That day, as soon as I got out of school, I found that two girls dressed in enchanting clothes were stalking me. Having never eaten pork or heard pigs calling, I immediately understood that it was someone who came to beat me, so I ran away, not daring to go home, and rushed to the game room. The idea at that time was very simple. On the way home, there were fewer and fewer people, and there were many people in the game room. Even if they wanted to hit me, they didn’t dare to hit me hard.
I ran into the game room out of breath, Xiaobo and Squid looked at me in surprise. Before they asked me what was going on, two Taimei walked in, one blocked in front of me and the other behind me. Obviously, they didn't plan to let me run away this time. I was like a little wolf surrounded by hounds. Although I was afraid, I refused to show weakness. I clenched my hands into fists and stared straight at them.
When they were about to teach me the most basic class on grievances and grievances, the squid knocked on the counter and smiled at one of the girls with a thief and mean smile: "Senior sister, considering the grades of the same school, a friendly reminder, If there is trouble, you must first find out whose store this is."
One of the girls with outstanding appearance and figure stared at the squid with a confused expression. She obviously did not know the squid. The squid immediately announced her name and the major of the technical school she was studying.
Taimei, who was behind me, said, "It's really your junior brother!"
The enchanting girl smiled and asked, "Whose shop is this?"
The squid reported Brother Li's name, and the enchanting girl looked surprised. After a while, she came back to her senses, pointed at me, and said with a smile, "But she has nothing to do with you, right?"
The woman's voice was very coquettish, and the last word "ba" was even more irritating. The squid almost fell to the bottom of the counter, and immediately and righteously cleared the relationship: "This four-eyed panda has nothing to do with me at all." The enchanting girl just smiled and glanced at me, The squid added, "It has something to do with him."
The woman's gaze followed the squid's fingers to the front of the counter. A student had just bought ten yuan of game coins. Xiaobo was bowing his head and counting the game coins for him one by one. The enchanting girl looked at it for a while, then turned her head. He smiled apologetically at me: "Little sister, I'm sorry, I've identified the wrong person." After speaking, he dragged the other woman away.
The squid shouted: "Senior sister, next time you come out to eat together, you can choose the place."
The woman turned her head, glanced at him sideways, and walked away with a smile.
I knew that they had saved me a disaster. Although I understood in my heart, I couldn't say "thank you", so I could only take another way of repaying my gratitude. That afternoon, I bought five glasses of orange juice with heartache and went to countless toilet.
The squid asked me in a puzzled way: "Have you put too much salt in your food? Drink so much water?"
I glared at him: "Do you want to take care of it?"
Xiaobo looked at me with a smile. I knew he had read through my thoughts, but I felt embarrassed, blushed, and continued to read as if nothing had happened.
After this "battle" in which two junior high school girls were brought down by one person, and one was seriously injured and sent to the hospital, I became famous in the school.
Things in this world are very strange. For example, if you owe someone 5,000 yuan, you are someone's grandson. You have to ask him, but if you owe someone 500,000 yuan, then the other person is your grandson. He has to beg you. It seems to be the same as being a bad student. If you are an ordinary poor student, your classmates look down on you and like to be condescending in front of you from time to time, but if you are worse than the average, then things will suddenly change.
This is the situation I am in now. In the past, some girls dared to call me "Three Hands" with a voice I could hear in front of me, but now even when they talk about me behind their backs, they have to lower their voices. They still looked down on me in their hearts, but they didn't dare to show it anymore, but they were very polite and polite to me. A few girls with bad grades even tried to get close to me. They seemed to want to worship me as the eldest sister. I thought it was funny, and I began to understand why Zhang Jun was not short of companions. realm.
4
first love
First love is the moment when a flower called Qingdou blooms,
Not one step earlier, not one step later, he was just there.
Love Dou, yes, the whitest and purest flower in the world,
It is only opened once in a lifetime, fragrant when opened, bitter when thanked, and never fruitful.
After the start of the new semester, we entered the fifth grade, and the seats in the class were adjusted. Chen Jin and I sat at the same table.
As our bodies mature, our perception of the opposite sex is also quietly changing, and there is suddenly a sense of mystery between the boys and girls in the class.
