That night, Chu Dongren and Mu Shangqing chatted late into the night. With Chu Dongren's constant guidance and encouragement, Mu Shangqing finally opened up and revealed the scars that had been covered for decades.
He had only seen the third side of Chu and moving people, but he fell in love with him at first sight, and he was more cordial and trustworthy. After getting his promise of confidentiality, he was willing to tell him the truth, and he also knew that if he didn't tell himself, the mysterious institution could not accept it. he. Although the institution is mysterious, it does not allow insiders, there is any mystery, whether it is a political background, or a spiritual and psychological.
When he told the story, Chu movingren changed from an interviewer to a psychologist, listening to all his psychological problems.
Mu Shangqing was born in a small place in Xicheng District, Wangjiang City. It is located at the junction of urban and rural areas. It has the typical characteristics of urban and rural junctions. You can see a stray cat in a few steps, and you might bump into a homeless man in a few steps.
However, in such a mixed place, the name is decent, it is called Hua Xie Ting. When people who don’t know it, they think it is a street with antique buildings, but people who live nearby know that this flower Xie Ting should be changed to Hua Xie Ting. Crying court, the flowers bloom and you have to cry.
Mu Shangqing grew up in Hua Xie Ting, and was used to listening to the wild scolding of neighbors since he was a child. If he is lucky, he can review the dirty words in Chinese. If there is such a question in the Chinese test, he will definitely get a 100% perfect score.
But it's weird to say that, since childhood, little friend Mu has been soaked in scolding and dirty words. He looks gentle and has a gentle temperament. Half of his face was blushing, and the other half was hidden in the shadows because he lowered his head, so he couldn't see it.
Most of the children who live in Huaxie Ting go to nearby schools. They are close to home and have many acquaintances.
However, Mu Shangqing's mother, Zhou Lanxin, is a cruel person. Although she is poor, she is very ambitious. She saves money every month and sends Mu Shangqing to the best elementary school in the city. She also wakes up every day. It takes one and a half hours to take him to school on a 28 bicycle, one and a half times a day, three hours, no, no.
In the words of Wang Yan next door, three hours is enough to make a lot of clothes and fry a lot of cakes!
But Zhou Lan disagreed, her eyes squinted: If I save time, Xiaoqing will only be able to make clothes and pancakes in the future!
Because of a ruthless mother, Mu’s child was at the starting line. Since elementary school, he has entered the preparation stage for the college entrance examination. The children downstairs are playing with mud and he is studying. The neighbors are playing eagle and catching chickens. The children next to him were fighting, and he was still studying.
However, in Little Mu's world, it is not only about studying, but his life can be described as colorful. Every morning, he and his mother get up together. Zhou Lanxin will clean up and take care of it. Mu Shangqing doesn't need to brush her hair and make up. She gets up and brushes her short hair and wipes her face before starting to prepare breakfast.
Usually at home, he would rush to cook, wash dishes, mop the floor, and change the light bulb. The water in the house is often cut off, so he would carry a bucket and go outside to play. It was so heavy that he couldn't lift it, so he turned over a broken board in the garbage heap, installed two pulleys under it, and invented a "three-level disabled skateboard".
He put the bucket on the board and pushed it away, but he had to lift it when he entered the house to go upstairs. After going upstairs, one third of the water was sprinkled, and one third of others were wet, so I turned on the pure natural drying mode, moved a pony to the outside of the house, and did my homework while basking in the sun.
Most of Mu Shangqing's elementary school classmates come from well-off families. Not to mention the wealth and wealth, at least they have more than enough money for tuition and meals. If they know the virtues of Mu Shangqing's family, they will definitely cast a sympathetic look - this looks like a young master How can I live the life of a servant!
However, Mu Shangqing is quite content. Every day he has his mother, school, and home. Although he has a lot of work and a chaotic environment, he also feels happy. Although his shoes are broken, he has no bare feet. There are few, but the steamed buns can be eaten. Although his house is dilapidated, at least it can live in people!
Because he felt that his life was full of happiness, when he saw the homeless children, Mu Xiaoli felt guilty because he was too happy, so he broke half of his steamed buns and gave them away.
