Zhang Jun likes to play very much. He is proficient in dancing, singing, and playing ball. Huang Wei is also very good at playing. He began to go out with Huang Wei often.
At first, I didn't care, but later, Zhang Jun often sent Huang Wei home after school, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.
But at that time, I was so proud, so proud that I didn't even bother to show that I was jealous, so when he asked me: "When I don't go home with you, do you mind if I go home with other girls?"
I pretended not to mind smiling: "Why should I mind?"
Zhang Jun shrugged indifferently and said with a smile, "It's fine if you don't mind."
I was angry at his indifference, not knowing that he was also angry at mine.
It took a long time for me to realize that in this relationship, it was not just me, but also him. He was originally disappointed because I refused him to send me home. Now I don't mind him at all with other girls. He is not only disappointed, but hurt.
However, not only did I fail to understand his thoughts, but because I was angry, on the one hand, I pretended not to be angry at all, but on the other hand, I was very indifferent to him. He clearly wanted to see him, but he insisted on running to play with Yang Jun, Shen Yuanzhe, and Lin Yiran.
When Zhen Gongzi and Tong Yunzhu saw me like this, they would naturally persuade Zhang Jun to break up, while Yang Jun and Lin still saw that Zhang Jun was my boyfriend, but he was playing with other girls, without considering my feelings at all. also displeased with him.
After Zhang Jun was uncomfortable, he ignored the opinions of his friends and decided to be nice to me. He thought that as long as he was nice to me, I would truly fall in love with him and care about him.
At that time, I didn't know Zhang Jun's mood at all, I only knew that I was angry, but Zhang Jun suddenly stopped sending Huang Wei home, and no longer went out to play with Huang Wei alone. He was so kind to me, and I liked him so much, the two of them reconciled naturally. But that kind of reconciliation, although sweet, did not solve the problem, it was just the concession and sacrifice of one party.
April is Zhang Jun's birthday. On that day, he invited all his classmates and friends both inside and outside the school, and the box was packed. Guan He was stunned and asked me, "How does Zhang Jun know so many people?"
I said, "People who are willing to spend money always have more friends."
Guan He asked me, "What gift did you prepare for Zhang Jun?"
"Isn't it the best gift for me to be here to congratulate him on his birthday?"
"Don't be kidding, you really didn't prepare a present?"
I looked at Zhang Jun and saw that he was talking to someone, but I didn't pay attention to this side. Open the backpack and show Guan He a beautiful glass bottle with ninety-nine lucky stars in it, representing eternity.
"It's so beautiful!" She leaned over to the glass bottle to take a closer look.
I whispered in Guan He's ear: "I folded it myself. There is a sentence hidden in every lucky star."
Guan He has a light in his eyes: "I made a wind chime as a birthday present for Zhang Jun, and it took me a weekend."
I sighed in my heart that her pride is stronger than mine. I am a typical person who says "the loved one hurts, but the enemy is quick". The more I care about the people, the more proud I am; for the people I don't care about, I will be indifferent to a rogue, but Guan He is proud and reserved no matter who he treats.
Most of the people who came, Guan He and I didn't know each other, and we were not interested in knowing each other, so we sat in the corner and chatted.
Zhang Jun came to our table with a few people: "Qi Qi, Guan He, do you still know each other?"
Everyone was stunned for a moment, and then screamed, it turned out to be elementary school classmates. Over the years, in order to avoid those unpleasant memories, I have almost completely avoided contact with my primary school classmates. See you in more than four years, maybe because I am living a good life now, with confidence, I have become calm, and even have the joy of reuniting after a long absence.
Some students are about to graduate from technical school and are already working in internship units, some are doing small businesses, some girls are engaged, and some are in high school like us. I haven't seen each other for a few years, but the life trajectories of the classmates who have sat in the same classroom are completely different.
Everyone huddled together and eagerly exchanged gossip news about each classmate. Everyone mentioned their names one by one. They seemed to be familiar with each other, but I always thought about it for a while.
