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Eighteen years ago, a fire completely burned the sacrificial platform. The king's army had already reached the gate of the palace, and a man wearing a bright yellow robe stood amidst the raging fire.
He closed his eyes and couldn't see his expression clearly.
He said, Yunfan, the world belongs to our surname Luo.
This was the last sentence he said. I felt a colicky pain in my heart. I called his name over and over again. Unfortunately, there were too many things destroyed by the red glow, and I could only stand a thousand miles and feel the heat. He watched in horror as he was swallowed by the fire.
Fifteen is a half-naive age, and I'm just that old.
At that time, I was still in a trance, even though the crowd around me was scattered into a ball, the fleeing people were running in groups, and I stood in place and was bumped away by one person after another.
In the haze, I heard the baby's cry, the voice melodious and melodious.
I looked back abruptly, and Zhang Yan ran out with a baby in her arms.
That year, Yongding was born.
(one)
In the year of Yongding's capture of Zhou, the little guy didn't know anything, and was babbling happily all day long. We put a lot of things on the table, including calligraphy and painting, books, brushes, copper coins, antiques, and jade pendants.
Yongding crawled around on the table, amusing himself very much, grabbing and throwing at us everything that was within easy reach of him. Some things could not be moved, so he slapped randomly on it with his small hands. .
Zhang Yan shook her head, feeling rather regretful.
I laughed helplessly and went to clean up the tragedy on the wooden table.
Yongding crawled over, grabbed me, and didn't let go. The strength of his small hand was not great. Once he broke free, it would open. He laughed and babbled for a long time. Eight and a half days.
Zhang Yan said, could it be that what the prince wanted to arrest was actually the prince.
I patted the little guy's head, pulled Yongding's hand away, and cried nonstop as soon as he left Yongding.
Zhang Yan said that the crown prince always kept crying when he left the prince. He was even more kissable than my wet nurse. If the queen was still there... She consciously slammed her mouth shut, but her expression was exhausted.
I comforted her that the deceased has gone to mourn.
Zhang Yan was the queen's personal maid, and she accompanied the queen before entering the palace.
The hibiscus emerges from the water, the sleeves are folded, and the dance falls to the world. The queen poured the emperor's heart, but also poured my heart.
I was in a trance for a while, and Yongding was still crawling around on the table.
At this moment, I couldn't help but laugh.
(two)
I was sitting alone by the stone steps, feeling sad, the sky was white with fish, and the rays of the sun would occasionally shine through the clouds.
I think that's hope.
I secretly contacted several old officials who had returned home from the DPRK, and secretly cultivated various forces. I licked the wounds, and in the dark night, my bloody pupils glowed, and I sharpened my knife.
The first sentence Yongding said was the day I returned home. Lying in Zhang Yan's arms, he moved restlessly, he stretched out his chubby hand, pointed at me, and said something in his mouth: "meat."
I grabbed his hand, and the small hand in my hand seemed to be crushed into ashes if I squeezed a bone. I corrected him: "Call me uncle."
Zhang Yan didn't understand my intention at first, but I taught Yongding many times, and over and over again, she understood.
"Pig~"
Zhang Yan smiled suddenly, and I also smiled for a while, but I felt the stiffness on my face.
I haven't laughed in years
Only in front of Yongding can I really feel that I have put down the burden and hatred.
Overjoyed, I teased him a few more times, and this little guy made me tease him too.
I bought a property in a side city, and at that time I felt that only money made money at this time.
A little snow floated outside the window, and the world outside was full of snow. Yongding had already put on a small jacket. Although his cheeks were flushed with cold, he still twisted his chubby body and ran over.
He walked clumsily and staggeringly in the snow with his arms outstretched, screaming in a milky voice, uncle.
The wind was blowing, there was a whistling sound, and the branches on one side were covered with thick snow.
I patted the hat on his head, I said, is it cold? kid
He smiled suddenly, just as he was about to say something, the cold wind blew into his mouth and he coughed violently.
I looked at him worriedly.
Zhang Yan hurriedly ran over from there, "Master, it's windy outside, I'll take the little master back to the house." So, he took Yongding and walked inside, Yongding struggled to look back at me, looking reluctant.
Yongding can already walk. In the past few years, we have traveled all over the world without a fixed residence, looking for the loyal ministers and generals of the past. In a short time, the world will return. I have always planned this way and firmly believed.
In the spring of March, the sun is warm.
The woman in the goose-yellow dress is in the center of the garden. She moves lightly, swirls on the ground, and she dances with her sleeves folded. The dance is charming. Suddenly her center of gravity was unsteady, she screamed and fell straight back.
