Sheng Wang suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
It was as if the heart was pinched by someone's corner, and instantly became sour.
To such a Jiang Tian, he couldn't say the word "no" at all. He suddenly felt that he was a little funny. After so many busy days, he was finally beaten back to the original shape by his brother. He wanted to say, "You can do it," but he couldn't open his mouth at all.
For a long time, he just held the notebook tightly, without opening, without raising his head, without even moving. He blinked a few times quickly until the sour feeling penetrated down the blood and was no longer so uncomfortable.
"Yes." He said in a low voice, his voice still hoarse. He pursed his lips for a while, then shook his head and said, "I can't go back if I have this, then I won't be able to get along."
Jiang Tian said nothing.
His eyes are very good-looking, the eyelids are very thin, and the crease at the end of the eyes is not wide and long but slightly raised. When his eyes glanced over from the end of his eyes, he was always cold and arrogant, as if no one was distracted. But when he looks straight at him like this, his eyes are slightly drooping, and there are a few stars that are not bright lights, you are standing in his eyes.
Sheng Wang stood in his eyes for a long time before he nodded and said, "Okay." Then the edge of the whole body slowly eased, as if he was finally relieved.
In those few seconds, Sheng Wang even had the illusion that he and his brother had a tacit understanding. This illusion gave him an impulse, he wanted to say "Brother, can I hug you", but just as he was about to open his mouth, the lights-out bell rang.
He was startled and came back to his senses.
There is a faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus floating outside the balcony. The temperature in late November, the flower bunches have already fallen, and there is still a little bit hidden somewhere, stubbornly exuding an almost imperceptible fragrance. Sheng Wang's urge slowly subsided in the fragrance.
He grabbed the book and stood up straight, and said to Jiang Tian, "Are you going in?"
"Well, it's cooling down." Jiang Tian glanced outside the railing, opened the balcony door sideways, and motioned for Sheng Wang to go forward.
Just now, my fingers were clenched too tightly, and when I suddenly relaxed, it was numb and sore. Sheng Wang moved his joints to walk into the dormitory, and when he crossed the low threshold of the balcony, he was patted on the back of his head.
I don't know if it's to appease or something else.
Sheng Wang was stunned and turned back suddenly, Jiang Tian had already entered the door. He walked straight past the long desk, took the clothes and towels from the closet, and said, "I'll take a shower."
Shi Yu crossed Erlang's legs and sent a message on the bed. Qiu Wenbin clipped the charging desk lamp to the bed rail and reminded: "God, you have to hurry up, the patrol teacher will be here soon."
"I know." Jiang Tian said and went into the bathroom.
"Brother Sheng, why are you standing here?" Qiu Wenbin got out of bed to get the book, because Sheng Wangchu was by the balcony door, and the space seemed a little crowded.
"Huh?" Sheng Wang scratched the hair on the back of his head and said, "Oh no, just think of something."
Jiang Tian quickly came out of the wash, and Sheng Wang grabbed his clothes and towels to pick up his shift. The water vapor in the bathroom was thick, and the moment the hot water was flushed from the shower head, he suddenly figured it out. In other words, he had already figured it out the moment he said to Jiang Tian, "I can go back in the exam".
He just fell in love with someone, what's the big deal? A person's life span is eighty or ninety years, and he is still beginning. The future is so long, so far away that he can't see the end at all. He just fell in love with Jiang Tian during this period of time. I don't know how long it will last.
The future is a straight line, he just crooked at this node for a while, and sooner or later he will turn back. Is this serious
not at all.
The hot water for the day was finally used up, and the water drenched on the body quickly turned cold. Sheng Wang patted the faucet and grabbed the towel to wipe his hair.
He sneezed in the diffused heat and thought, "Fuck it, I'm going back to class A."
At the age of sixteen or seventeen, you are drunk at the moment.
People are watching flowers on the fly, he will look at his brother a few times and get in the way, and he will not lose a piece of meat. What's more, his brother is wood, what is there to be afraid of.
The youth's mind is comparable to that of a June day. When the torrential rain pours down, the dark clouds cover the top, as if it will never disperse in this life. As soon as the rain stopped, it suddenly became clear again, and the sun was shining brightly.
Sheng Wang is Yan Yang himself these days.
As Shengwang's roommate and new back desk, Shi Yu felt the most intuitive.
A while ago, Sheng Wang didn't seem to want to answer the boring questions, and he finished one book after another. This made Shi Yu unable to sit still, and he also took a few sets of questions to compare secretly, and found that no matter how fast he increased his speed, he couldn't catch up with the opponent.
In the past few days, Sheng Wang suddenly became lazy again. Often the teacher carefully lectures on the topic above, and he plays paper-cutting below. He picked and picked out the question banks from the brushed books, cut out a few pages, and piled the rest directly into the waste books.
