The night is quiet, there are few vehicles on the road, and the neon lights outside the window are shining.
Yun Zhi, who was sitting in the passenger seat, tilted her head and looked out the window, her flushed face was reflected in the glass window, biting her lips tightly.
How should she explain her behavior just now.
Why didn't Yu Mingxia speak? Was he angry
Yun Zhi quietly turned his head to look at Yu Mingxia, but he saw her staring ahead, holding the steering wheel tightly.
Yu Mingxia didn't seem to care about it.
Then should she apologize first or explain first
Just when Yunzhi was thinking this way, he saw the signal light suddenly turned red, and when the speed of the car had not slowed down, he quickly reminded: "Red light!"
After that, the speed of the car slowed down, and it stopped firmly in front of the signal light.
This stop made the car even quieter.
"Sorry, I was a little distracted just now, and it scared you."
The moment Yunzhi made her voice, she also noticed the red light, and it wasn't too late to brake, but she was in a hurry after all.
"No." Yun Zhi's mind was empty, and suddenly he didn't know what to say after replying.
She thought that Yu Mingxia didn't care about this matter, but now she saw that she didn't care.
"I... I just..." Yun Zhi bit her lip, and without saying a word, she remembered the scene just now, and even felt it.
She hated Nan Qiao's provocation and her self-righteous understanding of her. When she said something inexplicable to Yu Mingxia, she got impulsive.
Can't help but want to prove it.
It proves that she is not Yunzhi before, she really hates Nan Qiao now.
and also…
She didn't want to see Yu Mingxia being provoked like that.
Nothing happened between them, she and Nan Qiao knew each other well.
But she actually kissed Yu Mingxia.
She has no right and no reason to treat Yu Mingxia like this.
Yu Mingxia was different from her.
This was the thought in her mind before the kiss, but after the kiss, the soft touch made her brain go blank, and with the only reason left, she finished the final scene.
After being silent all the way, her sanity still returned, and she remembered—
She and Yu Mingxia were not real couples in the first place.
She was kissing Yu Mingxia forcefully just now.
Yu Mingxia looked at her, quietly waiting for her next words.
"I'm sorry just now, I... was very angry at the time, she talked nonsense and provoked you, I... I couldn't help but want to prove... prove..."
Yun Zhiyu explained incoherently, regardless of whether she could understand or not, her face became more and more red, and she felt that the air in the car was thin.
"Prove what?" Yu Mingxia asked lightly.
"I... I don't know either."
She just felt pissed off.
Angry at Nanqiao's self-righteousness, and even more angry at what she said to Yu Mingxia.
After getting close, she realized that she and Yu Mingxia were not really a couple.
No matter how angry she was, she shouldn't have pulled Yu Mingxia.
But she felt that Yu Mingxia was also very angry at that time, but she didn't understand why Yu Mingxia was angry.
Even she thought that Yu Mingxia would obediently leave with her in the end because she was blindsided by her kiss.
Yu Mingxia pursed her lips. More than ten minutes had passed, and she hadn't fully recovered from what happened just now, but when she heard her say the words of proof, her panic was somewhat extinguished.
In the case of extreme anger, it is often easy to do things that you can't even understand.
Even looking at it now, Yun Zhi's behavior at that time was more like a kind of "revenge".
"But this is my first kiss. Now that we've kissed each other, shouldn't you give me an explanation?"
Between gently skipping the topic and appeasing her, and taking advantage of her confusion to chase after her, this time Yu Mingxia chose the latter.
"First kiss?" Yun Zhi pursed her lips, repeating her words as if confirming.
Yu Mingxia thought she didn't believe this, so he hummed.
Yun Zhi thought of something else.
So after so long, Yu Mingxia didn't remember anything about that night.
The originally flustered mood suddenly turned into another mood, like grievance.
Only she remembers that kiss.
"Red light," Yun Zhi looked up, and said again, "We'll talk about it when we get home, don't chat while driving."
Then, regardless of what Yu Mingxia said, she turned her head and opened the car window, looked out of the window, and her breathing became smoother.
