365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chapter 93

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Chu moving's face was already red, but when he was stared at by Chu Yu, he had a fever, and he wanted to fan the air, because he thought the air conditioner was turned on too much.

Chu Yu was indifferent to his disguise, still motionless, his eyes were meaningful.

Chu movingren sat down, waved his hand, and tried to flick Chu Yu's clingy eyes away, "What are you looking at, what do you suspect, just say it."

Chu Yu turned his head and read the text carefully again.

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Caption: He likes to drink freshly ground coffee with two spoons of milk and no sugar cubes, but he drinks less, usually twice a week. After grinding, give everyone a cup

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Caption: These days, after get off work, he will take a walk by Wangjiang Lake, from the intersection of South Second Ring Road to Wangjiang Road, walk for half an hour, all the way home

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Caption: He is currently researching psychopathy and its criminal danger, and the research department is cooperating with him in experimental research. He often goes to the fifth floor

Chu Yu read it twice, how do you see it, how is it like a person who is in love with spring, recording every bit of his sweetheart, meticulously down to every cup of coffee he drank, every bite of rice he ate, every piece of toilet paper he used...

Chu Yu looked at it, and actually read out the pain literature of adolescence. The accompanying text looked like this in her eyes:

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Caption: His white porcelain cup is filled with dark and rich coffee. A circle of white patterns floats on the surface. It will form a "human" shape in a while, and a "big" shape in a while. Is this the bitter water of longing, or the tears of secret love

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Caption: His back in the street lamp is dreamy and blurred, three minutes deserted, four and five minutes down, and zero point five, his walk along the lakeside is very like love

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Caption: On the screen, there are the materials he studied and the notes he made. Although the fonts are the same, it is the No. 5 Song Dynasty, but because he typed it out by himself, every word has become romantic, telling The romantic rumors of the ancient European Aegean Sea

Chu Yu felt that her young mind was shaken by a tenth-degree tremor. She always suspected that her father and Mu Shangqing were "frying CP", but she didn't expect it to be a real hammer!

Chu Tangren sighed, looked at the back of Chu Yu's stiff head, and knew what was going on in her head, so he started to do it first and strangled those seedlings to death in advance.

"I know that after reading this content, you will definitely doubt my relationship with Shang Qing, but I dare to touch my sexuality and swear to your mother that I am a straight man."

Chu Yu turned her head and looked at her father.

In the face of Chu Yu, a humanoid lie detector, Chu movingren was not afraid at all, and bravely looked straight in the eyes.

Chu Yu looked away and knew that he didn't lie. When he was chasing her mother, she had heard about her "must have" since she was born. He doesn't drink alcohol or tobacco, but that doesn't mean he's gay.

But Mu Shangqing, she can't guarantee it. Although according to Chu movingren, he loves Huang Nan deeply and married her and has children, but the problem is that he is not happy after marriage. Huang Nan becomes withdrawn and cold, and his daughter is naturally cold and withdrawn. Is the only "living" person in the family who can speak.

Under such circumstances, even if Mu Shangqing had loved Huang Nan, would he have lost his love and fell in love with Chu Mengren who took good care of him

In terms of age, Chu movingren is one year older than Mu Shangqing, like an older brother, while Mu Shangqing lacked fatherly love in his early years and was brought up by his mother, and fatherly love and male love are very important in the growth period and will affect him. The gender identity of the child, the child who cannot get the father's love in the original family, will seek similar emotions from the outside world, that is, male love.

For example, looking for from the reproductive family, that is, homosexuality.

Chu moving's gentleness, firmness, tolerance, and patience are all the "father" strength that Mu Shangqing longed for in his childhood.

In addition, Chu Dongren himself is so different. He is a superior, a symbol of power and authority, and he can give Mu Shangqing a sense of dependence; but he knows his mood disorders, but he can open up and help him keep secrets. , which gave Mu Shangqing a feeling of being protected.

So just from a theoretical point of view, Chu Yu has reason to believe that Mu Shangqing has a crush on Chu moving.

After listening to Chu Yu's theoretical analysis, Chu moving was ashamed, was it not, and devoted himself to the debate: "The theoretical inference is good, but if there is only theory, there must be practical proof. From my actual experience, Shang Qing is also a straight man. , it is straighter than the dried noodles submerged in water, if you break it forcibly, it will break!"

Chu Yu cast a suspicious look: "Don't look at the world with the eyes of a straight man, thinking that everything is straight."

Chu movingren is righteous: "Let me state first, I do not exclude homosexuality. Whether it is from professional cultivation or personal feelings, I have no opinion. And whether it is a straight man, I can see it, even if I can't see it, After so many psychological consultations, I can also feel it clearly, Shang Qing's sexual orientation is no problem, on the contrary, I think your sexual orientation is a bit confusing, from childhood to adulthood, it is not male at all."

Chu Yu: "..."

No, why did the topic suddenly come to her? Is her sexual orientation relevant to this case

Ba snorted, Chu Yu didn't want to "fall off the horse" so early, and forcibly turned the topic back: "Since you said that Section Chief Mu has no bad thoughts about you, how do you explain this?"

Saying that, Chu Yu tapped the screen, and the electronic version was written in black and white, revealing his intentions clearly.

Chu Tangren frowned, his voice was low, and he pulled up another round of memory killing. Chu Yu could not wait to open the recorder and record a voice for him as the fifth interviewee today.

