Gu Chenglan was not an unfilial bastard. When he saw his mother's tears, he would be lying if he said he wasn't uncomfortable.
But Gu Chenglan did not immediately comfort his mother. Instead, he sighed and said, "Mom, do you feel sorry for me? Are you really crying because you love me, or are you crying because of guilt and self-blame?"
"Why should I feel guilty and blame myself?" Gu's mother raised her head and stared at Gu Chenglan in surprise.
"Because you didn't treat my lover well and take care of her with tolerant love."
Gu Chenglan said seriously: "In my heart, Sunuo is as important as my life. I thought that if something happened to me, you and my father would help me take good care of her. But I didn't expect that you and I would take care of her too." Ready to abandon it.”
"Abandon? Who wants to abandon you?" Mother Gu said loudly: "You are my son, born and raised by me, how could I abandon you."
"But you actually just want me to carry on the Gu family's lineage." Gu Chenglan smiled slightly, and said with a bitter smile: "I really didn't expect that you would think of finding another woman to give me a child."
"It was a last resort. She couldn't give birth to Sunuo." Gu's mother stared, and all the tears in her eyes turned into ashes.
For a moment, Gu Chenglan actually saw curses and malice in his mother's eyes.
Gu Chenglan was slightly startled and pressed her temples, feeling that she couldn't figure out a mother's mood in that way.
Maternal love is great, but it is also selfish. For the sake of your own children, you may act excessively.
For example, some mothers love their children more than anything else. So when her own child has some conflicts with other children, she will not hesitate to attack another child.
A mother like that back then must have been selfish and vicious.
But Gu Chenglan cannot ask every mother to be like Su’s mother Fang Yalan, who cherishes all children as her own.
This is not the mother's fault, it can only be said that the resentment of a certain part of the human heart has been amplified.
Gu Chenglan's action of rubbing his temples immediately touched the nerves of Gu's father and Gu's mother.
The two of them were upright and angry just now, but now they suddenly stopped.
Gu's mother hurriedly said: "Cheng Lan, Mom has no other intentions. I just think that you are our only son, and we hope that you can have a child.
Mom later asked your second sister to go to Su Nuo and tell her that if she really didn't want to let another woman give birth, she could have an in vitro fertilization.
Otherwise, if you really can't get pregnant, you can give her the child after another woman has given birth. After all, it will be your child.
As long as she loves you, why can't she love your child? That is the continuation of your life. "
Well, that sounds really reasonable! Gu Chenglan didn't know how to refute for a moment.
Parents, sometimes this is the case. In the name of loving you and doing your best, they do things that hurt you and your lover.
Moreover, this kind of damage came so directly that Gu Chenglan himself had no time to take care of it.
"Mom." Gu Chenglan pressed his hand and motioned for his mother to listen to him, "My feelings for Sunuo are not as superficial as you think.
We both love children and desperately hope to have a child. This idea has not changed until now.
But our love is higher than the superficiality of this kind of life. We feel that the process of giving birth to a child is the happiest, and neither party can be absent. "
(End of chapter)