Talking means falling in love. Back then, everyone didn't know if it was embarrassment, or avoided teachers and parents and reduced it to talk. I immediately said, "Huh? No."
Huang Wei said, "Don't be nervous, I will help you keep a secret": "Many people see him take you home after his evening self-study!"
The school prohibits puppy love, but it can't stop the hearts of boys and girls. Everyone is secretly flickering, but Shen Yuanzhe and I are really not, so I explained lightly: "We just drop by."
Huang Wei smiled and asked, "Do you like Shen Yuanzhe or not?"
I'm a little annoyed, and I don't know her well. Even good friends may not tell these things, why is she so ignorant
"Ordinary friends like it."
"Then do you have someone you like? I mean special."
"No."
"Really? I don't believe it! You must have someone you like, who? I suspect it's one of our summer camps, right?"
"I've never liked boys."
I denied it until my face was red and my heart skipped a beat. I wanted to get up and leave, but I found out that Shen Yuanzhe and Zhang Jun were both standing aside, watching our fortune-telling. My heart skipped a beat, and suddenly I felt very sour. I completely forgot what I wanted to do in the last second, and I still sat in a daze.
Huang Wei asked Zhang Jun and Shen Yuanzhe with a smile: "Do you want to fortune-telling? Very effective."
Shen Yuanzhe said the names of the four girls, Lin Yan and I, and Huang Wei immediately said: "The names of the four boys that Luo Qiqi said just now also have you, and the card says that you are the most important person in her heart, and you will have a long relationship. fate."
Huang Wei's tone was very ambiguous, which made me very uncomfortable. Shen Yuanzhe smiled and said, "We are going to study in the same school for three years. Of course, it is a long fate."
Huang Wei changed her tone of voice to make a joke between me and Shen Yuanzhe, like a test but also like a match. Shen Yuanzhe was calm and the soldiers came to block, the water came to cover, and the Tai Chi was very smooth. Huang Wei had nothing to do with him.
When Zhang Jun was telling fortunes, he drew cards from Huang Wei's hand and casually reported the girl's name: "Tong Yunzhu, Li Xiaowan, Lin Yanran..."
We all looked at him in astonishment. He and Lin are still not so familiar with each other, right
While waiting for his fourth name, he suddenly stopped.
I picked up the remote control pretending not to care, and changed the TV channel at will, but there was an inexplicable expectation in my heart.
Zhang Jun's hand stopped for a while on the card surface, he drew out the card with a smile, and said the last name: "Guan He."
Shen Yuanzhe and Huang Wei both laughed, and I smiled happily too, looking at Zhang Jun with no warmth in my eyes, covering up all the disturbances in my heart.
The next night, we all went out to eat together. There were 12 or 3 people at a large table, and there were three tables. I was very unfortunate enough to be at the same table with Zhang Jun again.
Zhen Gongzi is extremely able to speak, and everyone chatted while talking, and there was a burst of laughter for a while. I know they all hate me, so I don't say a word, I keep my head down to eat, I don't take the initiative to take the dishes, I eat whatever is in front of me.
The tea in the teacup was finished, I looked up and saw that the teapot was in Zhen Gongzi's hand, so I lowered my head again and continued to eat.
Zhang Jun picked up the teapot and poured tea for everyone one by one. Everyone smiled and said "thank you". When it was poured to me, I buckled the teapot with my hand and said, "No need." Actually, I want to drink water, but he is too deceiving these days , I just don't want to take his favor, even if it's just a favor.
Everyone at the table looked at him, making him very embarrassed. He stood for a moment with the teapot in his hand, and poured it for the next person with a smile, but Young Master Zhen snorted coldly, "Some people don't give a shit."
I thought I didn't understand, so I kept my head down and continued to eat. Zhen Gongzi was still sneering, and he really had a poisonous mouth.
The atmosphere on the table was very embarrassing. I endured it for a while, but I couldn't bear it any longer. I slammed my chopsticks on the table, stared at Zhen Gongzi and asked, "Are you finished? Is Zhang Jun your brother or your brother, he himself Mute? Want you to come forward?"
Unexpectedly, Young Master Zhen said with a smile: "Zhang Jun is my brother, what's wrong? He doesn't care about you, I just like to stand for my brother, what's wrong?"
Jia Gongzi also joined in the fun: "The road is uneven and everyone is stepping on it. You dare not let us draw a knife to help? Who do you think you are?"
Shen Yuanzhe smoothed things out: "Let's talk less, it's not a big deal."
Men's mouths are so powerful that women are really afraid of three points. I stood up and went to sit outside the restaurant. Shen Yuanzhe came out, and I said, "I came out when I was full, you don't need to worry about me."
"I'm full too."
He sat next to me, asked for two cold drinks, handed me one, and wanted to say something, but he couldn't speak.
