The music sounded, it was jazz, he held my waist and gently pointed me to take a step every two beats. Move one step to the right, turn right to settle, and step together, then the man retreats to the left, the woman advances to the right, the man retreats to the right, and the woman advances to the left...
Although the direction is different, it is indeed a game of advancing and retreating repeatedly. I smiled and said, "It doesn't seem difficult!"
Xiaobo also laughed: "I said earlier, it's not difficult."
I didn't know at the time that the soul of ballroom dancing is a man. The man leads the dance, and he decides the rhythm and steps. If the man is a good dancer, the woman will dance very easily. I am very lucky to have a good partner for the first dance in my life.
After the song was over, Xiaobo smiled and said, "The next thing is official."
Enchanting wearing a big red cheongsam, she walked up to the Getai step by step, laughing before saying a word: "Qi Qi's hobby is too weird, I'm selling it now, and I can't sing well, but this is what we all treat you. of mind."
This is really a huge surprise. I love things that pass beyond time. When I watched Zhou Xuan and Hu Die's video tapes with Xiaobo, I sighed and said, "What is a drunken gold fan? That's what's called savage romance!"
I didn't expect Xiaobo to remember it, and even more did not expect that the enchanting person who likes popular songs would go to learn it for me.
The blues music sounded, and the enchanting swayed her waist lightly and sang infinitely:
rose roses bloom everywhere
youth youth is everywhere
The unstoppable spring breeze blows into my heart
rose roses bloom everywhere
God wants roses to bloom everywhere
also called people to love as much as possible
The spring breeze blows away the pain in our hearts
rose roses bloom everywhere
Spring is a beautiful bride
The roses all over the ground are her dowry
…
The soft singing and the blurred lights seem to bring us into the Shiliyangchang of old Shanghai.
While I was spinning with Xiaobo on the dance floor, I sang softly to the music: "Rose roses bloom everywhere, youth and youth are everywhere, and the irresistible spring breeze blows into my heart..."
After the enchanting singing, she walked into the dance floor, and the squid took her hand and danced with us.
"In the Mood for Love" and "Scent of the Night"... The songs were played one by one, and I was sweating from dancing. We seemed to be wearing red dancing shoes, and we could never stop.
Although there are many unsatisfactory things in this world, and although life is full of blemishes, it is still full of joy and hope. Xiaofei has cheered up. Xiaobo will definitely be admitted to university. I can choose to go to the same school as Xiaobo in the future, or I can choose Going to the same college as Xiaofei, after college, and after Enchanting and Squid get married, we can dance every day like tonight.
Squid and Xiaobo exchanged glances, he led Enchanting off the dance floor, Enchanting smiled and said, "You guys keep dancing, we will rest for a while."
I asked, "How many old songs did Brother Li prepare?"
Xiaobo laughed: "As long as you keep dancing, the singing will always be there."
"I don't want to dance this song anymore, I'm tired of dancing."
When Xiaobo led me out of the dance floor, I was still humming.
There were several figures on the sofa. I couldn't see who was who, but I only heard a voice asking, "Qiqi, are you happy?"
It was Brother Li, I shook my head and sang and answered him with a smile: "I love this night, I love this nightingale singing, and I love that flower-like dream even more, hugging Ye Laixiang."
Brother Li laughed.
Xiaobo pulled me to sit down, I leaned against him, still humming in a low voice: "Yelaixian I sing for you, Yelaixiang I think about you, Yelaixiang, Yelaixiang..."
Brother Li said to the people sitting next to him, "We will celebrate the little sister and make the sixth brother laugh."
The singing in my mouth was cut off, Xiaobo was very sensitive, he noticed it immediately, and patted me on the back, indicating that I was fine.
Brother Six said, "No wonder Brother Li refused to let my brothers come in and play today."
Xiao Liu's tone was a little different from before. It seemed that this "Brother Li" was not as frivolous as before.
Brother Li smiled: "I'm really sorry, so let's play with you for the rest of the time." The person next to him took out a bottle of wine, and Brother Li gave it to Xiao Liu and said, "This bottle of wine was brought by Wang Yong from Europe. I have been reluctant to drink it since I came back. Since today is the sixth brother's birthday, everyone is happy, so we drank it together. Today everyone is happy, you are happy, and we are happy, so we will live happily. "
Sixth brother said neither yin nor yang: "Brother Li and Director Wang's son are very close, but we have to borrow brother Li's face, so that people like us can drink a glass of Wang Gongzi's wine."
