"What are you thinking?"
Yu Mingxia pulled out the dining chair and sat down beside her and asked.
"I was thinking, why are you so nice."
Yun Zhi looked at her directly, Yu Mingxia was a little overwhelmed, since she woke up in the morning, she became strange.
Compliments are too blunt.
Yu Mingxia was silent for a few seconds, then asked cautiously: "Do you have anything to say?"
Although Yunzhi treated her very well in the past, his attitude was far from what it is today.
Especially after she said yesterday that nothing happened.
Yun Zhi raised his lips and shook his head.
She seemed to scare Yu Mingxia just now, is it because she has changed too much
Definitely is.
So she coughed twice, changed the subject and said, "How do you want to spend your birthday today?"
"Are you staying with me today?" Yu Mingxia asked back.
"Of course," Yun Zhi pouted, "Don't you want me to accompany you?"
"Thinking about it," Yu Mingxia said again, "but didn't you say you had something to do on Saturday?"
"That's right, isn't it a big deal to celebrate your birthday with you?" Yun Zhi smiled, raised his hand to hold the fried dumplings on the table with silver chopsticks, and muttered, "I have arranged this matter in my plan before. Yes, but I didn't tell you."
—It is a big deal to spend your birthday with you.
Yu Mingxia looked down at the silver chopsticks in her hand picking up a fried dumpling whose surface was fried golden yellow, recalling what she had just said in his head.
The silver chopsticks passed before her eyes, and she saw the golden fried dumpling fall into the bowl in front of her.
She raised her eyes and saw Yun Zhi seriously choosing fried dumplings, and then there was another piece in her bowl.
Yu Mingxia eats little in the morning on weekdays, and usually a sandwich can solve the problem, but today she made a lot of different foods, so that she can see Yunzhi's dietary preferences.
When Yun Zhi saw Yu Mingxia started to eat the food he had put in for her, the corners of Yun Zhi's lips smiled wider.
Yu Mingxia lowered his eyes, lightly biting the fried dumplings, eating gracefully and slowly.
I don't know if the filter is too big, but Yun Zhi always feels that Yu Mingxia in front of him is very cute.
He obediently ate the food she picked up, and the whole person was quiet.
As if to verify, Yun Zhi tried to serve her a bowl of porridge again, and handed it to her.
In the same way, Yu Mingxia just said thank you softly, then gently stirred the porridge with a spoon, and put it into his mouth.
Yu Mingxia knew that Yun Zhi was watching her, and his gaze kept on her.
After drinking a quarter of the porridge, Yu Mingxia raised his eyes and asked softly, "Is there something on my face?"
Yun Zhi shook his head, put down the silver chopsticks in his hand, looked into her eyes and smiled: "Yu Mingxia, you are just so good."
So good
Yu Mingxia discovered that the words Yun Zhi used to describe her were words that no one had ever said to her before.
She was cute before, but now she is obedient.
But seeing her so happy, Yu Mingxia didn't reject this description, and just asked her:
"Where is it?"
"Just now, and also before, you can eat whatever I put in for you. Do you have any taboos or favorites?" Yun Zhi was curious.
Yu Mingxia didn't like to eat oily things in the morning before, but later he and Yunzhi often dined together, and this habit was changed unconsciously.
"I like everything you give."
Slowly, Yu Mingxia said these words.
Yun Zhi paused, looking into her eyes.
Yu Mingxia said again: "What you handed over must be what you think is delicious, I have no reason not to like it."
"Oh, that's it." Yunzhi felt lost for a moment, and then said, "Then I'll pass you the durian next time."
Yu Mingxia froze.
Yu Chuxue has a special liking for durians, and every time she wants to get her to eat together, but she can accept a lot of food, but durians are the only ones that make her daunting.
"Eat?" Yun Zhi's eyes flashed with complacency, and he tilted his head to stare at her.
That looks like saying: Didn't you say that you like everything I give you
But what Yunzhi didn't expect was that Yu Mingxia nodded:
"Well, try next time."
Yun Zhi was stunned for a few seconds before reacting.
She... She seems to be planning to chase Yu Mingxia.
Did he seem to be embarrassing her just now
"Ahem, actually I don't like eating durians either, I just said it casually." Yun Zhi explained, trying to erase Yu Mingxia's memory.
"Well, then don't eat."
Yunzhi: "..."
It can't be blamed that she always forgets her purpose, Yu Mingxia is so easy to talk, she will agree with everything, she can easily think of teasing her.
sin sin.
You know, Yu Mingxia won't like you if you are like this.
"Are you still eating?" Yun Zhi asked.
Yu Mingxia shook his head: "No."
