I am afraid that there is a fate between people, whether it is good or bad.
Before Jiang Tian and the others were in Jiangsu, Ji Huanyu was also in Jiangsu, because Du Cheng wanted to go back to his hometown and wanted to return to his roots.
Now Jiang Tian and the others are in Beijing, and Ji Huanyu happens to be in Beijing, because he doesn't have the idea of Du Cheng. He was born as an orphan, and family is not an important intention for him. He prefers a good hospital and good conditions. , a little brighter.
Jiang Ou didn't mention it to anyone before he came to the hospital.
She still remembers that bad night long ago, when everyone in the hospital was turned on another life's fork, five or six years. The relationship between this group of people is like the roots of a knotted tree, but to the bottom of it, the source of everything is just a bad debt between her, Ji Huanyu and Du Cheng.
When she was at her worst, she was once surrounded by those intertwined relationships, and she couldn't get out of the deepest horns. Later, it took two years to take medicine for treatment. Under the guidance, she slowly sorted out most of it, and finally realized that the biggest knot was herself.
Sometimes people are like this, the authorities are fans. When she was in good condition, she thought, why couldn't she see such a simple truth before? When I'm in a bad state, I feel like there is no end to the trouble.
It was not until this year that she heard that Ji Huanyu had entered the hospital that she had changed. It was as if it had been suspended for a long time in a gray cloud and suddenly fell to the ground.
The doctor suggested to her that she could try to solve it from the source. So she received a call from the nurse and decided to see Ji Huanyu again. This time, no one else is involved, and no one else is involved. She will solve the knot by herself.
It was just before going upstairs that she encountered a small episode at the hospital door. At that time, she had just got off the car, and was about to walk into the gate with her coat covered, when she suddenly caught a glimpse of a man in a navy blue coat not far away who was standing by the roadside answering the phone. He was facing here, holding the door with one hand.
Jiang Ou is short-sighted, but the degree is not particularly deep, so he does not wear glasses on weekdays. At this distance, she could only be sure that the other party was a tall, thin, fair, and handsome young man who couldn't see his face clearly. But at a certain moment when he turned his head, Jiang Ou felt that he was speaking calmly and indifferently with his mobile phone, a bit like Jiang Tian, and even she almost admitted it was wrong.
Fortunately, she reacted in time, Jiang Tian did not have a coat of this color, and rarely wore such a thick black scarf. So he laughed, shook his head, and went straight to the hospital.
Jiang Ou hadn't seen Ji Huanyu for a long time. The last time he saw him was in Du Cheng's ward.
That day, the other party came late at night, and he was beaten by Jiang Tian again with a cold air on his body. In her impression, that was Ji Huanyu's most indecent appearance.
When she first heard that Ji Huanyu was ill, she imagined her appearance that night - thinner, paler, and scruffy. Because of the deep hatred, it was also smeared by three points.
But when she really saw Ji Huanyu in the ward, she was still stunned.
If someone hadn't told her in advance, she wouldn't have recognized the person who had been entangled with her for more than ten years.
The "liar" who used to have a good skin bag was wearing a hospital uniform without tailoring, one hand was supported by the nurse, and the other hand was holding a steel cane that supports the ground - in fact, it is a crutch, but the word is placed in the season. On the world, it is too awkward.
He hunched over and took a small step toward the bathroom, only to see someone at the door halfway, and turned his head slowly...
So Jiang Ou saw a pale and puffy face.
It is said that a person's walking posture will affect the bones and temperament. Over time, even the appearance will change. A long time ago, when Jiang Ou and Ji Huanyu had a good relationship, she often heard people compliment her that her husband was a beautiful man and personable. And now, there is no trace of the past in this bloated and sluggish man.
Jiang Ou's belly was full of words, and he disappeared completely the moment he saw him.
For a few seconds, she even fell into a kind of daze, she wondered who this pale and bloated middle-aged man was? Why did she subconsciously raise her hand to cover her face the moment she saw her, and then dragged the nurse to the bathroom hastily, making her posture even more comical.
After a long time, she came back to her senses, and said "Oh" in her heart: This is Ji Huanyu.
This is actually... Ji Huanyu.
Because of such a person, she had a mental breakdown, and she wasted five or six years in the world by grabbing the only Jiang Tian she could hold...
How ridiculous.
Ji Huanyu stayed in the bathroom for a long time, whether it was simply because of inconvenience or because he was not ready to meet people. When the nurse helped him out again, Jiang Ou had already closed the door of the ward for him.
Ji Huanyu moved back to the bed a little bit. He used to have very sharp eyes, which could be gentle or warm when needed, but now they have been drooping, appearing numb and weak.
The nurse helped him onto the bed, adjusted the inclination of the backrest, then pulled a chair to the side of the bed and said to Jiang Ou, "Sit down."
