"Come in quickly, I haven't quite recovered yet. Why are you here? It's snowing today. Is it cold?" The old lady took her to her hand. The back of her hand was cold when she touched it, and she saw that there were no snowflakes on the front of her clothes. Then he knew that she had been standing outside the door for a long time.
Qian Chaochao was dissatisfied and secretly clenched his hands, his fingernails digging into his palms.
Zhu Ruilin noticed it, stretched out his hand to stretch out her fingers, and shook his head at her. Qian Chaochao's fingers gradually opened, and he grasped the fingers he was blocking in his hand, and held them tightly.
Jin Tang'er never saw him, she just pretended not to know him. After three years of marriage, she seemed to have gradually lost sight of him.
There was a change between him and her. It seemed that it was after Qian Chaochao had his first child, and it seemed that it was after Qian Chaochao lost that child.
Zhu Ruilin told her not long after they got married that Qian Chaochao had a bad temper and she had to be patient, but she was actually not a bad-hearted person. If she was really angry, just pinch his arm to vent her anger. Never start a fight with her. Conflict, otherwise the upper and lower parties will not be able to please each other.
She just smiled and pushed his arm away. Even if she was angry again, she would not take it out on him.
She couldn't remember why Qian Chaochao's child was missing. She seemed to have fallen down in her courtyard. Jin Tang'er still remembered the day she came, with a face full of pride. , when she was about to walk out of her yard and return to her room, she stepped on the cobblestones in the yard and fell, bleeding from her body. Jin Tanger was also startled at that time and hurriedly went to help her.
Qian Chaochao pushed her away and roared, "You did it on purpose!"
Although this matter had nothing to do with her, soon after, Zhu Ruilin asked someone to bulldoze the colorful cobblestones in her yard. Obviously, she and he had selected these stones in the market together. He said that he went back to pave the yard. , it must look good.
There were some colorful pebbles left on the leveled ground. Jin Tanger squatted on the ground and looked at them for a long time, then touched the broken stones.
That day, she remembered that nothing was broken except the child and the pebbles.
For the next year, he never came to her room again.
Qian Chaochao lost his child, so he spent more time on her to make up for her. Jin Tang'er compared his feelings with his own. She could understand him and Qian Chaochao's pain of losing his child.
The old lady asked someone to bring the tonic, "You're not feeling well yet. Go back and cook and drink it. If you want to get better soon, look at your face. It's not good at all."
Jin Tang'er just nodded.
At night, Zhu Ruilin came to her room. He hugged her and said, "I have something to discuss with you."
She was just fine. He didn't ask her where she felt uncomfortable or whether the wound still hurt. He said that he had something to discuss with him.
Jin Tanger nodded obediently.
"This girl Chisu, can we take her back to the Jin family?"
Jin Tang'er felt a chill in her heart and hurriedly grabbed his hand and wrote, "Why?"
"Chisu, this slave, has a lot of things on your mind. You have a pure nature. If you hear her saying unseemly things in your ears every day, you will inevitably think too much."
She wanted to ask him what was inappropriate to say, but she couldn't ask, she couldn't say anything.
"She has had another child. She is always suspicious these days. Just... don't get in front of her. There's nothing else."
He actually felt at ease when she slept like this. He was afraid that when she woke up, Qian Chaochao would make trouble with him again. In her heart, she was a big disaster.
Jin Tanger nodded again, "Okay."
She just promised him not to go to Qian Chaochao, but refused to let him send Chisu away.
Thinking about it later, she realized that the thing she regretted most in her life was this. She should have sent her away early instead of keeping her by her side for her own selfish reasons.
She is so loyal.
Jin Tanger discovered the secret three days later.
Her wound healed, but a scar remained. Chisu remembered that the Jin family had good gold sore medicine, which was best for removing scars, and she planned to go back to the Jin family.
Jin Tang'er also made an agreement with Zhu Ruilin to go back with Chi Su for a few days.
Zhu Ruilin went to court, and Qian Chaochao left the room to see her off. Since she became pregnant, Jin Tang'er rarely saw her. She would go back to Qian's house sometimes. Mr. Qian cared about his little grandson very much, and specially asked Qian to The government's nursing staff followed Qian Chaochao every day, worried that something would go wrong again this time.
Qian Chaochao was followed by three or four big men.
She opened her mouth and said, "It doesn't matter if we go back this time and stay a little longer. Remember not to talk nonsense when you go home."
Qian Chaochao was always good at putting on a show. He looked one way in front of outsiders and another in front of her. Jin Tang'er thought that Zhu Ruilin also knew about it. He already knew her temperament, so he let her do everything he wanted. Let her.
Jin Tang'er turned her head and was about to bow and resign.
Looking up, he saw a pair of eyes behind her.
She thought of these stern eyes for a moment, but she was not sure if they were the thief's until she saw another pair of eyes, the eyes that had looked at her up and down.