This state of happiness continued until his sixth grade, when Little Mu was about to graduate from elementary school and completed the leap from elementary school to junior high school. His appetite began to increase, and his tuition fees began to increase. He can endure a big appetite, but the tuition fee cannot be covered by paper. Zhou Lanxin knows it clearly when the head teacher holds a parent-teacher meeting.
Of course, Mu Shangqing knew her mother's economic strength, and she was only ten blocks away from the well-off level—from the urban-rural fringe to the city's third ring road. In his small head, there are big philosophical thoughts - he wants to read, and he wants to eat, but he can't have both, he has to choose one of the two.
Mu Shangqing is worried, he is worried that his body is ignorant, he has not grown up, he is eleven years old, and he is still 1.4 meters. He can't pretend to be a teenager, it's annoying!
However, the hard work pays off. With tenacious perseverance, Mu Shangqing finally found a restaurant that does not "discriminate" against child labor. The boss saw that he was small, and he actually practiced good kung fu to wash dishes quickly with one hand. It was a walking dishwasher . So he waved his hand and recruited him. Anyway, he hid in the kitchen and didn't need to show his face.
The boss is also good, giving him flexible working hours. Because he has to study, he is asked to wash dishes at night and on weekends, but the salary is very low, and it may be enough for one meal a day.
Mu Shangqing seems to be engaged in underground activities. He leaves early and returns late every day, and his sleep is reduced to four or five hours. However, he is quite happy when he sees his gradually bulging treasury.
However, the good times didn't last long. Mu's underground job was still stifled at the thriving stage. Zhou Lanxin screwed him out of the restaurant and beat him up on the street.
Zhou Lan's heart was steady and ruthless. The restaurant owner could hear the palms hitting her cheeks and the loud rubbing noise when she was in the store. She was so frightened that she closed the door and dared not show her face.
Mu Shangqing didn't cry, but he still knew the pain and would dodge, sideways his shoulders, and moved his butt, but he didn't dare to dodge too much, so he was just on the verge of avoiding and being beaten.
Zhou Lanxin took him home, got angry enough, and started to reason with him: your job now is to study, don't think about other things, don't do housework in the future, just finish your homework, you baby It's really hard to clean up, if it wasn't for Teacher Wang coming all the way to tell me, I still don't know that you don't turn in your homework, and you often miss class!
Mu Shangqing had just been beaten, and his body was swollen, but it did not hinder his standing posture in the slightest.
However, his voice faded, "I have all that knowledge, I don't need to listen to the class..."
"Bah," Zhou Lanxin cut him off immediately, "Do you think you are a genius? A child prodigy? Einstein reincarnated? Do you think you can study for a few days, and you can study for a year for others? Daydreaming, your grades are good now, that's because I sent you to Su Xun Primary School, the best educational resource in the city! You have to hurry up in junior high school, or you can't even get into high school, so come back and pick up trash!"
Under Zhou Lanxin's obscenity, Mu Shangqing finally returned to the right path, embarked on the road of serious study, and was successfully promoted to Su Xun's internal junior high school, but he still had itchy hands from time to time and wanted to go to work. The restaurant owner saw him and hid in the capital. Don't hurry to hide, for fear that Zhou Lanxin will sue him on a whim one day, and the "time-honored" restaurant will close its doors.
However, Mu Shangqing gradually discovered that the family's economic situation was better, new curtains were added, and there were no gaps in the bowls, Zhou Lanxin would come back with bouquets of flowers from time to time, and put them in the house, so that the hut that had been withered for many years exuded "spring" breath.
But the fact is that spring has indeed come, but it is only the "second spring". Zhou Lanxin has a suitor and is a businessman. After visiting the cigarette hotel, Zhou Lanxin once went over to deliver clothes and happened to meet. The two chatted for a while, and they chatted with sparks.
In fact, in terms of appearance, Zhou Lanxin has three courtships and five eyes, which can be called Peugeot. Mu Shangqing's son-in-law looks mainly thanks to her. After Mu Shangqing's father ran away, Zhou Lanxin became a widow, attracting a lot of suitors, but after hearing that there was a tow bottle, she was discouraged and gave up the idea of raising two mouths at once.
