This is not the case! This is absolutely not the case! This is not the result she wants!
Absolutely not!
"We live in the same city, and it's only a matter of time before we meet each other. If you have any complaints or dissatisfaction, I hope you won't take it out on my wife. Although she has forgotten what happened seven years ago, she has been living cautiously because of the hurt. I just hope that her future life won't be disturbed by others. If you can do that, I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life! Jingya, I know you are a good woman. If you are willing to let go of everything, you will definitely find your own happiness!"
"But... you are my happiness! Why? Why do you want to ruin my happiness? She has lost her memory for seven years, and maybe she will continue to lose her memory for the rest of her life! If you hadn't disturbed her and married her, we would be husband and wife now, and there would be three people who would be happy! Why do you have to make me suffer? Why?" An Jingya looked at him excitedly and asked loudly.
"Jingya, maybe what you said makes sense! But I can't risk her future life! I hope more than you do that she will never recover her memory in this lifetime, but no one can predict what will happen in the future. If I am with you and she recovers her memory, none of the three of us will be happy! And... even if the two of us are together, you will be the only one who is happy..." Kang Shaonan paused here.
"Why am I the only one who is happy? What do you mean?" An Jingya was a little hit by his words and looked at him in a daze.
"Because the person I love from beginning to end is only her!"
An Jingya's body trembled, and her brain went blank for a moment. She looked at Kang Shaonan and smiled self-deprecatingly, then asked coldly, "That is to say... you never loved me from the beginning to the end?"
How is this possible
She didn't believe it! She didn't believe it! She absolutely didn't believe it!
"Actually... I fell in love with her seven years ago!"
"I don't believe it! I don't believe it! I don't believe it!" An Jingya shouted almost hysterically after hearing Kang Shaonan's words.
"Jingya, whether you believe it or not, I will not change my original intention! Sorry, I have to go back! I don't want her to worry about me! Sorry! Goodbye!" Kang Shaonan looked at her and said, then turned around resolutely and strode back the way he came.
An Jingya looked at his back in despair, tears flowing like a river, and her heart was blown into pieces by the cold sea breeze. Her vision became increasingly blurred, and she could no longer find any direction. She trembled and smiled heartbrokenly in the sea breeze, and that desolate smile made people feel heartbroken.
"Kang... Shao... Nan!" An Jingya screamed hysterically as she watched Kang Shao Nan walk away.
Kang Shaonan stopped but did not look back. After a slight pause, he continued to walk towards the car.
"You... will... regret... it! Kang... Shao... Nan! I... love... you!" An Jingya watched him shout in despair, turned around to look at the endless sea, smiled sadly, and jumped into the cold sea.
As if sensing something, Kang Shaonan turned around abruptly and found that An Jingya was no longer on the reef. He frowned and ran back to his original position quickly. He saw An Jingya floating in the water with the waves and jumped into the sea.
Kang Shaonan was a good swimmer. He soon swam to An Jingya, hugged her and brought her to shore. But at this time, she had drunk too much water and was completely unconscious. Kang Shaonan carried her to the beach, found a flat place to put her down, and kept pressing her lower abdomen. Seeing that she had no response, he returned to his body and began to give her artificial respiration. This was repeated for about two minutes. With a few coughs, An Jingya woke up from her coma. She opened her eyes slightly, looked at the joy on Kang Shaonan's face, and struggled to raise her hand to touch his resolute face.
"Shao... Nan, you still love me... right? You don't want me to die... right?"
After all, he still loves her, otherwise, he wouldn't have risked his life to save her. When she thought of this, a glimmer of hope ignited in her heart.
Kang Shaonan frowned and looked at her, his face a little serious: "Jingya, why do you have to do this? Why do you want to joke with your life?"
"I want to see whether you really care or not..." An Jingya looked at Kang Shaonan and smiled bitterly.
"Get up, I'll take you home!" Kang Shaonan helped her stand up. An Jingya did not refuse and followed him to Kang Shaonan's car.
The two got into the car. When Kang Shaonan wanted to start the car, An Jingya grabbed his hand, stared at him and asked, "Shaonan, you haven't answered my question just now. You love me, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't come back to save me! Right?"
Kang Shaonan looked at her thoughtfully. She looked disheveled at this moment, completely different from her usual An Jingya image of a lady. Kang Shaonan really couldn't bear to hit her again, but he didn't want to give her hope, so he silently pushed her hand away, then started the car and drove quickly towards An Jingya's home.