Brother Li smiled and said, "Everyone is a friend, a friend." He waved and asked someone to open a drink. "Whether you want to drink or dance, you can do whatever you want."
The meaning of Li Ge's words has been clearly expressed, but Xiao Liu obviously doesn't appreciate it. He suddenly pointed at me and said, "I want to ask this little girl to dance with me."
Xiaobo had been sitting slightly leaning forward, and when he heard Xiao Liu's words, he suddenly laughed, leaning lazily on the sofa while laughing, and said lightly, "She is my dance partner tonight, and I can't be with others. Jump."
Brother Six smiled and asked Brother Li: "What Brother Li just said doesn't count?"
Brother Li said apologetically: "Sixth brother, I'm so sorry, brother didn't read well, speak ignorantly, and think carefully, sixth brother!"
Xiaoliu laughed: "Okay, Brother Li is really strong in wealth and courage, let's go and see!" He stood up and was about to leave. As soon as it was lifted, the entire wine tray overturned and all the wine fell.
With the sound of the glass falling to the ground, Xiao Liu took the people away angrily. Only then did I see that Zhang Jun was also there. He hadn't spoken just now, so I never knew he was there.
When someone came to clean the glass, Brother Li waved and told them to clean it later.
I know it has nothing to do with me. Xiaoliu is sincerely looking for trouble. Brother Li has decided not to back down. I just happened to meet them and became their excuse, but I still have to say something: "Brother Li, I'm sorry. ."
Brother Li said angrily: "If you feel sorry, I wrote the word 'Li' upside down. You didn't jump up and smashed him a wine bottle just now, which has already given me a lot of face."
Squid, Enchanting, Xiaobo and I all laughed, Brother Li sighed: "This little Liu is too greedy, and sooner or later he will turn his face. Although he is not afraid of him now, it is also a big trouble."
Xiaobo said with a smile: "The government cracks down every few years. If you count the years, it's almost the same. When I had a drink with Wang Yong last time, didn't he say that the red-headed document has come down?"
Brother Li laughed: "Then we don't have to worry about it." He stood up and wanted to leave.
The squid said anxiously, "Brother, make it clear, how do you deal with Xiao Liu?"
"I'm going to see Wan Jie, and I'll explain it to you later. Tonight belongs to Qi Qi, don't lose interest for Xiao Liu, you can play as you want."
Squid and Enchanting went to dance again, Xiaobo asked me, "Do you still want to dance?"
I asked, "Am I looking good tonight?"
He nodded: "It's beautiful!"
I hesitated to ask, "Who is the best-looking girlfriend between me and Zhang Jun", but the answer is obvious without thinking. Xiaobo must say that it is me, and what he said is not worthy of reference.
"I don't want to jump anymore," I said slyly.
Xiaobo asked, "Are you going to change clothes?"
I touched the skirt on my body with nostalgia and said, "Wear it for a while."
Xiaobo laughed, and I punched him rudely: "What's so funny? I can't be smug?"
"Don't walk in brocade clothes at night, let's go out for a walk."
He dragged me out of the dance hall, and the two walked along the street. I felt that the world tonight was very different from usual. After walking a few steps, I finally realized that something was wrong, and said anxiously, "My glasses."
"I won't lose you, I'll get it back later."
I can only follow him and continue to see flowers in the fog.
We walked and chatted. If someone heard our conversation, he would definitely faint. He was actually asking me how to learn, and I was very proud of talking.
"My English is not good, and I fought too hard with the cornucopia back then. He didn't like listening to his classes, and he wasn't willing to do homework, which made his foundation too poor. English and Chinese are the two most opportunistic subjects. It doesn't matter if you're smart or not. I haven't found a way to learn English yet, so I have nothing to say. Algebra, geometry, and physics are actually all-in-one. Why does the teacher like to assign homework so much? Questioning tactics are meaningless. The topics are precise, not too many, but too much work. Instead, my mind is confused and entangled in the details. Do you know? I can spend half an hour on ten homework questions. I've dealt with it all, but I spent two hours studying only one geometry problem. I would think over and over again in my mind why it did this. The key is not the solution, but why it is solved this way. The geometry teacher doesn't like me because I took him I often stay in a daze in class, but I swear to God, I actually take his class the most seriously. When I was in a daze, I often thought about the example questions he gave, because I found that among all the courses, the most rigorous thinking and logic training The nature is the proof and derivation problem of geometry. If the thinking of logical derivation is passed, physics is essentially no different from the historical geopolitics that requires rote memorization. The tediousness of the proof problem process is a process that drives the smart to the stupid , but, you must not be impatient, even if you can see the answer at a glance, you still have to think in the most cumbersome way, and even force yourself to be more stupid, because this stupid process is to be smarter, no matter how much Difficult problems have the same thought process as simple problems…”
In fact, I don't even know what I'm talking about, because no one has ever asked me to summarize my learning experience. I just tell my own understanding of the nature of each subject. Going the opposite way, Xiaobo was very focused.
