Cheng Yan didn't feel ashamed until he finished speaking, very ashamed.
My heart was beating hard and my ears were burning.
This is the feeling after blurting out the secret. This was a secret feeling that he didn't even dare to face himself.
He stared at Xia Shaoqian, not wanting to miss any expression.
Xia Shaoqian's jaw, which had been tense all the time, relaxed, his expression became relaxed and soft, and he looked very happy - just happy.
Cheng Yan was hugged by him, and the two of them were wrapped together in the woolen blanket.
Xia Shaoqian kissed his ear and confirmed again and again: "Am I unique?"
Saying the shameful thing three times will make you numb, Cheng Yan replied: "Yes, you are unique."
Xia Shaoqian was intoxicated enough, and finally said in a very cautious tone: "I originally wanted to wait until Christmas or New Year's to say it..."
Cheng Yan's sixth sense is extremely sensitive at this moment: "Wait!"
But Xia Shaoqian said it out.
"Cheng Yan, I love you."
This is a more embarrassing moment than before. Cheng Yan just wanted to laugh, very much. Unable to bear it, he still laughed.
Xia Shaoqian's face darkened: "It's the first time I said..."
"It's not the first time." Cheng Yan wanted to stop it for this reason, "I said it before."
Xia Shaoqian didn't believe it at all.
Cheng Yan seriously expressed that there is no need to lie to him about this matter: "When the climax comes, people's control over language is very weak, and it's normal not to remember what they said."
Xia Shaoqian's expression became even uglier: "Did I say it many times?"
Cheng Yan thought for a while: "I only remember two or three times."
Both of them stopped talking, and Cheng Yan reached out to turn the lamp by the sofa even darker. He was very tired, but he couldn't sleep either.
He was thinking about Xia Shaoqian.
If Xia Shaoqian treated another person with the same attitude, would it be possible to get more love in exchange? At least on the surface. Instead of tangling with him at this time.
The thought made him sad.
He should have been ecstatic when Xia Shaoqian said "I love you" solemnly, hugged him, kissed him, made love, and then he could have a good sleep.
Instead of being stuck here, half dead.
Xia Shaoqian still hugged him, not knowing what he was thinking.
After a long time, he finally asked, "You don't believe me?"
Xia Shaoqian is always so smart, he can always see through him. Cheng Yan avoided the sharp edge lightly: "Mr. Xia said that he wanted to be with me because he liked the feeling of me being in a song."
"Contemptuous beauty."
Cheng Yan sighed again: "That is really a good song."
He raised his head, kissed Xia Shaoqian, and smiled half-truthfully: "It's not that I don't believe in you, I just don't believe in love at first sight."
He squeezed Xia Shaoqian's hand, and said in a cheerful voice, "There is a love movie that says, if you believe in love at first sight, you will never be able to stop having an affair."
Xia Shaoqian said contemptuously: "Nonsense. I just know that I can kill anyone."
Cheng Yan smiled.
You can kill anyone, is a famous line of the Godfather.
Their mood is relaxed again, The Godfather is a movie that all men should see. They started talking about when they saw the film, discussing several shocking characters, admiring the colorful chapters intertwined with weddings and shootings, and debating which of the trilogy is the most classic.
"Let's watch it together next time, Xia Ye also likes this movie very much." Xia Shaoqian said.
Then fell silent again. As long as they are not entangled in those mysterious soul-torturing questions, they are always very happy with each other. Cheng Yan thought.
It was already early morning, and Cheng Yan's exhaustion had reached its limit. He finally broke down.
He buried his face in Xia Shaoqian's neck, pressed against him tightly, trying to gain some courage, and then said without trembling as much as possible—
"Xia Shaoqian, I love you."
it's the only way. Whatever Xia Shaoqian wanted from him, he had to give him.
Xia Shaoqian kissed Cheng Yan's lips: "Me too."
The face is finally satisfied, as if a sacred procedure has been completed.
Cheng Yan arrived on the set half asleep and half awake, and the exchange of affection with Xia Shaoqian almost cost him half his life.
Sleeping in the car was not safe, and when I arrived on the set, I had to smoke desperately to help calm my emotions.
When the cigarette pack was empty, he just wanted to ask Fang Fang to go to the car to get another one, but Ouyang Zhiyi handed over a pack: "Smoke it first."
Cheng Yan refused. Ouyang Zhiyi didn't force it, and still joked with him: "Where did you hang out last night? You look too indulgent." As he spoke, he put his hand on Cheng Yan's shoulder and rubbed it gently.
Cheng Yan suddenly became angry, Ouyang Zhiyi seemed to be the root of all evil at this moment.
He stood up abruptly, and dragged Ouyang to hide in a corner sheltered from the wind: "Ouyang Zhiyi, I warn you."
Ouyang Zhi raised his hand with a smile and twisted it: "Don't be so irritable... didn't you like it very much before?"
Cheng Yan sullenly said, "I don't like it. The man who raised me doesn't like it even more."
Walk away after speaking.