I sat silently, and after class, Cornucopia called everyone to play volleyball together, and divided them into groups, except for my name. The classmates all laughed and left, and I was the only one left in the classroom. I looked at the empty classroom, and suddenly, my hypocritical strength collapsed, and my tears fell uncontrollably. I didn't know what I was crying, whether it was regretting that I offended the head teacher, or fear of future nightmares.
I haven't cried for a long time, but this time, I was lying on the table, and the more I cried, the more sad I felt. I only felt that I was standing in a corner of isolation and helplessness again, as if the nightmare of my childhood was about to repeat itself.
Before I knew it, I had forgotten to suppress my crying and cried out.
Suddenly, a nice voice asked me: "What happened to you? Who bullied you?"
I looked up, a tall and straight young man stood in front of me, looking at me with concern, it turned out to be Shen Yuanzhe!
He was wearing black trousers, a white knitted turtleneck sweater, black curly hair, gold-wire glasses, and gentle, kind eyes. Looking up from my point of view, the sun was shining on him from the large glass window of the classroom. My whole body is covered with silver light, and I'm completely like a Prince Charming who just walked out of a comic book, but I'm not a beautiful princess.
I stared at him blankly for a moment, lowered my head, and cried.
He dragged a stool, sat in front of my table, and said gently and patiently, "No matter what, say it, maybe there will be a solution."
I still just wiped my tears and cried, he stopped talking, just sat patiently and quietly accompanied me. Finally, maybe because of his gentleness and patience, I felt that he could understand everything, maybe because the sunshine that afternoon shone on him, making him seem very warm, and my world just lacked warmth. I started to cry and talk, and several times I was too sad to talk, but he seemed to have infinite patience and listened very carefully.
After speaking, I felt so much better, and although I was still whimpering and crying, the fear was gone.
He kept comforting me and coaxing me patiently until I stopped crying at all, then he stood up and said, "Class is about to start, I'm leaving. Don't worry, in a few days the teacher's anger is gone, he will definitely Bring you back to the front."
When he walked to the door, I remembered that I didn't say thank you, I called him: "Hello!"
He stopped, looked back at me, and I said, "Thank you."
He put his hand on his glasses lightly and said with a smile, "You're welcome, I can't help you with anything."
After he left, the classmates came back one after another. The classroom was noisy and lively, but due to the anger of the head teacher, no one answered me, but I couldn't care less about it. I began to be in a trance, what just happened was real ? In the girl's mind, has the elusive Prince Charming Shen Yuanzhe really appeared? Too much like a dream, it seems that I fantasized out to comfort myself.
It was because it was too unreal, so I didn't even tell Xiaofei, I just told her that I was pushed to the back by the teacher to sit. When I said that, she had a smile on her face. Xiaofei had excellent grades since she was a child, and she never really experienced the pain of being tortured by the teacher. Therefore, she didn't take it seriously because she didn't care about me. She even joked with me. People are so free to sit in the back and do whatever they want.
The cornucopia drove me to sit at the back of the classroom, and often criticized me by name, trying to use the majesty of the teacher to make me bow my head, but I belong to people who respect me one foot, and I respect others ten feet, and I will never oppress me because of him , I bowed my head, but instead came up with stubbornness, and the more frustrated I became, the more courageous I was, completely ignoring him. I didn't listen to his English class at all, and chewing bubble gum while reading Qiong Yao's novels.
As for the cornucopia, as soon as he started working, he was assigned to teach in a key province in the province, and was appointed by the school leaders as the head teacher. If all students are compared to foals, he is a horse trainer, then I am the first wild horse he met in his horse training career. For him, whether I can be tamed does not only mean whether he can be in the whole world. Maintaining his dignity in front of his classmates also means that he has a sense of professional achievement deep in his heart, so the two of us are on the hook.
The method he took at the beginning was very simple and ordinary, nothing more than reprimanding, punishing cleaning, and punishing standing, but he found that I was standing at the back of the classroom, and I looked more comfortable than sitting, and he began to understand how to deal with ordinary girls doesn't work for me.