The scenery outside the car window kept changing. An Jingya looked at the scenery outside the window with a dull look. She turned her head to look at Kang Shaonan's handsome profile, then turned her head to look out the window and muttered to herself: "My favorite writer is Sanmao, because she is a woman who lives for love. Without love, she would rather die. In fact... she and I are the same kind of people..."
Kang Shaonan frowned as he listened to her words, his face solemn. But he said nothing, just drove in silence.
"Some people say... the happiest thing in the world is that the person you like also likes you. Shaonan, I never thought about you divorcing her. I just hope you can love me, and I'll be satisfied..." The scenery outside the window kept changing, but she couldn't see anything. Hearing his silent silence, her tears welled up again.
"Shaonan... why are you so cruel? Why don't you even give me a little love... Am I not good enough? Or am I too ugly? If you give Yu Xiao 100 points of love, can you give me 1%?" She looked at him almost pleadingly, tears silently falling.
"..." Kang Shaonan remained silent and did not answer anything.
An Jingya didn't get a response from him, so she leaned back in her seat and closed her eyes in disappointment...
The car drove for about half an hour and stopped fifty meters away from An Jingya's house. Kang Shaonan turned his head and looked at An Jingya: "Get off here! In the future... don't do stupid things again. You don't live just for me. You still have parents, a sister, and relatives. If you don't have a heart that loves them, you are not the An Jingya I know. Go back! Forget me and start a new life in the future..."
An Jingya smiled bitterly after hearing his words, and shook her head with a bit of self-mockery: "It may only take a few days to remember a person, but how easy is it to forget a person?" After saying that, she pushed open the car door and got out.
Kang Shaonan quickly turned the car around, stopped when he drove back to her side, rolled down the window and looked at An Jingya: "Jingya, actually... no matter who falls into the water today, I will go to save him! Goodbye!" After that, he started the car and left quickly.
An Jingya watched the SUV disappear from her sight. Her body swayed slightly, and when she almost fell, she managed to hold on. After a long while, she turned around weakly and walked towards her villa.
In my mind, his words just now kept echoing, forget me, and start a new life from now on...
She shook her head with a wry smile and said, Kang Shaonan, there is only so much warmth in my life and I gave it all to you, but you left me. How can I smile at others in the future
When An Jingya returned home, only her sister An An was at home. Seeing her sister walking in soaking wet, An An walked to her sister in surprise and held her sister's arm distressedly: "Sister, what's wrong with you?"
An Jingya looked at her sister and smiled bitterly: "An An, I saw that man..."
"Where is he? Who is he? Sister, tell me his name and I will go find him and ask him why he tortured you like this? He hurt you like this, I can't let him live so freely!" When An An heard what her sister said, she was so angry that her lungs were about to explode.
"An An, am I really useless? I even jumped into the sea for him, but he still wants me to forget him and doesn't even give me a chance... An An... wuwu..." When An Jingya said the last part, she threw herself into her sister's arms and burst into tears.
"Sister... why are you so stupid? You fool... sister..." Upon hearing her sister's words, An An hugged her sister and cried distressedly: "Even if he is not here, you can't die... You still have me... and my parents... Why are you so stupid?"
“An An… I’m so sad…” An Jingya hugged her sister and burst into tears.
When Kang Shaonan returned home, Yu Xiao had already woken up and was sitting on the sofa on the first floor chatting with Mr. Kang. His father Kang Zhenguo was sitting next to him, and his mother Liu Xiaoyun was busy in the kitchen. Kang Shaonan said hello and went upstairs quickly. Yu Xiao saw that he was soaked, so she said hello to Mr. Kang and his father-in-law and went upstairs as well.
"Kang Shaonan, what's wrong with you? It doesn't seem to be raining outside?" Yu Xiao looked him up and down in disbelief as soon as he walked into the bedroom.
"Oh, when I was going to meet a comrade-in-arms, I happened to pass by the beach and saw someone jumping into the sea, so I went to save him. Wife, I'm going to take a shower first and chat with you later!" After Kang Shaonan said this, he strode into the bathroom and closed the bathroom door casually.
Yu Xiao blinked in confusion, but thinking that he was a soldier, it was reasonable for him to do such a thing, so he did not doubt anything. (To be continued)