Guan He said lightly: "I have never abused me. He is much older than my mother. His ex-wife died. He has a son and two daughters. As long as I am obedient and diligent, he will not embarrass me, but my brother and sister are not very good. Get along, but I've gotten used to it over the years."
I began to understand where Guan He's maturity and stability came from, where his forbearance and introvertedness came from, and where did his perfect demeanor come from, just because she didn't have a home at all. She has to pay for her living and education expenses, so she has learned to please her stepfather, brother and sister when other children are innocently acting like a spoiled child to her father.
Guan He smiled: "My classmates looked at me and thought that my family was very good. In fact, they didn't know that I would do a lot of things when I was very young. I would make dumplings, do laundry, and clean up. My sister didn't want it. Mom's hands are very clever. She used a sewing machine to make a little change for me, and it became very beautiful. I actually don't have a few clothes myself."
Because of the smile, the corners of Guan He's mouth were curved, and there was a strange strength. I said, "You are beautiful and have a good temperament. Those clothes are because you are wearing them, so your classmates will pay attention."
Guan He smiled, but he couldn't tell if it was a mask or sincerity. She looked me in the eyes and said, "Because I have to be observant since I was a child, I am a very sensitive person. After we sat at the same table, I felt that we were actually a bit alike, but I also had to take care of my mother, so I had to be obedient. To please everyone, to make everyone like me, and you can confront radically and do whatever you want."
I looked at her blankly, she smiled, took my hand and walked out, half-jokingly said: "Don't tell others, where is my home, oh, I don't need others to know that I'm Cinderella, I like to do little princess."
I nodded and said solemnly, "I won't tell anyone."
Although I reacted very lightly on the surface, I didn't even say any words of comfort to Guan He, but my indifference was completely shattered in front of Guan He, and even Teacher Wu could feel it, the only thing I couldn't say "No" to the whole class. The person is Guan He. If I were a grandson, Guan He would be my curse, no matter how noisy I was, she would always have a way to make me obey.
I began to really enter Guan He's circle of friends, playing chess with Li Shan, bickering with Song Chen in word games, playing Chinese chess with Wang Hao, bullying the third child together with Wei's girlfriend's girlfriend, forcing him to eat charcoal The eggplant, every time I take a bite, I have to say "it's delicious". After the class meeting on Friday, everyone went to sing karaoke together...
Before I knew it, I was no longer a person outside the class, but slowly became a member of class (4), and I also had a group of classmates who could fight and quarrel, There are activities every day and every week, and there is no lonely time at all.
Poor students definitely don't like classes. Good students may like classes, but even good students who like classes may not like every class. However, there is a course that no matter good students or bad students, boys and girls, have been secretly looking forward to it for a long time. Even if he doesn't mention it on the surface, he definitely looks forward to the teacher's explanation in his heart.
This much-anticipated class is the Physiological Hygiene class.
Back then, the information was too underdeveloped, there were no books, let alone the Internet, and parents never mentioned the issues behind the gender of men and women. It seemed that when they were mentioned, something bad would happen.
The vaguely suggestive TV images, vague words, and the changes in our own bodies all make us curious and confused. On the one hand, we are influenced by the attitudes of adults, and we feel that paying attention to these is immoral, unhealthy, and unhealthy. Not positive, not uplifting; but on the other hand, we are eager to join the ranks of adults and understand all these topics that are avoided by parents, teachers, and society as a whole.
When the textbook of the physical hygiene class was just released, probably every student quietly turned to the end and looked up all the questions about men and women. cannot answer our doubts.
After finally waiting for the content of the chapter that everyone is looking forward to the most, we thought that the teacher of the physiology and hygiene class would pick out the words one by one like a Chinese teacher to explain the meaning of the paragraph for us; like a geometry teacher, I can't wait to carve pictures into our minds. , the ins and outs of each line are explained clearly. The teacher of the female physiology and hygiene class, who may be articulate and beautiful, even told us that this class should be self-taught.
We looked at each other, we had already finished our self-study! But just because I didn't learn it by myself, I was looking forward to listening to your class! The teacher didn't care so much. After instructing the monitor to be responsible for discipline, he went back to the office and didn't even give a chance to ask questions after self-study.
