When I was a child, the heroic Xu Wenqiang was my dream
When I was a child, I also hoped that I was a lady with a sad fate
The mighty foreign field, the dream of heroes and love, used to be so vigorous
It turns out that I was too, so vigorous
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broken hand
When I was young, I lacked reverence for time and life.
Acting will be willful to the unscrupulous, will not consider the consequences, do not know how to fear the consequences,
Therefore, the mistakes of youth are often only a little more rational,
Mistakes that can be avoided with restraint.
However, when we understand this truth, mistakes have often been made;
When we haven't made a mistake, we can't listen to anyone's hard-hearted truth.
Xiaobo's mid-term exam results are good, and he has advanced to more than 80 grades. If he can enter the top 50 in the grade, according to the performance of No. 1 Middle School in the province over the years, he will definitely be able to enter a famous university. The more intense, the more difficult it is to move forward, but Xiaobo is full of confidence.
Brother Li and I are very happy. Li Ge intentionally told Squid and other employees that if there is anything, try to find him directly, don’t disturb Xiaobo, and let Xiaobo prepare for the college entrance examination.
One weekend after the mid-term exam, Brother Li invited me, Xiaobo, Squid, and Enchanting to dinner. He said that he wanted to congratulate Xiaobo, but he was actually looking for an opportunity to get together. It’s not easy to meet Xiaobo now, even I have to go to high school. Department to find him.
That guy really worked hard, he had to get into a good university.
A few people were eating and chatting. Halfway through, I got up and went to the bathroom. When I came back, I passed a small box and heard the name "Ge Xiaofei" vaguely, and I couldn't help but stop in confusion.
Among the girls' laughter, the conversation came intermittently.
"Really? Abortion at fifteen?"
"Really! Ge Xiaofei, I heard that her academic performance is quite good. She is a student of No. 1 Middle School."
"Ah? No. 1 middle school? That's the key point of saving. What else have you heard? Hurry up and tell me how she got pregnant?"
"How did you get pregnant? Of course you slept with a man!"
A burst of laughter.
"I heard that she changed countless boyfriends at a young age..."
My hands and feet are cold, isn't everything over? Why is this happening? There were still voices in my ears, and I was suddenly furious. Why are there so many people in this world who like to talk about the right and wrong of others? Why do you like to entertain yourself with other people's wounds? Why can't they just care about their own business
I walked in without thinking and slapped the woman who was sitting at the door spreading rumors in the face.
After I beat her, I found out that it was Zhang Jun's girlfriend.
Everyone was dumbfounded. After a few seconds of silence, she jumped up and hit me like an angry wild cat. Her sisters also reacted, yelling and hitting me.
I was knocked to the ground by them, and my glasses were knocked off. My eyes were blurry, and I felt my hair was tugging and hurting. It was estimated that a few strands had been ripped off. I was kicked a few times by high-heeled shoes on my legs, and it was burning hot.
While struggling, I found an empty wine bottle on the ground. In a difficult situation, I instinctively smashed the person who hit me with the wine bottle. After a few bangs, I felt hot and humid liquid on my hand, pressing down As soon as my weight loosened, I held the remaining half of the wine bottle tightly, and stabbed forward whenever I saw a shadow trying to approach me.
They started yelling: "Murdered, someone killed..."
My hand was suddenly grabbed, and I was about to stab him with a backhand, but I felt the numb point on my elbow being hit, and the wine bottle in my hand was immediately taken away.
"Qiqi!"
It was Xiaobo's voice, his voice trembling as he wiped the blood from my face with his hand: "Where are you hurt?"
"I have no idea."
There was a mess of crying and screaming around me. When I really woke up, I was already in the hospital.
The female doctor is Brother Li's junior high school classmate, and sarcastically said to Brother Li: "Why is someone injured again? Do you feel uncomfortable in your bones after not fighting for three days? Don't expect me to treat you gently, for those of you who disturb the society The security guards can't be polite! You say, why didn't the police lock you all up?"
Brother Li smiled bitterly: "Today is my sister, you should be gentle."
When the female doctor saw me, she snorted: "Luo Qiqi? I watched your speech on TV, and it was really good. I thought you were a good student. Why are you fighting?" As she spoke, she cleaned me with gauze. The blood on the body, although the blood flowed all over the body, the actual wound was on the palm of the hand, and it was estimated that a lot of blood belonged to others.