Yu Mingxia pursed her lips, her mood fluctuated, she seemed to say something wrong that made Yun Zhi unhappy.
Is it because of that statement? Think she's too much
After that, the two didn't speak, and the car became quiet again.
Yun Zhi felt that he was very awkward now.
While feeling sorry for Yu Mingxia because of what happened just now, she was also angry because she couldn't remember what happened that night.
What is she angry about? Isn't it normal that Yu Mingxia can't remember when he's drunk
She should tell Yu Mingxia what happened that night frankly, and she could even say that it was evened out with confidence.
But she has a guilty conscience.
She couldn't remember who kissed whom that night.
wrong.
The point should be that she stole Yu Mingxia's first kiss.
The villain in her heart was pulling, Yun Zhi was miserable, how should she explain to Yu Mingxia.
Is it okay to punish her without food for three days
Until he moved the things into the room, Yun Zhi didn't think of any way to explain it.
Yu Mingxia was also distressed.
She handed it to Yun Zhishui, and Yun Zhi said thank you.
Give tissue, Yun Zhi said thank you.
There is no other communication between them.
It was already late at night when the things were moved and arranged.
Yun Zhi made the bed, then quietly opened the door, and looked at the living room through the crack of the door.
Yu Mingxia leaned lightly on the sofa, with a can of opened wine on the coffee table in front of him.
"Why are you drinking because you have a bad stomach?" Yun Zhi ignored the previous embarrassment, went out of the second bedroom, and snatched the wine from her hand.
Yu Mingxia looked at her, pursed his lips and remained silent.
Drink for courage, drink for courage.
It was taken away after just one sip, and the guts were not yet fat.
This will be watched by Yunzhi, her heart beats fast, and she whispered after a while: "I want to ask you something."
Yun Zhi subconsciously thought that she was going to ask about the matter just now, as if to cover up, she took a sip of the wine in her hand, and then said: "What."
Yu Mingxia stared at the wine in her hand, then raised her eyes to look at her, opened and pursed her lips, hesitant to speak several times, and just when Yun Zhi was about to take the initiative to answer, she heard Yu Mingxia's weak voice—
"do you like me?"
boom-
Yun Zhi felt that her heart had been hit, her head was now more empty than when she kissed before, and those words kept ringing in her ears.
do you like me
do you like me
Even she herself started asking questions.
Like it
After waiting for a long time without an answer, the hope gradually dissipated while waiting, did she make Yun Zhi feel embarrassed.
Seeing her in a daze, unable to speak, Yu Mingxia pursed her lips and smiled lightly: "Is it difficult to answer?"
Yun Zhi came back to her senses, her thoughts are in a mess now, she needs time to sort out her feelings, and every word she says needs to bear the corresponding consequences.
She couldn't tell Yu Mingxia's current attitude, whether he was asking casually or holding other thoughts.
Her answer might even cost her the person in front of her.
Like it
If you like it, what kind of like is it? It is between friendship and love as before, and she considers it to be a bosom friend's like.
Still... for love.
This made it impossible for her to face Yu Mingxia's question directly.
She needs time to think.
"I... what I did just now was really too much, I apologize to you, I'm sorry," Yun Zhi lowered his eyes and dared not look at her, pursed his lips and said again, "Actually, we..."
As soon as the words came to her lips, she couldn't say anything about what happened that day.
Yu Mingxia waited for her next words, his heart gradually cooled down, he understood that she was expressing his dislike with euphemistic words.
"If you feel angry," Yun Zhi thought for a while but couldn't think of a suitable way to solve it, and finally murmured, "What's the big deal... why don't you kiss me back?"
Yu Mingxia can only be sure of Yunzhi's feelings, but has no way of knowing what she thinks of him.
If Yun Zhi answered yes, she would confess, and she would not worry that Yun Zhi would stay away from her.
If the answer is no, she will choose to pretend that it was just a casual question and nothing happened.
Now, she seems to be in denial.
