365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chapter 2

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The ward is not big, plus the bathroom is about 20 square meters, but there are not many things, a bed, a table, two chairs, the windows have reached the level of bulletproof glass, hard objects cannot be broken, and there are no sharp objects in the room. The desks and chairs were tightly wrapped in cloth blankets, and no sound could be produced even if they were moved, and the entire room was switched to silent mode.

After Chu Yu entered the door, she sat on the chair behind the table. She kept her hands and feet as light as possible, even her breathing dropped an octave, for fear of causing the other party's rejection.

The patient was sitting on the bed at the moment, leaning on the window sill, facing out the window, not knowing if he was dozing off or watching the reaction, or if he just didn't want to pay attention to Chu Yu and gave her a back.

Chu Yu looked at her back with peace of mind, thinking about her name... Xia Yihan, it's really as cold as ice, and it's similar to Xia Binghai. Well, Xia Nuannuan is fine too, being called like that every day makes me jump around a bit when I get hints in my heart.

Thoughts were galloping in his head like wild dogs, but Chu Yu's body remained motionless. Except for entering the door, he made no sound during the whole process, quietly accompanying the patient, Ms. Xia.

After an unknown amount of time, Xia Yihan turned around and looked behind him.

Chu Yu looked at her, smiled at her, the corners of her mouth rose thirty degrees, neither exaggerated nor stiff. This was the professional smile she had developed after visiting countless mentally ill friends, which perfectly concealed her true reactions and attitudes. mood.

But in fact, Chu Yu's reaction was a little stunned, and was taken aback for a moment by the appearance of the girl in front of her - her facial features were extremely delicate, like a sketch of a landscape painting drawn with a pencil, showing elegance, because she had a light behind her back, and the outline of her face was covered by The light cut is clear and meticulous, which adds to the elegance.

Xia Yihan got off the bed and sat opposite Chu Yu. She was facing the sky, but she was not haggard. Her eyes were black, her lips were rosy, and her hair was black and shiny. Looking at the volume and quality of her hair, she was a potential spokesperson for a shampoo advertisement.

"Your hair is beautiful." Chu Yu smiled softly.

Xia Yihan didn't respond. She folded her hands and placed them on the table. She stood up with her index fingers facing each other, as if she was chanting a spell and making gestures.

Chu Yu imitated her appearance, made the same hand shape, and sat opposite her. At first glance, it really seemed like they were having a cult exchange.

"Are you afraid of living alone in a room?"

Xia Yihan changed his gesture, his two hands clenched fists, overlapped, and were still rubbing slightly.

Chu Yu followed suit and asked at the same time, "Is that so, with the left hand on top?"

Xia Yihan stared at her hand for a moment, then ten fingers intertwined with complicated gestures.

This time, Chu Yu didn't follow suit. Although she could imitate the mental patient's favor properly, she suddenly wondered if these gestures were the mute words created by this girl, the kind that she alone understands in the whole world! What do you do when you're scolding her? For example, folded hands means: Look at you stupid!

She thought for a moment, then asked modestly, "I don't understand this gesture, can you teach me?"

Xia Yihan rested his head on his palm, his eyes staring at Chu Yu, but he didn't speak.

Chu Yu felt uncomfortable for a while. There was a triangular area from his eyes to his forehead. If he was stared at by others, he would feel a sense of oppression. Usually, the interrogation created the tension of persecution. Usually, few people would look at others this way.

Chu Yu saw Xia Yihan's appearance, but he was only seventeen or eighteen years old. Because he had Qi bangs, he looked even more youthful. He had only been weaned for more than ten years. Why did he look at people like this when they met

She was not afraid at all, and looked back, the two of them were deadlocked for a while, Xia Yihan didn't mean to cooperate at all. Chu Yu's eyes dimmed, ready to undergo forced hypnosis.

Xia Yihan's head suddenly slanted, and he gave a smile, and his teeth were brushed, "Hello, sister!"

Chu Yu was shocked and almost couldn't control her expression. She hurriedly adjusted her state and nodded, "Hello."

"I originally wanted to be called Auntie, but I'm afraid you will be angry with my sister."

Hey, dead boy!

Chu Yu complained wildly in her heart, she was four or five years older than this baby, and this baby wanted to call her Auntie! Then, after reckoning, should she be called Auntie who was five years old when she was born

Although his heart was racing, on the surface, Chu Yu smiled so rationally, "You can call it whatever you want, it's up to you."

Xia Yihan rubbed his nose, thought about it for a while, and said solemnly: "Let's call you sister, it seems that I am more sensible."

Chu Yu kept smiling. If she were a normal adult, she would definitely be a giant needle in her backhand.

