Han Lu has been to Japan for vacation quite a lot, and she ate all kinds of dishes, but this was the first time she tasted such an original dinner, and Zhang Heng didn't see any condiments, and it tasted pretty good.
Although there is still some fishy smell, I don't know if it is because of the extremely primitive cooking method that the umami taste of these seafood itself has been preserved intact.
"A friend told me that nature is like a treasure trove. No matter where you are, as long as you look around, you can always find shelter and food to fill your stomach." Zhang Heng said.
"Well, if the world suddenly ends now, I'm sure your friend will be the last one to die." Han Lu filled some seafood soup with the lid of the thermos cup and said while blowing.
It was almost dusk at this moment, the setting sun was about to sink into the sea level, and the sunset glow coated the sky with a gorgeous blush. With the fishing boats returning to the port from afar, people were indescribably moved.
Han Lu waited for the seafood soup in her hand to cool down a bit, drank a couple of sips, and then said, "I've decided, I will spend some time here every year to stay here for a few days, and you, do you want to come together?"
"I don't know if there will be time then." Zhang Heng said truthfully.
In fact, he had already realized something on New Year's Eve, and the chat with Han Lu on the plane only confirmed those crazy conjectures from the side.
—He probably has no blood relationship with his current parents.
Zhang Heng didn't know how other people reacted to such news. When they were young, many of them had heard their parents make jokes like we picked you up from the trash can or sent them with phone bills, so Afterwards you'll be moping all day, feeling like someone's been snatched from you.
Fortunately, it won't be long before your parents hug you up and say with a smile that your parents lied to you. At that moment, it seems that the sun shines through the window again, and you will feel relieved.
However, sometimes, the story does not always usher in a happy ending.
For example, now, Zhang Heng can clearly feel that his emotions are gradually passing away from him, and it is becoming more and more difficult for him to feel the emotional changes. But even so, when he got the news, Zhang Heng still felt the emotion that he hadn’t felt for a long time. sad.
This sadness is not strong, and it is not even as good as the melancholy that ordinary people feel after failing a subject. At best, it is as deep as a shallow wound, but this wound remains there forever, and there is nothing to do. heal.
And, Zhang Heng is now forced to face a new problem.
That's who he is, or... what is it
One thing is for sure, that is, the scientific expedition in Greenland 18 years ago was obviously related to him. If he was really picked up by his current parents in no man's land, then considering the In the harsh and extreme environment, it is almost impossible for human babies to survive.
The old man in Tang suit, or Kronos planned the encounter between his parents and him. In other words, he obviously knew what would happen after that. North played tricks in the dark. If this is the case, wouldn't his life have already been arranged by others, just like Truman in "The Truman Show", and he is playing him from beginning to end. What is the purpose of Chronos, the guardian angel
Zhang Hengyin had a premonition that all of this might be answered after his next trip to Greenland, but the answer might not be what he expected.
This is also the reason why Zhang Heng agreed to Han Lu to go on vacation with her, because this is probably the last chance for him to enjoy the natural scenery and relax completely without any distracting thoughts.
"Your biggest shortcoming is that you are too honest," Han Lu said, finishing the seafood soup in the lid of the thermos in one gulp, "Also, you are the son of my best friend."
"..."
"Forget it, I know that we are people in two worlds. I have to admit that the mystery and sense of danger in you are also a big reason to attract me. No, it's not just me, but also Shen Xixi and that girl named Fan Meinan. Girl... we are all like moths to a flame." Han Lu said, "I'm just curious, is there really anyone in this world who can understand you?"
Zhang Heng was silent for a while, and then said, "Something happened to me, and I'm trying to figure it out. Before that, I couldn't deal with emotional problems."
"Hmm," Han Lu snorted, noncommittal, "Have I told you the story of my first love?"
"This is the first time."
"If you want to listen, when I was in high school, I liked a boy in my class. He wasn't tall, he wasn't particularly handsome, and he didn't seem to have any outstanding specialties, but I just liked him for some reason. He, there is no reason, no matter how you look at him, he is pleasing to the eye, especially when he is talking to me," Han Lu closed her eyes, "His voice is like the current sea breeze, gently and warmly blowing in the air. your face.
"As a result, one day after school, I was on duty. After cleaning, I turned off the lights, checked the doors and windows, locked the door and left the classroom. I saw him at the corner of the second floor. He stopped me, blushed and handed Gave me a book of poems by Borges, oh, he liked Borges a lot, although it seems silly now, but the point is not the book of poems, but the note in it, I guess that's His love letter to me."
"Did you accept that love letter?"
"No." Han Lu shook her head
"Why?"
"Because I feel like I'm not ready yet, we're both too young, because I want to see the outside world, escape from my mother's control, I want to...be better, come back later, and accept that A love letter." Han Lu paused.
"At that time, I was busy planning for our future, full of longing, but I forgot that some people would not be here if they missed it, and to be honest, even if he is still waiting for me now, I don't like him as much as before, because Looking back now, he is indeed quite ordinary. After returning to China, I asked someone to inquire about him. He failed the college entrance examination. After graduation, he used his family relationship to join a state-owned enterprise. It's not bad for people, but it really doesn't appeal to me...
"However, I still think of him from time to time, wondering what it would be like if I accepted that love letter. Of course I know that it is difficult to have a long-term relationship when we are young, and we will probably break up like other couples in the cold war. But, I just can't stop thinking, if there really is an ending, we get to the end, get married and have children, and live an ordinary life together, it seems that it's not bad."
Han Lu put her feet into the sea water and stretched her waist comfortably, "Just to give you a piece of advice, you can't talk about relationships after you have dealt with everything, because relationships are like ice cream, if you don't eat it, it will melt." gone."
"Thank you." Zhang Heng said. He did not explain that his problem was originally related to feelings. Given his current situation, no matter who he chooses, his feelings will probably be lost in the end.