He stopped writing the questions, and he didn't pay much attention to the lectures. More often, I turn the pen to look at a dark brown leather notebook, and occasionally pull out a notebook to write two lines of drafts. While typing, I will take out my mobile phone to chat with people on WeChat.
Shi Yu glanced at it, and because he glanced too fast, he couldn't see the content clearly, and saw that the first two words of the note were "Changbai". He wondered for a while, but he didn't remember anyone around him named Changbai.
He didn't know who this mysterious "Changbai" was until he was studying at home on Wednesday night.
The exclusive evening self-study for boarding students starts after the day students finish class. People from each class will carry their bags and books to the designated amphitheatre one after another. There is a teacher on the podium who is responsible for answering questions, usually the teachers in the grade are on duty.
The amphitheater is large enough, and the seating is random, not according to the class. Sheng Wang sat in the old seat in the last row as always, Shi Yu and Qiu Wenbin sat in front of him, so that they could go together after the evening self-study.
When the preparation bell rang, everyone had almost moved, and the classroom gradually became quiet.
The teacher in the class glanced around and estimated that everyone had arrived, so he was going to close the classroom door. As a result, just standing up, a boy came in with a schoolbag on his shoulder. The teacher was stunned and said subconsciously, "Why are you here?"
The self-study students looked up one after another, and then there was an uproar.
The person who came was Jiang Tian, and the uproar was because it was well known that Class A had privileges and was not used for self-study in the amphitheater.
Sheng Wang raised his head amid the buzzing discussion. Jiang Tian was talking to the teacher in the class. He raised his head in the gap of words, glanced around the back of the classroom, paused on Sheng Wang for a moment, then turned to talk to him again. The teacher whispered something. Then he walked up, two steps, in a leisurely manner, through a row of tables and chairs.
The geese in the entire classroom, no, everyone craned their necks to follow him and look back. Shi Yu was the closest and accidentally saw Shengwang's phone.
This person's mobile phone interface is unobstructed, just spread out on the table, as if he is not afraid of people watching. On the screen is a WeChat chat box, and the top of the box is the other party's note name. This time he finally saw the full name: Changbai Mountain Sacred Tree
The Changbai Mountain Sacred Tree sent a message half a minute ago, asking Sheng Wang: Which row do students usually sit in for self-study
Sheng Wang replied: The last row.
Then Jiang Tian came, and it was self-evident who the divine tree was. Shi Yuxin said that I really can't understand the nicknames between brothers, what are these things.
Jiang Tian turned a deaf ear to the attention, he sat down beside Sheng Wang, took out a thick book with dark blue leather cover from his schoolbag, took out another pen, and then raised his eyelids and asked the people around him, "What's wrong? "
Sheng Wang opened his mouth and asked in confusion, "Can't you stay on the top floor for self-study?"
Jiang Tian opened the page and made a sound of "um".
"Then what are you doing down here?"
Jiang Tian said without raising his head, "It's too stupid to sit there alone."
"Oh." Sheng Wang's heart moved, and he continued to read his book with his eyes down. After a while, he suddenly laughed sullenly.
Jiang Tian frowned and looked at him, Sheng Wang said, "Imagine it, it's quite a fool."
"… "
Jiang Tian ignored him for a night of self-study.
On Friday, Yang Jing came to them and gave them two forms. He said that the training camp would start next week, and asked them to fill out the forms and prepare two two-inch photos.
"Do you want a photo again?" Jiang Tian said, "Didn't you hand it in before?"
Yang Jing said angrily, "It's all been posted on the wall of honor by the surnamed Xu of the Political and Religious Department. Do you want me to pick it up or something?"
Sheng Wang was going to take a random photo at the photocopying shop at the door, when Yang Jing said to him, "Look for a good one, at least smile. After the test, your photo must be on the wall, don't take it like a wanted order. "
"Oh." Sheng Wang responded in a dragged tone.
There is a printing shop next to Xile, and Shengwang has been flipping through the albums on his phone on the way. He seemed to have ordered "auto follow", and always followed Jiang Tian half a step behind. When the other party turns, he also turns, and when the other party stops, he also stops, without raising his head.
Jiang Tian said "Look at the road" twice, and his left ear went in and his right ear went out. Unable to bear it any longer, Jiang Tian took him to the tree without saying a word. Sheng Wang was stunned and raised his eyes until he couldn't brake in time and his forehead hit something. Jiang Tian's palm was in front of him, and one step forward was the tree trunk.
"You really dare not look at the road?" Jiang Tian said in disbelief.
Sheng Wang couldn't believe it: "You actually led me into a tree?"
Jiang Tian was stunned for a moment, and he began to glance around with an expressionless face.
Sheng Wang followed him and looked around, except for leaves or leaves: "What are you looking for?"