I murmured and talked a lot, but I always felt that many things I understood in my heart could not be explained at all. I grabbed my head and asked anxiously: "Have you heard of Chen Jin?"
"The prodigy in the high school has won countless competition medals, of course I have heard of it."
"He and I used to be classmates in elementary school. If you need it, I can find him someday to talk to you about our learning experience. He must have read the textbooks for the third year of high school, and maybe it will be more helpful to you."
"No, I vaguely understand what you mean. These things are just like doing business. The business philosophy of successful people is just a guiding light. How to walk the specific road is still up to you to understand, and there is no need to go. The key to copying others' paths is how to open up a path that suits you to reach the light."
I strongly agree: "It's true, I was completely clueless in learning before, but since I was trained by my math teacher in elementary school for a period of time, I don't know why, in science, just like the people in martial arts novels, Ren Du The second vein was opened up, and I suddenly realized that on the first day of receiving the mathematics textbook, I could read the novel from the beginning to the end with relish. Those words and examples are not actually the title, but tell you the way of thinking. ."
Xiaobo smiled and said, "Qiqi, you surprised me a bit. I think you should take Tsinghua University and Peking University as your goal."
I said lightly: "I want to go to the same school with you, or I will go to the same school with Xiaofei, it is best for the three of us to go to the same school, I am too afraid of loneliness, I hope all the loneliness in my life is already there Childhood is over."
Xiaobo asked for the first time, "Don't you have a biological sister? Why don't you and your sister get close? After my father died, my mother sometimes lost control of her emotions. She would cry and smash things, so I hid under the bed. At that time I often secretly thought, if only I had a sibling, at least someone to rely on."
Xiaobo's tone was very calm, he didn't seem to mind, it was just an indifferent statement. I stood still, held his arm, raised my head and asked, "Why are you close to me?"
He looked at me with a smile, and helped me with the flowers on my temples that I grabbed crookedly. Just as he was about to speak, a familiar voice came from across the street: "Brother Xiaobo."
I frowned, how could I bump into her anywhere? Really haunted!
She grabbed Zhang Jun and happily floated across the road, asking, "What are you whispering about?"
Xiaobo said with a smile, "I'm asking Qiqi to teach me how to learn."
She laughed wildly, thinking that Xiaobo was joking with her.
"We're going to sing, and I just feel that there are few people and it's boring. Let Zhang Jun find some friends. He thinks it's too much trouble, brother Xiaobo, let's go with us!" She looked at me again and exclaimed, "Luo Qiqi, you today It looks so pretty at night, where did you buy the dress?"
My vanity was greatly satisfied, and I couldn't help but want to see Zhang Jun's expression, but I couldn't see anything clearly.
Xiaobo said politely: "I still have some things to do at night, let's play together another day."
Zhang Jun immediately said, "Let's play together another day." He dragged his girlfriend away, and his girlfriend turned back three steps: "Brother Xiaobo, let's play together next time, I have a sister to introduce to you."
I didn't taste it until she left. How did she praise me? She was just complimenting the clothes.
Xiaobo glanced at his watch and said, "It's almost ten o'clock. Let's go back to change clothes and take you home."
I was surprised: "Are you really busy at night?"
He said: "We have officially turned against Xiaoliu. I don't worry about the karaoke hall. I want to go back and have a look. By the way, I tell the squid to let him pay attention."
I shook my head and said, "Do you know how Zhuge Liang died? You're exhausted! If you have some heart, don't worry if you don't care. Even Zhuge Liang doesn't take care of it well, let alone us mortals?"
Xiaobo smiled and pushed me back.
After I finished changing my clothes, I told him that I would go back by myself without him sending me.
Seeing that it was still early, I rode my bicycle to the river, threw the bicycle into the grass by the river, flipped it under the bridge, sat beside the stones, and listened to the rushing water.