Once, because I ran to the school to play right after lunch, he ran into him. Unfortunately, I shattered a window glass in the classroom that day. He got furious and ordered me to invite the parents. I was very nervous. When I got home, I told my mother hesitantly that the head teacher wanted to see her.
My mother went to see the cornucopia, and the cornucopia told my mother all my evil deeds. I hope the parents can cooperate with the teacher to educate me. After my mother came back, she told my father all the words of the teacher.
Probably because of my elementary school stealing and fighting, not listening to lectures in class and destroying public property are too trivial, my dad doesn't care much, and maybe deep down he feels that the cornucopia is making a big deal of fuss. Although my mother was a little worried, she was helpless. She understood the indifference between me and them, so she didn't dare to say heavy words, for fear of forcing me to turn indifference into rebellion, so she could only gently persuade me to Teachers should be respected.
Cornucopia didn't know the specific situation of our family. He saw my mother's well-informed appearance and thought that he had finally found a way to treat me. Unexpectedly, just two days after he was happy, he found that I was still doing my own way, and even started to intensify, except for the language. Teacher Zeng Hong's class, except that I was more honest, the rest of the teachers all reported that I didn't listen to lectures in class, and they all said that putting students at the back of the classroom is not a good way.
Due to the suggestions of the teachers of various subjects, Cornucopia changed my seat, from one extreme to the other, and even put me in the middle of the first row, with the desk close to the podium, right under his nose. His expression was conceited, a look of "see what else you can do under my nose".
As a result, within a week, the teachers of all subjects went to him again to complain. The math teacher told me to do physics homework in his class, the physics teacher told me to do geography homework in her class, and the geography teacher told me to do it in his class. Mathematical homework, Cornucopia has a headache, came to talk to me and asked me why I did it, I honestly said: "Because I have to play after class and have no time to do my homework, I have to finish all the homework before school. ." Cornucopia was so angry that his eyes were full of fire, and in order to prevent me from doing homework in class, he made me stand outside the classroom.
Punishment standing outside the classroom and inside the classroom, it looks like a punishment station, but the actual meaning is very different. At the beginning, I was really uncomfortable. I was so ashamed that I didn’t dare to lift my head. The students who came and went by my side looked at me when I passed by. no way!
So when the cornucopia punished me for standing, I was like an eggplant beaten by frost, so shriveled that it seemed like there was a heavy brand hanging around my neck, and my head was so low that I wanted to dig into the collar of my shirt. But once he put me in the classroom, I did physics homework in math class, geography homework in physics class, math homework in geography class, and reading novels in English class. .
In my busy time of fighting with the cornucopia, when the final exam came, I fought against the cornucopia, but the overall score was not affected at all, but instead advanced a few places. The only worry my parents had disappeared. Their thoughts were very simple. They felt that as long as I didn’t skip school, hand in my homework and get good grades, it would prove that my heart was still learning, then everything else, whether it was breaking glass, It's normal to be naughty in class, and even talk back to the teacher, especially my father, who even thinks that he is naughty, restless, and makes some troubles like a child. Let Cornucopia know they think so.
Xiaofei didn't feel ashamed about me being punished for standing on the corridor, but she admired me very much. She thought I was cool and dared to confront the teacher. Although the first-year students did not worship the teacher as much as the elementary school students, they could talk to the teacher. There are not many who dare to come, especially girls.
I can only laugh wryly at her thoughts, why do I think it's cool? I am forced!
After the winter vacation, my life is very comfortable. I don’t have to go to class, do my homework, and I don’t have to fight with a cornucopia. I can read my favorite novels all day long. On the third day of the new year, I went to pay New Year's greetings to Teacher Gao. Teacher Gao asked about my study situation. I reported truthfully. She asked me with a smile, "How much have you tried?"
After thinking about it seriously, I told her: "It's okay, it's really boring to study."
Teacher Gao couldn't help laughing: "Why are you and Zhang Jun still like children? Remember to play all day."
I asked calmly, "Zhang Jun is here too?"
Teacher Gao said: "Yeah! He came to pay my New Year's greetings to me yesterday. I asked him if he had studied hard. He just smiled and didn't say anything, but just play, don't be too far behind. Anyway, you are still young and you are leaving for university. Still early!"
