Of course he is hypocritical, how could a genuine and sincere person be willing to unspoken rules.
Turning from embarrassment into anger and killing people, the eight characters suddenly came to mind, and they were still bloody and colorful.
Cheng Yan suddenly felt relieved. The feeling of dread that had haunted him for so long was gone.
He lowered his arms and stopped struggling, Xia Shaoqian thought he had been hit, and immediately stroked his back: "No matter what you do..." As he spoke, he kissed Cheng Yan's neck lightly.
If it caters to the ground, it will definitely be another rape.
Taking advantage of Xia Shaoqian's distraction, Cheng Yan raised his elbow and pushed Xia Shaoqian away instantly. Xia Shaoqian was slammed into him and almost fell off the sofa.
"I'm hypocritical," Cheng Yan jumped up and looked for cigarettes, "So you're going to clean me up layer by layer? And then? Are you satisfied?"
He lit his cigarette and took two deep puffs.
Xia Shaoqian sat on the sofa and pressed his shoulders, his face was not very good-looking, and Cheng Yan's elbow was not light.
Cheng Yan looked at him and asked persistently, "Are you satisfied?"
Xia Shaoqian did not speak.
Cheng Yan added: "If you ask me what I want, I can also ask you. What do you want? Do you want me to love you? I love you. Do you want me to obey you? You prove with facts that even if I don't want to, you can Let me obey."
Xia Shaoqian corrected him: "I want to prove that I can arrange a role for you on the premise that I can satisfy both you and me."
Cheng Yan almost fell headlong, and after talking for a long time, Xia Shaoqian didn't see the crux of the matter at all.
He finished smoking the cigarette quietly, and suddenly smiled: "Have you ever thought about...introducing Director Cai and Qin Heng to me at the beginning, and let me participate? I will be very happy...an actor can have a chance It is so rare and lucky to be involved in a creative idea from the very beginning. Many actors may not have this opportunity in their lifetime—I was like this before I met you. Sometimes, I don’t need any surprises... "
The expression on Xia Shaoqian's face was not so much dull and wandering as impatience.
Cheng Yan gently pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, what he should say, what he wanted to say, the real words, had already been said.
"I'm sorry," he said.
Xia Shaoqian's expression really came alive again.
Cheng Yan smiled wryly: "I'm sorry, I just..."
He walked over and rubbed Xia Shaoqian's shoulders: "Is it important? Does it still hurt?"
Xia Shaoqian sighed, covered his armpit with one hand, and held his hand with the other: "Have you lost your anger?"
Cheng Yan nodded: "I like this drama very much, and I will definitely accept it."
Xia Shaoqian smiled, and Cheng Yan felt that that smile was a perfect footnote compared to a V—he won!
The two of them slept in separate rooms at night, and Cheng Yan said he didn't want to do it. In terms of sex, Xia Shaoqian never forced it, and Cheng Yan once felt that this was the biggest advantage of this benefactor. Such a thought that had disappeared for a long time suddenly reappeared this night.
Cheng Yan was not in the mood to cater, and Xia Shaoqian would feel like a corpse if he forced it.
Split rooms are good for both of you.
When Cheng Yan lay down alone, he suddenly found it funny. Three days ago, he never thought of splitting rooms from the beginning of the cohabitation.
As a result, he really laughed out loud while clutching the quilt. Not only is cohabitation ridiculous, even the previous vacation and confession seemed like a ridiculous dream.
He is nothing like himself.
Xia Shaoqian... has always been like Xia Shaoqian.
It's like it's always been the same. Affectionate to the point of numbness, but everything is under his control.
"Cheng Yan, you are too hypocritical, aren't you?"
Cheng Yan woke up in the middle of the night, and this sentence rang in his ears again. Xia Shaoqian turned to his ear, and the airflow and sound got in together.
It was as if a sharp and thin needle had poked the balloon, releasing all the air inside.
Cheng Yan felt that something that made his heart swell had also been let go.
Very comfortable and very easy. He sighed and fell back into a deep sleep.
The abstinence lasted for five days, and on the fifth day, Cheng Yan felt that he had reached his limit, so he deliberately went home earlier.
The nanny was making dinner, and he walked over: "I'll come."
After such a long time, he has already become familiar with Xia Shaoqian's taste. When the soup was ready, he watched the fire quietly, and pretended not to hear footsteps.
Xia Shaoqian hugged him from behind: "I like this smell."
He tentatively kissed Cheng Yan's lips.
Cheng Yan opened his mouth, the gesture of asking was very obvious.
Fumbling to turn off the fire, Xia Shaoqian pushed him into the storage room next door. Leaning against the wall, unfastening the belt while stroking, Cheng Yan asked, "This is the first time... do it here?"
Xia Shaoqian replied: "It's with you."
Cheng Yan put his arms around his neck, only the condom was lubricated. When he first entered, the pain made him almost cry, and he was sweating a lot. It got a little better later on. Xia Shaoqian pushed against him, almost nailing him to the wall.
In the end, both of them were a little unsteady, Cheng Yan hugged Xia Shaoqian and slowly slid to the ground.
So he lay down on the ground and did it again.
After finishing, Cheng Yan also felt very refreshed.
Completely forgot to explore the phrase "with you".