"Then can you tell your sister what the gesture just now means?"

"Gesturing?" Xia Yihan opened his eyes with round eyes and looked confused, and then suddenly reacted, "Oh, I was bitten by mosquitoes a few times between my fingers yesterday, and it was a little itchy. I was just scratching the itch."

Chu Yu: "..."

Over the years, I have met many abnormal people. In most cases, Chu Yu can do it with ease. It is she who leads the other party's thinking, and then spy on the other party's problems, and prescribes the right medicine. Today, this one doesn't feel like playing cards according to common sense.

At the same time, she knew something in her mind. President Hu mentioned that Xia Yihan was identified as an adult with autism and had language and social barriers. Even if she communicated with people, she was perfunctory and could not control the tone and volume. In Xia Yihan's few words, the words are well-spoken, and the language should contain all the emotions, and when he speaks, he also looks with a smile, or lowered his eyebrows in thought, these few details, autism can be ruled out.

Could it be bipolar disorder

While thinking about it, Chu Yu suddenly heard Xia Yihan say, "Sister, I want to touch you."

Chu Yu was startled again. This was the first time she had heard a patient say this to her. A mentally ill person would be resistant to the real world. Except when killing people and fighting, under normal circumstances, they avoided close contact with others.

"why?"

Xia Yihan smiled embarrassedly, her lips curved into the shape of a crescent moon, her arms overlapped, her head rested on them, and she stared at Chu Yu from bottom to top, her eyes projecting from the clean pupils, all clear. stand up.

"Because my sister must be very slippery, like the meat of a fish's gills."

"Fish gills?" Chu Yu felt strange.

"Yes," Xia Yihan straightened up, comparing one hand to a knife and the other to a fish, "cut the fish in half with a knife, divide it into two, take out the internal organs, and then aim at the gills, and dig out a 2 cm square piece. Red and white meat, that piece of meat is closely connected to the gills of the fish, and the fish has to breathe all the time, so this piece of meat also becomes more elastic, dynamic, quality, and feels the best."

As she said that, she suddenly stretched out her hand and reached out to Chu Yu's neck. The neck was slender and pale, as if it could be broken with a twist of her hand.

Chu Yu was listening attentively, when she was suddenly caught like this, she reacted quickly, just as her fingers rubbed the skin on her neck, she stood up abruptly, the chair fell down, either wrapped in a layer of cloth or hit the floor. Enough sound.

Chu Yu touched her neck, the affinity she had just swept away between her brows and her eyes became cold and solemn. She placed her left hand on the alarm bell button, and her right hand was not far from the door handle, ready to grab the door at any time.

Xia Yihan opened her eyes wide, her double eyelids were very delicate, the ends of her eyes were upturned, her eyes were like peach blossoms, and when they opened they were round and watery, making them seem harmless to humans and animals.

"Sister, what's the matter with you, did jumping candy suddenly grow on the chair?"

The cold hairs on Chu Yu's body seemed to have received orders from the brain, and they stood up in unison, and the adrenaline surged. In fact, Xia Yihan's movements just now were quite gentle, like a lover stroking each other's cheeks or helping each other's clothes, but Chu Yu always kept her. Vigilant, so her every move will affect her nerves.

Chu Yu repeatedly told himself in his mind: This child has no violent tendencies and will not behave violently. Look at the tenderness of her little arms and legs!

Two seconds later, Chu Yu regained his composure and lifted the stool from the ground, "I'm sorry, the legs of the chair are suddenly brittle, I'll wait to report for repairs."

Hearing this, Xia Yihan stood up and patted the back of the chair, "Sister, sit here, I cast a spell on that chair this morning, and the spell just happened and it died."

Of course, Chu Yu knew that the chair was very healthy, but she descended the donkey and sat on another armchair. When she sat down, the back of her neck felt cold, for fear that Xia Yihan would get windy again, she reached out and touched her neck.

She gave the hospital's diagnosis report a red cross in her heart, and even wanted to give a failing grade—Xia Yihan was talking, laughing, and touching. If she had autism, she would devour the university's psychiatric case textbook!

"You just reached out and touched my neck, did you want to see if my neck feels the same as the gills?"

Xia Yihan jumped to the edge of the bed in a few steps, sat down, and put her hands on the edge of the bed. She was wearing a hospital gown with spring and autumn stripes. Because of her movements, the shoulder bones raised the thin fabric high, making her whole person look quite thin.

"Yes, my sister is so smart!"

Chu Yu couldn't help laughing, his lips curved into a beautiful arc.

She was praised by her mentally ill friends for being smart, should she say "over the top"

"Do you like to eat fish?"