She will never forget these eyes.
These were the people who wanted to take away her life. Years later, she still remembered these eyes when she dreamed about them at midnight.
Jin Tang'er suddenly lost her mind and took a few steps back.
Qian Chaochao thought of something and waved his hand to let the people behind him go out first.
Jin Tang'er was afraid that they would escape, so he stepped forward to catch one of the thieves.
She wanted to shout, "It's you, it's you who silenced me."
But she couldn't speak. She just screamed, tears welling up in her eyes. She called for help to everyone in the hospital, but unfortunately, no one understood what she wanted to say.
Chi Su came over to help her, "Miss, what's wrong with you?"
Seeing that they were about to leave, Jin Tanger hurriedly ran to stop them.
Qian Chaochao pushed her away, "Are you crazy?"
Jin Tang'er was furious, and she gradually connected the confusing clues in her mind. She left the Qian family because someone from the Jin family wrote a letter asking her to go back, but when Eminem and Grandpa later talked about it, they had no one. Write her a letter.
Someone wanted to take her away and deal with her. Maybe they wanted her life, but she escaped accidentally. Seeing these people still alive and well, Jin Tang'er felt her scalp numb. She had seen their methods before. , she suffered inhuman torture.
She couldn't understand why Qian Chaochao used such cruel methods to punish her.
Jin Tang'er grabbed Qian Chaochao's wrist and looked at her viciously, "It's you, isn't it?" she asked silently.
Qian Chaochao came close to her ear, "So what?"
Jin Tang'er got angry and stamped her feet anxiously.
The maids around Qian Chaochao took advantage of the situation and pushed Jin Tang'er. Chisu was afraid that Jin Tang'er would suffer, so he led the people around him to come forward and fight with Qian Chaochao's maid. In the chaos, Jin Tang'er suddenly She pushed it aside. Qian Chaochao expected that she would collapse. She subconsciously covered the ground with her hands to avoid hurting the child.
A pair of delicate hands were pricked by branches on the ground and were bleeding.
Everyone in the courtyard saw Jin Tang'er leading the people in the room to push the madam down. Everyone started talking and hurriedly pulled the two madams away to avoid another dispute. Some people also asked the old lady to come to justice.
Jin Tang'er and the maid in the room were kneeling in the courtyard.
Unexpectedly, Master Qian came to Zhu's house before Zhu Ruilin came back first.
The doctor applied medicine to Qian Chaochao and was taking his pulse.
When Mrs. Qian saw her daughter's bloody palms, she burst into tears. Qian Chaochao had been spoiled since he was a child. He had never suffered like this. After listening to the words of the maid beside Qian Chaochao, his beard trembled with anger.
Master Qian was so angry that he drew his sword and put it on Jin Tang'er's shoulder.
Jin Tang'er was not afraid, she raised her head and stared at him without flinching at all.
He swung his sword and struck her. The blade of the sword had already penetrated her shoulder, and the blood she shed was more than ten times that of Qian Chaochao.
Jin Tang'er was stubborn, but she endured the pain without giving in, and she still didn't lower her head.
Chisu cried, and immediately stretched out his hand to hold the cold sword that continued to penetrate deep into the flesh and blood. The wound was as deep as the phalanges.
She frowned and said, "Sir, please calm down. My young lady is speechless. Even if we want to deal with it, we have to wait for Master Zhu to come back. At this time, the Zhu family's family affairs are over."
The old lady wanted to stop him but didn't dare, so she had to urge people to find Zhu Ruilin and come back.
A difficult problem was placed in front of Zhu Ruilin. Jin Tang'er had been kneeling for three full hours, her legs were numb and half of her shoulder was bleeding a lot.
Just as Chi Su helped Jin Tang'er up, Zhu Ruilin slapped her so hard that Jin Tang'er's eyes were filled with stars. She staggered back a few steps and covered her face.
Chisu defended her, "I have to ask the lady why she is like this. The lady is not a misbehaving person. Don't you know that too, sir?"
Zhu Ruilin slammed the table, "No matter what reason you have, it's not an excuse for you to take action!"
Jin Tang'er's eyes were red. She wanted to tell Zhu Ruilin that the person who abducted her that day was the Qian family nurse. It was Qian Chaochao who asked them to do what they did to her. She lost her voice today because of her.
However, she was already mute and could not speak.
Master Qian asked him to give an explanation to Chao Chao, "I am just a concubine. Are you trying to spoil your concubine and destroy your wife?"
Zhu Ruilin was in a dilemma.
Lord Qian still held the sword in his hand, "If you refuse to make a decision, I will seek justice for my daughter."
He swung his sword directly at Jin Tang'er.
Chi Su knelt down and said, "I was the one who pushed the lady at that time. It had nothing to do with the lady. Everyone in the courtyard saw it. Even if the lady was at fault, it was just improper discipline. I voluntarily accepted the punishment."
