365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chapter 172

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Chen Xing and Chu Yu sat side by side. There were two branches on their heads, distributed on the left and right ends. The wooden bench under them was a straight line, and the branches on the left and right were two lines. These four lines formed a simple photo frame. The two figures are framed in it, understatement, it is a watercolor painting in itself.

The sun is warm, and the carp in the pond not far away is red all over, and the fish tail is warm, and it seems to have raised the water temperature while swimming.

Chu Yu and Chen Xing whispered softly, if anyone passed by, they would think they were chatting to relieve their boredom and pass a lazy morning.

But if someone took a device to measure their blood pressure, they would want to send the two of them to the hospital—they were in a hurry, and they pretended to be a picture of a quiet time.

Chu Yu was like a gossip reporter, waiting for the informant to break the news. Although she knew that the news was violent, she did not expect that the stamina would be so strong. After Chen Xing had finished speaking for a long time, her heart was pounding with lightning. If she built a house to protect her heart before, now not only has the house collapsed, but the foundation has been sunken in, and it has become a sinkhole.

She guessed that Xia Yihan was suffering, and she knew that she was suffering. She had to practice her kung fu and skills to her level. She didn't lose a few layers of skin. of severe damage.

That's not suffering, that's surviving, suffering is rebirth from ashes, surviving is being boiled by someone with a steel fork in the raging fire, but not even slag remains, surviving is the separation of the flesh and spirit—on the one hand, it is Unlimited elevation, and the other side is the spirit of riddled with holes.

Chu Yu asked Xia Yihan if he had been bullied before

Xia Yihan replied that if anyone dared to bully her, she would brutally retaliate.

But the real pain, revenge can't come back, it will be deposited in the memory, subconsciously, the deeper and deeper, like a parasite, sometimes it is aware of it, but it is swallowing life, until the end of life.

Bathed in the sun, Chu Yu's body became cold, and if she didn't control it, she would tremble, as if being eroded by the cold wind.

After Chen Xing finished speaking, he transitioned from heavy to relieved, like a long-distance baton run, with an iron rod in his hand, and now he said it all, his part was completed, handed the rod to Chu Yu, and the next step was to rely on it. she is.

Chen Xing's voice was slightly higher, her vocal cords were tight, and she was a little excited: "Knowing this, can you help her?"

Chu Yu's throat moved, and he swallowed hard, "I will do my best."

Chen Xing looked at her: "Maybe I can meet her and talk to her."

Chu Yu was silent for a moment, seeing how serious he was, he didn't know how to refuse.

When Xia Yihan saw the text message, his expression was obviously lifted. Chu Yu thought that the person who sent the text message was very important to her, and could affect her mood and inspire her will.

Now that the truth is revealed, Chu Yu finally understands that Xia Yihan's response to the text message was just to think of "the great cause of revenge". After staying with Superman for too long at that time, her nerves may have become dull. will be moldy.

But a text message from Chenxing reminded her of her experience in the orphanage and her perseverance, so she refreshed her ambitions, and her whole person was completely new.

Chu Yu couldn't help guessing that at that time, Xia Yihan's mind must have a vivid image of carving a locust flower on Xue Jinping's chest with a knife.

And for Chen Xing, she used most of it from beginning to end. If it wasn't for revenge on Jiang Jianzhou, she might not have brought him at all.

Asking Chenxing to talk to her wouldn't work, and it might involve him prematurely.

Chu Yu did not directly refuse, she bought a star puppet and asked Chen Xing to write on the back, 31276.

Back at Superman's office, the officers didn't ask any more questions when they saw her looking strange. They sat silently in the conference room, and firstly observed a collective silence for a few minutes.

Before speaking, Chu Yu reminded the three of them that no matter what they heard, they should maintain emotional stability and be civilized in their speech.

She recited Chenxing's words, what he saw and heard from his perspective, and the growth history of Xia Yihan in his eyes.

After Song Qingyang heard it, it still exploded, "This old nest hasn't exploded in place yet. Exploded? No, I can't sleep if I don't handle it!"

Chu Yu frowned, "I understand your feelings, but firstly, dealing with criminal organizations is not within our scope of functions, we can only report to the public security organs; secondly, Xia Yihan used to be an important figure in it, and he knows the key to it. Information, after she escaped, the organization must have been transferred collectively, all traces of previous crimes were destroyed, and they would not be found at all for a while."

"If you want to find a criminal organization and make charges, you need the help of Xiaohuaihua." Muyu saw the essence at a glance, "but she probably won't cooperate..."

Fang Datuo couldn't help shaking his head now: "That kind of experience is a devastating environment for a child who is born with anti-social tendencies."

