48 Hours a Day

Chapter 1032: meaning of life

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"So this is why you support Mr. G so much, not only because he is your fiancé, or to repay his kindness for saving you, but also because you want to rely on him to change the fate of clones." Zhang Hengdao.

"That's right." Miss F nodded, and admitted straightforwardly, "As you can see, even if I try my best, it's nothing more than opening a few more nursing homes like this, so in a sense what you said Not bad, I can't really change the fate of our entire population, so I need him, Mr. G is one of the rare people who is willing to treat clones and ordinary humans equally, he promised me that in the new world he created, There will be no locators, mnemonics, or codes on the back of the neck, a world where clones can enjoy the same rights as ordinary people."

"And you believe him?"

"I believe in everything worthy of belief." Miss F said, "But you, I don't know what you believe so far. I was worried about you once, especially when you just awakened. I know what it is That’s how it feels because I’ve been through it before and know what’s going to happen next, but you don’t look like a troubled person at all.”

"My situation is rather special."

"Well, this is what you have been saying. I may have doubts before, but now I choose to believe this sentence, because it is impossible for ordinary clones to complete Mr. G's previous test, nor can they defeat the emergency response Squad, get the memory coder from them, don't get me wrong, I don't want to get to the bottom of you, and I don't intend to explore the secrets behind you, I just hope you can find your direction."

Zhang Heng quietly listened to Miss F's words.

"You are the most powerful clone I have ever seen, and unlike me, you broke the shackles around your neck entirely through your own efforts, breaking the tragic cycle that clones are destined to achieve, and gaining freedom that is almost impossible , at least partly free, but then, what are you going to do when free?"

"I'm going to focus on collecting shellac records."

"I'm not talking about the new hobby you just developed." Miss F said, "I'm asking the ultimate question about your life, what is the meaning of your existence, and what kind of goals do you want to achieve with the rest of your life? What you were written to do when you were a clone, but what you really wanted to do."

"You want me to help you liberate other clones?" Zhang Heng raised his eyebrows.

If this is the case, then this journey makes sense. Mr. G was showing him the power of ideals before, trying to inspire him through the group appeal shown by the bottom, and the last stop, It was Miss F who persuaded him from the perspective of the same kind.

Even Zhang Heng has to admit that this method is indeed very effective. If he is really a clone, coupled with his relationship with Miss F, it is difficult to ignore his own ethnic group, but Zhang Heng did not expect What's more, Miss F on the opposite side shook her head when she heard the words.

"No, I did have such an idea before, but I have given up now."

"Why? Is it because I find that I am not easy to be persuaded?"

"No, because I don't want to be like those guys."

"Which guys?"

"Those guys who write memories for us," Miss F said, "what I have been trying to do is to liberate my compatriots from false life goals that do not belong to them, so I will not give you any more Instill some other goal that tells you what to do."

"You encourage me to do what I really want to do, but you yourself have to shoulder the burden of liberating the entire species, don't you think it's a bit contradictory?"

"I'm different from you. Liberating our kind is indeed my goal in life. Oh... that look on your face, I know what you're thinking. You must think that I'm also one of Mr. G's fanatical believers. Because of the influence, you will devote yourself to the current career, but this time you are wrong, my choice of this path has nothing to do with him.

"After being rescued by Mr. G, I also experienced a period of confusion for a long time. To be honest, I didn't expect that I could survive before I opened my eyes, especially after I found out that all my wishes and memories were false. , I lost another arm, and I once doubted whether I still had enough courage to live.

"For a while, I even suspected that I didn't escape from that nightmare at all. I ran out of that manor, but was quickly found by the company's people, and they rewrote the memory in my mind. , let me feel that I have escaped from their control and gained freedom, and then just when I give up my vigilance, their people will suddenly appear in front of me again, admiring the desperate expression on my face, so as to get out of it for fun.

"It makes sense because they're pretty good at this kind of thing. It happened over and over again in that manor, just because some accident got out of control that night. I live like this every day. In my horror, this torture was driving me crazy, until I began to consciously live in contact with our own kind."

"Why?"

"At the beginning, it was just to confirm if anyone had a similar story template with me, so as to speculate when my nightmare would come again, but once I got to know them deeply, the idea of doing something for them became stronger and even covered After my fear of the future, I have no family, and I don’t know who my parents are, but I can feel a sense of relatives in them, and my emotions can be stabilized.

"Because of this, Mr. G bought this nursing home that was on the verge of bankruptcy and gave it to me so that I could use it as a cover to frequently contact clones, and I gradually transformed it into what it is today. In this process, I finally found my purpose in life. I want to do more for them and give them freedom. It is this belief that brought me here One day, I got today's power." Miss F moved her mechanical hand while talking.

"But this is my goal in life, not yours. You need to find the meaning of your existence. This may be difficult, especially for clones, but it is definitely worth a try."