Mu Shangqing didn't care at all, thinking that it's good for his mother to be single, he can take good care of her, and when he grows up, he is a man who can pick, resist and work, and is no worse than the big old man outside.
Zhou Lanxin is also living a dashing life herself, her mind is focused on raising children, and she has no time to think about her life-long events. However, Zheng Xun made her think of remarrying, because he was different. When others heard that there was a baby at home, they all smiled and said goodbye, but when he found out, he was quite happy, with a smile on his face: How cute is the little boy, when he is free Show me it!
This sentence moved Zhou Lan's heart to the ground. The love sinus that had been in seclusion for many years has sprouted again, and it has grown very fast. In a few days, the branches and leaves are flourishing and ready to bloom.
When Zhou Lanxin brought Zheng Xun home, Mu Shangqing was very repulsive, and it was as uncomfortable as meeting a rival in love. He loved his mother. For so many years, mother and son have been relying on each other for life. Suddenly a man came to his house and held hands with his mother. Mu Shangqing felt that his mother was taken away.
However, he hid the rejection so flawlessly that no one except Zhou Lanxin could see it.
Mu Shangqing called his uncle with a smile, poured him water, cut the fruit he brought, sat beside him, and chatted with him.
The living environment has always taught him how to hide his emotions, how to please others, how to be submissive, and survive in an unsuitable environment.
He did it very successfully. Zheng Xun liked him very much, and even his feelings for Zhou Lanxin became stronger and stronger. He bought her daily necessities, bought cosmetics, and gave her living expenses. Mu Shangqing's tuition problem officially ended, and Zhou Lanxin didn't need to Waking up early in the morning and late at night to make clothes and sew fabrics, the sciatica has also eased a lot.
Mu Shangqing's rejection of Zheng Xun gradually decreased. He felt that the monster of life, seeing that his mother and son were living a bit shabby, finally became kind and sent a noble person to lead them to a well-off life.
Mu Shangqing began to look forward to Zheng Xun's arrival. Every time he came, he would bring some sweets and snacks. For Mu Shangqing, these things belonged to the Arabian Nights - only heard of them, but never seen them at home. His only snack may be the rice crockpot at the bottom of the pot, which is particularly chewy, and he will keep it for a day.
Mu Shangqing felt that Zheng Xun was a good candidate to be an uncle, until one day, Zhou Lanxin went out to deliver clothes, and Zheng Xun closed the doors and windows of the house tightly.
Before Mu Shangqing could react, Zheng Xun successfully brought him down and raped him.
Mu Shangqing felt heart-wrenching pain, and felt that his lower body was completely numb. He breathed so violently that his throat was about to crack. Zhou Lan used to beat him, no matter how hard he beat him, he didn't cry, but this time, the tears overflowed like a stockpile, rolled down the corners of his eyes, wet the sheets, and dipped.
After the incident, Mu Shangqing wanted to take a few breaths and take a breath, but Zheng Xun suddenly held him down like an iron hammer, and he approached him, his voice hoarse with a bit of happiness: "Don't tell your mother, Do you hear me!"
There were tears in Mu Shangqing's eyes, and he couldn't see the face on his body. He was extremely frightened. Fear not only tore his body, but also eroded his heart, ravaged him like a shadow puppet, and was at the mercy of others.
Seemingly feeling that the threat effect was not achieved, Zheng Xun grabbed his neck and squeezed his voice out of his teeth: "You are a motherfucker! You shouldn't have been born, you know how much trouble you have caused your mother huh! She has to support you, she has to work, she has to eat shit, and she can't even afford sanitary napkins! You are a fucking parasite! But now that I'm here, I can make her live a good life, if you Tell the story, and I will go outside and say, your mother is a slut, who will ask her to make clothes, you two, just wait and eat maggots in the toilet!"
After he finished speaking, he let go of Mu Shangqing's neck, pinched his cheeks with both hands, and said with a smile: "Now is the time for you to repay your kindness, look at how much your mother has paid for it, now you fucking shouldn't do it for her Sacrifice?"