Chu Yu put her hands on the table and rubbed her forehead, not wanting them to see her expression.

"Yes, I now think it's a miracle that Xiao Huaihua did not develop into a psychopath."

After learning about Xia Yihan's past, Chu Yu couldn't help but focus on Xia Yihan, in addition to being disgusted by the organization disguised as an orphanage. She survived in the most destructive environment for three years. Mu Shangqing's obsession is now broken, she is like a burnt tree, turned into ashes.

How can she come back to life and let saplings grow from the ashes

Chu Yu wiped his face with his palm, tried to wipe away his depression, and began to analyze rationally.

"So the current situation is, first, Xiao Huaihua herself is an anti-social personality, has impaired ability to actively establish interpersonal relationships, has poor social adaptability, and defies legal rules; second, she has a strong crime motive and has a fixed criminal belief. , but her beliefs were all overturned, and her thinking fell into contradictions; third, when Xiao Huaihua was a teenager, she witnessed the whole process of her father being buried by the murderer, and also personally investigated, and then was arrested in a criminal organization and became a money-making tool. Brainwashed and brutally tortured, with severe psychological trauma."

Fang Datuo was silent, staring at her, his expression indescribable.

Chu Yu hasn't reached telepathy with him yet, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

"Chu, the above gave you a week, and now three and a half days have passed, I think... It takes three and a half days to persuade Xiao Huaihua to cooperate with the case, the possibility is relatively slim. "

"It's not a question of insignificance," Muyu took his words, "Chu, you are so obsessed with taking over Xiaohuaihua yourself because you think she has feelings for you, right?"

Chu Yu hummed his head, and nodded instinctively, "Yes."

"But what if she doesn't have feelings for you?"

Chu Yu bit her lip. She originally wanted to discuss a solution, but somehow it became their relationship problem.

Muyu knew that Chu Yu was uncomfortable, but she still decided not to give up and started the serial attack mode: "According to Chenxing's statement, they had escaped from the orphanage last year, and it was not until mid-October this year that Xiaohuaihua officially started. It was she who had been preparing for about a year. During this year, in addition to investigating the family members of the five deceased, she was monitoring us and you. I still remember that Qingyang said that when she was in Dayu City, she noticed that Someone followed, but then disappeared inexplicably, and that person was probably her. And we later checked the nearby surveillance video, which also confirmed that she was wandering around Superman for a while."

Song Qingyang: "So she has always had a special purpose for Chu Chu."

Before Chu Yu could speak, Fang Datuo raised his hand, "I will add, Chu Chu, I didn't say that the test results showed that when Xiao Huaihua was facing you, her dopamine increased, she was excited, But after synthesizing a variety of clues, she will have a similar reaction when facing Xue Jinping, so in front of you, her excitement and happiness may not be because of emotional factors, but because of the revenge plan-killing and revenge makes her feel Exciting, as soon as she sees you, she will be connected to revenge itself, because you have allowed her to enter our interior and spy on our secrets up close, so you are the connection point of her revenge plan."

Compared with Muyu, his tone was a little gentler, but what he said was a lot more violent.

Chu Yu didn't know how to answer for a while, and turned his tongue a few times in his mouth, and finally asked: "What are you trying to tell me now?"

Fang Datuo put his fingers apart and palms down, trying to use body language to calm Chu Yu: "We feel very sad about the experience of Xiaohuaihua, it is an unbearable pain if it happens to anyone, so It is a long process to try to establish communication with her and get her cooperation...how to say it is a long process, but the investigation team only gave us a few days, and it will be completed only in these few days. Mission, not very scientific, so we hope you don't stress too much."

Chu Yu glanced around on their faces, and squeezed out the confidence that had been drained: "Okay, no problem."

In the afternoon, Chu Yu and Muyu came to the detention center. The members of the investigation team and the supervision of the Ministry of Public Security had arrived. Xia Yihan was detained in a cell alone. Because of the bloody lessons from Fushan Hospital, Xu Huaiyu did not dare to let her be surrounded by redundant people, for fear that the detention center would also Go crazy.

At first, Xia Yihan was taken to the reception room, and Chu Yu saw her across the iron railing.

She was wearing a yellow numbered uniform, her body was thin, her hands were tightly bound by handcuffs, she was sitting on a special chair, her feet could not move, and there was a policeman with a live ammunition standing on the left and right, even if she had no place to move, They also dare not take it lightly.

Chu Yu approached the iron fence, and the police next to her reminded her to keep your distance.

Chu Yu had no choice but to call out to her. After several shouts, Xia Yihan lowered his eyes, but he didn't respond.