Teacher Gao really likes me and Zhang Jun. In the eyes of other teachers, the two of us are naughty, gloomy and weird, but in her eyes, they are just naughty and tricky as children who have not grown up, but she doesn't know, in fact, I and Zhang Jun are both naughty and tricky. Much more complex and precocious than its peers.
Teacher Gao peeled off the oranges, put them in my hands, and said with a smile, "You and Zhang Jun can come to see me together in the future, and we can chat together."
I smiled and ate the oranges without saying a word.
After coming out of Teacher Gao's house, I regretted it as I walked. I should have come to pay New Year's greetings yesterday. When I was in a low mood, I suddenly heard the song of the Little Tigers coming from an audio shop.
String your heart and mine
bunch of clover
String a concentric circle
Let all those who are looking forward to the future be a companion while they are young
Don't let the young get older and lonely
Lin Zhiying has become popular now, and all the girls in the class have stickers of Lin Zhiying on their stationery boxes. This tape seller is still showing Little Tigers
I stood outside and listened for a while, then strode away.
During the winter vacation, my life was flat. Except for a few days during the Spring Festival, I went to a banquet with my parents. I spent almost every day in Xiaobo’s karaoke hall, sitting on the sofa and reading the books I borrowed from the school library, one after another, and the squid often made fun of me. : "Do you think the bottom of the glass bottle on the bridge of your nose is not thick enough?"
I don't care about him. He is now enjoying himself. Xiaobo is young after all, so it is inconvenient to appear on many occasions, so he has to deal with the squid in front. Many people who don't know it think that the squid is the owner of the karaoke hall. Everywhere he goes, there are people offering cigarettes and toasts, which is very stylish , and there is an enchanting girl in her arms, it is almost a double harvest in love and shopping malls.
The karaoke hall's business is always at night. Xiaobo is careful and hands-on. He is often so busy that he can't sleep at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night. During the day, he often sleeps on the sofa, and I read a book on the other sofa. Sometimes when I wake up, he will ask me to pour him some water, drink a few sips, turn over and go to sleep, and I will continue to read.
When he is not sleeping, he also reads books, but the books he reads are completely different from mine. I like to read novels, and the books he reads are mostly biographies of war heroes and successful people, or books on business management and market economy. I will also take notes carefully.
Because it was winter vacation, it was inconvenient to borrow books from the school library. He took me to the city library. The administrator of the library saw him and greeted him kindly: "Come to return the book? The library just entered a few days ago. A batch of marketing books, the bibliography is here."
I just found out that he is a regular visitor to the library. I also got a library card from the city library and started to borrow books from the city library.
The two of us used to spend all day together, and it seemed like he was where I was, and I was where he was. In fact, although we are together, we each read different books and do different things without affecting each other.
It was rumored that I was Xiaobo's girlfriend, and they asked us face-to-face, but of course we denied it, but we wouldn't grab people around to explain that we were not, and I think Xiaobo was quite happy that I was his shield.
Xiaobo is gentle and handsome, he is polite and polite to girls, never swears, he is regarded as an alternative among those who hang out outside, many girls like him, and the girls in this circle are somewhat lively and hot without any scruples, He really dares to use any method to chase boys, from public confession to suicide by cutting his wrists, Xiaobo is very troubled, and it is a little better to have me in his way.
Zhang Jun often came to K karaoke hall to sing. I gradually came to know that the person he was following was nicknamed "Liu", but no one dared to call him "Liu" in person. Even Brother Li would call him "Liu" respectfully, although Xiaoliu's age He looks obviously smaller than Brother Li. According to the squid, Xiaoliu is a very ruthless person. He is one of the bosses of the city's underworld. He has been detained many times, but he is very lucky to be able to get out safely every time he enters the public security bureau.
I can't understand how Zhang Jun got together with people like Xiaoliu, but I guess he can't understand how I got mixed up with Li Ge and Xiaobo.
He and I haunted the same karaoke hall, and occasionally we met, but we didn't seem to know each other. But I know, in fact, that my eyes are watching him all the time.