When they mentioned Zhou Yun's name and said that she was in high school in the experimental middle school, my heart immediately trembled uncontrollably, and I kept smiling with high vigilance, for fear that they would mention something, even though I knew that the one that cost more than one dollar Pens have long been nothing, and in the troubles of growing up, Zhou Yun's pens are too inadequate to care about.
After the classmates exchanged the gossip they knew about each other, they began to talk about interesting things in elementary school. They joked that when Gao Fei was watching "Mom Loves Me Again", he cried even more miserably than the girls. The whole red scarf was completely soaked, and Gao Fei refused. Acknowledging it, refuting it vigorously, was suppressed unanimously by everyone.
Goofy's girlfriend glared at him like she didn't know him.
Everyone laughed happily.
They also exposed each other's shortcomings, saying that who liked who and who, and said that Zhang Jun was very good at writing love letters back then. Almost all of their love letters were written by Zhang Jun with a knife. One classmate pointed to another classmate and said to Guan He: "He gave you Zhang Jun wrote your love letter." Another immediately pointed to Gao Fei and said to Guan He, "The love letter he gave you was also written by Zhang Jun."
Gao Fei's girlfriend pretended to be angry and said gloomily to Gao Fei, "I think I really don't know enough about you. I must have a good talk when I go back tonight."
Gao Fei took it seriously, and cried out in a hurry: "At that time, almost all the boys in the class liked Guan He, and everyone handed her notes." Pointing to the male classmates one by one, he asked, "Tell me, have you ever liked it? With you! I remember that after Guan He rejected you, you stole your dad's wine and asked us to drink it, and finally your dad beat him up." He pointed at Zhang Jun, "And you, have you made an appointment with Guan? He went out to play? He was rejected by Guan He, and he said arrogantly to all of us, 'It's not that I'm bad, it's that Guan He has no vision'!"
Guan He blushed with shame, shook his hand and said, "Please, this is all about Chen Zhi's rotten millet, don't talk about it anymore."
After Gao Fei arrogantly proved that all the boys at the scene liked the pass, he flattered and said to his girlfriend: "Everyone was just joining in the fun at that time, it wasn't a real love between men and women at all, or we could discuss it with each other. Shall we take turns to make appointments with Guan He? We also gave ten yuan each and put together 80 yuan, betting whoever can make an appointment with Guan He, the money will go to whoever can.”
Gao Fei's girlfriend asked curiously, "Who is there?"
"Guanhe is Mount Everest. We were all killed before we reached the middle of the mountain!"
Everyone laughed.
Zhang Jun sat sideways beside me, resting one hand on the back of my chair and resting his head on the other, looking at me, pursing his lips and smiling. I also kept a smile on my face, but I felt a little bitter in my heart. If it were any girl, maybe I wouldn't mind, but he is Zhang Jun, whom I love to the point of being inferior, and she is Guan He, whom I envy to the point of being inferior. In front of me, I don't have any confidence that I can easily let go.
Under Guan He's repeated begging, everyone stopped talking about her, and came to joke about Zhang Jun and me, and said, "Explain the love process, who will chase who first?"
"You two are too messed up, why are you only together now?"
"I always thought it was a rumor, but now I can't believe it is true. The confidentiality work has been done too well. Who do you like first?"
Zhang Jun glanced at me and said with a smile, "Of course I liked her first."
Gao Fei's girlfriend asked me, "I heard that you are the first grade in No. 1 Middle School, is that true?" I nodded, and she screamed, "Ah! I'm actually with the No. 1 grade in No. 1 Middle School! Future Tsinghua Peking University students!" She grabbed a long glass in her hand, used it as a microphone, and put it in front of me: "For an interview, I've never heard of a good student who is the first in the grade talking about a relationship, what do you think about Zhang What kind of magic does Jun have?"
I blushed, and after a while, I said, "I'm not a good student."