The man in the bright yellow robe caught him, and the man's hem was embroidered with a blue dragon pattern.
They looked at each other and smiled.
Tongyun floats in the sky, and Xiaguang has already gone thousands of feet.
I felt a warm touch on my face, moving little by little.
I slowly opened my eyes, and I saw Yongding, standing beside my bed, with his chubby little hands still beside my pillow.
I pretended to be angry and bluffed him, and I said, "Yongding, why are you making trouble again."
Yong Ding is not afraid, he is still smiling happily.
"Uncle, uncle, play."
Yongding loved to laugh since he was a child. His character is really not suitable for being an emperor. I patted his head worriedly.
After Yongding left, the breath that had been suffocating in his heart for a long time was finally relieved.
I sighed, in my dream I saw a woman smiling brightly, like the sun can't compare. The man's smile, I only saw it when I was a child.
No load bearing, no burden.
The old man passed away, and I began to struggle with my feelings again.
(three)
Yongding is now able to run around with his feet scattered, often feeding him a meal and chasing him for a long time.
After the Spring Festival, the weather is still brutally cold.
The wind chill in Yongding is still not good, and I am still planning my revenge.
One day, Yongding was sitting on the bluestone steps at the door, and he stared blankly ahead.
I sat next to him and shouted, "What's wrong? Boy."
Yongding seemed to have thought about it for a long time, and said in distress: "Uncle, where are my parents?"
"In heaven." I pointed up.
Yongding is not too young. He laughed at this answer. It was the age of tooth replacement. He was missing a tooth and looked stupid. I was amused by him.
"Uncle." He looked at me sideways, the stars in his eyes were bright, and he said with a smile. "Could my uncle be my father?"
I was silent, this has been a question he has asked more than once, Yongding is still young, and his desire for his parents has exceeded my imagination.
I think it's time for Yongding to accept the truth.
Yongding loves to laugh at simplicity. I don't want him to be contaminated with the turbidity of the world. If he doesn't have royal blood, maybe it's not bad to live in seclusion like this all the time.
But, as I said, I told it all.
"boom!"
I saw Yongding's surprised expression, Zhang Yan smashed the tea set behind her, and she lowered her head to pick up the pieces.
At that moment, it seemed like I couldn't hear my own words, my ears started ringing, and my mouth opened and closed, but I knew what I was talking about.
The current emperor's dragon title is not justified, Yongding is the real dragon, and King Pingkang killed the first emperor and queen.
This is a dark history, and almost many people know it, but they understand it in their hearts. King Pingkang and I are cousins. The former emperor loved the common people with kindness and kindness, and King Pingkang rebelled.
The sun sets and the sunset hits him. I believe he does not understand, but I will teach him a lot.
I said, from now on you can treat your uncle as your father and Zhang Yan as your mother.
He looked at me with a shocked expression, but more like he was listening to someone else's story.
I was afraid and afraid that I condemned myself, but more than that, the restoration of the country had blinded my eyes.
(Four)
For three years in the Spring and Autumn Period, Yongding has now been dressed in a dragon robe, and today is his great ceremony to enthrone him. I am very pleased to stand aside as the regent.
Yongding was named Yongxuan Emperor, and the era name was Tiangang, which is the first year of Tiangang.
From spring to autumn, many fallen leaves fell from the palace courtyard, melodiously falling, falling into the soil and turning into dust.
My thoughts drifted far away, and I couldn't help but remember.
In that year, Yongding lost the baby fat of his childhood and looked skinny in new clothes. He looks more and more like his mother, especially those eyes, which are deep and intoxicating.
Yongding stood beside the tree and raised his head.
I said, what are you looking at.
With his back to me, he said, uncle, I want that leaf on the tree.
The breeze at the beginning of the month gently blew the new and tender branches and leaves on the tree, facing the bright green on the tree, brushing the dust on the ground.
I couldn't help but stretch out my hand to help him pluck it. I asked him, why are there so many leaves on the tree, why are you obsessed with this one
Yongding shook his head and said, because I only want that piece.
I wanted to ask him, what do you want that leaf for, but he swallowed the words.
Yongding turned his back to me, and his back looked like the emperor's brother.
My heart is slightly pantothenic acid, blocked.
I don't know since when, Yongding has changed, lost his innocence and lost his smile.
Yongding has grown up.
"uncle."
I got out of my mind wandering, Yongding looked at me sideways, his expression was a little unpredictable.
"What are you thinking about?"
Royal brother.
I opened my eyes suddenly, I almost subconsciously wanted to blurt out, but my heart was still blocked, I shook my head, took the wine bottle and drank it sideways.