I know that as the conflict between me and Zhang Jun became bigger and bigger, everyone rejected me more and more, and he defended me, so it was really embarrassing.
"Actually, you don't need to help me. I don't care what others do to me."
"I know you're not feeling well."
I stared at the small drops of water condensed on the cold drink glass, and my nose was a little sore. My discomfort does not come from being rejected by everyone. These can't hurt me at all. It's Zhang Jun. I don't understand at all where he offended him. Why does he make things difficult for me like this? It forced me to have no corners to hide from.
Lin still walked out, sat next to me, lowered his head and said, "Qiqi, I want to have a few words with you, I hope you don't mind."
"Am I so careful?"
"You are not a shrewd person, but just because you are not a shrewd person, I can't understand why you treated Zhang Jun like that. I don't think you are right now. The opportunity for everyone to come out is very precious. How good it is to play together, But because of you and Zhang Jun, we were all very nervous and embarrassed, and we didn't dare to say more. Just now Zhang Jun poured you tea, why did you refuse? Even if there are usually conflicts, Zhang Jun said some unpleasant things, but you You are always the most generous, Ma Li mocks you so much, you never get angry; Yang Jun always teases you, you never mind, why do you mind Zhang Jun?"
I lowered my head and thought for a while: "I see, thank you, I shouldn't have influenced everyone because of myself."
Lin was still very nervous: "Will you be unhappy?"
"No, I know that you really care about me, and I hope everyone doesn't hate me, that's why you said these words to me."
Lin was still relieved and said with a smile, "I know you're not full, so I asked the waiter to pack the rest of the steamed buns just now."
"thanks."
Lin still shook his head with a smile, but Shen Yuanzhe looked at me thoughtfully.
When we got back to the place of residence, it was only after seven o'clock. Some of the students were playing basketball, some playing poker, and some watching TV. I sat alone in the dormitory for a while, and decided to go to Zhang Jun. I want to talk to him and solve the problem between us.
I found a boy and asked him where Zhang Jun was.
"Zhang Jun said that he was a little tired and didn't come out to play. He was resting in the dormitory alone."
I went to Zhang Jun's dormitory and knocked on the door, he said, "The door is not locked."
I pushed the door in, he was standing at the window, looked back at me, and was stunned.
I closed the door: "I want to talk to you."
He sat on the only chair and asked me to sit by the bed.
I was silent for a long time, not knowing where to start, and he was not in a hurry at all, sitting quietly, not showing his usual meanness at all.
After a long time, I sighed and said, "I know you don't like me and hate me, but there's no need to affect everyone because of the two of us. I promise that I won't mess with you in the future. I only agree or disagree with whatever you say, and please let me go." After I finished speaking, I immediately stood up and wanted to leave.
He immediately grabbed my sleeve: "I don't dislike you."
"You still don't like me?" I stopped in anger, shook off his hand, pointed at him and asked, "In order to avoid you, I climbed Fragrant Hill and walked fast, trying my best to rush forward, you say I I don't understand the classmates who walk slowly at all. Well, I understand! When I go to the Forbidden City, in order not to offend you, at the end of the walk, you ridicule me for dragging everyone down! I talk to my classmates. I have the most words, and I have robbed all the words of others. Then, I will be silent! You also ridicule me that I do not have a collective consciousness. I have something to say. You say, what does it matter to you whether I take off my glasses or not? I have tried so hard to avoid you, what do you want... "
While I was talking, he came over, I was angry and didn't pay attention at all, I just stepped back subconsciously until I stuck it on the wall, still staring at him and complaining angrily: "We have known each other since we were young, and we are both Teacher Gao. student, even if you hate me, there is no need to make everyone exclude me..."
He suddenly lowered his head and kissed me, I dodged subconsciously, he didn't kiss my forehead, he kissed my hair.
My voice disappeared immediately, my mouth was open, and I stared at him in horror. He put his arms on the wall and looked down at me. Although his face was expressionless, his face was red and white, and he was obviously very surprised and nervous. .
My head went blank. After a moment of silence, I suddenly lowered my body and got out from under his arm. I opened the door and ran desperately to my dormitory. jumping wildly.
After dancing for a long time, people become conscious. As if I was drunk, I slanted to the edge of the bed and lay down. The more he thought about it, the more sad he became, the more angry he became. Zhang Jun really regarded himself as a school girl. It seemed that as long as he was a girl, he would like him.
I thought sadly, either I should have slapped him and woke him up, or I should have just jumped up on him and kissed him back. Anyway, I have liked him for so many years, and I really can't say who we are taking advantage of. allow.
But I fucking ran away uselessly! Luo Qiqi, I really want to slap you!
Lin still came back and asked me, "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat small steamed buns?"
Wrapped in a towel, I said vaguely, "No." I was already full of myself.