When Xia Shaoqian was hospitalized, Cheng Yan was very gentle and considerate, even to the point of twenty-four filial piety, he had no intention of explaining and concealing his illness. But Xia Shaoqian had already figured out Cheng Yan's temper, and felt that he was waiting for Qiu Hou to settle the score.
Sure enough, after Xia Shaoqian was discharged from the hospital, Cheng Yan pretended to be casual and asked casually, "When did you plan to tell me about my illness?"
Xia Shaoqian was a little embarrassed. He originally planned to use his strength to prove that his heart could withstand even having sex, and then told Cheng Yan. I didn't expect to do it too intensely that day... He was too embarrassed to say such words.
Seeing his expression, Cheng Yan stopped asking, just looked at him: "Do you know..."
Making love can kill. He still felt terrified when he remembered the situation that day. That day he thought about it all night, only to realize that Xia Shaoqian had signs before - quit smoking and drinking, reduced the amount of exercise, and sometimes looked pale, thinking it was all because of this disease, but he hadn't thought about it carefully before, thinking It's Xia Shaoqian who is middle-aged and gets tired easily. He quit smoking and drinking for maintenance.
Thinking of these makes me very guilty.
Xia Shaoqian stroked his hair. Cheng Yan pulled his hand down and shook it: "Oh, Xia Shaoqian!"
"What's wrong?" Xia Shaoqian asked him.
Cheng Yan was unusually shy: "With me by your side, you will live a long life."
Xia Shaoqian only felt warmth and light descending from the top of his head, as comfortable as recovering from illness. He kissed Cheng Yan: "Okay."
It took some time for Xia Shaoqian to know what Cheng Yan meant by "accompany you" - not only did Cheng Yan not go to the film festival, but even his usual work was reduced.
Cheng Yan explained: "It's better to be less and better than to have a full schedule of work. I just have time to take care of you." He really wanted to spend more time with Xia Shaoqian. Xia Shaoqian didn't accept this kind of favor, and felt that Cheng Yan made a fuss out of a molehill, and he was making unnecessary sacrifices.
The two quarreled with each other for a few days because of Xia Shaoqian's illness, and because of Xia Shaoqian's illness, Cheng Yan always had the intention of giving in, which made Xia Shaoqian feel even more uncomfortable. Both of them feel that they are reasonable, and they are both for the good of the other.
A few days later, Xia Shaoqian took Cheng Yan to the roof—because of a heart attack, he later lived in many villas in the suburbs. The most memorable thing on the roof was the character wall.
The characters in Director Luo's movie have already been sprayed on, and he plays the violin with his eyes closed, very calm.
Cheng Yan walked over from the first role, the boy in love, the knight with a sword... A few years passed in a few steps. He understood what Xia Shaoqian meant—there was only so little time, and he should act more while he was in a good state of energy.
Xia Shaoqian hugged him: "I'm not old yet, and I don't need you to accompany me like taking care of the elderly." After he reconciled with Cheng Yan, he felt that his mentality was getting better and better. Emotions are also swept away.
After Cheng Yan heard his words, his feelings were soft, but his will was still very firm.
"I don't want to give up being an actor, I just want to find a balance between work and life."
He smiled at Xia Shaoqian: "Of course you are not old... but I want to watch you grow old."
Xia Shaoqian was stunned.
"I don't want to be too exciting outside, and suddenly come back one day and see that you are old." Cheng Yan said seriously and peacefully.
Xia Shaoqian wanted to smile, but he couldn't. He hugged Cheng Yan tightly, pressed his face against Cheng Yan's neck, and kissed. He was afraid that if he let go, he would cry very hopelessly.
You know, he hasn't cried for many, many years.
He could finally say that sentence with certainty.
"Cheng Yan..."
"Um?"
"I love you."
The author has something to say: the text ends here... LZ is a little sad
Thank you to all the girls who read the text