Chu Yu backed away and said to the director, "I need to get close to her without any barriers."

The director's face turned pale, his eyes were bulging, and the whites of his eyes rolled out: "Doctor, this may not be in line with the rules."

The supervisor next to him nodded, "Just do as she said, just ensure absolute safety."

Xia Yihan was placed in a separate room, sitting on an interrogation chair with his hands and feet fixed.

The other police officers and Muyu went to the monitoring room to wait and see what happened.

Chu Yu went to the room alone and closed the door.

After ten days of absence, she lost weight again, and the fat content in her body could not withstand consumption, and her clear skeleton outline could be seen through the clothes.

From the moment she walked in, Chu Yu's eyes were focused on her, and everything around her ceased to exist.

She walked over, Xia Yihan was sitting all the time, his eyes were lowered, and his eyes were below her waist. Chu Yu wanted to catch her gaze, so he squatted down and touched the ground with one knee.

She stretched out her hand and touched her fingertips. Her nails were neatly trimmed, ten small pale pink caps with crescent white embedded at the bottom.

"I'm thinking, your kung fu is so good now, you must have suffered a lot when you were training?"

Knowing that he would not get an answer, Chu Yu spoke down by himself, his voice soft, like a bubbling hot spring: "Does it hurt when you endure hardship? It will hurt, just like in that small house in Wuhuai, My thumb was cut by a kitchen knife, and it was just a little bit painful. It was like being ripped off. Fortunately, you took me to the hospital and got tetanus. "

Chu Yu smiled, "But you must be in more pain than me, more pain than me, will someone take you to the hospital?"

Chu Yu squeezed her fingers, her voice was broken because of the ups and downs of her breathing: "Will someone take you to the hospital? Will someone bandage you?"

Xia Yihan turned her face to the side, she was beautiful and clean, her body was healthy and complete, and all the traces of pain were hidden, but they came out again and appeared in her eyes, between her brows.

"I'm thinking now, if only I were here, if I were here, I would protect you and not make you hurt so badly."

Chu Yu stretched out his hand and touched her cheek lightly. What he started was cold, like a hand warmer that had been lost in the freezing weather. When he picked it up again, it was already bone-chilling cold.

"I'm sorry, it's my sister who's late, and I'm late."

In the monitoring room, the faces of the guards and supervisors were full of doubts, not knowing what Chu Yu was talking about, Muyu stared at the screen, pursing his lips, looking unpredictable.

Chu Yu took a deep breath and turned his tone: "But you have done a very good job, you have done an amazing thing, you have been investigating your father's case, his case, including the case that happened five or six years ago The five homicides of , the police across the country have been investigating for many years, but they have no clue, but with your push, we know the truth, they should thank you, and hope you can help me continue the case."

On the one hand, Chu Yu wanted to convince Xia Yihan that her perseverance and efforts in the past five years were not worthless to the outside world, and also hinted to her that if she could cooperate and wipe out the criminal organization, she would be able to make merit and reduce the criminal law.

The director's jaw dropped in shock, looked at Muyu who came with her, and said, "How dare she say this?"

On the contrary, the supervisor looked calm, as if he was used to this kind of coercion and inducement.

Muyu didn't say anything, and continued to pay attention to Xia Yihan's reaction.

As she expected, Xia Yihan ignored the olive branch and life-saving straw that Chu Yu extended, and was still immersed in his own world, seemingly not wanting to be disturbed by the outside world.

On December 27th, on this day, Chu Yu returned from a defeat, like a traveler who had returned from a camp in the wind, his body seemed to be covered in dust, and his face was ashen.

On the second day and the third day, Chu Yu arrived at the gate of the detention center on time and on time. He wished he could live inside, seize every minute, every second, and get along with Xia Yihan.

Xia Yihan still didn't respond. Although she didn't look at people, Chu Yu had observed her eyes, and there was no trace of waves.

She handed the star with 31276 written on it in front of her, hoping that she would be like before, and her eyes would light up when she saw this string of numbers.

But Xia Yihan's eyes were frozen like ice, and even if Chu Yu was turned upside down, there would be no ripples.

Chu Yu put his eyes on her, hoping to capture any trace of touch, but the result was: nothing to talk about.

In the evening of the third day, when I left the detention center, the supervisor looked at the cloud that was dyed red by the setting sun, and his eyes were high: "Chu, you have been working hard these days, and you have tried your best. After tomorrow, the task will be It's officially done."

This is a tactful reminder to her that Chu Yu knows that tomorrow is the last day, and it is also the last day when she can intervene in Xia Yihan's affairs. The committee has already given ample time, and I hope she will stop her losses in time and stop dragging its feet.