After I went to college, I communicated with my sisters in the same dormitory, and I realized that although we are in the north and south of the motherland, our love affair in elementary school is surprisingly similar. Basically, in a class, the boys in the whole class will like two or three girls who are good-looking, can sing and dance well, and are liked by the teacher, while the girls in the class, without exception, all like two or three girls who are excellent in learning and are loved by the teacher. The teacher holds the boy in the palm of his hand. Elementary school likes and crushes are surprisingly consistent.
In our class, boys can choose to like two or three objects, and almost all girls like Chen Jin. No way, this guy is too hot. I have a good family background, my father is a senior official of the Education Bureau, and my mother is the deputy director of our city TV station; a smart person, the teacher said the first sentence above, he said the next sentence below; multi-talented, can play the violin, every year when the art festival is performed, His violin will definitely win a trophy for our class; but his personality is still very stubborn, and Teacher Zhao could hardly wish him to be his son, but he is very indifferent to Teacher Zhao, which is very rare among elementary school students who adore teachers.
At that time, although I read a bunch of miscellaneous books, and even finished reading "Dream of Red Mansions", but very strangely, I still didn't understand the relationship between men and women. Every time I saw a girl asking a question under the pretext, she would take my seat and refuse to accept it. When I left, I didn't see anything strange about it at all, I just thought that the girls in our class were all serious and hardworking.
Chen Jin is very smart and precocious. He knows the little thoughts and tricks of those girls. He enjoys the love of the girls in the class, but he is impatient with them. Once, he was pestered by a girl for a long time, and he kept answering her questions gracefully until the bell rang and the girl had to leave.
When I got back to my seat, he angrily said to me, "Don't let other people sit in your seat, or I will be wasting all my efforts to arrange you next to me, and you are just copying me every day. In terms of homework, help me fend off them next time."
I spent half the class thinking about this sentence, and finally realized it. I say! I wondered at the time, how could such a prime location be occupied by me? I see! He is the first in the class and the monitor. He has always been a good student and an excellent class cadre. If he doesn't answer questions for his classmates, he will definitely not meet his glorious image, but if he answers questions, it doesn't suit him. of selfishness.
Our school has a tradition of co-education at the same table. I am a girl, and I meet the conditions for sitting at his table; my academic performance is the worst, and a person who does not study at all will definitely not ask him questions. A best deskmate who would neither disturb him nor damage his image was born.
After seeing the true face of this outstanding student in the eyes of teachers, parents, and classmates, I don't think he is more annoying than before, and I don't think he is better than before. He is a man named Chen Jin, a prodigy with good studies, a person outside my world. At that time, I never dreamed that he was not only my primary school classmate, but also my Tsinghua senior brother.
That day, just like countless ordinary days in the past, everything was going according to plan. The difference is that I wake up late and catch up with my period. I haven't gotten used to this "big aunt" who has to visit me every month, and by the time I'm done tossing around and going to school, I'm already late.
After going out, the weather that had been gloomy became even more gloomy. Thick layers of black clouds were piled up in the sky, and it seemed that they were about to fall down. There was no trace of the sun at all. Although it was broad day, it made people feel like evening. . I was not in a good mood at first. Seeing this kind of weather, I thought that my lateness would cause the class to lose points and affect the class to get the red flag. Teacher Zhao would definitely not give me good fruit to eat, and I felt even more depressed.
Because it was no longer school or work time, and the road I went to school was not the main road, there was no one on the whole street, only the willow trees on both sides of the road danced wildly with the wind. I carried my schoolbag and walked hard against the wind.
I was struggling, and there was not even a single thunder and lightning. The hail started to fall without warning, and it hurt people. But I was late, and I didn’t dare to avoid the stay. I still ran forward despite the hail.
As the hail and the wind got bigger and bigger, I was weak and weak. I felt that every time I took a step, I was blown back by the wind. He caught up with me, grabbed my hand, and dragged me forward.
I was startled and saw clearly that it was Zhang Jun. He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but when he opened his mouth, the cold wind swept the hail into his mouth immediately. As he ran, he pursed his lips, apparently that was why he didn't speak.
