When Kang Shaonan walked back to his wife, he immediately lifted the quilt and watched her body twisting and turning on the bed. He knew it was time for the attack again. But her body reacted so strongly that he couldn't hear her screams. He leaned over to look at her other side and found that she had bitten herself and bled. Without thinking too much, he quickly took a towel, opened his wife's mouth and stuffed it in.
Obviously, this attack lasted longer than the previous two times, and was more intense than before. Kang Shaonan didn't dare to use too much force when he tied his wife with ropes before, and Yu Xiao broke free in a short time. Kang Shaonan tried his best to hold down his wife's body, but Yu Xiao, who was suffering from drug addiction, was incredibly strong and broke free in a few strokes. Although she felt extremely uncomfortable, Yu Xiao didn't attack Kang Shaonan this time. The moment she jumped off the bed, she ran to the place where the dishes were placed next to her, stretched out her hand and threw all the plates inside to the ground. With crackling sounds, the plates were broken into pieces. Yu Xiao picked up one of the fragments and cut her wrist without hesitation.
The moment the fragment touched her skin, Kang Shaonan rushed over and hugged his wife, quickly snatching the fragment from her hand.
"Xiaoxiao... How could you do such a thing? Xiaoxiao and Yangyang are still waiting for you! They can't live without their mother, please be patient, be patient... Please..." Kang Shaonan was shocked by his wife's behavior. He hugged his wife desperately and burst into tears.
Yu Xiao, who was struggling, was stunned by Kang Shaonan's words. After a moment, she endured the pain in her body and said to Kang Shaonan word by word: "Then tie me up quickly! Hurry up!"
Kang Shaonan showed no mercy this time and quickly tied his wife tightly to the bed. When he sat down next to her again, looking at his wife's face which had completely lost its color, his heart was completely torn apart. He lay down next to her, held her face in his hands, and kissed her forehead again and again. After an unknown amount of time, Yu Xiao slowly calmed down in Kang Shaonan's arms. The storm just now completely exhausted all her strength, and she was so weak that she almost didn't even have the strength to open her eyes.
Although this drug addiction attack was more severe than the previous two times, it gave Kang Shaonan hope. Although there were some minor accidents at the beginning, when he tied his wife to the bed for the second time, she managed to get through it completely on her own.
"I almost... backed down again! Kang Shaonan, am I... useless?" Thinking about how she was about to commit suicide just now, Yu Xiao felt a lingering fear in her heart. Fortunately, Kang Shaonan was by her side. If that knife had really slashed down, she didn't know what would become of her.
"Baby, you are great! You have made great progress compared to the previous two times! I believe that it won't take long before we will succeed!" He hugged his wife tightly in his arms, feeling indescribably excited. Although it was just a little hope, he saw her efforts. Thinking about the scene just now, an idea became clearer and clearer in his mind.
"Really?" Yu Xiao asked with trembling lips. She had just experienced a storm and her body was still shaking.
"Really! You're great! Don't you know that in a situation like just now, even a strong man can't control himself! Xiaoxiao, you will be fine!"
"I feel... so tired..." Yu Xiao closed her eyes weakly, really wanting to have a good sleep. Even if it was only half an hour, she would be satisfied.
"Then you rest for a while, I'll go out for a while!" Kang Shaonan stood up, covered his wife with the quilt again, turned around and walked out of the ward quickly.
Kang Shaonan came back quickly, cleaned up the things on the floor and sat next to his wife again. Because Yu Xiao was too weak, she unexpectedly slept for half an hour after closing her eyes this time. Although she didn't sleep well for half an hour, it was an unexpected surprise for Yu Xiao. During dinner, Yu Xiao still had no appetite. After taking a bite, she couldn't eat anymore. Kang Shaonan didn't force her anymore. He cleaned up the food and started chatting with her again. At around eight o'clock in the evening, Shen Yimo walked into the ward with some things.
Shen Yimo brought in the photos that Kang Shaonan had asked him to rush to the photography studio to develop. Each photo showed the cute faces of Yangyang and Xiaoxiao. There were more than 10 to 20 photos, and each photo was large enough. Kang Shaonan and Shen Yimo hung the photos on the wall together. No matter which angle Yu Xiao looked at, she could see the extremely cute faces of her son and daughter.
Yu Xiao opened his eyes and looked at them one by one, feeling warm in his heart. Looking at his son and daughter's dark eyes like inky grapes, their rosy little mouths, and their tender little faces, Yu Xiao raised a happy smile at the corner of his lips.
