Zhang Jun sat next to me, but his mind was not on me. He stared at the sparkling river, as if thinking about something difficult. He has been very preoccupied this evening, and his intuition told me that it has something to do with seeing our elementary school classmates.
Is he going to confess to me his feelings for Guan He
I thought about it and decided to wait for him to finish first, and then I'll talk about it.
He didn't speak, and neither did I. He picked up a few stones and threw them into the river, only to hear a "thump" after another.
After a while, he seemed to make up his mind: "Qiqi, I want to tell you something."
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"You... Do you remember Teacher Zhao from the elementary school?"
I was silent, not knowing whether to answer whether I remembered or not. At that time, I didn't like him yet. If I remember it, it means that all the humiliation was staged in front of the person I liked, that is, humiliation on top of humiliation.
Not knowing how to answer, I decided to do Tai Chi: "What's wrong? Why did you mention her suddenly?"
Zhang Jun was silent for a while before saying, "I stole Zhou Yun's pen. After I stole it, I threw it into the grass next to the playground."
I thought it would be the worst thing tonight to hear him tell me that he ever really liked Guan He, but I didn't expect it to be even worse. I couldn't even put on a well-trained smile, just stared at him in shock.
"Mr. Zhao is very stupid. If you don't know how to steal something, as long as you are bold and careful, you can do it in person. You don't need to stay in the classroom to wait for the opportunity to commit the crime. What is there to do! An expensive pen, why take a broken pen that is more than one piece..." There was a lot of discomfort in his eyes, but he didn't know how to tell me. The voice snapped in his throat hastily.
There was a strange unease in the silence of the night.
"Qiqi, I'm sorry!" Zhang Jun lowered his head and said in a low voice, as if he was so overwhelmed by the discomfort and self-blame that he didn't even have the courage to look at me.
I suddenly raised my face and smiled at him: "Actually, I already guessed it was you."
"Ah?" He raised his head in surprise, the heavy self-blame in his eyes lessened.
"You don't know your notoriety when you were in elementary school, right? Fighting, smoking, drinking, chasing girls, stealing things..." I looked at him with a smile, and counted with my fingers, "We have no friendship at all, but you He was so kind to me inexplicably, and he took the initiative to lend me his homework to copy; when he was late, he took the blame for me; when it rained, he bought an umbrella and waited for me to leave school together, and said he wanted to protect me. Humph! Rape is stealing! Do you really think I'm a fool? Can't see the clue?"
He looked at me embarrassedly, and the heavy self-blame in his eyes began to slowly dissipate: "So you knew it at the time? Actually, I wanted to tell you several times, but I couldn't open my mouth every time."
I smiled and asked, "Did you just want to tell me this when you graduated from elementary school?"
"Yeah!" He began to really believe that I already knew, and his expression became lighter, "Is it because you guessed that I did it, you ignored me?"
"Yeah! Then what do you think could be the reason?" I suddenly discovered that once the lie started, it was like a snowball, and it got bigger and bigger, and I couldn't control it at all.
He let out a long sigh, and seemed fortunate to finally spit out the stone that had been pressing on his heart for so many years: "I thought you despised me and felt it was shameful to be friends with me, so I later refused to accept Xu Xiaobo, he was no better than me. Where are you going, I didn't expect... But, why didn't you show that you knew it at all?"
"Why didn't I perform? Do you remember? After the math competition, I suddenly had a nosebleed. You handed me the paper, and I opened your hand right away."
Zhang Jun thought about it for a while, and then vaguely remembered: "Yeah! It scared me at the time, so fierce!"
He looked at me and smiled, relieved and relaxed, thinking that I had punished him for many years, and I also smiled at him.
I pretended to suddenly remember and looked at my watch: "Yeah! It's after eleven o'clock, I have to go home."
He hurriedly stood up and took me home.
When I got downstairs to my house, I smiled and waved at him: "Goodbye, have a good dream."
His name is "Qi Qi."
I looked back at him and he said, "Even though it's over, I still have to say, I'm sorry!"
I lowered my head, with tears in my eyes, but said lightly, "Well, I know."
I quickly ran upstairs and rushed to the third floor, and I lost my strength. Hiding in the corner, leaning against the wall of the corridor, squatting on the ground.
In the darkness, he wrapped his arms tightly around himself, tears falling silently. I thought it was a very romantic beginning, and I even thought he had a little bit of a crush on me, but I never thought that there was such a causal relationship.
The next day, Zhang Jun called me and asked me to go out to play. I said, "The mid-term exam is coming soon. I'm going to find Lin Yanyan today and ask her a few questions."
Zhang Jun knew that I had always regarded study as very important, so he had no doubts at all: "Then go and call me when you come back." And he said very considerately, "If you want to concentrate on reviewing this week, we don't have to meet each other. , but, be sure to give me a call every day."
"OK."
"Study is important, but so is your body. Don't work too hard."
"Um."
I could feel that he was very reluctant to hang up, but I pretended not to notice, and he finally hung up.