Yongding saw me without saying a word, and did not ask any further questions.
He said, Uncle, do you have any regrets from the past to the present
I noticed the struggle and pain in his eyes.
I grabbed his hand, gently as he did countless times when he was a child, holding it for fear of hurting it and holding it for fear of breaking it.
I said: I have no regrets.
He smiled, his eyes slightly raised. Showing a mouthful of white teeth, the missing teeth seemed to have grown out for years.
In the past ten years, I have used a king in the frontier who is at odds with King Pingkang, and I have gathered several secret forces in the court. King Pingkang of Xingqing has been on the throne for many years, but he cannot stabilize the power in the court, and there are still many secret fights in the court. So be rehabilitated.
Thinking of this, my eyes are a little dry.
Zhang Yan became the largest female official in the harem, but she still took care of Yongding carefully, and explained that the new palace maids and eunuchs should pay attention to the eating habits of the new emperor.
There is a pavilion in the harem, where the wind is sunny and the sun is shining. I always make a cup of tea and just sit there for an afternoon.
Zhang Yan just happened to pass there, and I beckoned him to come and sit down.
Zhang Yan bowed after a few words of court ceremony and sat down beside me.
I said, "I've been in love with the sight of fallen leaves recently, especially when the emperor is here."
Zhang Yan smiled and said, "It's good that the first emperor has the smallest relationship with you. Naturally, you will have more memories."
I looked at her strangely, waiting for her next sentence.
She continued: "When my mother and I entered the palace, didn't you leave the palace? You are the only prince who has a title and has not left the palace."
I brought the topic, I said, Yongding's eyes are like a queen, the more Yu is familiar with
However, Zhang Yan said that the woman in the palace is like a pair of words and a painting that the emperor admired.
I don't understand why Zhang Yan said this, maybe it was a sudden emotion and he didn't take it to heart.
Zhang Yan is five years older than me, and we are about the same age, but she took care of us in the days when we were fleeing, and she was always by our side.
That night, I had a dream.
From the time I can remember, to when the emperor took me to sneak out of the palace, he bought me candied haws and teased me with a rattle until the emperor ascended the throne and then got married.
The emperor's brother is the son of the emperor, and his children are the most important, and he will marry a wife, again and again, one after another. At that time, I found out that the time my brother spent with me was short, as if he had forgotten me.
The sound of gongs and drums outside shook the world. I hid under the quilt and cried all night. The next day my pillow was wet.
The fire pierced my eyes, and I looked at the emperor brother standing in the blazing fire, his back was so stern.
Flowers can be folded straight and must be folded, don't wait for no flowers to hate.
uncle.
It seems that someone is calling.
I opened my eyes suddenly, but there was endless darkness in front of me. I looked at the sky, and it was midnight.
I finally understand why I support Yongding with all my heart, maybe I already understood, I just use a reason to explain that I am loyal. In fact, I was the stupidest person, even Zhang Yan could see it.
(five)
There are too many secrets in the palace, as well as many secret compartments and cellars. King Pingkang was imprisoned in a special prison, where he was isolated from the world in the deepest part of the dark, and there was only one window that could see the light.
King Pingkang and I are the same age. We have the best relationship since we were young. We always like to stick behind the emperor and chase after his ass.
Fleeting years flies, things are right and wrong, and the confrontation today is something we didn't expect at that time.
The young man was wearing a white shirt and sat in the corner by the wall. He was not wearing a crown, and he looked messy. No one would have imagined how famous he used to be.
"Of course." My voice was a little dry.
He looked up at me with empty eyes.
"reason."
He raised his empty eyes and smiled stupidly. "The world."
Still in disbelief, I looked at him suspiciously. Can power really blind people like this
A strand of hair fell down, half covering his blood-red eyes, and his voice almost trembled. "That year he drugged me."
I looked at him with pity, is King Pingkang crazy
He smiled slightly: "I know you won't believe it. But it's a fact. The reason why I raised the army was that I hated him."
"Yunfan, do you want me to tell you, actually..."
I was a little hesitant, but I couldn't help but listen to it curiously.
"Actually, it's you who he wants to drug."
"Ridiculous." I interrupted aloud, my feet were a little weak and my mind went blank. How could the emperor harm me
"On the eighth day of the new year, he put the medicine in the tea in advance, and then put the prepared tea in your room. Who knows that you happened to go to another palace that day, and I just went to the palace to find you, and the weather was hot and people were thirsty. Then At that time I happened to see a pot of herbal tea on the table. It turned out to be a pot of sex."
