The saddest scene for him came a week after their breakup.
The school held a meeting to introduce learning experience. Qiqi stood in front of the students in the entire high school department and introduced her learning experience. Everyone else was reading with the manuscript, but she came to the stage empty-handed and unprepared. With a hint of impatience, he simply finished talking and walked back to his seat. Qi Qi looks a lot like Chen Jin back then, because she has a set goal in her heart and doesn't care about external honors.
He looked at her offstage, sad and proud.
After the conference, she was surrounded by a group of junior high school juniors. At this time, she lost her impatience and looked strangely impatient. When he passed by and saw her from a distance, his heart was full of pain. He couldn't even keep his eyes on her face. He could only look away as expressionlessly as possible, but she smiled happily and waved at him. , called him affectionately, "Zhang Jun!" It was as if he was an extremely ordinary classmate, and there was nothing between them.
His heart was stabbed hard like a dagger.
She regarded the past between them as completely non-existent!
She is rational, generous, and graceful, so well, let him be a childish, stingy person.
He was extremely hurt and angry, no matter how others looked at him or laughed at him, he decided to break up with her, and he would avoid the occasion when Luo Qiqi appeared, and never see each other again! If anyone mentions Luo Qiqi in front of him, he will definitely turn his face. All his friends know his taboos and never mention Luo Qiqi. His actions shamelessly tell all his friends, yes, I am hurt! Just to get away from her.
From then on, until he graduated from high school, he never saw or heard from Luo Qiqi again. He used all his efforts to seal her tightly out of his world.
This time, he was determined to completely forget her!
From then on, until he was admitted to university and left his hometown, he only saw Luo Qiqi twice.
Once was a graduation gala, Luo Qiqi was temporarily hired to be the host. He kept his head down, refused to see her, kept talking to his classmates, and refused to listen to her voice. Not long after the party started, he took advantage of it. Everyone quietly left without noticing. What Luo Qiqi did and said that night has nothing to do with him! He didn't even see what she was wearing.
The last time was after the admission letter came down. In the early morning, he went to run for exercise. On the way back, he ran into her. He wanted to turn around and leave, but in the misty rain, she stood on the bridge, throwing stones one by one. With a vague sadness on his face, he suddenly couldn't move, and even had an illusion that Luo Qiqi was sad for him.
However, he was being affectionate again, Luo Qiqi just looked at him silently for a while, then turned and left without saying a word.
He stared at her back and slowly disappeared into the mist and rain, thinking that since then, she has completely walked out of his life, and he will never be able to touch her world again, all he can do is hope that she will be happy forever , There is an excellent boy who can fly with her.
It turned out to be so hard to hate, just because it was love.
Very sad, but he will not regret having loved this girl and hated this girl.
Zhang Jun returned home, his mind was still restless.
The floodgates of memories were opened, as if the imprisoned flood beasts were released, which could no longer be controlled by himself.
He turned on the computer and searched for songs on the Internet. He wanted to know what the song was called.
Rene Liu's "Light".
He clicked the play button, and the singing sounded, because the sound was good, it sounded more impressive than before.
I want to ask if you still remember my name
When the tide rises and ebbs several times
those years
That crazy romantic day
ah
you come here at once
i miss forever
What's wrong with this irrational
happy for a while
why do i persist
That must be the most memorable thing for me
Zhang Jun leaned on the reclining chair and listened silently.
He has always believed that he had forgotten, but in fact, he has always hidden that memory in the deepest part, no matter how the time flies, the dust of the years will bury it, but it has always been there.
For the first time after so many years, he asked himself why, why can't he forget
Maybe it's not just because those years engraved the laughter and sorrow of his youth, the sincerity and clumsiness of his youth.