"Then I'll clean it up," Yun Zhigang said when he saw Yu Mingxia was about to get up, "I'll do it, I'll do it, just put it in the dishwasher, I can do it."
Seeing her serious expression, he was also worried that she would feel uncomfortable, so he wanted to find something to do, Yu Mingxia didn't get up again, and nodded.
Yun Zhi stacked the empty dishes and carried them towards the kitchen.
I meditated in my heart.
Show Yu Mingxia his excellent qualities.
In addition to being good-looking, he is also diligent.
Yu Mingxia looked at Yunzhi's back, and the feeling of weirdness in her heart was stronger. She seemed to be different from before, but she seemed to be the same as before.
But thinking about what Yun Zhi said before, he no longer has any doubts.
According to Yun Zhi's thinking, she might feel that she should get along well after moving in, so she is closer than before.
In the end, I was thinking too much.
After all, she asked last night, and Yun Zhi also denied it.
It cannot be changed overnight.
Yu Mingxia sighed, desperately longing for possession and had the illusion that being friends is good, at least now Yunzhi doesn't like Nan Qiao, and there is no one else around her. After a long time, maybe she will be able to see herself.
Haste makes waste, haste makes waste.
Yu Ming Xia silently read.
Suddenly, a broken voice came from the kitchen, interrupting Yu Mingxia's thoughts, and without thinking about anything else, Yu Mingxia walked towards the kitchen.
As soon as he entered the door, he saw Yun Zhi squatting on the ground, reaching out to pick up the pieces of ceramic bowls on the ground.
"Don't move." Yu Mingxia hurriedly stopped her.
Yun Zhi really stopped, turned to look at her nervously: "Is it very expensive?"
"..." Yu Mingxia didn't know whether to laugh or cry, what she was worried about was the bowl, she helped Yun Zhi up from the ground, looked at her, and was relieved when she saw that she was not injured, "Just use a broom."
Standing aside, Yun Zhi saw Yu Mingxia handling the pieces of the ceramic bowl with a broom.
She remembered that this scene had happened before.
It's just that the two have switched identities now.
"I... I just opened the dishwasher, accidentally touched it, and fell to the floor." Yun Zhi didn't know whether this set of dishes was important or expensive to her, and explained carefully.
"It's my fault that I didn't put it away before." Yu Mingxia dumped all the debris into the trash can and replied.
Yun Zhi pursed her lips, she seemed to be pretending to be smart.
Yunzhi felt a very strange feeling.
She was afraid that Yu Mingxia would be angry.
But she clearly knew that Yu Mingxia would not care about such things at all.
But she still worries.
It's happened before, but not as strong as it is now.
"What are you thinking?" Seeing her in a daze, Yu Mingxia waved his fingers in front of her eyes.
Yun Zhi's gaze rested on her slender and fair fingers, and he whispered, "I was wondering if you would be angry."
Yu Mingxia was stunned, and then smiled again: "Why should I be angry?"
"Did I do something to make you think I was easily offended?"
Yun Zhi shook his head, and said again: "Do you think I'm stupid?"
Yu Mingxia didn't quite understand what happened to her today, but her expression didn't look very happy, which made Yu Mingxia couldn't help feeling bad.
"If you are stupid, then there are no smart people in this world." Yu Mingxia rubbed her hair and said soothingly.
"Hoo," Yun Zhi said with a bitter face, and hugged Yu Mingxia extremely quickly the moment Yu Mingxia raised his hand to rub her hair, "I'm so stupid, I can't even clean a bowl."
Yu Mingxia's body froze.
She felt Yun Zhi's breath against her neck, and the voice of grievance was close to her ears.
As if seeking comfort, Yun Zhi hugged her tightly.
But when Yu Mingxia thought of that night when Yun Zhi was sad, he hugged her with great strength. The scene at that time was vivid in his memory, and Yun Zhi was very similar to that at that moment.
The difference is that at that time she took the initiative to hug Yun Zhi comfortingly, but at this moment it was Yun Zhi who took the initiative.
To make her take the initiative to hug and seek comfort, I think it should be extremely sad.
Yun Zhi hugged Yu Mingxia without moving, she felt Yu Mingxia's stiffness.
I couldn't help thinking in my heart, was she too sudden and Yu Mingxia didn't know how to react
With such a big living person hugging her, does she still have the heart to think about anything else
No, no, she must be too impulsive.
Just when Yun Zhi was thinking like this and was about to let go of Yu Mingxia, Yu Mingxia hugged her back with very light force, and patted her back lightly.