After all, no one expected that this girl would actually hit the tip of Lord Qian's sword, piercing her intestines and rupturing her belly. Jin Tang'er also never expected that things would come to this point. She hugged Chi Su and cried endlessly, and said to Zhu Ruilin, She begged him to save Chisu and find a doctor, but he avoided her eyes and said to Master Qian, "Since it is Diao Nu's fault, the matter ends here."
Later, they dragged her back to the room. Chisu watched her slowly leaving with her eyes open. She opened her eyes and could not close them again.
Jin Tanger spent the whole night banging on the door of her room. She wanted to use her nails to open the door, but her nails were all broken. She said, "Please, please save her, please."
Who can hear a mute cry for help
The maid guarding the door laughed at her for scratching the door like a kitten, laughing endlessly.
She lived, Chisu died.
He said, send her away.
It was her own refusal, she thought. If she stayed with her for a while longer, she wouldn't feel so lonely.
Chisu said that she had to wear bright clothes when she went home to hide the paleness on her face. On the day she was leaving, Chisu dressed her in scarlet clothes.
Chisu said that she hadn't smiled so heartily for a long time.
Since she entered the Zhu family, she has been the only one who has been by her side. She didn't let her family know that she was not doing well, so Chi Su had to let her go. Even when she was injured, she hurriedly asked Chi Su if she was okay after she woke up. After telling the Jin family and finding out that she didn't, Jin Tang'er was relieved. Her mother and grandpa were old, so she would be really unfilial if she still worried about her all day long.
After this incident passed, Zhu Ruilin found another maid for her, who was very diligent but spoke very little.
The one who talks less is accompanied by the one who can't talk.
Her room was getting colder and colder.
Sometimes he comes, sits for a while and then leaves.
He also said that if you want to go home and stay for a few days, go back and have a look.
But she never returned to Jin's house.
Divorce is a right that only a head wife has. She is just a concubine. What's more, if she is divorced as a concubine, it will be a great shame and humiliation. How can she let the Jin family gain a foothold in Liangzhu.
Most importantly, she still loves him. She loved him so much that he was a brave man in the past. Now this man has become cowardly, but he is still him. Jin Tang'er clearly knows that people's hearts are weird. Sometimes they can accommodate the world, and sometimes they can only accommodate the world. Once she gets another man, she will never be able to put other men in her heart again in this life.
She's trapped!
She is trapped.
She is trapped…
God compensated her by giving birth to a daughter.
The daughter was born on Xiaonian's day, which happened to be the same birthday as Chisu.
Zhu Ruilin named the child Rou, hoping that she would be gentle, gentle, virtuous and knowledgeable in her life.
She wrote on the paper, Sue.
Zhu Ruilin knew what she was thinking, so he combined the two characters into a name, which was Su Rou. The child was named Zhu Su Rou.
She took good care of her children, and the smile gradually returned to her face.
Su Rou drowned in front of Jin Tang'er when she was five years old.
Qian Chaochao gave birth to a boy named He. Zhu Ruilin loved the child very much and taught him to write and read early. He also asked disciples from the Sixth School to teach He'er how to dance with guns and archery, hoping to make him a hero among men.
Zhu Ruilin entered the officialdom, which was regarded as entering the wealthy family. Jin Tang'er saw that he was dressed in fine clothes all day long, and the people who came and went from home were all dignitaries from the court. Many times, she felt that this person was very strange.
She could hardly remember the Zhu Ruilin who sighed at the moon in Anle Township. Over the years, his eyes had lost the high-spiritedness of his youth, and had become more composed and weighed the pros and cons.
Zhu Ruilin always hugged He'er, but Jin Tang'er remembered that he only hugged Rou'er three times in total.
When He'er and Rou'er picked lotus pods together, Jin Tang'er was not with them. She didn't even know when Rou'er ran out to pick lotus pods with He'er.
Later, someone reported that the young lady had gone to play in the lotus pond, and she hurried back to find Rou'er.
What did she see
A boy who was only seven years old actually pushed his sister out of the boat viciously, and even hit her on the head with an oar when she struggled. He had just learned archery, and his hands were full of strength. With one oar, Rou'er's forehead was hit. Blood immediately came out and splashed the water in the pond red.
Jin Tang'er was so frightened that she jumped into the water and was about to pick up Rou'er. She swam towards them desperately, but she never thought that He'er would also jump into the water together.
The servants also got into the water in twos and threes, but he firmly held Jin Tang'er's sleeve and prevented her from going to Rou'er to save her.
By the time she pushed He'er away and brought Rou'er to the shore, she had lost her breath.
Zhu Ruilin learned about this and beat He'er hard.
After that, without further ado, he apologized to Jin Tang'er, saying that He'er was still a child, but the child was playing for a while and accidentally pushed Rou'er into the water. He comforted Jin Tang'er that there will be children in the future, so don't cry. Hurt your body.
(End of chapter)