After Yun Zhi's voice fell, the living room fell into silence.
Yu Mingxia just looked at her quietly, while Yun Zhi was upset, regretting what he just said.
What broke the silence between them was the ringing of a bell.
Just now when Yun Zhi was packing his things, he conveniently put the phone on the coffee table.
Twenty-three fifty-nine, it was she who set the alarm.
Yu Mingxia also followed the sound, and at the moment Yunzhi raised her hand to turn off the alarm, she saw the reminder on it.
"Mingxia's birthday, remember to send blessings."
It was to send blessings to her at zero o'clock.
"Happy birthday."
Yun Zhi's soft blessing sounded in his ears.
Today is her birthday.
She wanted to be willful once and ask Yunzhi for a birthday present.
Because he found a reason to change the topic, Yun Zhi heaved a sigh of relief, and was embarrassed by what he just said.
What does it mean to kiss back, how could Yu Mingxia be such a person.
Just as she was thinking this way, suddenly there was temperature from her wrist, and before she could react, the world spun around for a while, and when she came back to her senses, she was already lying on the sofa, and Yu Mingxia was lightly supporting the sofa with his hands, looking down at her.
Her pupils widened, and she couldn't believe that this was what Yu Mingxia would do.
She heard Yu Mingxia whisper: "Do you want to try real kissing?"
He was asking her, but also seemed to be answering her.
Answer what she just kissed back.
She had only had two sips of wine just now, but now she felt dizzy. Yu Mingxia's words were clearer in the quiet environment, and Yu Mingxia's direct gaze made her nowhere to hide.
Try it.
Try it.
Yun Zhi heard the answer from the bottom of his heart.
She raised her head slightly, as a tacit consent.
Yu Mingxia leaned over and kissed the girl she had wanted for a long time.
This time it's not to prove anything, it's just a kiss between them.
It's her gift.
Different from the shallow and tender ones before, this time the kiss was warm and lingering, at first it was tinged with the bitterness of wine, and then it was gradually swallowed up.
She opened her eyes and looked at Yu Mingxia, her heart beating wildly.
Her heart called out the name of the person in front of her over and over again.
Yu Mingxia.
Yu Mingxia.
The fragrance of roses accompanied by the aroma of limes makes people feel confused and fascinated. Yu Mingxia's initiative is hasty and fanatical. Gradually, Yun Zhi couldn't tell where he was, he just felt as if he was stepping on a cloud, his whole body was light and floating, as if he was suspended in the air.
A gentle murmur came from the cloud: "Hey, close your eyes."
Yun Zhi slowly closed his eyes, he could only hug the waist of the person in front of him by feeling, but he was almost drowning in the clouds, the person in front of him was the only straw.
Touching her waist, her back, Yun Zhi finally grabbed hold of her.
Yu Mingxia could feel Yunzhi's temperature getting closer and closer, her fingertips moved between her back, passing over the thin and light clothes, there was a faint sound, and the clothes were half untied.
Yu Mingxia opened his eyes slightly, and those suppressed emotions overflowed at this moment.
"Yunzhi, I..."
But she didn't expect this sentence to startle her.
Yun Zhi clearly felt the abnormality in her body, she opened her eyes suddenly, and pushed Yu Mingxia away.
Yu Mingxia was pushed aside by her, and her words of confession were abruptly interrupted.
Just give up the kiss, and the situation of both of them will not get better.
Yun Zhi was too flustered to speak.
"I, I, I... I went to take a shower."
The moment he left the sofa, Yun Zhi staggered, and was quickly supported by Yu Mingxia.
Not knowing if it was because of embarrassment, Yun Zhi muttered in a low voice: "You really don't seem to be kissing for the first time."
Yu Mingxia's kissing skills were so proficient that she couldn't stand it at all. She thought that the other party was as blank as she was in this area, and it was really like "trying" as she said.
But now it seems that this is just her own attempt.
After leaving this sentence, Yun Zhi fled into the bathroom, Yu Mingxia was stunned for a while.