Yun Zhi heard her softly murmuring: "Why do you say I'm stupid? I didn't put the bowls away properly, and you didn't know it beforehand. If you say I'm stupid, then I'm stupid."
Yu Mingxia's voice was very soft, but there was a kind of magic that seemed to surround her ears. The normally gentle voice sounded a little more doting now.
She doesn't feel stupid.
She just wanted to find a chance to hug her. Physical contact can only be useful if hugs are used. Holding hands is definitely not as effective as hugging.
Why
Because she put on perfume when she got up, it didn't work when she braided her hair, which should help.
At first Yu Mingxia really just wanted to comfort her and hug her back, but gradually she was reluctant to let go.
Her fragrance and her temperature made Yu Mingxia reluctant to let go.
Both of them were thinking about something in their hearts, neither of them spoke, nor did they let go of each other.
In the end, it was Yu Mingxia who was worried about being noticed, so he took the initiative to let go of her, and said softly, "I won't be angry with you, and don't feel stupid, okay?"
Yun Zhi nodded dully.
She didn't know if Yu Mingxia was tempted, she only knew that she seemed to like Yu Mingxia more just now.
Like her warm embrace, like her gentle comfort.
It must be a pleasure to fall in love with her.
"Who was that person you liked before? Who is so ignorant of good and evil, who is so gentle and beautiful like you, who dare not like you, it's too hateful."
Yun Zhi felt angry when she thought of this, if it wasn't for this person, she wouldn't be afraid to confess now, Yu Mingxia still has that person's things at home, so she must be in her heart.
And the relationship from junior high school to the present.
She dare not bet.
Rather than trying to get Yu Mingxia to agree to be with her casually now, she wants them to be together again after Yu Mingxia likes her wholeheartedly.
Such feelings are enough insurance.
She doesn't want fast-food love, she wants a long-term and stable love with only each other in her heart.
Of course, although she didn't think Yu Mingxia was someone who would agree to her casually.
And now Yu Mingxia's gentle treatment of her must be based on friendship.
After all, from the first time the two met, Yu Mingxia was always a gentle person, and his attitude towards her has never changed.
And halfway through, she asked Yu Mingxia narcissistically several times if she liked her, but the answers she got were always negative.
So, Yu Mingxia has no chance of falling in love with her.
It can never be love at first sight.
As a designer, Yu Mingxia must have met a lot of good-looking people, so she shouldn't be that special.
"If you have a chance, you can ask her?" After a while, Yu Mingxia answered her.
Yunzhi: "..."
Is this meant to introduce them to each other
"Didn't you say you wanted to forget her before? Why does it feel like you don't mean to forget her at all," Yun Zhi muttered softly, "You can look at other people, there are so many girls worthy of liking in this world, why should you always like someone .”
Different from the casual attitude before, Yun Zhi is really anxious now, Yu Mingxia doesn't forget her predecessors, she can't go in, and...
If it's a relationship, she might not be able to accept that Yu Mingxia still likes others.
It's useless to think about falling in love with Yu Mingxia no matter how much she likes her, she can wait for Yu Mingxia to completely forget that person before confessing, she can find a way to make Yu Mingxia fall in love with her, but if she is falling in love with her, there are other people in her heart.
Yunzhi can't do it.
Thinking of this, Yun Zhi's heart overflowed with sourness.
The useless self-esteem came out to make trouble again.
Although Yu Mingxia knew that Yun Zhi didn't mean to persuade him to give up on her, but when she heard her say that, she still felt sad, like being rejected again or saying that she wasn't worth it.
But she didn't want to directly reject Yun Zhi's "kindness" and make her angry and disappointed, so she lowered her eyes and pursed her lips, and replied in a low voice: "Let's talk."
Unexpectedly, Yun Zhi was still angry, the moment she finished speaking, Yun Zhi looked at her disappointedly, and then said lightly: "Oh."
Looking up again, Yun Zhi had already left the kitchen.
Yu Mingxia stayed where she was, looking down, a fragment of a ceramic bowl was left in the corner of the marble floor, which she hadn't cleaned just now.
She bent down and picked up the pieces, throwing them in the trash.
Recalling the scene just now in my mind, I suddenly regretted—
Should have followed her.
Yun Zhi returned to the bedroom, locked the door, and lay down on the big bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
After a while, she said to herself: "Why is it so difficult to chase people?"
Although there was an experience of liking someone before, in fact, because he was too familiar, Yun Zhi didn't try to find a way to chase after him, and confessed and waited with a heart of letting nature take its course.
And the two situations are simply not comparable.
She knew from the very beginning that Yu Mingxia had Bai Yueguang, and she had always been gentle and generous to her. She broke the rules first, so how could she blame others for not forgetting Bai Yueguang.
