Actually, I really envy Nobita that stupid kid.
because he has you
Doraemon, Doraemon
Please take me back to the 90s, thanks!
1
the beginning of high school
Once, my favorite movie star was Brad Pitt, regardless of his acting skills,
Just because of his handsome face, perfect figure and uninhibited temperament,
Bewitched me in a segment of light and shadow.
Today, my favorite movie star is Kate Winslet, regardless of her acting skills,
Just because she was in the showbiz crazy about beauty, she said frankly that she had fat on her belly,
Frankly, her breasts will sag because of breastfeeding,
She loves her imperfect self calmly and confidently.
How to love your imperfect self calmly and confidently,
It is a deeper knowledge than how to love others.
There are nine classes in total, with about fifty students in each class.
Guan He and Zhang Jun were assigned to class (4), and I was assigned to class (5), in the same class as Shen Yuanzhe and Tong Yunzhu.
The monitor of our class is naturally Shen Yuanzhe, and the art committee member is Tong Yunzhu; (4) The study committee member of our class is Guan He, and the monitor is actually... Zhang Jun.
When I heard the news, I was stunned for a moment, and then I thought it was reasonable. Zhang Jun's school probation was cancelled before the senior high school entrance examination. His grades in the senior high school entrance examination were good, and he had experience as a monitor. It was normal for him to be the monitor.
No. 1 middle school attaches great importance to high school and junior high school. There are three light teaching buildings in the high school department. Each building has four floors. Each floor has three classrooms and one building for each grade. The layer is completely empty.
Classes (4) and (5) are both on the second floor, which means that Zhang Jun's class and I are not only in the same corridor, but also separated by a wall. I can't tell how I feel about being so close to him. On the one hand, there is a secret joy that is not controlled by reason, but on the other hand, he wants to avoid it far away.
The high school students of No. 1 Middle School are a bit complicated, because they are the key points of the province and their teaching quality is famous, so in addition to those of us who are normally admitted, there are also some special enrollments.
This part of the special enrollment is a very special existence. Some people are very wealthy, and they put money into No. 1 Middle School; some people have the right to make a phone call, and the principal has to accept them; some people have special skills, such as dancing, singing, sports, etc. , they can win honors for No. 1 Middle School in the whole province and are admitted by No. 1 Middle School. Therefore, students in key high schools are not all students with good academic performance.
Class (4) is the class with the most powerful teachers in all grades. Several "senior cadres" who have come in by power are all in class (4). The most striking is the only son of the vice governor. Because of the surname of Jia, everyone directly Present the nickname Jia Gongzi. He is illiterate, but not a dude. I heard that his father was very strict, so he was very disciplined, never made trouble, and was very respectful to his teachers, even though he didn't do well in his studies.
Our (5) class is the poor class in the grade, and it looks a bit like the father does not love the mother. According to the gossip of the classmates, the teachers are not good. The math teacher is a well-known sloppy ghost in the whole high school; the English teacher is a female college student who has just been assigned, and she still blushes when giving lectures; the physics teacher is a fat man with very logical logic. Confusion, lectures can make oneself dizzy; the head teacher turned out to be a political teacher, a white-faced scholar who speaks slowly.
Fortunately, the monitor was very good at it. Shen Yuanzhe was the most prestigious student council president in the history of the first middle school. Logically speaking, this squad leader should have done well, but it turned out not to be the case.
There is a very traditional factional struggle in the high school of No. 1 Middle School, which is the so-called conflict between the old one and the new one. The old No. 1 middle school students are like me, Shen Yuanzhe, Tong Yunzhu, Zhang Jun, and Guan He. The junior high school students are the students of the No. 1 middle school, and the new one is the students admitted from other junior high schools.
The junior high school of No. 1 Middle School does not admit resident students, so the homes of the older No. 1 middle school students are all near No. 1 Middle School. They are city residents and are familiar with the city; Especially those like Shen Yuanzhe, the school leaders and teachers knew them, and naturally they would look for them more in everything, and because we knew each other, we even used to be in the same class, so it was easy to get close. All of these fall into the eyes of the new students, and they become the old students who form a party, have their own small circles, and the teachers are partial to the old students, so it is difficult for them to integrate. Especially the resident students, probably because their home is not in the city, they are far away from their parents, and they get along with each other day and night. They are very united and reject us senior middle school students, always making things difficult for them. Inexplicably accumulated in each session, the contradiction between the new and old middle school students turned into a traditional contradiction in the high school.