Seeing that Xia Yihan had entered the track of normal conversation, Chu Yu struck while the iron was hot, trying to understand her inner world through indirect questions.

Xia Yihan wrapped her fingers around the corners of her clothes and began to play around in circles. She looked up at Chu Yu with a look of interest, "I like to kill fish."

"You can kill the fish yourself, how did you kill it?" Chu Yu thought to himself, could it be that she was going to say a spell again, and then the fish died suddenly at the hour

"Sister wants to know?" Xia Yihan laughed, with a mysterious face, "I'll teach you next time."

From childhood to adulthood, Chu Yu was the only living thing she had ever killed. She was afraid that it was the Mosquito gentleman who was lying on his feet and worked hard. However, she often dissects corpses with a knife, and has also opened the cranial cavity of a living person. She does not shake her hands when holding a scalpel, but when it is used on animals, it is haha.

In the face of Xia Yihan's invitation, Chu Yu did not refuse, so he followed her words and raised hidden questions at the same time, hoping to judge the clarity and coherence of her specific thinking.

The two of them came and went and chatted. Before I knew it, it was time for lunch.

There was a knock on the door, Chu Yu opened the door, and saw a young nurse pushing a lunch cart with anticipation.

"Doctor Chu, did you find anything?" The nurse lowered her voice.

Chu Yu smelled the aroma of the rice, and his eyes wandered over the lunch box, "Not yet."

After she finished speaking, she picked up two boxes of meals and smiled at the nurse, "Fish-flavored pork shreds, the hospital food is really good."

Turning around, the smile on Chu Yu's face disappeared, and she felt that the situation was getting more and more complicated. The conversation lasted for two hours, and almost nothing was gained. Except for the judgment that Xia Yihan was not autistic, there was no new progress - that girl didn't know if she really didn't understand, or she was pretending to be confused when she understood. Around the distance, if she hadn't been paying attention to keeping her head clear, I'm afraid she would have been led away!

After entering the room, Chu Yu put on a smile again, opened the stainless steel lunch box, and the aroma came out.

"Is it your favorite dish at lunchtime?"

Xia Yihan stood by the window, just glanced at it, and said, "I don't eat."

"What's wrong?"

"I want to eat your cooking."

Chu Yu almost blurted out: My father has never eaten the food I made!

But when the words got to the point of his mouth, he swallowed it anyway, and changed his mouth to say, "Okay, I'll make it tomorrow and bring it to you."

Well, ordering takeout tomorrow.

Xia Yihan shook his head, "I want to eat it now."

"I'll make it for you when I have a chance in the future. Now that the chef in the cafeteria is here, I'm afraid I'll be kicked out by him."

(I was afraid that I would blow up the cafeteria and be blasted out.

Xia Yihan lowered the corners of his mouth, his chin poked into dumpling fillings, and felt wronged, "But I just want to eat my sister's cooking, and now I'm thinking, okay?"

Chu Yu shuddered, feeling an electric current rising from the soles of his feet, and every cell felt numb. She was used to being cold and indifferent by nature, and few people dared to make trouble in front of her, but now she was suddenly hit by Xia Yihan's blow, and she felt that her spine was going to be brittle. Hang it on her.

Two minutes later, the nurse was called to the outside of the ward by the bell, followed by a group of young and strong medical staff. Seeing the posture, she wished she could carry a few machines and guns to escort him, for fear of Chu Yu's accident.

"Doctor Chu, what's wrong?"

Chu Yu folded his hands and leaned against the door frame, "I just wanted to ask, is there any food I can cook in the cafeteria now?"

Nurse Yang looked at Chu Yu's slender hands, and asked cautiously, "You want to cook by yourself, is the food in the cafeteria unpalatable?"

"That's not true," Chu Yu sighed almost inaudibly, "this little girl wants to eat the food I made, or go on a hunger strike."

The nurses looked at each other, and then lowered their voices, "How about this, you and us go to visit the kitchen, we will ask the back kitchen to make another, and when the time comes, it will be said that you made it..."

Before he could finish speaking, the door behind Chu Yu suddenly opened, Xia Yihan stood behind her with a smile, the sun was shining between his eyes, "Let's go, let's go to the cafeteria together, I want to watch my sister cook, follow along!"

The medical staff in the corridor kept their mouths shut, as if a thread was sewed around their mouths, and looked at Xia Yihan in unison, as if they had seen a ghost in broad daylight.

The author has something to say:

Xia Yihan: I want to touch my sister (=^▽^=)

Chu Yu: No, you are trying to murder me →_→

There is a mysterious problem. The question mark I put on my mobile phone will be swallowed by Jinjiang. I don’t know where it is going. If you see a place without punctuation marks, just treat it as a question mark, hehehe