psychologists to discover the existence of his sub-personality. Diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder."

After reading Mao Yi's diary, Chu Yu couldn't help but sigh, he is really very smart, and his IQ is not inferior to Mu Shangqing. But when I go back to face Mu Shangqing, I can quickly realize that he is the master of the body and the main character, and protect him. Memory, instilled in his heart, to prevent his memory from being interrupted, finding something wrong, and causing more serious mental symptoms, such as schizophrenia.

Therefore, Mao Yi's personality seems to be violent and reckless, but he is actually very scheming. He tried his best to protect the main character and his body, but in the end, his life was in danger. He turned against Mu Shangqing and wanted to get rid of Mu Shangqing in turn. green.

Xia Yihan understood her explanation and looked at Chu moving, "So you have a wrong diagnosis?"

Chu Dingren was stunned for a moment, the lack of energy intake for a long time caused his brain to strike, and his reaction was half a beat slower.

After a while, he nodded and admitted his mistake.

Xia Yihan's eyes patrolled between Chu Yu and Chu movingren, and his tone was mocking: "Look at the two, it must be that the trouble is not very pleasant. When Director Chu is exhausted from the case, what is your father doing?"

Chu Yu couldn't help recalling what Chu had done over the past two months, and felt both hatred and pain in his heart.

Although at the time of diagnosis, Chu movingren did not know that Mu Shangqing was a dual personality and misdiagnosed, but as time went on, he and Mu Shangqing worked together, traveled together, and had many psychological counseling experiences, especially After the mysterious disappearance of Mu Shangqing, through various signs, he should be able to perceive something wrong.

And now it turns out that Chu movingren knew the truth long ago, otherwise he wouldn't keep cooperating with her in handling the case, he wouldn't go up to the third floor to find Xia Yihan inexplicably, and he wouldn't leave without saying goodbye and disappear strangely.

But he was so early, he didn't know exactly when it was early - a day before he disappeared? Before they left Wangjiang for Changyan? As early as when she started investigating a series of unsolved cases? Or was it early to receive the text message from Mu Shangqing

The sooner he knew, the greater the guilt—diagnosing a mistake and letting that mistake go on forever, is this the work of the Superman Director!

Chu Yu's face was gloomy. This time, without Xia Yihan's personal questioning, she said harshly: "Defendant, when did you realize that Mu Shangqing has a dual personality?"

Chu movingren was better when facing Xia Yihan. Although his speech was difficult, he was at least fluent, but when facing Chu Yu, he was so emotional that he was almost speechless, as if he not only killed Xia Yihan's father, but also killed him. Chu Yu's father.

"Actually, since Shang Qing died and disappeared, I have been vaguely aware that something is wrong. The police found a piece of card paper in his house with my position written on it. It is hatred to the core. Every time I see the piece of paper, I can feel the hatred the other party has towards me, and I wonder if I have ignored something, or have been turning a blind eye to something. Because of confusion, I read Shang Qing's things countless times, including the photos he took and the diaries he kept.

"Although there is nothing abnormal, I always feel that there may be another person in his body. Maybe he has made a wrong diagnosis, but he has never been sure. After I have doubts, I have been lingering. Go, I often dream of Shang Qing, and I dream of him accusing me that I made a mistake in diagnosis and killed him. The more I guess like this, the more scared I become. Later, Xiao Han appeared, and you started to investigate five or six years ago. When the case was unsolved, I panicked, although I really wanted to know the truth, but I was even more afraid of my guesses coming true, and afraid of admitting the fact that I was misdiagnosed!"

Speaking of it later, Chu movingren was already in tears, although he repeatedly assured Chu Yu that the diagnosis was determined to be mania, and Mu Shangqing did not meet the diagnostic criteria for dissociative disorder, but in fact, when he said that, only he knew his heart. How fake.

He recalled the past over and over again, recalled the bits and pieces of his time with Mu Shangqing, what did he do badly, and what did he ignore

Later, he found out that he did not care enough about Mu Shangqing, was not meticulous enough, and was not regular enough in psychological counseling.

