365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chapter 94

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Now, there are various indications that Mu Shangqing, who was missing at the time, is still alive and has a connection with Xia Yihan. Chu Yu couldn't help but wonder if he didn't go to see the murderer at all, but took the opportunity to disappear and hide.

Looking at the documents that recorded Chu moving people's life, Chu Yu reconfirmed, "Has there never been a memory gap in Chief Mu's work?"

Chu movingren knew what he meant, "No, his work requires a strong memory, if there is a memory gap, it can be clearly seen in the work progress and submitted reports, and when he is working in the office, he is surrounded by colleagues, from time to time. I need to communicate, and I haven't seen anyone saying that he has a bad memory and suddenly forgets things."

Chu Yu pondered for a moment, and then asked, "During the hypnosis, no abnormality was found?"

"First of all, he is not easy to be hypnotized, and secondly, after hypnosis, his memory is complete and unified, and I have given him the Dissociation Multidimensional Scale and the Dissociation Comprehensive Scale, and there is no abnormality."

Chu Yu sighed silently. Although she now doubts Chu moving, she still has to admit his professional ability. After all, where is Mu Shangqing's medical report, if she doesn't believe it, she can study it herself.

Finally, Chu Yu raised his head and looked at the top of his head. Across the ceiling, there lived a little pervert who inherited Mu Shangqing's excellent genes. Compared with Mu Shangqing, his madness was even worse.

However, does she know her father's history of mental disorders

When Chu Yu asked, Chu movingren's expression stiffened, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "She doesn't know, no one knows about this except me and the superiors who are in charge of the review at the central government."

Chu Yu glanced at him and thought it was strange that Mu Shangqing must be closer to his daughter than to him. Where did he get the courage? Mu Shangqing didn't tell Xia Yihan? And what if Xia Yihan noticed it himself

She was wondering when Chu moving leaned towards her and instructed: "You promised that Shang Qing's illness, don't talk to anyone, including Mu Han!"

Chu Yu didn't know what her father was afraid of, so he asked, "You seem to be very sensitive to this matter?"

"Of course, because I promised Shang Qing that I wouldn't tell his secrets. If you spread it out, he wouldn't hate me!"

In desperation, Chu Yu nodded.

Although she should go down on the surface, she has her own steel scale in her heart—she will keep the past story of Mu Shangqing's rape and violence, she will absolutely keep it a secret, but the mental disorder, if the case needs it in the future, it should be put on the table, maybe It will affect the detection of the case and the sentencing in the court.

If Mu Shangqing was the real culprit or accomplice in the Huaihua case or a series of unsolved cases, the mental disorder would directly affect the outcome of the trial. If you hide it and don't say it, you will get the most severe punishment.

After the "secret document" was resolved, Chu Yu chased Chu moving away and replaced Muyu.

Muyu and Chu Mengren missed each other's shoulders. Seeing that his face was not good, he closed the door and asked, "What's wrong, what's in the document?"

Chu Yu swiped the page to show her: "The memo written by Chief Mu is very sentimental and delicate."

To her surprise, Muyu was not surprised after reading it, and straightened up after watching for a while, with a bit of a smile in his tone: "This is his style, it's not bad, you don't have his diary. "

Said, Mu Yu took the mouse and transferred another document, Chu Yu was immediately dazzled - this is the real picture and text, Mu Shangqing finally let her know what a literary and artistic man is called.

March 16

I accompanied Chu Chu on a trip to Jinshui Hospital, Chu Chu was very happy, and I was also very happy, but when I entered the hospital, I still felt a chill in my back, and I would think of myself living in the hospital, maybe my temper was a little bit more grumpy, will be sent here.

I thought that the mental hospital was like a prison with iron fences. The nurses patrolled around with electric batons and gave the patients soup and medicine, but later I found out that the conditions in the mental hospital are quite good, the patients have entertainment time, and You can play cards and chat, and there is a nurse and sister to accompany every day. It is a good place for the elderly.

In the past, I always rejected the word "mental illness", and I was afraid of being scolded, but Chu Chu has continued to guide me in the past two years, and I can look directly, and I don't feel harsh when I hear it.

I didn't expect to walk into a mental hospital for the first time as a researcher, which made me a little proud.

When he met Dean Hu, Chu Chu solemnly introduced me, saying that I was his right-hand man. Although I wasn't a "classman", my self-learning ability was amazing. I was making rapid progress in his field.

I'm a little embarrassed to be praised, but in fact, I'm just average.

When President Hu heard that I was self-taught in psychology, he called his niece. Her name is Hu Qingke, she is an intern in the hospital, her undergraduate major is medical imaging, and now she is in the radiology department.

President Hu said that she chose to intern at Jinshui Hospital because of his blessing, and because she was particularly interested in abnormal psychology. For an entry-level "primary school student", please let me teach her some study methods, rationalize the context of knowledge, and let her learn by herself.

A little girl asked me for advice, I was very happy, I wish I could teach her all the methods. Xiao Hu is not particularly smart, but very serious. Because of the limited time, after Chu Chu and Dean Hu meet, I have to go back with me. She hurriedly told me that if there is any professional book that I need to read, even if I ask her , she definitely bought it home, gnawed on it, and promised to read it all before the next meeting with me.