"No need." Jiang Ou said, "I'll just take a look and just stand."
The nurse wanted to stay by the side, but when he saw Ji Huanyu wave his hand, he mumbled, "Go outside."
"Then..." The nurse hesitated for a moment, and then went out happily. There were only two people left in the ward.
Jiang Ou said, "Are you asking me to see how miserable you are, Ji Huanyu?"
The other party still didn't look at her, sitting on the head of the bed with lowered eyebrows. When he was just walking, although it was difficult, he was still alive. Now lying on the bed, the lifeless numbness is wrapped up again. After a long time, he blinked and said vaguely, "Xiao Ou, I'm sorry."
Hearing him say this more than ten years ago, Jiang Ou was always a little aggrieved. Jiang Ou was hysterical when he heard such words in the hospital five or six years ago.
Now that she heard this sentence again, she should be mocking and disdainful, but at this moment, she was extremely calm.
An unfamiliar Ji Huanyu dragged her out of the shadow of the past and became a bystander. She was standing by the bed with her bag, watching unfamiliar patients say innocuous words.
At that moment, she suddenly knew why the doctor suggested that she come to see this person.
Only when you really see her will you understand that things have changed over time, and that the person she liked, bored, and hated has long since ceased to exist, and no one stayed in place waiting to give her an explanation. What tortured her all these years was just a phantom in her memory.
"Is it so disgusting for me?" Ji Huanyu said.
Jiang Ou looked at this unfamiliar middle-aged man, and suddenly wanted to laugh a little, and he really laughed in his heart, and then it became complicated.
She pulled a strand of hair that had slipped by her ear, took a deep breath and said, "Forget it."
It's kind of funny to hate someone like that.
Ji Huanyu raised her eyes, her movements were still slow, but she still captured the emotion in her eyes.
He has been competing for decades to win, just for a little decency. Whether he likes him or hates him, as long as he doesn't look down on him, he can accept it calmly. He once felt that anyone in this world might show contempt for him because of something, except Jiang Ou. Because she will only never see him, or hate him.
Unexpectedly, he saw the last thing in the eyes of this most unlikely person.
Probably... this is his greatest retribution.
He would rather Jiang Ou be as hysterical as he was a few years ago, scolding and beating him with red eyes, and venting his backlog of anger and grievances, but Jiang Ou just took out his phone and glanced at the time, then said to him, "I don't know either. What to say, I don’t want to say what I thought about it now. Let’s just take it as if I just answered the phone and came to see, and I’ll leave in a while. You…”
Jiang Ou was dumbfounded for a moment and said, "You take good care of your illness and do rehabilitation."
Ji Huanyu struggled to show a self-deprecating smile, and that expression fell on his face now, more like a muscle twitch. He opened his mouth, just about to say something.
Jiang Ou interrupted him: "Don't think too much, no one wants your real estate and money."
This is exactly the same as Jiang Tian, Ji Huanyu slowly lowered his head, stared at a point in the void, and stopped moving. He has been a dog for half his life, and in the end, it is rare to find out in his conscience that he wants to give away the things in his hand, but no one wants it.
Jiang Ou gave him one last look and pushed the door out of the ward.
This ward is at the end of the corridor, next to a large glass window. The sunlight in the deep winter is not warm, but the pale white is a bit dazzling.
She took a few steps away and sat down on an empty bench. She spoke calmly in the ward just now, but the moment she sat down, she couldn't help but start stunned. Just like students who have been studying hard for more than ten years, they will always fall into emptiness on the day after the college entrance examination.
It's hard to tell what it feels like, and it's hard to describe whether it's loss or relief. She didn't wake up suddenly until someone sat down beside her and handed a glass of water to her.
"Little Tim?" Jiang Ou took the water and stared blankly at the people around him.
For a moment, she suddenly felt a strange sense of strangeness, perhaps it was because she hadn't sat with Jiang Tian peacefully in such a long time. It was like having a long and tedious dream, and suddenly woke up, her tall and thin son, who always pursed his lips and turned his head, had become an adult.
"Why are you here?" Jiang Ou asked blankly, "When did you come?"
"It's been a long time." Jiang Tian said.
As soon as he received the news that Jiang Ou was in Beijing, he immediately came to the hospital, almost walking with each other. The difference is that he delayed downstairs for a few minutes because he saw Sheng Wang.
Jiang Tian didn't want Sheng Wang to come over, so when he called, he just said something and went back later. Who would have guessed that the other party was right. But he still didn't want Sheng Wanglai to face these old messes, so he even coaxed him to stay in the car and wait for him.
When he arrived at the ward, Jiang Ou had just closed the door. He didn't want to see Ji Huanyu, so he waited outside the door and listened to the conversation between the two.