Classmates, look at me, I look at you, the good students immediately took out their mathematics, physics, and English textbooks and began to review them carefully to prepare for the high school entrance examination. A few boys laughed and threw the physiology and hygiene textbook into the trash can. This is a class that will not be taken in the middle school entrance examination. Since this class is not explained, this book is really meaningless.
I stared at the textbook of physiology and hygiene in a silent daze. Maybe I have more doubts than anyone else, and I want to know what is going on between men and women.
In fact, so far, I have not really understood why Xiaofei got pregnant, why do they all say that she came out of sleep? If I don't understand it at all, it's not right, because according to the Hong Kong and Taiwan movies I've watched, I actually have a vague feeling about the intimate scenes of kissing and undressing. Touch and touch, the screen will switch, after taking off your clothes? Textbooks say that sperm and egg combine to lead to conception. Could it be that after stripping naked and hugging each other to sleep, sperm and egg combine? Are you pregnant
I think there are two reasons why I want to know this: one is because of Xiaofei, she never said what happened, and I don't dare to ask, but I want to know what happened; the other is because of fear, I Fear of what I don't know, fear of not knowing how to really protect myself. However, when I was looking forward to it, thinking that the teacher could clearly answer all my confusions and appease all my anxiety, the teacher sent us away by saying "self-study". Once again, my expectations for adults have failed.
Guan He was already quietly reviewing mathematics. She watched me staring at the physiology and hygiene textbook in a daze, and glanced sideways at me several times.
"What are you thinking? Look unhappy?"
"It's nothing." I was silent for a while, then suddenly asked, "Do you know what's going on with pregnancy? How do boys get girls pregnant?"
The restrained Guan He blushed all of a sudden. She quickly glanced back and forth, left and right, and when no one was paying attention, she said in a low voice, "I don't know."
I think so too, I can still see a lot of Hong Kong and Taiwan movies, Guan He is afraid that even these can't be seen, where does she go to find out? World famous books do not talk about this. Of course, I can go and ask Enchanting, but that means the squid will know that I pay attention to these things, and then Xiaobo will know too. OMG! Why don't you let me die!
Guan He seemed to have read my mind, and after a moment of silence, she whispered: "Anyway, holding hands, hugging, and kissing will be fine, just don't take off your clothes." After speaking, she immediately buried herself in reading, obviously , discussing this topic made her very uneasy, and she no longer wanted to talk about it.
I stood up and threw the textbook for the physiology and hygiene class into the trash, following the example of a few boys.
3
If only it was a nightmare
No matter how wrong an adult makes, it is the result of his own.
But teenagers, their mistakes are often half from their parents and half from their ignorance of life.
There are many wrong paths in life, and a single thought may lead to a bumpy wrong path.
Of course, a fork in the road is also a road, and some people have walked out of a different vast sky,
But if you could turn back time,
Their vicissitudes of face, tired smiles would rather choose not to miss that one step.
For a long time, I doubted the authenticity of this incident, suspected that I had watched too many police and gangster films and had hallucinations. But with the series of events after this incident, I began to realize that vigorously rectifying social order and cracking down on criminals is not just a news that sounds vague, in fact, it is not far from us.
The origins of the crackdown are complex. In the 1980s, a large number of young people who went to the countryside returned to the city and became unemployed; in the 1990s, after the reform and opening up, the economic system was transformed, and a large number of self-employed people were created; The moral values that were shattered by the shock quickly collapsed... Under various reasons, in the 1990s, from the remote inland to the prosperous coast, various types of criminal groups emerged. A crackdown on all types of crime.
About the two vigorous crackdowns in the 1990s, people born in the 1980s should still have a vague impression, because in those days almost everyone would watch "News Network" at dinner time, and "News Network" every day was about the crackdown. Key news.
The city TV station wanted to do a special topic for the graduating class, and the school selected several teachers and classmates to be interviewed. Because I often participate in speech and debate competitions, my teachers regard me as someone who can talk, so I am also the subject of interviews.
The question was known early in the morning; the answer was written by the teacher of the language group, so everything was a performance.
The people from the TV station first shot the scene next to the ping-pong table downstairs. The interviewee was Shen Yuanzhe, and my scene was the corridor of the graduating class, so I stood in the corridor waiting for them while silently reciting what the Chinese teacher had written. lines.
I saw that they were about to finish, so I hurried to the bathroom, in case I got nervous and wanted to go to the bathroom later.