He is more than a head taller than me, and his strength is much stronger than me. I only feel that the pressure on my body is loosened, and the wind between heaven and earth seems to be less. He dragged me against the strong wind and ran in the hail. I don't know why, but my mood suddenly brightened. It seemed that every step was full of strength, and the hail didn't hurt at all when it hit my face.
When he arrived at the school gate, he naturally let go of me, pointed to the teaching building with a smile, and motioned for me to go to the classroom first.
According to the law of punishment, the teacher will pay more attention to the student who is more excessive. He let me go first, which is equivalent to taking all the punishment for being late. Suddenly, for no reason, I felt my heart pounding, my face was hot, and I hurriedly lowered my head and ran desperately to the classroom. Fortunately, because of the hail, the students on duty have all returned to their respective classrooms. Our lateness was not caught by the school, resulting in deduction of points, but was caught by the teacher who went to the early morning self-study.
The Chinese teacher was criticizing me, and Zhang Jun lazily shouted "Report" at the door of the classroom. Sure enough, the language teacher hurriedly said a few words to me, then let me sit down and walked to the door of the classroom to reprimand Zhang Jun, who had behaved even worse.
I hurriedly opened the textbook, bowing my head as if intently. Hearing him and the Chinese teacher explaining the reason for being late, I buried my head even lower, and the tip of my nose almost touched the textbook. My heart was so flustered that it seemed to jump out, but it was so sweet that it seemed to sink, just like when I was a child, I got drunk by eating boozy chocolate, and at one point felt so happy that I wanted to fly, and at the same time I felt so sad that I was about to die.
Chen Jin asked, "What happened to you?"
I shook my head silently.
Chen Jin snorted disdainfully, "The book was held upside down."
I was embarrassed, so I hurriedly turned the book around, and when it was over, Chen Jin laughed while suppressing his voice. I took a closer look and found that it was the reverse at this point, so I quickly turned the book back, and Chen Jin laughed at the side: "You're still lying like this, but it's just a word out."
I lowered my head and said nothing.
The hail stopped suddenly, as if it had come without warning, it seemed, just to fulfill our hand in hand under the hail.
The sky was still gloomy, but the wind gradually weakened, and it started to rain.
When school was about to end in the afternoon, I noticed something was wrong. I felt my pants were a little wet. I secretly put my hand under my butt and wiped it. There was a touch of blood on my fingers. I was nervous and embarrassed, and I didn’t know what to do.
The early-growing girls in the class came a year ago, and the late-growing girls didn't know that girls bleed every month. This matter remained mysterious among girls. Looking back now, our generation grew up with embarrassment. Information is underdeveloped, and the channels for obtaining information are limited. Parents are too shy to communicate directly with their children about developmental issues. Teachers even talk about sexual discoloration. Most girls have an unpleasant experience of menstruation for the first time. Panic, embarrassed, confused, afraid, some even thought they were seriously ill and were about to die. A friend of mine told me that she saw herself bleeding when she was a child and thought she was seriously ill, so she bit the quilt and cried in pain, but she was very brave on the surface, like a heroine in a TV series, hiding her "illness" from her relatives, I didn't tell my parents, I just started to deal with the "future affairs" quietly. I gave my cousin the stickers and tapes I had saved and saved, and told her to visit her parents more in the future. After the truth was revealed, the cousin refused to return the stickers and tapes. She used force to snatch them. The cousin was beaten and cried by her, and she was beaten and cried by her mother.
When we grow up, when we communicate these things, our stomach hurts from laughing, but the confusion and bitterness at that time are heavy.
My "big aunt" has come to visit once, but I still don't understand what it is, just from the attitude of my mother's deliberately lowered voice, dragging me to the bathroom to talk, I feel that this thing is very shameful and must be dealt with quietly. .
Now this shady thing has dyed my pants red, and I really don't know what to do. If I had a close friend, I might be able to whisper to her, but I don't, so I just sit on the stool, motionless.
Gradually, all the students in the class left, and only Zhang Jun and two or three boys were still making noise at the back of the classroom, and they didn't know what they were making.