For a while, I couldn't tell whether Yun Zhi's words were a compliment or a mockery.
It wasn't until the bathroom door was closed and there was a sound that Yu Mingxia looked up, and then looked down at his messy clothes.
After a while, she chuckled.
Although not successful.
But she seemed to feel that Yunzhi was satisfied with her.
Even if it's just a kiss.
When Yun Zhi came out of the shower, Yu Mingxia was still sitting on the sofa, she pursed her lips lightly, as if reminiscing.
She closed the door just opened, and Yun Zhi fled back to the bathroom again.
What should she do.
How about talking to Yu Mingxia directly and frankly about this matter
Yun Zhi struggled for a long time, and after a while, he slowly opened the door and looked into the living room.
Seeing that the sofa was empty, Yun Zhi came out quietly.
There is no one in the living room.
There was no one in the restaurant kitchen either.
You should go back to your room.
Only then did Yun Zhi breathe a sigh of relief.
She entered the room, brushing her hair while thinking about what happened just now, and unconsciously pursed her lips.
She seemed to understand why Yu Mingxia said "real kissing".
The previous kiss was too different from the one just now.
"Boom—boom—boom—"
She stopped suddenly, covering her heart with her hands.
Then the whole person fell on the big bed.
"Ahh! What am I doing!"
Yun Zhi hugged the quilt, rolled on the bed and growled softly.
Even though he was venting like this, Yun Zhi could still hear his heart beating wildly.
Just thinking about it makes her heart beat faster.
And since she just left, she hasn't stopped thinking about it.
Her heart rate never dropped.
-like me
Tired of rolling on the bed, Yun Zhi thought of this sentence again.
She looked up and saw the sunflower in the vase on the bedside table, slowly got up and took the sunflower out of the vase.
like.
do not like.
She is going to decide the answer with petals.
But when he picked off the first petal, a voice sounded in Yunzhi's mind.
Will the last petal be like
After a while, Yunzhi put the sunflowers into the vase again.
Find a coin from the piggy bank.
"On the contrary, it is the love of friendship."
"Positive, is the liking that wants to fall in love with her."
Yun Zhi put the coin in the palm of his hand and clasped his hands together.
The moment the coin was thrown into the air, Yun Zhi heard the answer in his heart——
If positive.
Giving the answer to flower petals or coins is often not to be decided, but to let yourself listen to the answer in your heart.
Odd numbers can become even numbers, and tails can become heads.
The moment the petals were picked off and the coin was thrown into the sky, she also had the answer in her heart.
The coin made a crisp sound when it landed.
Yun Zhi was silent for a while, and then raised his hand to turn the other side of the landing.
—It is the liking that wants to fall in love with her.
She used to think that she would be brave and frank in the face of all feelings, and success or failure was no big deal.
Now, she doesn't seem to be like that.
She will worry and hesitate.
Will be afraid of losing Yu Mingxia as a friend.
Yun Zhi couldn't tell if the courage disappeared with age, or if he cared too much.
Or maybe her previous experience made her worry too much.
"Yu Mingxia."
Yunzhi called her name softly.
Tossing and turning, Yun Zhi got up and wanted to get a glass of water to drink.
The light in the living room was still on, but no one was there.
Yun Zhi took a deep breath and walked towards the master bedroom.
But before she arrived, she stopped in front of the second bedroom door.
She remembered what Yu Mingxia said to her.
What's in here is important.
The importance that she can't see, Yun Zhi can only find one thing from the contact with Yu Mingxia.
About the person Yu Mingxia likes.
The moment this idea popped up, my heart, which was unable to calm down before, calmed down a little.
Yun Zhi stopped in front of the door, and uncontrollably raised her hand towards the doorknob, just as she was about to turn it.
She heard Yu Mingxia's voice—
"Yunzhi."
The voice was a little hurried and flustered.
Are you more panicked than when you just kissed her
Yun Zhi didn't know either.
She didn't move.
When Yu Mingxia came out of the bathroom, he saw Yun Zhi was about to open the door of the small study.