Shen Yuanzhe was caught in this contradiction. The new first middle school students were very dissatisfied with him, embarrassed him by holding a group with each other, and their numbers overwhelmingly overwhelmed us. Shen Yuanzhe's squad leader had a difficult job.
There are a few students in our class who come in with money. The more money there is, the more lazy people are. Especially a boy named Ma Li, who is so bad. On the first day of school, he put a small mirror on the tip of his shoe, raised his hand to ask the English teacher a question, and when the young English teacher came to him and gave him a careful question, he put his foot into the teacher's skirt Next, look at other people's underwear. After reading it, I told the boys in the class that the girls sitting around him didn't dare to wear skirts the next day, and the girls who wore skirts avoided him three feet away.
During the self-study class, he pretended to ask the girl in front of him something, and pushed the girl's back with his hand on purpose. Then, as if he had discovered a new world, he touched the strap of the girl's bra, pretending to be surprised and asked, "What is this? Why are you? A strap on her body? It's weird!" She also deliberately asked the boys around her, "It's really weird, why is she wearing a strap?"
The girl was so embarrassed that tears rolled in her eyes, she ran to the head teacher to change her seat, the head teacher asked the reason, she was embarrassed to say, she just cried, the teacher changed, and the result was another girl, who was blushed by Ma Li. cry.
Shen Yuanzhe had a headache. He couldn't run to tell the English teacher that you were gone; he couldn't tell the head teacher that Ma Ma touched the girl's back.
High school students are already half-adults and have long passed the age of admiring their teachers. Not only do they not worship their teachers, but instead they take pride in despising their teachers and challenging their authority. In disputes between classmates, it is taboo to complain to the teacher. If Shen Yuanzhe did this, he might have a temporary effect, but he would definitely lose the trust of his classmates, and even be looked down upon by all the boys.
I would rather do nothing than choose this last resort. Shen Yuanzhe could only stand still and arrange for a boy to sit in front of Ma Li, but Ma Ma naturally has endless nasty tricks. Anyway, every three days, some girls in the class blushed and cried.
I owe Shen Yuanzhe a favor, and I really couldn't get used to horsepower, so I decided to do more things, and took the initiative to ask for a seat change with the boy in front of horsepower, and sat in front of horsepower.
All the girls in the class looked at me in amazement, completely incomprehensible to my behavior.
When I was studying at home last night, Ma first used his foot to probe my foot. I kept calm and pulled out the compass that had been placed under the table. I stepped on one end with my heel, and the end with the needle was tilted up, causing Ma to rub it. He rubbed against it, snorted in a muffled voice, and quickly retracted his foot. I smiled and continued to read the physics book.
After a while, his hand started to push me again, while pushing me and touching my back, I closed the physics textbook I was reading, took the book in my hand, and looked back with a smile, he looked at me with a hilarious expression , Just as he was about to open his mouth to speak, I slapped a book in his face.
A crisp sound broke the tranquility of the self-study class. The whole class looked up at us, and Ma was completely stunned by me.
But I was unwilling to give up, and I still slapped my head in the face, asking, "What are you doing? What are you doing..."
Ma Li began to react, he waved his fist and wanted to make a move, Shen Yuanzhe hurriedly stood up, and I said, "None of you need to help me, and act rationally all over the world! If he dares to make a move, we will go to the principal today and make it clear. , I would like to ask the principal for all parents, whether he thinks money is more important, or the reputation of No. 1 Middle School, and see if the parents are willing to let this scum with their children?"
There is another consideration for not letting Shen Yuanzhe help me. I am a girl. Even if I get into a fight with Ma Li, the boys in Xinyi Middle School are too embarrassed to shoot. In the group fight with the old first middle school students, when the time comes, we will obviously be the ones who have the right. Because of the group fight, the rationale has become unreasonable.
Ma Li clenched his fists and didn't move, I stared at him and said, "Don't think that girls are really afraid of you, everyone is just embarrassed to be as nasty as you, but I'm notoriously thick-skinned, if you can do it, I'll do anything. Dare to say, do you want to see the principal now?" I forced him in front of him, "Will you fight? If you don't, I can go back and read!"
Ma's eyes turned red with hatred, but he didn't dare to do anything at all. I took the physics textbook and patted it in my hand: "If you dare to bully girls in the future, I'll beat you once every time you see me, don't blame me for not reminding you."