After the first three months of treatment, he saw that Mu Shangqing had improved and that the mania had never occurred again, so he relaxed his vigilance. After that, because he was too busy, the psychological counseling became irregular. Sometimes he wanted to squeeze out get off work time. Come to talk, but Mu Shangqing is a considerate person and always asks him to go home to accompany his family. After going back and forth, he feels that he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a psychiatrist, and that he is dereliction of duty.

The more he was afraid of this, the more he wanted to hide it, so he told Chu Yu that he had a close relationship with Shang Qing. , what do you care about him.

When he described his relationship with Mu Shangqing, his personal emotions were mixed, so that the information was distorted. Chu Yu listened to it and believed it at first, but later learned from the former officer that the director and Mu Section chief are normal. There is nothing special about subordinates and working partnerships.

Now, Chu Yu finally knew the reason for the information discrepancy—

Chu movingren is reluctant to admit that his diagnosis was wrong, and he is even more reluctant to admit that the subordinates he likes have always been dual personalities. Beneath the bright and upright surface, there is an extremely dark and cruel side!

Xia Yihan didn't want to believe that Mu Shangqing was a murderer, so why not Chu Mengren, who had been with Mu Shangqing for four years

But unwillingness to believe is one thing, and concealing it after you believe it is another.

Chu Yu could feel Chu's grief, but he still forcibly recovered from his grief and continued to investigate, "Then when did you confirm that Mu Shangqing is a dual personality and speculate on the truth of the case?"

Chu moving's eyes were cloudy and bloodshot, he hesitated a few times, and finally replied: "The day I went to the first hospital in the city with you."

Between the lights and flints, Chu Yu recalled that at Superman that day, she learned that Hu Bin was awake, and rushed over excitedly, but she was sullen. Later, Chu Dong and Hu Bin chatted alone, she originally posted it on the door She wanted to eavesdrop, but Chu moving came out, and she didn't get any news.

It turned out that when he came out of the door, he already knew the truth, but Hu Bin would definitely not tell him.

No wonder then when walking outside the hospital, he would tell her: beware of the cold.

Because he already knew that he was responsible for Mu Shangqing's death, and Superman was responsible. As Mu Shangqing's daughter, Xia Yihan might be held accountable if she was to be held accountable.

After thinking about the cause and effect clearly, Chu Yu's eyes turned red, and the emotion in his voice was about to burst out, "So it was you who sent someone to kidnap me a few days ago!"

Chu moving old tears, and in his field of vision, Chu Yu's figure has become blurred, like a phantom, the harder he tries to see clearly, the more blurred it becomes.

When Chu Yu came home that day and had dinner with Pan Yi and Song Qingyang, Song Qingyang suddenly asked Pan Yi if he would fight.

Pan Yi said that Chu Dongren also asked her similar questions because she looked like one of his colleagues.

Song Qingyang felt that Pan Yi was skilled in martial arts because she had fought with the kidnappers. After seeing the outline of the other party, she felt that Pan Yi was a bit like a kidnapper.

In this way, the kidnappers are a bit like Chu moving colleagues.

Chu Yu first thought that Chu movingren was referring to Mu Shangqing, but later realized that he should be referring to Ai Yan, the former Chief of the Security Section of the Superman Division. After thinking about it carefully, she felt that the figures of Ai Yan and Pan Yi were , there are indeed similarities.

It was Ai Yan who kidnapped her that day, and Ai Yan and her had no grievances or hatred, they could only be instructed, and the mastermind behind her could only be Chu moving.

After Chu Dongren escaped, he wanted to kidnap her again, and tried frantically on the edge of breaking the law, and already stepped in with half a foot.

The more Chu Yu thought about it, the more chaotic it became. Xia Yihan violated the law and had no laws, but Chu moving people followed suit, lest the world would not be chaotic. Now that it's like this, no one is innocent!

Seeing the confrontation between her father and daughter, Xia Yihan laughed, the corners of his lips rose, and the curvature was a bit tricky, "It's wonderful! You are now trying so hard to defend Chu moving and try your best to protect him, but he wants to kidnap you, I'm afraid If you find out the truth, you can kill your relatives righteously!"

Chu Yu's face was gloomy, and his eyes were like a dense fog, which enveloped Chu moving, and didn't say a word for a while.