She said, "Please! No one in the first grade is a good student, so who else is a good student? Excessive modesty is an expression of pride!" Everyone burst into laughter, but the smile became more and more reluctant.
Gao Fei's girlfriend moved the "microphone" in front of Zhang Jun: "Excuse me, what does it feel like to catch the first grade of the First Middle School? Do you feel very proud?"
I was very embarrassed, Zhang Jun smiled and did not speak. It happened that the friend at the other table was named Zhang Jun, and Zhang Jun took the opportunity to stand up: "I'll come over, you can play whatever you want."
When people were almost there, everyone started to eat and sing songs. The sound in the hotel is not good, and the ability to correct the sound is very weak. Many people sing very deeply, but it is difficult to hear.
The primary school classmates coaxed Guan He to sing: "Go shock them and let them know what singing is."
Guan He declined slightly and picked up the microphone.
Guan He chose to sing an old song, Ye Qianwen's "Let's Go Smartly", which was popular all over the country a few years ago. When the singing sounded, everyone fell silent unconsciously.
The sky and the earth are passing by in a hurry, the tide rises and falls
How many people can see through life and death
Red dust, rolling, crazy, deep love
gathering and dispersing
Stay half awake and half drunk
At least you follow in my dreams
I bet my youth on tomorrow
You exchange your true love for this life
Years do not know how much sadness in the world
Why not take a leisurely walk
The melody of this song seems to be catchy, but it is actually not easy to sing, because if you want to sing that kind of free and fearless feeling, you need a very powerful voice. Guan He's voice is just like her temperament, soft on the outside and firm on the inside. She completely sings the feeling of this song. I even think she sings better than Ye Qianwen herself.
Everyone was infected by her and collectively clapped their hands for her.
Out of the corner of my eye, I looked at Zhang Jun who was sitting at the other table. He looked at Guan He with a worried look on his face.
Everyone's emotions are getting more and more excited, and it happens to be an old song, everyone can sing it, so they all clapped their hands and sang along with Guan He. I didn't want to appear unusual, so I clapped with everyone, but the tempo was always wrong with everyone.
After Guan He finished singing, everyone shouted, "One more song, one more song."
Guan He smiled and put down the microphone, walked over, pushed me and said, "You also sing a song."
I backed away, resolutely not agreeing. joke! I just got Zhuyu, I'm going up now, didn't Dong Shi run to compare the beauty with Xi Shi?
A table of classmates, who are all afraid that the world will not be in chaos, immediately followed suit: "Luo Qiqi, Luo Qiqi!"
I looked at Guan He for help, hoping she would understand that I didn't want to make this "show". During the art festival, I practiced songs for several months, but I couldn't sing on stage, not to mention this kind of impromptu singing? But she was usually kind and considerate, but today she didn't seem to understand my psychology at all, and she led her classmates to coax.
With their booing, people who knew me or not heard Luo Qiqi's name, they knew it was Zhang Jun's girlfriend, and immediately followed "Luo Qiqi". I kept rejecting it, until later, even I felt that I was being hypocritical and disgusting, but everyone was still screaming persistently, especially the girls.
I treat the belly of women with the heart of a villain, and I seriously suspect that they all have ulterior motives, just wanting to see me make a fool of myself.
Finally, I was pushed in front of the TV.
Sing what? I really don't know what to sing, I like to listen to sweet old songs, I like to listen to American country music, and I don't care much about trends. The more I tried to figure it out faster, the less I could figure it out. Everyone was waiting for me quietly, and the atmosphere was very weird.
very nice! What a shame this time! And they are all Zhang Jun's friends!
Even my cheeky, self-proclaimed invincible man couldn't resist, so I started looking for a hole to drill.
Being extremely embarrassed, Zhang Jun held another microphone, raised his hand high, and asked loudly, "I strongly request to sing with my family Qiqi, who has an opinion? Who has an opinion?"