I staggered back and was afraid of the cliffs behind me, so I just stood there in a daze.
He laughed a few times when he saw me so happy, and then he was deeply hated. "It didn't take long for your good imperial brother to come in, only to find out that it wasn't you who used the traditional Chinese medicine. Your imperial brother threw me out without thinking at all. When I was confused, I saw a fat old woman putting I dragged into her room."
"How long?"
"At the age of thirteen."
I don't know if I believe it or not, but that sentence keeps repeating in my head.
I felt a little melancholy. When I was thirteen years old, I planned to escape from the palace. We were still young, but we had already begun to plot a rebellion.
I suddenly remembered an old saying, the fate is different, the road is also different.
Something flashed before my eyes, and I suddenly thought of what Yongding said at the enthronement banquet.
Yongding asked me, have you ever regretted it
I felt a little uneasy in my heart, and I said, "Does Yongding know?"
King Pingkang said: "I know."
"The little emperor is not to be underestimated, and his emotions will not be too turbulent at a young age."
I didn't believe it, but I still suppressed the anger in my heart, and remembering the past friendship, I said: "I will confiscate all your property, and you will be removed from the royal family tree. But I will give you a sum of money, in the world. Everyone thought that when you died, you would hide in a small town and don't come out again."
He stared at me blankly, with tears streaming down his face.
He said, Yunfan, you are too kind, be careful that you will be bitten by the little emperor in the future.
I said, don't worry, I'll see you tomorrow.
The moment I went out, I seemed to hear him shouting something.
It's too late, I can't go back.
The next day, a eunuch found him lying on the ground, but when he opened it, his body was full of blood. The doctor said that he seemed to have been dead for several hours.
It's too late, we can't actually go back.
We're all going further and further in the opposite direction.
The fallen leaves outside the window rustled, and the eunuch beside the tree was cleaning with a broom.
"uncle."
I pulled back my thoughts and looked at Yongding's worried eyes, he seemed to call me many times but I didn't hear it.
I said, Yongding, uncle never begged you, this time uncle begged you.
He bit his lower lip, and after a long time, he choked out a word.
"it is good."
It didn't take long for such a thing to circulate in the community. King Pingkang was removed from the royal family tree. On the same day, a new king was named king and buried in the most beautiful way. No one knows who this new prince is, and there are usually no rumors.
(six)
In the fourth year of Tiangang, the king of Pingning in the frontier rebelled, and the pirates ran rampant, and the people suffered.
I volunteered to come forward to accept the order.
In the past few years, Guotai Ming’an and Yongding have handled state affairs in an orderly manner. I secretly thought that after this matter was settled, Yongding would be able to accept the concubine and have a first taste of personnel affairs.
On the day I left the city, Yongding took me all the way to the gate of the imperial city.
Although then he was as tall as me, I held back the habit of not touching his head, I bowed, the emperor, and sent it here.
He lowered his eyelids to hide the emotion in his eyes.
"Uncle, how hard the journey is, uncle must take good care of yourself."
"I'm waiting for you."
Yongding seemed to want to say something, and the minister on the side began to nagging him to return to the palace.
I said, the emperor should take care.
I walked with the team for a long time, and when I turned around, Yongding was still standing at the gate of the city, and no one persuaded me to leave.
The halo was hazy, and I suddenly thought that Yongding seemed to be still so big. He ran over in a milky voice and pointed at me with a chubby finger.
Uncle, uncle, play.
…
My little guy is a little adult now.
We captured King Ping Ning alive.
I'm still the one who takes the trouble to ask why.
King Pingning laughed, and said he loved Zhang Yan.
I just wanted Zhang Yan to stay. He liked Zhang Yan since then when we found him to go to Ordinary, but Zhang Yan still stayed in the deep palace.
I said, you still haven't answered why I rebelled.
But he didn't answer and asked: "There is a secret in the palace that only you don't know? Do you know it?"
I looked at him silently.
King Pingning said: "There was a time when the late emperor had twenty concubines of folk women. The reason why they entered the palace was because there was always a certain part of the facial features and shape that resembled a certain person, and then they formed a figure painting. Concubine Mei's nose. , Concubine Xiao's hand, Concubine Liu, and the Queen's eyes."
"That painting is actually depicting you alive. Do you really think that the queen is favored because of Wu Qingcheng?"
I suddenly remembered Zhang Yan's words, which turned out to be hinting at this.
He continued: "Didn't Zhang Yan tell you?"
It took a year to settle the frontier. During this year, I ate and lived with the soldiers. During this year, there was no letter from Yongding. Sometimes when I was sitting, I would think that if the emperor was still there, maybe guide me. It's not me who will be forever.