I'm not angry with him, and I can fully understand that everything is accidental. He didn't want to frame me. Let him see it, so he can only choose not to meet for the time being.
Probably because the aunt who took care of Zhang Jun went back to his hometown temporarily, Zhang Jun didn't know how to take care of himself, coupled with the busyness and tension of the mid-term exam, Zhang Jun, who was always healthy like a cow, actually caught a bad cold. But he never told me, and I didn't know until after the midterms.
When I went to see him, I found that Huang Wei was there, asking for help. If it were Guan He, I would definitely be jealous, but I wouldn't show it. I would pretend to smile generously, but for Huang Wei, I didn't feel jealous at all. very interested.
Zhang Jun was very happy to see me coming. He kept talking to me, and Huang Wei took the initiative to leave within a few minutes.
I questioned Zhang Jun: "Why didn't you tell me you were sick? But tell Huang Wei?"
Zhang Jun made fun of me: "Luo Qiqi is jealous, Luo Qiqi is jealous."
I get jealous a lot! It's just that when I'm really jealous, you don't know, because when I'm really jealous, I try to cover it up more and more, and I never want to expose my darkness.
I smiled and said, "Don't feel good about yourself, I'm not jealous, I just don't like her."
"You don't know her well, isn't it because I don't like her?"
"If you like me, you will naturally like it; if you don't like me, I will walk away, what does it have to do with others? There are so many people who like you, do I still hate them one by one? I hate her because she knows that When you have a girlfriend, not only do you not avoid it, but you pretend to be ambiguous. She doesn't respect others, and she doesn't know how to respect herself. No self-respecting and self-loving girl can do it. For that, I don't like her."
Zhang Jun has a heavy habit and has always defended his friends, so he quickly defended her: "You misunderstood her, she recognized me as a brother, we are a pure brother-sister relationship, she only came to care when I was sick."
I sneered, and I don't know where I learned it from. Nowadays, the way a boy refuses to like his girl is to recognize her as a sister, and the way for a girl to pursue a boy who is not easy to approach is to recognize him as a brother first.
I went to the kitchen to pour water for Zhang Jun, and saw a kettle that was burned out of shape: "Zhang Jun, what's the matter with this kettle?"
Zhang Jun watched TV and said indifferently, "I boiled water the night before and fell asleep in a daze, and the water boiled dry."
"You burn water to sleep, aren't you afraid of gas poisoning?"
"About two o'clock, I suddenly woke up and felt that the smell in the room was not right, so I closed it in time."
He didn't take it seriously, but I could hear a cold sweat. Is this man ignorant of the dangers of gas because he never does housework? I remember the first day I learned to cook, my mother repeatedly stressed that the gas valve must be closed, otherwise it would explode, poison, and kill people.
I turned off the TV and looked at him seriously. He thought what was wrong and looked at me dumbfounded. As a result, I started to educate him about carbon monoxide poisoning and various home explosions. He smiled and nodded: "Remember it, little rascal!"
We chatted for a while, and I think it's almost ten o'clock, ready to go home.
He grabbed my hand and said nothing, but his eyes blinked pitifully and looked at me like Bambi.
I said, "Otherwise, you move to your sister's house for a few days, and then go home when you are healed."
Zhang Jun let go of my hand: "As soon as I catch a cold, I can take care of myself. It will be fine in two days. Call me when you get home."
I thought about it and said, "Do you have any extra keys? Give me one so that I can come to see you tomorrow, and return it to you when you are healed."
Without saying a word, he immediately gave me his key first.
I smiled and patted his head: "Have a good rest."
When they reached the door, he said loudly, "Remember to call."
Mom and Dad's daily routine is very regular. Even on weekends, they still wash up and go to bed at eleven o'clock.
After washing up, I put on the sports clothes I usually wear in the morning exercise, combed my hair, put on a baseball cap, and waited until twelve o'clock when I heard my father snoring, I got up and put a pillow in the Under the quilt, pretending to be someone sleeping.
Carrying his shoes, he tiptoed to the living room, opened the door, first inserted the key into the door, turned the lock in, then slowly pulled the door firmly, and then slowly released the key, so that you could quietly Lock the door.
After sticking to the door and listening for a while, after confirming that there was no abnormal noise in the house, I closed the security door, put on my shoes and ran downstairs, ran to Zhang Jun's house in one breath, and gently opened the door with the key he gave me. groping to turn on the light.
Zhang Jun hadn't slept yet. He was lying on the bed reading a book when he heard a noise. With bare feet, he took out the iron pipe that had been under the bed for many years, and walked out lightly. Just as he was about to swing the stick, the light in the living room turned on.
He and I were both startled, we saw each other clearly, and we both pointed at each other and laughed.
He asked in surprise, "How did you get here?"
"Slipped out. I used to listen to enchanting and them talking about how to sneak out of the house and play all night. After listening to a lot of methods, I finally had the opportunity to practice it once."
"Why don't you tell me? I'll wait for you downstairs at your house. If you come alone at night, you're not afraid of meeting bad people?"