"No, no! Who dares to have it?" The classmates burst into laughter, and the awkward atmosphere just now disappeared.
Zhang Jun whispered something to Zhen Gongzi, took the microphone and walked to my side, and the familiar melody began to play in the stereo. It was Jacky Cheung's song that Zhang Jun often sang to me.
seeking nothing, seeking nothing
Break through the heaven and earth but ask for the night
I can see you after running around
did you know
Ordinary or plain
Own heaven and earth but ask for sunrise
see you in the morning
that's been fine
When everything around me is like the wind, you let me find my roots
I don't want to leave, I just want to stay low, I will never wither
And every day, every day, this drunk
I will love you more and more until full
I found that I love writing with you
late tomorrow night
And every day, every day, this lover
I will love you more and more until full
I love you the most with my life
Where can I be afraid of tomorrow, the wind is high and the road is inclined
What is the name and what is the wealth
It's a good taste, but it's like living
I can see you every night
that's better
When everything around me is like the wind, you let me find my roots
I don't want to leave, I just want to stay low, I will never wither
And every day, every day, this drunk
I will love you more and more until full
I'm talking about me and Zhang Jun sing along, in fact, Zhang Jun is almost solo. At first, I sang a few lines with him, but later, I felt that he sang so well that I was completely redundant, so I stopped singing and just listened to him.
He was standing on the other side of the TV, not watching the lyrics on the TV, but looking at me. I kept winking at him, hoping that he would understand a little bit and look away, but he kept looking at me, looking at me embarrassed and annoyed, and seeing my classmates start laughing and applauding, I had to ignore him , turned his head and stared at the screen, pretending to study the lyrics.
At the end of the song, many boys whistled and made fun of Zhang Jun: "Forget it, this song was sung by Zhang Jun, and Luo Qiqi will sing another one."
Zhang Jun smiled at them, but didn't talk to them at all. He handed the microphone to someone else and dragged me back to the table.
Elementary school classmates were trembling and acting as if they were disgusted by us. Gao Fei's girlfriend reprimanded him: "Did you see it? This is your role model."
Gao Fei raised his sleeves to show her: "See? Goosebumps all over your body."
Guan He stared at me and Zhang Jun, turned his head, and stared at the TV screen, as if listening intently to others singing.
At about ten o'clock, everyone collectively sang "Happy Birthday" to Zhang Jun and then dispersed. It is estimated that due to the shadow of the last unhappy breakup, Zhen Gongzi and the others did not ask to see the gift I gave Zhang Jun, and the roars of others were also ruthlessly suppressed by them.
Mr. Zhen and I helped Zhang Jun deliver the gifts to Zhang Jun's house. After they left, I took out the birthday present prepared for him from my backpack.
Zhang Jun shook the glass bottle, looked at the colorful lucky stars inside, and asked happily, "You folded it all by yourself?"
"Um."
"Thank you." Zhang Jun looked around the room, opened the glass door of the bookcase, and put the glass bottle in, so that when he was lying on the bed, he could see it when he looked up.
I smiled secretly with secret joy. I didn't tell him that a few months ago, I was preparing a birthday present for him. I only folded one a day, and each one was the most serious and perfect. Every night before going to bed, I would sit at the table, think about the things between us, write down on a colored piece of paper what I want to say to him the most, and then fold it into a lucky star with the words facing inward. Just take the lucky star apart and you can see the words inside. In this bottle, there are ninety-nine words I want to tell him.
I don't want to tell him directly now, I want to wait for the day when he suddenly finds out unexpectedly, giving him a big surprise. Thinking of his surprised expression at that time, I felt both anticipation and nervousness.
Zhang Jun took me home, walked to the river, and I said, "Sit by the bridge for a while, okay?"
Zhang Jun, who has been silently fascinated for a while, said, "Okay."
In addition to Lucky Star, I also prepared a second birthday present for him, I want to tell him on this bridge where we played together when we were young, I have been in love with him since then, until now, and will always be in the future .