"Kang Shaonan, I really want to hug them..."
"After these few days, I'll let you hug your child enough!" Kang Shaonan sat next to his wife and looked at the child's photo with her, his heart filled with joy. In order to rescue his wife during this period, he didn't have time to be with the child.
"By the way, can you ask Doctor Yu to give me some sleeping pills? Wouldn't it be enough if I could sleep for three days at a time?" This idea suddenly popped up in Yu Xiao's mind. If she could sleep for three days and be drug-free when she opened her eyes, it would be a real blessing for her.
"How can that be possible? Sleeping pills definitely have side effects on the body, and if quitting drugs was so easy, there would be no people in drug rehabilitation centers. Drugs wouldn't be that harmful to people. You've made great progress. In the future, besides me being here to accompany you, there will also be our son and daughter. The three of us will cheer you on!"
"Um… "
At dinner, Ren Zhiping brought delicious meals to her daughter as usual. Knowing that she didn't have much appetite now, every dish was carefully prepared by the family, and they hoped to do their best in color and taste. I don't know if it was because of the photos of her son and daughter, but Yu Xiao ate slowly at dinner, one bite at a time, and ate more than a dozen mouthfuls of food, which made Kang Shaonan so excited that tears almost fell out. You know, in the early stages of detoxification, eating is simply a torture for people who are addicted to drugs. Not to mention eating, even drinking a sip of water is likely to vomit. But every time the drug addiction attacks, it will consume a lot of their physical strength. If there is no corresponding nutritional intake, they simply don't have the strength to fight the drug addiction. As long as they can eat and have physical strength, they can see hope.
But such an exciting thing did not last for a few minutes before it was cruelly broken. Yu Xiao felt nauseous when she finished the last bite, and she vomited out all the food she had just eaten without any residue. Seeing his wife gasping weakly, Kang Shaonan could not help but blame himself. His wife only ate two bites at lunch, and now she ate so much at once. He should have stopped her, but he hoped that his wife could successfully quit drugs, and completely ignored the principle of gradual progress.
After rinsing her mouth, Yu Xiao lay on the bed with her eyes closed. At this moment, she felt light and fluttery, as if she was stepping on clouds and hanging in the air. She was already weak, and she couldn't muster any strength in her body. Even to sit up and eat, she had to rely on Kang Shaonan's body for support. She felt like a complete useless person. The food she had just eaten with great difficulty was vomited out without a single drop left, which once again shattered her confidence. Thinking about the days ahead, she really didn't know if she could hold on.
After a long time, Yu Xiao opened her eyes weakly and looked at the enlarged photos in front of her. She stared for a long time, and finally turned her head to look at Kang Shaonan beside her and said in a voice that only he could hear: "Kang Shaonan, I want to eat it again..."
"Okay!" Although his wife was weak, the determination in her eyes was encouraging.
This time, Kang Shaonan learned from his previous lesson and let his wife take the food away after eating only three bites. Since she couldn't eat too much at one time, she would eat small meals more often. After a day, he basically understood the pattern of his wife's drug addiction. He staggered the time of eating with the time of the attack, so that the chance of her vomiting would be relatively reduced. Because she ate less, Yu Xiao's stomach didn't react that much, and she didn't vomit the two bites of food she ate.
The most difficult night gradually came, and the whole hospital was silent. But it was this silence that made Yu Xiao more and more anxious and uneasy. Fortunately, Kang Shaonan was by her side, so she felt a little safe. But the onset of drug addiction did not give rise to any sympathy because of the arrival of night. At about two o'clock in the morning, Yu Xiao felt that her body began to become uneasy again. She wanted to clench her fists, but when she looked up at Kang Shaonan's tired face, she felt distressed. In order to save herself during this period, he had also exhausted a lot of physical strength. Listening to his even breathing, she turned her head to bite her lips and clenched her other hand into a fist. But she still underestimated the ability of the devil in her body. After a while, she was completely defeated and held Kang Shaonan's hand tightly together.
When Kang Shaonan opened his eyes, he saw his wife biting her lips tightly, her body shaking again and again. Blood was flowing out from the corner of her lips that had been bitten before. He quickly jumped out of bed, found a towel for his wife to bite, and then returned to her side and hugged her with self-blame. He just closed his eyes for a while, but he didn't expect her to have another attack. Her body was obviously in pain that ordinary people couldn't bear, but she was still thinking about him... He felt mixed emotions in his heart! (To be continued)