"Actually, in the last period of time, from August or September to November when the accident happened, Shang Qing's physical condition was worrying, the work in the department continued, and he was addicted to the investigation of unsolved cases. , the quality of sleep is particularly bad, and the dark circles under his eyes are all heavy. I persuaded him in private that he should do his job well, and the matter from the Public Security Bureau is temporarily released. But he refused to listen and insisted on following up. case.

I saw that he was under a lot of pressure and worried. I was afraid that his mania would happen again, so I made an appointment with him for a day for psychological consultation, but on the day of the appointment, he asked for leave, and I wanted to make up for it later, but he avoided me a bit. Meaning, I suspected that his mental state was not very good. He avoided me for fear that I would see something abnormal. Later, I had to order him. If he did not stop the investigation, I would prohibit him from entering or leaving the Public Security Bureau. "

Chu Yu looked serious: "Is your order effective?"

"At least in the office, he restrained a lot, but I don't know what he was doing after returning home. But during that time, Shang Qing gave me the feeling that he was about to know, or already knew who the murderer was. "

Seeing that Chu Mengren said seriously, Chu Yu felt anxious and his mind was about to split. On the one hand, he should be regarded as a murderer, and the loopholes in his words should be analyzed to find evidence to prove that he was a murderer; on the other hand, he should be regarded as a murderer. Innocent good man, using his words as useful clues to sort out and reason.

The degree of this is difficult to grasp. If there is too much doubt, it is easy to reject him too much and miss the key information provided by him. If you believe too much, you will rely too much on his information and make wrong judgments.

Chu Yu's brain hurts, and she wished she could buy a demon mirror, take a picture of her father, and tell the truth on the spot.

Although she is a walking lie detector, but Chu moving is also a psychological profiler, will she not know how to hide the signs of lying

A polygraph, an anti-polygraph, put together now, the result can only be "approximately equal to zero".

Chu Yu supported her aching head and followed her father's rhythm: "So you think he made these records to protect you secretly?"

Looking at the pictures and texts on the screen, Chu moving nodded.

"Yes, when I checked the computer, I was surprised when I saw this document. My first reaction was the same as yours. I felt that Shang Qing was being overtaken by a ghost because of her sexual orientation, but she actually fell in love with me. But after thinking about it carefully, I ruled it out. This is possible. I remember I told you that Shang Qing is so obsessed with those murders because they all happened by my side, and he is afraid that the ultimate goal of the murderer is me!"

Chu Yu nodded thoughtfully: "But during that time, you have been in the house, if the murderer wants to harm you, he can only start with your daily food and clothing, such as the food you eat, the coffee you drink, or the On the way to and from get off work, such as when walking by the lake... Chief Mu Ke recorded all of these for protection!"

"Yes, that's what I thought. On the one hand, he avoided me, afraid that I would find out that his mental state was not good and suspend his work. On the other hand, he was always by my side and secretly protected me."

At the end, Chu moving couldn't help sighing, this kind of feeling that is not love, but it seems to be more selfless than love.

Chu Yu stared at the screen, his pupils reflecting the light of the screen: "But isn't Mr. Mu Keli unforgettable? These details should be remembered in his mind, and I believe he has the ability to remember them. Even if you are an old man, drinking coffee every morning, Drinking coconut milk at noon, orange juice at night, and changing eighteen beverages a day, he also remembers it. Why did he record it in the document and named it 'Matrix Data 2.'?"

Chu moving's face is calm, it seems that these questions have been thoroughly researched, "Do you know the state of manic episodes?"

"I know," Chu Yu scratched his ears, "do you need me to memorize it again?"

"Emotions are high, irritable, impulsive behavior, when Shang Qing is sick, all three are accounted for, and the thoughts in his mind are abnormally unrestrained, completely illogical. He told me that the most fearful thing is to have a manic attack during the test. , because the answers are all random, and the writing is like a dragon and a phoenix.

Chu Yu was shocked: "So in the last few months, his mania broke out again?"

Therefore, when I am sensible, I have to write down the details, write them down in the recent work documents, remind myself when I am manic, and protect Chu and moving people.

Chu moving looked melancholy, and nodded lightly, "Do you still remember the scene of Shang Qing's accident and the objects he found?"

Chu Yu quickly recalled: "Chief Mu's shoes and mobile phone, tools for committing crimes, and a bottle of benzodiazepine [1]..."

"I didn't give him that bottle of medicine, he was taking it himself. Because of confidentiality reasons, I didn't tell the staff that Shang Qing had mania. They were also very confused about the bottle of medicine, and even suspected that the murderer had I just mentioned it to my colleagues in the investigation department of the Public Security Department, and asked them to keep the victim's condition a secret."

Chu Yu became fascinated, and in this way, Mu Shangqing's "feat" of single-handedly fighting a duel can be explained - he has a manic episode, his mood is high, impulsive and blindly confident, he bravely confronts the murderer, and finally " Die" is not clear.

But what about the murderer

From the murderer's point of view, the situation is very strange - according to the situation at the scene, the two met on the roof of the migrant worker's building, it could not be a chance encounter, it must have been an appointment in advance, then the problem is, Mu Shangqing, It is certain that a murderer or several murderers will attend the meeting. Anyway, the murderer must go alone and will not bring others, but how can the murderer guarantee that Mu Shangqing is alone

In case Mu Shangqing, in order to catch him, in order to kill him, brought helpers, lurked around, and laid a net, wouldn't he be afraid of Mu Shangqing, who came to the appointment, to catch the turtle in the urn

The murderer dared to fight with him because he was sure that he would go alone, but how did the murderer determine that he would really be alone