"After Hanhan came home from the hospital, Mu Qing hired a nanny to take care of Hanhan."
"I was still sick at that time, and the most serious one was when I swallowed an entire bottle of sleeping pills."
"When I woke up, I was in the hospital and I was very uncomfortable because I had my stomach washed."
"Mu Qing's eyes were red. She was standing nearby, scolding me for being stupid and thinking hard. She also said, "What will happen to Hanhan when I leave?"
"Actually, at that time, Mu Qing said a lot of things, but I didn't listen. It was Hanhan who was crying next to me. He kept crying. I knew he was crying. I gave birth to a child, and the child I tried my best to protect was born. Already…”
"It was also from that time on that I slowly began to enlighten myself from the bottom of my heart, and slowly allowed myself to focus all my attention on Hanhan. Gradually, Hanhan grew up, and I also got better little by little. stand up."
"I used to work as a screenwriter. Although I made a lot of money, I spent most of my savings on buying a house. It cost a lot to have a baby and raise my baby. My savings are getting less and less. I know what I should be working on. I made money, and when Hanhan was eight months old, I started writing novels again."
"I don't dare to use the pen name Cheng Weiwan. I'm afraid that people will know that I have Han Han. Although I put Han Han under the name of Mu Qing, I can only use a new pen name, a new pen name, and write Studying is very tiring, and I can't make that much money. Life is a bit hard, but I have never suffered Han Han, because I know that without Han Han, I will be dead. It is Han Han who allows me to live... "
Han Zhihui's hands couldn't help but clenched into fists.
His back trembled slightly.
"Later, the nanny got a better working environment and resigned from my family. I had no choice but to find a new nanny to take care of Hanhan."
"Sometimes, when I'm writing a manuscript, I'm so focused that I don't notice many things. Later I discovered that the new nanny often scolds Han Han and secretly feeds Han Han sleeping pills. It’s about making your job easy.”
"At that time, I realized that no one else could believe it, and then I took over the job of taking care of Hanhan throughout the day. I basically had no time to write manuscripts during the day. I would wait until Hanhan fell asleep at night before I could write, every day. Staying up late made me lose a lot of hair, my mental state was not good, my memory began to decline, and for a while, I even had a headache every day."
"How can I put it, although those days were very difficult, I was very happy."
"Hanhan can slowly crawl, stagger away, call mommy, and speak some simple words."
"I feel a great sense of accomplishment, even more so than when my first manuscript was made into a TV series."
"However, as Han Han gets older, he knows more and more about some things. For example, when he was more than one year old, he suddenly asked me, Mom, what is dad? Does everyone have a dad? ?Why don’t I have a father?”
"He asked me several questions in a row, and I didn't know how to answer him."
"I had no way to tell Hanhan that your father didn't want you, so I finally chose to lie to him. I took your photo and told him, this is your father. When you grow up, your father will come back to see you. ”
“He was very happy and kept calling daddy in front of the photo. Later, he also talked to the voicemail and shared the joyful things in his day. He told me that when daddy comes back, he will show these to daddy. "
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