I was afraid to tell him in advance that I wouldn't be able to slip out and let him have a good time, but I didn't want to tell him the reason. I just looked at him with a smile and said, "Aren't you a bad guy?"
He hehe laughed twice: "We have changed our minds, and now we are a good person who couldn't be better."
When he walked into his bedroom, he found the English book upside down on the head of the bed. Obviously, he was reading English just now, but he didn't expect him to work so hard.
I was afraid that he would be embarrassed, so I pretended not to see: "Why haven't you slept yet?"
"Sleep a lot during the day."
He scratched his head and looked around: "I lay the floor, you sleep in the bed."
I was rude, and after urging him to finish taking the medicine, he lay on the bed with his clothes on, and he slept on the ground.
This was the first time we were alone in the same room. Both of us were very excited and kept talking. Later, I was afraid that he would not rest well, so he pretended to be sleepy and stopped talking.
He fell into a deep sleep under the effect of the cold medicine, but I kept counting the time and didn't sleep well.
At five o'clock in the morning, I crept up, helped him make a simple breakfast, left a note to remind him to take his medicine, and after arranging everything, I hurried home.
When I got to the door, I put my ear on the door and listened to the movement. After confirming that everything was safe, I gently opened the door with the key, and quickly slipped back to my bedroom and got into the bed.
At about eight o'clock, my parents got up one after another. I listened to their voices, secretly made a face to myself, and fell asleep peacefully.
After waking up, I called Zhang Jun a few times. He reported to me that he had a good meal and took his medicine on time. His sister and brother-in-law visited him and made him a bunch of delicious food. Dad also called and asked He rests more. On the phone, his voice was soft and sweet.
In the evening, like yesterday, after Mom and Dad went to bed, put on sports clothes, put on a sports cap, and sneak out of the house.
When they got downstairs, Zhang Jun suddenly came out of the darkness, bent down and saluted: "Your Highness Princess, your knight is here, what service do you need?"
"You... You..." I was both happy and distressed. "Are you sick? I think you are very well. I'm going home."
He hurriedly pretended to cough a few times: "I'm sick, I'm sick!"
Holding hands, we strolled the streets in the early hours of the morning, chatting endlessly, but felt extremely happy.
When I went to bed at night, I was still on one bed and the other under the bed, chatting until three in the morning, making my voice hoarse. Obviously I am not a talkative person, and he is not a talkative person, but when we get together, there is always a lot to talk about, and I don't know where we come from so much nonsense.
I saw that it was too late, so Zhang Jun hurried to bed. Zhang Jun turned over, rolled over to the bed, and claimed that by holding my hand, he could sleep better, and sleep better, and he would get better faster.
I answered his rascal request by taking his hand, he looked at me, smiled happily, straightened up suddenly, kissed my cheek with lightning speed, and then quickly lay down, closing the She closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but she held my hand very hard, as if she was afraid that I would slip away.
I was stunned for a while, then I laughed slowly, and my heart was filled with happiness.
I'm not a girl like Lin still. I already know what happens when a girl doesn't come home at night. I also know that a boy of this age is arrogant and daring. He can do anything when he is a jerk. Zhang Jun is not a pure boy, he must know many ways. Coming to get what he wants is no less than the way I know of sneaking out of the house, but he didn't think twice, just gave me the most innocent, clumsy liking.
I smiled and closed my eyes, Zhang Jun's strength in holding my hand was only loose, I felt him move a few times, his soft lips were on my hand, and he kissed me gently.
I was so nervous that I didn't dare to move, my heart was beating wildly. On the one hand, there was a natural joy in my body, and on the other hand, it was an unknown fear, but he just kissed my hand repeatedly and did not take any further action. I was relieved slowly, but I didn't dare to open my eyes, so I pretended to sleep sweetly.
At six o'clock in the morning, I hurried home from Zhang Jun's house and crept into the house, but my father came out of the bathroom in a daze with his eyes half closed.
My blood was so frightened that I was about to go against the flow, but I called out calmly, "Dad." Then I calmly walked to the refrigerator to get a drink, as if I had just finished running.
Dad gave me a sleepy look. Seeing that I was wearing sports clothes and sweating on my forehead, he asked naturally, "Going for a run so early?"
"Well, we want to meet the sports standards in the second half of the semester. I'm poor in sports. I'm afraid I won't be able to pass the 800-meter test, so I practice in advance."
While drinking a drink, I walked into the bedroom, closed the door, wiped the cold sweat from my forehead, and whispered that I was lucky.
Fortunately, enchanting and their rich experience, this kind of thing happened to my parents early in the morning, and I was mentally prepared.
Zhang Jun's physical fitness is very good, and his illness is basically cured in one weekend.
When they were going to school on Monday, the two met in the corridor, and when their eyes met, they were both embarrassed and sweet. Two nights in a row, sleeping in the same room, small kisses, intimate contact, let us seem to have a little secret that no other classmate can have.
As he got better, so did my heart disease. However, since I'm not going to tell him what I've been through because of his unintentional act of rebellion, I'm naturally not going to tell him how my mood has changed over the past two weeks.
Let everything in the past pass away!