Jiang Tian said, "A straighter branch."
Sheng Wang didn't react, he pointed at a cluster of branches and leaves above his head and said, "This one is straight, what do you want?"
Jiang Tian: "Put it out as a blind stick for you."
Sheng Wang never imagined that his brother was still hurting others now, and he was choked a lot. He imagined that he was pulling one end of the blind stick, Jiang Tian was holding the other, and he wore a pair of round sunglasses... my mother.
"What are you laughing at?" Jiang Tian said angrily.
Sheng Wang's heart moved, he handed out his left hand and said, "Here, I'll give you a human blind cane, do you dare to hold it?"
He saw Jiang Tian froze for a moment, then took his hand back and pretended to sneer: "I still have to think, let's go."
After he finished speaking, he lowered his head and walked forward while playing with his mobile phone.
He has been in this state ever since he figured it out that day.
"Changbai Mountain Sacred Tree" means high and cold wood. In his body, there seems to be a villain who owes his hands. Because Jiang Tian doesn't know anything, he scratches him for a while, and scratches him for a while, like the cat in the emoji, standing on the edge unscrupulous and lawless.
Anyway, it's a false move. Jiang Tian is not on the same line with him at all, and he can never scratch his real body.
However, this idea only lasted for more than a week, and it was shattered.
That day was Thursday, and there was still a day before they left for the training camp. Yang Jing had already urged them to pack their bags. They made an exception to get two evening self-study slips, but they still had to attend the daytime classes as normal.
The last session on Thursday afternoon was the competition tutoring for class A, physics, and He Jin was recently teaching them a part of college physics. But today He Jin went to the hospital feeling unwell, and the competition class brought Zhao Xi to replace the class.
Sheng Wang had promised several teachers that he would definitely go upstairs to listen to the competition class. Although the scene in the alley had passed for a long time, he was still embarrassed for a moment when he saw Zhao Xi in the classroom.
He thought he had hidden the unnaturalness well, but after class, Zhao Xi went to the office to put down the lesson plan and returned to class A, and sat down on the edge of the table in front of Sheng Wang.
"Brother Xi." Sheng Wang greeted.
"Wait for Jiang Tian?" Zhao Xi glanced out the window. The people in Class A had finished eating, taking a shower, and taking a bath, leaving Sheng Wang and him alone, "He was dragged away by old Zhao from the management office again?"
Sheng Wang nodded and said, "Anyway, we won't go to self-study at night today, and we'll wait for him to come back and eat out at Wutong."
"Oh."
"Brother Xi, aren't you going back?" Sheng Wang asked.
Zhao Xi smiled and said, "No hurry, I'll talk to you."
Sheng Wang asked hesitantly, "What are you talking about?"
"Tell me why your kid keeps avoiding me and Lin Zi lately?" Zhao Xi said.
Sheng Wang was instantly embarrassed.
"Hey, what are you embarrassed about?" Zhao Xi's conversation is very ruffian, very different from the class, like a jerk and senior: "I'm not embarrassed."
Sheng Wang was taken aback and asked, "You know what?"
"Almost." Zhao Xi changed to a more relaxed posture, "I heard a little noise at that time. No one left in that alley. Several old houses were vacated long ago, so the dumb and the old man still live there. The elderly go to bed early, It's impossible to turn around at that point, you and Jiang Tian are the only ones who will go there."
"Originally, this matter has passed. But I talked to Lin Zi, I was afraid that it would cause a shadow to the adolescent children—" He joked, and he laughed and said: "So I'll come to you today while I'm free. Let's talk. Are you… scared?"
Sheng Wang found that he had been struggling for so many days, but he forgot whether his first reaction at that time was shock. He hesitated for a moment and replied, "It's actually fine."
"Really or not, with such a high degree of acceptance?" Zhao Xi raised his eyebrows.
"I just didn't expect it, it's a bit unexpected, and then I think about it..." Sheng Wang looked complicated for a moment, and then slowly relaxed: "I think it's nothing."
Zhao Xi stared at him and nodded thoughtfully.
His eyes are slightly lighter than normal, close to water brown. Or maybe it was because the window glass reflected a lot of bright color in his eyes, so that when he looked at it like this, Sheng Wang had the illusion that his mind was completely exposed.
He lowered his eyes, and the book in his hand turned back and forth a few times on top of his fingertips. He wanted to change the subject, so he asked Zhao Xi without words and said, "Aren't you afraid of causing a shadow to others, why are you only talking to me and not looking for Jiang Tian? You and Brother Lin are so sure that I'm the only one who sees it? "
"I'm not sure." Zhao Xi said, "but it's different."
"What's different?"
Zhao Xi said, "You don't know about me and Lin Zi, but Jiang Tian knows."