"Hanhan really wanted to have a father. Mu Qing and I once went out for dinner and took him with us. There was a family of three sitting next to us. The daughter of that family was younger than Hanhan. She had just learned to speak and kept barking. Dad, it can be seen that her father loves her very much. When she shouts, her father responds. The daughter shouts louder and louder. Later, Han Han couldn't help but turn his head and look at the daughter, Han Han didn't say anything, but I could tell that he was envious, very envious... "
"That night, when I went home, I told him a bedtime story. After he fell asleep, I sat next to him and wrote a manuscript. In the middle of the night, he was talking in his sleep. That was the first time I heard Hanhan talking in his sleep. He There were only two words in his mouth, that was... dad... "
Han Zhihui opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end he found that his throat was so sore that he couldn't say a word at all.
His heart felt as if it was being tightly grasped and pinched by countless hands, and the tight and severe pain swept through him, making him worse than dead.
He thought, if there really are eighteen levels of hell in this world, then being in the eighteen levels of hell would be like this.
The pain was so unbearable that he wanted to escape, but his whole body seemed to be filled with lead. He was so heavy that he had nowhere to escape.
"Brother Yinan occasionally comes to see me and Hanhan. Hanhan is usually very clingy to me, but when brother Yinan comes, he will always cling to brother Yinan."
"Brother Yinan has a friend who got married and gave birth to a son, who is about the same age as Hanhan. Sometimes, the two children are allowed to play together. My friend's son came to his father when his toy broke and he wanted to drink water. When looking for his father, every time that time came, Han Han would just stand aside and watch his friend take care of his son. On one occasion, Han Han actually rushed up to him, pushed his friend's son away, and shouted, "This is It’s my dad…”
Han Zhi turned around, stretched out his hand, and covered his face.
The heartbreaking pain made his internal organs tremble, and even his body trembled slightly.
He was originally curious about how she was doing after being separated from him...
Now, he just heard some things about Han Han, and it hurt him so much. He thought, if he knew about her, it would be tens of millions of times more painful, right
It is not easy for a woman to raise a child... She also suffered from depression...
Han Zhihui knew that he was sorry for Cheng Weiwan. In his mind, he wanted to apologize to her and say sorry, but he felt that the three words he wanted to say made him feel sick.
Now that things have come to this, no matter how much he apologizes, what's the use
He just wanted to go back to the past with her, and he would make up for what she owed her, but he was already hurt, could he make up for it? If you fall to the ground, there will still be scars...
"You know what happened next. You know that I had Hanhan, and Hanhan was taken away from me by you..."
Han Zhihui thought that after he knew that Cheng Weiwan was taking antidepressant drugs, he went to see Lin Muqing once. After hearing what he said, Lin Muqing's first reaction was, is she sick again
And... was it because he took Hanhan away from her that she got sick again
Han Zhihui suddenly couldn't stay here anymore. He stood up and with great effort, he managed to make a sound from his mouth: "I'll leave for a while..."