Yun Zhi adjusted his mood and smiled as usual: "Why, are you so nervous? Last time you said something very important, it couldn't be about the person you liked before, right?"
Yu Mingxia pursed his lips and remained silent.
She wasn't sure if Yun Zhi would be happy and touched, or if she would feel burdened.
She never thought of relying on this secret love to make Yunzhi feel sorry for her.
Her secret love doesn't need Yun Zhi to pay for it.
Yu Mingxia's silence was like pouring cold water on her.
She is awake.
Although I said before to help each other and forget the people I liked before.
But obviously, Yu Mingxia never forgot.
Don't like her, like me.
Yun Zhi couldn't say that.
"Yun Zhi, should we..."
Maybe it was because his voice was too weak, Yu Mingxia's words were covered by Yun Zhi's voice.
she says-
"We're even, so it's an account for you, right? Let's just pretend that what happened tonight never happened."
Originally, she wanted to say that she was still a good friend, but she couldn't say the next few words.
That's good, at least we won't be embarrassed when we meet tomorrow.
Yun Zhi's words were like a basin of cold water to her, extinguishing the rising expectations in her heart.
Yun Zhi is not much better.
After finally confirming my feelings, I remembered that the other party still has someone he likes.
"I'm going to bed first, and you go to bed early too, good night."
After saying this, Yunzhi went to his room.
The moment the door was closed, she saw Yu Mingxia still standing in the same position as before.
In the middle of the night, in the dark.
Yun Zhi, who was tossing and turning, finally accepted the fact that she couldn't sleep, lying flat on the bed, staring at the ceiling through the faint light shining in from the window.
After a while, she suddenly sat up irritably.
After a while, she rubbed her hair fiercely, then patted the quilt again, and finally supported her head with her hands, her face full of despair.
"Are you sick? You like her, but it's not that she likes you. Why are you angry with her?"
Still say that.
The moment you turn around is really cool.
However, how can you chase after such a clean sheet.
Embarrassed by thinking like this, another voice appeared in my heart——
What are you chasing after, get out as soon as you don't like it deeply, she can't forget others, but she kissed you.
This is scumbag behavior.
— Don't call her a scumbag, Yu Mingxia can't be a scumbag.
Yun Zhi felt that his whole body was being torn apart, divided into two halves, and he was still talking non-stop.
If it's scum, it's her scum, aside from that drunken superficial touch, this time it was her who moved her mouth first.
Yu Mingxia helped her, but she never helped Yu Mingxia.
Since Yu Mingxia said that she wanted to forget that person, and she also promised to help, now that Yu Mingxia is like this, she is also responsible.
Yu Mingxia could do nothing wrong.
Yun Zhi recalled the feeling just now.
A little sour and envious.
I envy that girl who Yu Mingxia has liked for many years.
She is very curious now, what kind of person is able to be liked by Yu Mingxia for so long.
And how much Yu Mingxia still has feelings for her now.
What was Yu Mingxia thinking when they kissed just now, did he have a crush on her
Suddenly Yun Zhi remembered what she had asked Yu Mingxia before.
I just remembered that Yu Mingxia had answered her question about whether he liked her.
No, she couldn't end it before it started.
It's been a long time before, and she didn't like Yu Mingxia at that time, maybe Yu Mingxia has changed now
No, it's more terrifying if it changes.
Who can do two things at once
—Didn't you say before that if I really fell in love with you, you would pay me back yourself
No, no, you can't say that, you have to be in love with each other to fall in love, if that's the case, you might as well put a knife on her neck and ask her if she's in love.
The only way she can accept is to wait for Yu Mingxia to forget about that person before starting with her.
In the dark night, Yun Zhi fell into a tangle.
Shouldn't she recognize her own heart, and it's better to treat this relationship as friendship if she is ignorant.
After repeated tangled thoughts, Yunzhi gradually fell asleep.
In the few seconds before falling asleep, a voice sounded from the bottom of Yunzhi's heart——
Try it, try to make Yu Mingxia like you too.