Although he was very tired trying to catch up with her back then, it was she who taught him for the first time how to work hard for success. The school and major he liked; it was also she who taught him to chase and realize his dreams. A little girl can persevere for her dreams. How can he not be a big man? That's why he refuses to take over his father's business and insists on doing the garden landscape design he wants to do, and then he will work hard again without giving up after failing again and again, will he enjoy the joy of success after hard work, and will truly Understand what a sense of accomplishment is.
The light she left in his heart made his life more exciting.
Love her and make yourself better!
The mobile phone text message beeps.
He was not in the mood to pay attention, but the other party was very stubborn and kept sending text messages. When he repeated it for the sixth time, he picked up the phone and it was an unfamiliar number.
"Is it Zhang Jun?"
Six identical messages in a row.
He replied, "Yes, who are you?"
"I'm Guan He, I hope you remember me, I have something to tell you."
Zhang Jun was too surprised, "Of course I remember, I'm not used to texting, so I'll call you now."
The phone has not yet been dialed, and a new text message has arrived, "Then you must still remember Luo Qiqi?"
Zhang Jun didn't know how to reply to this message, let alone whether to call Guan He. He looked forward blankly, and the computer's stereo was playing "You came here for a while, I'll miss you forever".
Guan He obviously didn't need his answer, and a new text message arrived, "On your birthday in the second year of high school, Qi Qi gave you a bottle of Lucky Stars. Have you read the words inside?"
At this time, he didn't have the courage to make a phone call. It seemed that he could protect himself at a safe distance. He sent a text message, "What do you mean?"
"It's gone. If you haven't thrown them away, take a look at the Lucky Stars."
He still didn't understand what she meant, and it was a new message, "If you have thrown it away, treat it like I didn't say anything."
"What exactly do you mean?"
"My meaning is clear."
Zhang Jun held the phone for a long time, then jumped up and hurried into the bedroom.
He took out a small black old-fashioned suitcase from the bottom level of the cabinet, with a small lock on the zipper, and the key he had thrown out of the window many years ago. He has never opened it in these years, but after buying the house, he immediately moved it from his hometown.
He found a piece of wire, sat cross-legged on the floor and started unlocking.
I haven't done this kind of thing for many years, and the gestures are already unfamiliar, but this lock is easy to pick, and it opens after a while.
The box was full of miscellaneous things. He still remembered the day when Qiqi greeted him with a smile. He came back from school and wanted to throw away all the things related to Luo Qiqi immediately, put it in a big cardboard box and leave. He went to the trash can, but didn't throw it away, he took it back intact, found a suitcase, stuffed everything into it, and locked it.
He began to take out one by one.
More than a dozen dinosaurs were purchased from the Beijing Planetarium. I originally wanted to keep them as souvenirs and play with Qiqi, but Qiqi didn't like to receive gifts from him, and he didn't dare to give them at all.
In a jewelry box, there was the peach heart gold necklace that Qi Qi didn't want. Guan He picked it up from the trash can and gave it back to him.
Zhang Jun smiled bitterly. Fate had already hinted at the ending at the very beginning, but he had been obsessed with it.
A beautiful photo album with countless photos of him and Qiqi in Qingdao. Qi Qi refused to take pictures, so he could only let Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi take secret photos as much as possible. When he was pretending to be the photo album, he thought sweetly about taking it out when they went to Qingdao for their honeymoon after their wedding, scaring her to death!
Zhang Jun just opened it and glanced at it, then immediately closed the album and put it aside.
Finally, he found the glass bottle with the lucky star she gave him, but he was not lucky.
He opened the glass bottle, grabbed a handful of lucky stars and looked at it carefully, suddenly he understood what Guan He meant—
He picked a green lucky star and opened it carefully.
When he was halfway through, he saw small words on the note. He breathed quickly, but he controlled himself and slowly flattened the note.
"I heard that you confessed to Guan He, and I decided to ignore you. I thought that as long as I ignored you, I could dislike you."
Zhang Jun immediately opened another lucky star.
"When I was standing on the ping-pong table, the thing I was most afraid of was seeing you. I'm glad you didn't show up."