After speaking, he turned around and sat down, opened the textbook and continued to read.
Ma Li also returned to his seat, with his head pressed against the desk, barely able to see his face, whether he was reading a book or in a daze.
The whole class was silent, and they were all in low air pressure for a whole evening of self-study.
After the self-study next night, I started to pack my schoolbag. When boys and girls passed my desk, they would glance at me seemingly inadvertently. Since the beginning of school, I have been sitting unnoticed in a certain corner of the class. Most of my classmates probably haven't remembered my name, but tonight, I threw myself under everyone's sight.
As soon as he walked out of the classroom, Shen Yuanzhe caught up from behind: "Luo Qiqi."
I turned back: "What's the matter?"
"It's nothing, I just want to say hello to you. Although I have heard of you for a long time, we haven't spoken to each other since school started, so we don't really know each other."
I can't help but smile, who said we didn't speak
As soon as they walked to the door of class (4), they saw Zhang Jun and Guan He walking out talking and laughing.
This is a picture that has been staged a thousand times in my heart, but I have never been fully prepared. My heart ached and I quickened the pace.
Guan He called from behind: "Luo Qiqi, Qiqi..."
He wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, but Shen Yuanzhe had already stopped, looked back and said with a smile, "Guan He is calling you."
I pretended to just know, and turned around with a bright smile. Zhang Jun smiled and greeted Shen Yuanzhe, but he ignored me, and naturally I completely ignored him.
Guan He asked kindly, "How is it? Do you like the new class?"
I laughed so hard that honey dripped: "I like it very much, how about you?"
The four of them said as they walked away from the teaching building and just walked to the boulevard when someone caught up behind them. It was a freshman living in the school. Although he was a boy, he looked a little girly, so he was nicknamed "Xiu Xiu". ", Shen Yuanzhe asked him with a smile: "Is something wrong?"
Xiuxiu looked at me and said, "Be careful, it's better not to go home alone after the evening self-study. Ma Li threatened to say that he just didn't want to work in the school, and he would fix you outside."
Shen Yuanzhe was a little surprised, but I laughed. It seems that everyone has the principle of good and evil, and the barriers between new and old students in our class are not so clear.
Xiuxiu said anxiously: "I'm serious, I'm leaving, be careful yourself." After speaking, she turned around and took a shortcut back to the dormitory.
Guan He asked in surprise: "Qi Qi, what's wrong? Is there any trouble?"
I said casually and indifferently: "I had a fight with a boy in the self-study class, it's no big deal."
Guan He's eyes were wide open and full of surprise. I didn't dare to look at Zhang Jun's expression, and there was a kind of numb sadness in my heart. I have always admired Guan He's elegant demeanor, and even secretly imitated her every move, every word and deed, but now I truly understand that I can never become her.
At the school gate, Shen Yuanzhe said, "I'll take you home."
I gently but directly refused: "No."
Guan He gently persuaded me: "Let Shen Yuanzhe accompany you for a ride, not afraid of ten thousand, just in case."
I really didn't want to stick with her anymore, mainly because I didn't want to see Zhang Jun again, so I immediately changed my words: "Okay."
When Shen Yuanzhe and I got away from them and walked to the intersection, Shen Yuanzhe and I said, "I suddenly remembered that I have something to do tonight, and I want to go alone."
My attitude was very firm, and Shen Yuanzhe had no choice but to tell me to go home as soon as possible and try to choose the road with as many people as possible. If something happens, call it out loud, don't be afraid of them. I agreed with a smile, if I was a person who was afraid of things, I wouldn't provoke horsepower at all.
The two waved goodbye at the intersection. Carrying my bag, I strode into the night.
There are two ways to go home from No. 1 Middle School. One is far away, but it is very lively. There are many shops around, and it also passes through the night market. I used to ride a bicycle to go home from that way, but now I start to choose another way to compare Near the road, also gave up cycling.
This road is full of small roads, with residential buildings on one side and green forests on the other side. It is very deserted.
As I walked, I looked up at the stars in the sky, and repeatedly deduced today's physics problem in my mind. I already knew the answer, but I just wanted to understand the whole thinking process more clearly, and put all the relevant knowledge points in my mind. To sum up and review it, this is what I want to do alone.