The doctor scolded Brother Li while taking the glass stuck in the flesh for me: "Do you see it? If the glass is embedded deeper, her hand will be useless, and she is still a brother, and she doesn't learn well by herself. , and also brought my sister bad."
Brother Li just lost his smile, but Xiaobo's face was ugly.
The doctor took out the glass pieces for me and sewed the needles again. After that, she stopped scolding us and asked me softly, "Aren't you in pain? Why don't you say a word? I just scream when it hurts."
I gritted my teeth and said nothing, Brother Li said with a wry smile: "If she has a character that can scream pain, she will not fight with people like this. We are behind a bunch of people. If she really wants to fix someone, where does she need her? Take action?"
The female doctor got angry and glared at Brother Li: "It's just your bastards that teach people badly. Even if she is a little girl, she has parents, teachers, and police officers, why would she fight?"
Brother Li laughed dryly and didn't dare to say more.
After the wound was treated, Brother Li and Xiaobo took me out, and the squid came over and said, "The other party is fine, one arm was punctured, and the other was injured on the head." Is the medicine? Xiaobo, you really need to discipline her, why is she so angry? I just asked, they said that a few sisters were eating well, and she went in for no reason and beat people."
Brother Li instructed: "We pay for the medical expenses, you can send someone to buy some nutritional products, and say more good things..."
I immediately said, "No! She deserves it! Why should she pay her medical bills?"
Brother Li hurriedly said, "Okay, okay, okay! No, no!" But he gave the squid a wink secretly.
One of Brother Li's subordinates said: "The people who come out to swindle are all face-saving, and the one who beat Zhang Jun's girlfriend, this Liangzi may not be easy to understand."
As he was talking, he saw Zhang Jun and a few sturdy friends come in. Zhang Jun's girlfriend got out of nowhere and rushed to Zhang Jun's side: "Zhang Jun, she hit me for no reason. Two of my friends were beaten up by her and lay in the hospital, and this must not be left to chance." After speaking, she stared at me fiercely.
Zhang Jun was stunned for a moment when he saw me hanging one arm, probably only then did he know that his girlfriend was in conflict with us.
Brother Li walked over enthusiastically, held his hand with one hand and his shoulder with the other, walked to the corner, and kept talking.
Zhang Jun's girlfriend wanted to go there. Brother Li raised his head and said softly, "Men are talking about things, women should not be involved."
Zhang Jun's girlfriend's face was flushed, but she knew that in this circle, the rules were indeed like this.
I don't know what Brother Li said, but Zhang Jun nodded anyway. Brother Li called Xiaobo over and stood aside. Zhang Jun slammed his fist into Xiaobo's abdomen and punched him three times. Xiaobo bent down in pain. After a while, Xiaobo stood up straight, and Zhang Jun punched three times again. The man squatted on the ground.
Whether it was Brother Li's brother or Zhang Jun's friend, they all watched indifferently, they all acted according to the rules.
I wanted to scream, but I couldn't, and tears came to my eyes.
Brother Li walked over and shook hands with Zhang Jun with a smile, Zhang Jun smiled and helped Xiaobo, Xiaobo also smiled and shook hands with each other, as if the people who were fighting just now were not them at all.
The three chatted briefly, Zhang Jun took the people away, and his girlfriend stood there for a while, chasing after him: "This is over? My friend's injury is over? How do you want me to explain to them? You don't I feel shameless, I still feel shameless..."
Five people got into Brother Li's old car, which was ringing everywhere except the horn.
Me, enchanting, squid sat in the back, and Xiaobo sat in the front. I was silent, Brother Li was silent, and Xiaobo was silent too.
The squid felt stuffy and asked Xiaobo, "Is that kid Zhang Jun cruel?" Yaorao beat him with her elbow, and he hurriedly shut up.
I suddenly asked, "Squid, what are the identities of the girls today?"
Enchanting said: "Besides Zhang Jun's girlfriend, there is another one from the art troupe, one from the arts and crafts school, and a primary school music teacher, oh, the one whose head was hit by you is from the development gallery."
I sat there dumbfounded, feeling powerless all over my body. Maybe I can find a way to seal the mouths of the five of them, but what about the others
When I got home, my parents panicked when they saw my hand.