The bathroom is at the end of the corridor, next to the stairs up and down. When I came out of the bathroom, I almost collided with a man who was running upstairs in large strides. I stopped, but the other man passed me without stopping, but he took a few steps and turned back immediately. It was Zhang Jun. .
Feeling that he almost jumped, he came to me, handed me a handful of black things, and said in a low voice, "Hide for me."
It's a pistol! I was stunned for a while, and my reaction at that time was to turn around immediately and go to the toilet, but as soon as I walked to the door of the women's toilet, I realized that it was not right! Not a good place to hide things, I thought about it, pulled up my sweater, put the pistol to my belly, inserted it into my trousers, tightened the belt, and fastened it between the belts, and then put the autumn clothes, sweaters, coats After finishing everything, he walked out and walked straight to the pre-set interview location as if he had just finished using the toilet.
Zhang Jun was sitting in the classroom. When I passed their classroom, the eyes of the two of them missed each other. They seemed to exchange a lot, but they didn't seem to express anything.
I just stood in the teacher's office and the corridor around the corner of our class. Reporters, photographers, our dean, and several other teachers all came up.
After the reporter pointed out a few things that I should pay attention to, I started recording.
"Do you feel pressure to study?"
I smiled and said, "It's more stressful."
"Is this pressure from teachers, or from parents?"
"I think there are some, and my own expectations of myself..."
Several people in police uniforms came up the stairs and stopped when they saw that we were recording the show. The dean immediately went to communicate, and the reporters and cameramen looked at them curiously. I don't know what they whispered, but the dean's expression changed drastically, he explained a few words to the leader of the language teaching and research group, and then went with the police.
Seeing several police officers entering each class, I already understood why they came.
The leader of the language teaching and research group smiled and asked the reporters and cameramen to go downstairs to complete the following interviews. Although the reporters were very curious, the Chinese news more than ten years ago definitely did not pursue news and breaking news. Their focus was to guide and promote A healthy and stable social atmosphere, so they are curious, but they still go downstairs with the leader of the teaching and research group.
When we left the junior high school, there were police guards outside, with a serious look, but when we saw reporters and cameras, we were very polite, and it was estimated that the school leaders had already explained, so we just talked a few words and asked about our respective After identity, let us leave. The police's gaze didn't linger for even a second on me, who was wearing black-rimmed glasses, a ponytail, and an unpretentious dress.
After walking past them, standing on the main road of the school, and posing again, during the interview, I felt a chill on my back, but my heart settled down.
I was very cooperative and tried my best to show the graduates that adults expected. The reporters and the head of the teaching and research group were very satisfied. The cameraman praised me for having a good sense of the camera. The head of the teaching and research group introduced in a proud tone: "No. Focusing on all-round training of students, the school will try its best to create conditions for students to develop their specialties. Luo Qiqi has participated in many speech contests on behalf of the school and has received good training."
Because the camera was not yet connected, the cameraman recorded the words of the teaching and research group leader, and the reporter said, "This is also very good, you can discuss it with the leader after you go back, and add this paragraph to reflect the graduation more comprehensively. students' school life."
The head of the teaching and research group did not expect that his unintentional intervention would have such an effect. He was very happy, and accompanied the reporter and cameraman to the high school department: "The following are a few senior high school students."
The camera has been turned off, and everyone is very relaxed. The reporter said with anticipation: "I heard that our son Chen Jin is studying in No. 1 Middle School."
The head of the teaching and research group laughed busyly and said, "Yes, Chen Jin is very good..." The head of the teaching and research group turned into the head of the gossip door and wentssips about everything about Chen Jin to the reporters and cameramen. What high school seniors are much more interested in.
I saw that they didn't pay attention to me, so they pretended to be curious and interested, and followed them. However, our teachers were also cunning, and they discovered my plan before we got to the high school. One of the teachers said, "Luo Qiqi, you …”
I didn't wait for him to finish, and then continued the team leader's words: "I was at the same table as Chen Jin in elementary school."
Chen Jin is the most gorgeous genius in the history of No. 1 Middle School, coupled with a super good family background, his charm is irresistible. There are many versions of the story about how smart he is. The teachers are not tired of spreading his story. People on TV There is also a psychological peek into the privacy of leaders. Therefore, the head of the teaching and research group, the reporter, the cameraman, and the teacher were all interested, and immediately looked at me without mentioning that they wanted me to go back to the classroom.