It is reported that my eyeliner returns, Yongding began to cut my power many times.
I looked at the night sky and sighed as if it was about to start...
In the fifth year of Tiangang, I led the soldiers back together.
Yongding was standing at the door wearing a dragon robe, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, so bright and eye-catching.
(seven)
Tiangang eight years.
In the past few years, I have been fighting on the frontiers, pacifying Japanese pirates, and fighting for Yongding. I always invite invitations and walk in the front of drought and flood disasters, and I have made great achievements for a long time.
My image in the hearts of the people became more and more sacred, and those who impeached me in the DPRK began to form in droves.
All these years I've just tried to escape from what I know and what I understand in another way.
Yongding will be eighteen years old in a few days, and this time he was waiting at the gate of the city early.
He had heavy bags under his eyes and apparently hadn't slept well.
He said, this time, Uncle will not leave.
I nodded and smiled. "Uncle, uncle won't leave in the future, he will settle down."
He smiled, with a youthful maturity: "It's good."
I said, "I'll stay this time, hoping to have a kid to hug in the future."
His smile froze, uncle, are you going to get married
I pretended not to see his expression, I said, Yongding, you are not too young, and my uncle wants to hug your grandson.
He turned his back to me, stood with his hands behind his back, and said, "Uncle, then I'll be in line behind Uncle."
I wanted to touch his head, and like many times before, I found that he was a bit taller than me, so I clapped my hand on his shoulder.
In the breeze, my heart has little ripples, rippling and blooming.
That night, Yongding set up a banquet and invited me there.
When I went, I saw that he had dismissed a whole room of people, leaving only me and him. The scene in the room, there are two glasses of wine on the nearby table.
I said, see the emperor.
He lifted me up and said, "Uncle, you and I are not outsiders. You have been out for many years and have never entertained you alone. This time I will host a dinner for you alone."
I looked at the wine cup on the table, and I remembered that Zhang Yan had come to see me secretly when I just came back.
She told me not to drink the wine on the left.
Poisonous or deadly.
Yongding asked me, uncle, what happened? what are you thinking
His smile seemed to have some kind of smack on it.
I paled and shook my head.
Yongding said, uncle, how long do you want to get married
I looked straight at him, as if making some sort of decision. I said today.
He reached out and picked up the wine cup on the left, he said, uncle, drink this cup.
I looked at him, picked up the wine glass and drank it.
The most ruthless imperial family, since how long did we have mistrust and speculation between us.
If Yongding is worried that my heir will have trouble with his throne, then I will not be married.
In front of me was covered with a piece of red, I remembered the fire, remembered a lot when Yongding was a child, my consciousness began to blur, and the screams around me could not be heard at all.
Weakening relatives, right
(Eight)
When I opened my eyes, I had a headache, and I stood in mid-air, watching the two men below hug each other.
I don't know when a pair of men in black and white appeared beside me.
The man in white stretched out three fingers and waved in front of me: "What is this?"
I almost didn't even think about it. "three."
The man in black asked, "What are they doing." He pointed to the two men below.
I said, "I don't know. The young man seemed very sad. He desperately shook the one who was lying down. The one who was lying down didn't seem to move."
The two men who were kissing each other looked at each other.
The man in white said, "You don't seem to remember your memories of your life, but that's okay, you don't need to buy soup to save money."
I looked at them suspiciously.
The man in white said again: "Now we're going to cross the river. For a while, you don't care what you see, just follow us."
The man in black added: "There are many temptations along the way, and if you are not careful, you will be doomed."
I nodded apprehensively.
I followed them, I don't know how far I've gone, I don't know where I'm going.
The eyes were gradually covered by light and shadow, and I followed them onto the boat.
In the sky of petals, I saw a goose-yellow woman dancing. She was dancing with her sleeves folded.
I don't think I know her, so I put my head down and don't look at her.
When I looked up again, I saw a bright yellow robe in front of me. He said, "Yunfan, why did you leave the palace to play again?" Come over here. The emperor will take you back.
My heart is slightly pantothenic, and I feel a little sad unexpectedly, but I think I still don't know this person.
I turned my head to one side.
In front of him became a snowy scene, and the little boy put on a small jacket. Although his cheeks were flushed from the cold, he was running around in the snow, panting along the way, wearing a thick hat.
He ran awkwardly and staggeringly in the snow with his arms outstretched, screaming in a milky voice, uncle.
Uncle, uncle, hug.
I almost subconsciously ran over to help him, terrified that he would fall into the snow.
when I jumped out of the boat.
I seem to hear someone say, it's your calamity.