When I lied, I didn’t even blink my eyes. When I told them that I was sitting on Guan He’s bicycle, I accidentally fell off. I subconsciously protected myself with my palms. I was injured, and Guan He didn't have time to inform his parents, so he rushed me to the hospital first.
Guan He is the top student in the hearts of teachers and parents every year. With her testimony, her sincerity is higher than gold in front of her parents.
After my parents confirmed that the injury on my hand was not serious, they felt relieved and repeatedly told me to be careful in the future.
The next day, I went to school with my gauze-covered hand hanging. Guan He saw me and asked with concern, "What's wrong?"
I said, "I told my parents that I fell off the back seat of your bike when I was out playing with you and got hurt."
Guan He was stunned for a moment, and said cheerfully, "Okay, I see."
I am not in the mood to listen to lectures or read novels. After class, I went to Xiao Fei, and she made fun of me for being silly, but fed me the peeled chestnuts.
She had short hair cut, wearing a blue and white tracksuit and white sneakers, like a tomboy.
I smiled and said, "Xiaofei, can you promise me one thing?"
"what?"
"You have to be a strong person."
Xiaofei stared at me in surprise, and after a while, she nodded with a smile, "I will."
"No matter what happens, you will be strong."
"it is good."
I said, "You have to always remember what you promised me today."
Xiaofei stared at me and asked worriedly, "Qiqi, are you terminally ill?"
I hit her with the remaining hand: "You are terminally ill."
"When I listen to you, it feels like a terminally ill person leaving a last message on TV."
"Anyway, remember that you promised me that you must be strong."
"What's wrong with your hand? Did it really fall off the bike and get hurt by the glass?"
"It really hurt from falling off the bike."
A few days later, I saw Zhang Jun's girlfriend downstairs in the junior high school. She should be waiting for Zhang Jun, and Zhang Jun went down to see her.
The corridor was crowded with people in a short time, and they all gathered in front of the glass windows to watch the fun.
They talked for a long time, and most of the time it was the woman who was talking. Zhang Jun kept his hands in his trouser pockets and looked down at the ground, which was very in line with his slumped appearance at school.
When everyone was feeling bored, suddenly, his girlfriend hit him, Zhang Jun dodged, the woman became even more crazy, kicking and fanning Zhang Jun, Zhang Jun simply stopped dodging, let her beat him, and the woman cried again He beat and scolded again, only to hear the sound of "Bastard", "Bastard" and "I'm blind." Zhang Jun kept his head down, the girl was tired from beating and ran away like a whirlwind.
Everyone was stunned, but Zhang Jun stood alone by the woods for a while before walking upstairs.
The people watching the fun are busy dispersing. I stood by the window, too lazy to move. He glanced at me and stood by the window, staring out in a daze.
There were several scars left by nails on his face, and he took them in and out. It took two weeks for them to disappear. The whole junior high school knew that he was beaten by a woman.
Even my sister was at home, even waving and kicking, and learning from my parents how that woman beat him. My parents stared in surprise, thinking that they had sent their daughter to a film and television training class.
Rumors about Xiaofei eventually spread to the school, and some girls started to talk secretly, and teachers also talked in the office.
What a hot talk! Pregnancy and abortion by junior high school girls can make headlines even today, let alone more than ten years ago
Xiaofei is still ignorantly studying and going to school. It seems that every rumor, the owner of the rumor will be the last person to know.
I go to her every day after class, occupying her time, and I can only use my smallest strength to isolate her from the rumors.
Finally, my parents also heard about Ge Xiaofei, and my mother asked me worriedly, "Didn't she sleep in our house when she was a child? Is she your good friend now?"
I said nonchalantly, "I don't know."
The rumored version of Xiaofei's pregnancy and abortion started to become more and more outrageous. It is said that she was out with people and was gang-raped by four people. No one knows who the child's father is.
Xiao Fei finally knew everything. The teachers and classmates looked at her strangely. The girls didn't talk to her, and the boys peeped at her. She goes to and from school silently, and I go to her whenever I have recess, read books and sit with her.
One day, while the two of us were sitting on the bench, a group of high school girls came to see her. Although they pretended to be just passing by, their eyes, like the flames on the stake, were enough to burn people to pieces.
Xiaofei suddenly ran outside the school. I followed her and chased her. She yelled at me to "go back". I stood silently and watched her disappear at the end of the street.