I made a book list for her, which is the most basic introductory textbook. I didn't dare to write too much, because I was afraid that this child would be too serious and really stay up all night to study hard, so don't burn your eyes.

I am really happy today. Not only did I meet Chu Chu’s friend President Hu, but I also met a cute little sister. Most importantly, I found that the mental hospital is also very warm. The patient’s breakfast has fragrant and soft porridge. I really want to Pack it up and take it home.

(accompanying photo: Jinshui Hospital Love Breakfast.jpeg)

November 1

Today is Xiaohan's birthday, Xiaohan is thirteen years old.

I still have a lot of work in my hands today. The division chief sent me a piece of data. I have to prepare the six endocrine analysis charts of the target object within today and reply to him. But fortunately, my hand speed is still good, and it was completed before nine o'clock.

I bought a cake, took a taxi and ran home. As expected, Xiaohan was waiting for me. She sat by the window and looked at the street lights outside. Seeing me back, she was very happy and sat on the sofa. I saw that she was wearing pajamas. I guess she didn't go to class today.

But it doesn't matter if she doesn't go to class. She inherited me, and she can pass the 100% exam by self-study. Besides, today is her birthday, so she should celebrate it.

Xiaohan looks very cute when she eats cream. The longer she grows, the more beautiful she is. Her eyes are black and bright, her eyebrows are thick, and her eyebrows are picturesque. She looks very energetic. But there is still some baby fat, like eating cream, licking her mouth, I recall when Anan was breastfeeding her, her cheeks were fatter at that time, I really wanted to pinch, but I was afraid of hurting her, so I always endured it. I didn't expect to endure it until now, and to this day, I haven't pinched it yet, but I really want to pinch it!

After eating, I asked Xiaohan, where do you want to go

She said: You are very busy, tell me when you are free one day, I will take you out to play.

Daughter is very sensible. Although she has always spoken very little, she always looks like "the soul has been secluded from the world", and sometimes ignores me, as if I am her stepfather, but I know that she loves me, I Every time she came home, she was very happy, although she didn't laugh, didn't call me, didn't move, and didn't have any expression, but I knew she was happy.

Because she would keep staring at me, without blinking, falling straight on top of me, watching me enter the door, change my shoes, put my briefcase, make tea, and sit down.

There are very few things to attract her attention, she is not interested in human beings, but I am an exception, she loves my dad, I am so happy!

(Photo: Xiaohan staring at the camera with wide eyes.jpeg)

December 5

It will snow heavily the day after tomorrow, and it is very cold outside. In the water town of Jinling, most of the water surface is not frozen in winter, but the biting cold is not inferior to Wangjiang, so you have to wear long clothes and long pants to keep out the cold.

Fortunately, Brother Wang reminded me this time that I wore a lot of clothes and pants, and I also brought a warm earmuff, but the earmuffs were fluffy. I always felt like I was acting cute when I put them on. I was a little embarrassed. Chu Chu said that he was with me. Dai, his is still off-white, he sells Jumeng, and at most I sell milkmeng.

I went out with him, like two bears, haunting the mountain village.

This time we visited an "extraordinary master", so we lived in the village. I like this village very much. It has a nice name, called Xiangzi Village, and the environment is also good. Walking on the road, you can see the duck mother and the duck baby. In a row, sometimes you can even encounter camels. I have seen them twice, and I want to go up and ride them.

And what made me happiest was that there was a breakfast shop at the intersection, run by a couple who were older than me. Because I eat breakfast at their house every day, Chu Chu and they are all familiar, especially with the boss. When there are few guests, the boss will sit down and chat with Chu Chu. Clink glasses and booze.

I'm not good at talking to strangers, so I just sit on the side, Chu Chu wants to inquire about "the world's masters", so I chat a lot with Boss Chen, inquire about the situation in the village, and chat.

Their conversation was very interesting. Chu Chu was a talkative person, and Boss Chen was well-informed. When the two of them chatted, they were like wild horses rushing out of the fence and running wild on the prairie.

But I like Mr. Chen very much. He is really optimistic. Every day with Sister Gong, he gets up at four or five to prepare breakfast. In this winter when his ears are frozen, he is no exception. Like a song, but also helpful, a child who forgot to bring money, he said with a smile: "Next time you bring the test paper, one point will be worth one dollar, if you get a perfect score, you can enjoy a 'Fenghua Breakfast Shop'. Free deluxe plan for 1 month!”

I like Boss Chen and Sister Gong more and more. They are really lovers of gods and gods. I am so envious. I am very happy to know him!

(Picture: Fenghua Breakfast Shop Signboard.jpeg)

This way, Chu Yu instinctively searched for clues related to the case, read it against the clock, ready to skip irrelevant information, but her eyes were caught. In the end, she had to slow down, read carefully, and walked into Mu Shangqing's room. Inner world.

Before reading it, she almost raised her head and screamed: In this world, there is actually such a gentle man!

She is a sensitive person, her five senses are tentacles, and she captures people's emotions meticulously. When I read this diary, I feel that there is a funny cat stick with pink feathers, scratching back and forth in the ear socket, soft and itchy, But don't give up and cut it open.

In the past, I always heard Chu Mengren say that Mu Shangqing was gentle, but she still wondered, gentle... How gentle can she be

Now, she seriously suspects that Xia Yihan's coquetry skills are inherited from her father!