Qian Nai began to tell stories to Xiao Zhuer. She told him about the sun and God, about light and the fragrance of flowers.
That day Xiangliu saw a word in the book, "abandon". He stared at that word for an hour, and he knew what it meant. It meant abandonment, abandonment, and giving up.
When he first learned this word, Qian Nai taught him. He didn't like this word.
Qian Nai was in Su Huatinghua's arms, and Xiao Zhuer was held in Qian Nai's arms. He suddenly thought of this word.
Su Huating would whisper secrets to her that he didn't know. Every time he finished speaking, Qian Nai would cover her mouth and laugh for a long time. They held the child, and the family was happy.
Qian Nai would kiss Su Huating's lips, but Qian Nai would only kiss his forehead.
He felt that he hated the word love, he simply hated it.
But later, Xiao Liu'er understood that it wasn't that he didn't like love, it was just because Qiannai didn't love him. What Qiannai loved was her own child and her husband.
He is afraid.
He exists, but also seems not to exist.
It seemed that as long as Qianna didn't look at him, he didn't exist.
Everything is because of Qiannai. If Qiannai no longer needs him, no longer cares about him, if Qiannai's eyes are completely occupied by them, he will disappear completely. There is nothing more terrifying than disappearing completely.
How much he wanted to become a real person, grow up, and become as much of a man as Su Huating, but he was always a child.
Why would someone create him? He doesn't want to be a puppet. He wants to be a real human being who bleeds and grows up.
In that case, Qiannai would tell him what love is, and it was because he was not human that Qiannai didn't want to love him as much as he loved them. He thought so paranoidly that he could not rest well day and night.
He had a dream at night. In the dream, the little piggy was getting taller and taller, and Qiannai always had to take care of him. One day, the little piggy said, "I don't like him, mother, and I will drive him away."
Qian Nai took him to Yongshou Street and sent him back. He was locked in a carpenter's shop and could only stay with the dumb wood. He took Qian Nai's arm and cried and begged her not to leave.
Qian Nai cried and pushed him back. She said, you are not a real person, you are just a puppet and should not live with us. You are a monster and evil.
Xiao Liuer asked her if as long as he became a real person, she would be with him again and they would never be separated.
Qian Nai said, yes.
He tossed and turned and had many more dreams, one of which scared him awake.
Qian Nai shot him with an arrow dipped in kerosene. She said, I want to burn you monster to death. If I had known that this day would come, I should have killed you. It was my kindness that harmed everyone.
When he woke up, the night had not completely disappeared.
The sun was about to rise the next day, and he remembered what Qian Nai had said about the sun and God. If he made a wish to the sun, could he become a human
He did so.
Qian Na opened the door.
In front of him was a boy of eighteen or nineteen, naked, with icy muscles and jade bones.
She quickly closed the door and stood outside, shouting, "Who are you!"
The boy was about to open the door to see her. She suddenly remembered something and opened the door quickly. She recognized Xiao Liu'er's eyes, "Are you Xiao Liu'er?"
"Yes, Anai, don't you recognize me?"
Qian Nai touched his face and said, "It's really Xiao Liu'er. How did you grow up overnight?"
After saying that, he even laughed, "Yes, you are different to begin with, you are a miracle."
She didn't say he was a monster.
Xiangliu thought, maybe the dreams were all fake, why would Qian Nai not want him? She would always be with him.
He asked Qian Nai, "How do I compare with Su Huating?"
Qian Nai didn't pay attention and hurriedly closed the door and asked him to wait for a while.
She turned back to the house and found some of her husband's clothes.
She dressed him as before, and in her eyes he had always been just the crybaby.
Xiaoliu'er asked Qiannai, "Do you think I'm a monster?"
Qian Nai said, of course not, "Uniqueness is not a mistake. You have nothing wrong with it. This is a gift given to you by God."
He liked this feeling the most. Qiannai was in front of him, comforting him, taking care of him, looking at him with those smiling eyes like crescent moons. He believed that Qiannai's eyes contained the god on the moon.
Su Huating saw a strange man at home. He was full of energy, had a face like a crown jewel, and was a handsome young man. No one could threaten the status of the head of the family more than this man. Qian Nai measured his waist with her hands and said that she would make more clothes for him. As my clothes grow taller, those clothes can no longer be worn.
She lowered her head to measure his feet, but she didn't realize how focused the man's eyes were on her care. She couldn't see the way he looked down at her, or that he had other thoughts.
Su Huating knew that Xiangliu was a source of trouble and would bring disaster.
But at the same time, he also knew that Qianna would not believe that the child she raised would do something she could not imagine, nor would she believe that this innocent and lovely child fell in love with her.
Therefore, he wanted to get rid of Xiangliu as soon as possible without disturbing Qian Nai.
Xiangliu must die, he is no longer that child.
Is this what ordinary people do when children can grow up overnight
He is a monster. Qian Nai is too kind. She will not have the heart to hurt him, let alone drive him away. Therefore, Su Huating has to take action himself. He has to find a complete way to drive this monster out of his home.
Su Huating asked him, "Why did you grow up suddenly, Xiao Liu'er?"
Xiangliu replied, "Am I going to be a child for the rest of my life?"
"If you can only stay with Qian Nai by being a child, will you change back?" Su Huating gave him one last chance, but he also knew that he would not accept it.
This puppet is greedy.
"I want to be a man like you and be with her, isn't it okay?"
"You dare to say that to her?" Su Huating asked him, "You are just a wooden person. If it weren't for Qian Nai, you wouldn't even be a child. It was she who brought you back and raised you as a child and as her brother. You If you stay a child all your life, you can still be Xiaozhu'er's little brother in the future. If you don't want to, then I swear I will make you lose everything."
"We can try and see if Qiannai chooses you or me." Xiangliu said.
He became a teenager, but when he cut his arm, he found that he was still a piece of wood, without a drop of blood in his body. He touched his heart, but his heart could not beat, it was still a piece of wood, lifeless.
God may have heard his plea, but God only helped him half.
"What kind of magic did you rely on to grow up overnight?" Su Huating asked him again.
"It's not magic, it's just me praying to God. Anai said that as long as I'm sincere, God will hear me and help me achieve my wish."
Su Huating couldn't help but laugh, "That's what she said when she told Little Zhuer a story."
"What do you mean?"
"God does not exist. Even if the story Qian Nai tells you says that God does exist, Qian Nai himself will not believe such ridiculous talk. People will only believe in themselves. They know in their hearts that they cannot do things like praying to gods and worshiping Buddha. True, I am just asking for comfort in my heart, but you, you firmly believe that this is the difference between you and us. You regard the story as true, but the reality is never the same as the story. The god in the story is just a rhetoric to confuse fools. . One more thing, I have never seen the gods in the world, but I have seen the monsters in the world." Su Huating pointed at Xiangliu.
"I'm not!" Xiangliu roared.
(End of chapter)