Since that day, Xiaofei has not come to school again. I went to her house. The first time, her mother opened the door, but she refused to let me in. Please leave me and don't come to Xiaofei again. After that, forever. It's a closed door.
As rumors of gang rape spread, the Public Security Bureau stepped in and started an investigation.
With the investigation by the Public Security Bureau, the rumors spread at a faster speed. Our entire city, from the 80-year-old to the 8-year-old children, all know that there is a girl who did not study well in No. 1 Middle School because she was fooling around with boys. Take advantage of boys.
With the intervention of the police, the four boys were quickly caught. Two of them were students of another well-known key middle school, the Experimental Middle School. students at school.
There are more and more versions of the rumors. Some say that the four boys were negotiated to get Ge Xiaofei drunk and have sex; some say that it was just a coincidence that Ge Xiaofei didn't love herself, got drunk, and fucked the four boys. Some said that all four of them had a relationship with Ge Xiaofei; some said that there were only two, and the other two were timid and only participated in drinking.
For a time, all the parents began to strictly guard their girls and were not allowed to go out with boys. I was also restrained by my parents. I was not allowed to go out at ordinary times, and I had to go home before dinner on weekends.
I am the closest person to Xiaofei, but all of this, like everyone else, needs to be known through rumors.
I calculated the time of the accident, and it happened to be the time when Wang Zheng left the city, so whether the four boys intentionally or not, the reason for Xiaofei's drunkenness has nothing to do with them in essence. However, I believe that even if Xiao Fei is drunk, she will not mess with them. Probably out of revenge, they united and educated the "proud and rude" Ge Xiaofei.
Because Xiaofei's parents refused to go to court to make the accusation, and resolutely refused to admit that there was such a thing, the family of the four boys spent countless money to clear up the relationship. In the end, none of the four boys took criminal responsibility, but the school made an account to all the parents. , still responding. The experimental middle school expelled two boys, and two other boys from the regular middle school were also expelled. Not only that, but other middle schools, including technical schools, announced that they would never be admitted.
Xiaofei's whole life was ruined by them, and their whole life was also ruined because of Xiaofei. Xiaofei's parents didn't dare to lift their heads when they walked out the door, and their parents suddenly grew old because of a rapist son. They heard that one of their mothers had a heart attack and almost died.
I hated them for a while, but soon I heard that one of the boys in the experimental middle school was beaten by his father with a belt, and three leather belts were torn off. He was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. Left our city and went to Tibet to join the army. Not long after, his parents divorced.
Xiaobo said to me, "They have all lost their lives, and even their parents' lives, for the mistakes they made."
I know what he said is true, but I still hate them.
I was terribly silent. I often didn’t say a word all day long. I went to Xiaofei’s downstairs every weekend and didn’t dare to knock on the door. I just hoped that she could see me and come out to see me, but she never appeared.
Instead, I gradually heard other rumors from his neighbors. It is said that Xiaofei's father used to be a soldier (that's why I met Xiaofei in the army's children's elementary school), probably in the army all the year round. After the place, some people are depressed and like to drink, and when they get drunk, they beat Xiaofei's mother.
The old people sighed, Xiaofei is a smart and sensible child, but her father always beat her mother, she naturally doesn't like to stay at home, and naturally likes to play outside. Girls play a lot outside, of course, accidents are easy to happen.
I gradually came to understand the cause and effect, and it turned out to be like this!
Xiaofei's father should not start beating Xiaofei's mother after changing careers. He should be beating his wife when he was still in the army. Therefore, when I borrowed from the army's elementary school, Xiaofei didn't like going home, I like to wander outside, so I became good friends with someone like me who doesn't like to go home.
That's probably why she wants to sleep at my house, she must be full of fear deep down, avoiding seeing her father beat her mother.
She is completely different from me on the surface, bright and happy, but has a soul that is as depressed and lonely as me, so we will hug each other tightly and keep each other warm.
There must be a reason behind every unusual phenomenon in this world. Why didn't I think of it earlier
Xiaofei made her father lose a lot of face, will her father beat her when he is drunk now
I started to get scared and ran to knock on her door. No one responded, so I kept knocking until her mother's voice came from behind the door: "Xiaofei has gone out of town, don't look for her again."
"Where did you go?"
"I'll send her to my aunt's house to live for a while."
I will be suspicious, but all I can do is this, I begged the people behind the door: "Auntie, please don't beat Xiaofei, she has only you now."