In the dark, there are only occasional pedestrians passing by. I hid quietly in the darkness and felt very at ease. I am a person who is easy to think wildly, but when I am by the water, listening to the sound of the water, I can think about nothing. I often forget the time as soon as I sit down. When I wake up, most of the day has passed. That kind of mental state, I think, is a bit like the Buddhist meditation, but I have never meditated, so I don't know if it is really the same.
After sitting in the dark for a long time, I was about to go home, but I heard slow footsteps in the quiet night, gradually approached, and finally stopped on the bridge.
A man was lying on the bridge and smoking, it was Zhang Jun, I was so shocked that I didn't dare to move. My figure merged with the stones by the river, and he was just looking at the river in a trance, so he didn't even notice that there was a person sitting next to the pier.
After smoking a cigarette, he lit another, and while smoking, he threw stones under the bridge. Although the stones were not big, I was sitting by the river. Occasionally a stone fell close to me, and the water splashed all over me. full face.
I was completely puzzled, why did this man throw stones here in the middle of the night? Did he not sing at all, or had he finished singing
No one could give me an answer, only stones fell one by one. It took nearly an hour to throw it all away, and he also smoked half a pack of cigarettes.
He lay down on the bridge again, smoked for a while, flicked the butt into the river, and turned away. I rolled onto the bank soaked wet and pushed my bike home.
Of course, my parents and my mother were very angry about my late return. However, after I passed the first test, it was as if I had won a gold medal for avoiding death. They didn't say anything, only told me that I would not be allowed to play so late in the future. .
I quickly wash up and go to bed.
At night, I dreamed that I was wearing a skirt and high heels walking to Zhang Jun's side, but he still ignored me, he only looked at those mature and beautiful women and smiled. They danced non-stop on the dance floor, one after another, and I ran home sadly, but there was no one at home, my parents left with my sister, and I started to cry.
2
happy summer vacation
Envy is a delicate thing.
Taking a step forward can turn into admiration as a role model.
Taking a step back can turn into envy, treating it as an enemy.
But no one is a perfect angel, and no one is a perfect devil,
Therefore, envy has turned into jealousy, and it has become a demon, causing people to struggle back and forth.
Although there are many shadows, the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school is still a warm and happy vacation in my memory.
Xiaofei's mother wouldn't let her go out, but I was very welcome to go to Xiaofei, so I often went to see Xiaofei in the afternoon, watching TV and eating snacks with Xiaofei on the sofa at her house.
We talked about the future and what we wanted to do in the future. She scoffed at my ideals of opening a bookstore and kebabs, but she said with a good temper: "It's okay, I'll be responsible for making money and make sure you won't starve to death in the future."
She paints nail polish on my toenails and studies which color of nail polish goes best with my sandals, but she doesn't use it at all; she also combs my hair, studies according to the magazines at home, and sees how celebrities comb it. She even gave me her prettiest dress and tried her best to dress me up, while she herself seemed to have given up all her prettiness and only hid herself in boy-like After short hair.
In the morning, I often accompany Xiaobo to review his homework. Xiaobo is very diligent, getting up at 6:00 every morning and reciting English.
We often go to the school's artificial lotus pond. He sits in the small pavilion, reciting English against the breeze and the rising sun. I sit on the stone by the lotus pond, watching the lotus flowers and sketching them with a brush.
When I get tired of painting, I read Xiaobo’s endorsement. Sometimes when I get bored, I will deliberately disturb him. Xiaobo's concentration is very strong. If he decides how many things to memorize today, he must memorize them. No matter what I do on the side, it is impossible to disturb him. I'm not convinced, I don't believe that he can really not be distracted and always try his best to tease him.
No matter what I said, he ignored me and I started singing loudly. Beginning with Teresa Teng, learning from the sisters in the karaoke hall, in front of him, wriggling, winking, singing tenderly: "Send you to the outside of the small village, I have something to explain, although it is already a hundred flowers blooming. , don't pick the wild flowers on the roadside, remember my feelings, remember my love..."
no response
I jumped onto the wooden railing in front of Xiaobo, as if standing on the stage, rolled up a piece of drawing paper as a microphone, biting my tongue, and using ambiguity to indicate that I was singing Cantonese songs, I bowed my head in contemplation for a while, and leaned against the railing for a while. Looking around, he made all kinds of sorrowful expressions: "People are getting drunk and the night is deeper, how close at this moment, the mind seems to be shaking, the contradiction is deeper, the heart that was broken, let you gently approach today..."
Still no response