More than 20 minutes on the way home was enough for me to study a topic repeatedly and thoroughly. Although Shen Yuanzhe is the Prince Charming that many girls have a crush on, it is an honor to be sent home by him, but since the day I decided to go to high school, my only goal is the college entrance examination.
When he was about to reach the door of the house, he suddenly felt that there was someone behind him, and he turned around suddenly, but there was nothing. I shook my head, even if the horsepower was to be called, it would take time.
After returning home, I ate an apple first, and then forced myself to eat two of the most hated walnuts. Who called it unpalatable but helpful for memory? The body is the capital of revolution. Without a well-nourished brain, there is no need to talk about learning.
After washing my face, I soaked my feet and recited words with an English book. It only took about ten minutes, which is not long, but as long as I persisted, even if I only had two words a day, I would have more than 600 words in a year.
After washing your feet, go to bed and sleep well.
The horsepower thing is not worth thinking about at all. In fact, I wish he could invite a few real hooligans to come out and spread the matter to Xiaobo's ears. I don't believe that he really ignores me. Unfortunately, those who come out have rules. In order to make such a trivial matter, which gangster with a face and a face has the nerve to take action? No matter how much money you spend on horsepower, you can at most invite a few incompetent punks to warn me, and whether they dare to slap me is a problem.
The next day, Marley kept laughing at me, and I looked at him laughing.
When I came home at night, I always felt as if someone was following me, waiting on alert to deal with the hooligans invited by Ma, but nothing happened until I got home.
In the morning, when Ma Li saw me, he stared at me a few times, as if to observe whether I had been "warned", and when he found that I was smiling as usual, he smiled a little reluctantly.
Every night when I go home, I feel that there is someone behind me, but whether I look back suddenly or secretly glance out of the corner of my eye, there is no one. But that subtle feeling lingered, and I actually had a vague expectation in my heart.
Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore. When I left, I didn't look back. I just pretended to know everything. I said confidently and calmly, "Xiaobo, come out, I have seen you."
I believe I can fool anyone, but no one. The only answer to me is the breeze blowing the woods.
After a few times, I began to understand that I was really over-hearted. Where are there so many scenes from novels and movies? After I understood, I was a little sad, Xiaobo has really left my life.
Soon, a week later, no one came to trouble me, Ma Ma stopped talking about teaching me a lesson, and started to be a good citizen in our class. Of course, it was also noisy, but it was no longer a hooligan. Later, we turned into good buddies who had a good relationship. It really made people sigh at this moment, the other moment, or they didn't know each other.
2
avoid conflict
Not all memories are good, not all people are worth remembering,
The river of time is too long, and most people and things will be mercilessly washed away,
However, everything related to youth will always settle to the bottom of the river,
Become an indelible memory.
It may not be those things and people that make us unforgettable,
It's our lost dreams and passions.
Every senior year of No. 1 Middle School will have a three-week military training, which usually takes place as soon as the school starts. Our current class just coincides with a special training mission for the local garrison, so it was postponed for two weeks until their own training. After the task is completed, come to give us military training.
The school's arrangement for these three weeks is to have classes in the morning and military training in the afternoon. Each class has one instructor. According to the order of the class, they will each divide a place on the large playground for training.
The sun in September is very fierce, but we are walking, running and standing under the big sun, and everyone is looking forward to sitting in the shade for a while during the rest time.
There are few shady spots on the playground, but luckily there is one near our class. According to the principle of proximity, it is naturally used by our class, and other classes can only watch it even if they are envious. Unexpectedly, just after the instructor announced the disbandment the next day, Song Peng from class (4) led a group of boys to our shady treasure land and occupied our territory. Song Peng is a notorious little gangster, and his eldest brother is Song Jie, who is quite famous in the city. The boys in our class were very unwilling, but they had all heard of Song Peng's notoriety, not to mention that there was no name of our class written on the site, so they could only rest elsewhere.
The training was very hard, and I almost got sunstroke from the sun. As soon as I disbanded, I rushed to drink the mung bean water that the cafeteria boiled for us. Because there are more wolves and less water, the two buckets are crowded with people.
Zhang Jun squeezed out of the crowd, holding two plastic cups in his hand. I knew I shouldn't be looking for the answer. Sometimes I'm happier if I don't know, but I can't control my eyes, so I see Guan He, who was standing slim, took the cup from Zhang Jun's hand with a smile.
I immediately turned my eyes away and rushed into the crowd with my glass bottle in hand.