Finally, they were leaving with their schoolbags. Zhang Jun walked over to my desk: "Aren't you going home?"
"Let's go in a while." I stared at him nervously, lest he find out the secret under my ass. If before today, he was the same as everyone else, then from today, I am afraid to make a fool of myself in front of him.
He looked at the rain outside the window and said, "I'll wait for you to leave. I just went to the school's canteen to buy an umbrella this afternoon."
I was so anxious that I almost cried: "No, you go first."
"It's fine, I'm fine anyway," he said, sitting down.
I stared at him and he looked at me.
I really can't figure out what I can do, take out the homework book and do the homework? Don't say Zhang Jun doesn't believe it, even I don't believe it myself. The two of them stared at each other, and I kept tugging at the clothes with my hands, wishing to cover the entire stool.
After a long time, he said in a very positive tone: "You have nothing to do, then go."
As he spoke, he pulled my arm, I panicked, threw off his hand, and said in a strained voice, "I don't want to go with you."
He was injured all of a sudden, and immediately left the classroom with his schoolbag. I watched his figure disappear into the corridor, thinking that he would never talk to me again in the future, and this abominable "aunt", Suddenly, I felt very sad, and tears fell out.
While weeping, a figure appeared in front of me. I looked up and saw Zhang Jun.
He grabbed his head, and his tone was cautious and gentle: "Is there something you don't want to go home?"
I shook my head vigorously, never for a moment have I longed to be at home as much as I do now.
"Someone threatened you and waited to beat you at the school gate?"
Really Zhang Jun's question! I was dumbfounded and continued to shake my head.
"Don't be afraid, if someone really threatens you, I will protect you. I fight very well." As he spoke, he opened his schoolbag and showed me the iron chain hidden inside.
I was very worried, but I couldn't help but want to laugh. He actually carried a weapon wherever he went.
He smiled when he saw me, smiled too, and helped me pick up my schoolbag: "Then let's go, no matter who wants to hit you, I will ensure your safety."
I immediately shook my head desperately. He stared at me with a frown, not knowing what was wrong with me.
I thought about it and said, "I'm afraid of the cold, can you lend me your tracksuit?"
"Hey, you said it earlier!" He immediately took off his coat and handed it to me.
I put it on, stood up slowly, and tugged my hand secretly, just to cover my buttocks.
He walked silently beside me, holding a big black umbrella to help me cover the rain. The two of them were under the same umbrella, but at least two or three fists were separated between them. In order not to get me wet, he could only tilt the umbrella toward me as much as possible.
When I got downstairs, I turned my back to the wall, took off my clothes to him, and hummed like a mosquito, "Thank you."
His hair was a little long, and it was wet again. It lay softly on his forehead, and the raindrops on the ends of his hair shone with sparkling light. He took the clothes and said "You're welcome" softly, as if he was embarrassed to accept my "thank you", and as soon as he turned around, he ran into the rain without opening the umbrella.
I didn't rush home until I couldn't see him anymore. At night, my stomach hurts a bit. My mother boiled brown sugar ginger water for me. After I drank it, I lay in bed, just in a daze, with Zhang Jun in front of me. Thinking of the silly way he said, "I'll protect you", I couldn't help laughing, my heart was full of sweetness, I just thought it was sweeter than all the candies I've ever eaten.
When I went to school the next morning, I met Zhang Jun at the school gate. He greeted me loudly, but my heart was beating wildly, and I quickly lowered my head. secret.
Other girls like a guy, maybe they will think of ways to get close to him, attract his attention, spend more time with him, but I am the opposite. Because I like Zhang Jun, I get nervous when I see him, I don't even dare to say more, but in the dark, I keep an eye on his every move.
I often watched him run on the football field and peeped at him fighting with his classmates. I yearn for his attention, but I am afraid of his attention. When he doesn't look at me, my eyes always follow him, hoping he can look at me, but if he looks at me, I always chase She hurriedly avoided his sight until he found out.
At that time, the love was very simple and didn't ask for anything in return. Just looking at him would make him very happy. If he occasionally talked to me more, he would snicker all day long.