"I'm so envious, so jealous, so sad, oh," Yun Zhi looked at the ceiling and said to himself, and then remembered her attitude just now, "Oh what, can you talk, I should have acted coquettishly just now."
Yun Zhi sighed.
The mood at that moment was too complicated, fleeing the scene was her only thought at that time.
The hands and hugs that were held with great difficulty before are all cleared now.
What's the use of self-esteem, it's good to be coquettish.
—Stop talking, forget about her, how good it is to start a new life.
You learn a lot from a pit, and you must remember to act like a baby next time.
What happened today made Yunzhi realize his shortcomings, especially in mentality.
In order to improve next time, Yun Zhi opened the memo and wrote down today's experience.
Only then exit the software with satisfaction.
Although she has no experience, she can borrow the experience of others.
Yunzhi sat up from the bed, opened the search software, and entered in the input box —
[The person I like has Bai Yueguang, how should I chase after him?]
The following answer: [You must wait for the other party to come out before chasing, otherwise both parties will be sad, whether they are together or not. People who came here said so.]
—It seems that I am still sober, but fortunately I did not confess.
[Stop chasing her, give up, there must be a reason why she is called Bai Yueguang. Even if you catch up, Bai Yueguang is still Bai Yueguang. When you fall in love, the other party secretly compares you with Bai Yueguang. After breaking up, the other party still misses Bai Yueguang. Why bother, wouldn't it be nice to find someone who doesn't have white moonlight to fall in love with?]
-dark! You can't give up halfway in life, you have to stick to it from the beginning to the end.
[Don't chase after him. The white moonlight in your heart can be with you, which means that the other party is not a deep-feeling and single-minded person. Instead of relying on being moved to get feelings, it is better to improve yourself and make yourself so good that you can chase after the other party.]
— makes sense. But I seem to be pretty good too, why didn't Yu Mingxia think about it? Looks like I have to work a little harder.
…
Yun Zhi looked at the relevant answers above, and judged one of them in his heart, sorted through and found a few useful ones, and copied them to the memo.
Afterwards, Yun Zhi remembered that she should have a military advisor with emotional experience.
Yun Zhi found Jiang Yuan'an's chat box and sent "Are you there?"
Jiang Yuan'an: [I'm still alive now, I won't know in two days.]
Yun Zhi, who was entering the content and was about to ask Jiang Yuan'an for advice, paused, then deleted all the input content, and replied to her: [What's wrong?]
Jiang Yuan'an: [We broke up.]
Yun Zhi was full of question marks when he saw the news.
[Didn't you reconcile yesterday?]
Jiang Yuan'an: [Well, it was assigned two hours ago.]
When seeing Jiang Yuan'an's news, Yun Zhi's previous thought of asking her how to chase people faded away.
[Have you shared too frequently recently?]
In the past, it was once a month, or once a week or two, and there was almost no case of one point a day.
Jiang Yuan'an: [Yesterday, I took the initiative to ask her to pick me up, which is what I asked for. This morning, I felt that she was a little absent-minded, so I couldn't help but ask her a few words, and then I quarreled for some reason. After that I broke up with her and she left.]
Yun Zhi: [Same as before?]
Jiang Yuan'an: [It's not the same, I haven't really quarreled before, but now I feel that she seems to have changed.]
Jiang Yuan'an: [Sometimes feelings seem to be like this. After the seven-year itch, there are still countless seven years, countless days and nights, and countless possibilities to say goodbye to the past. A possible breakup is also a relief for her.]
Even though I have heard Jiang Yuan'an say this a lot in the past, I still feel worried when I hear it again.
Yun Zhi: [Are you at home? I will accompany you.]
Jiang Yuan'an: [No need, didn't you say that today is Yu Mingxia's birthday? You can spend more time with her, wish her a happy birthday for me, and give her a gift later.]
Jiang Yuan'an: [I asked a friend to sing and I'm ready to go out, don't worry about me, maybe tomorrow I will come to tell you the news of my reconciliation, haha.]
Jiang Yuan'an: [Accompany Yu Mingxia to spend his birthday well! Don't blame me for not reminding you, a high-quality woman like Yu Mingxia can't be found even with a lantern.]
Yun Zhi originally wanted to ask Jiang Yuan'an how to chase someone, but seeing that she was in a bad mood, he didn't mention it again.
After replying to Jiang Yuan'an, Yun Zhi sent another message to Zhu Qingmeng.
I didn't expect that Zhu Qingmeng would reply to the message in seconds like Jiang Yuanan. Yun Zhi put the phone under the pillow and thought about it carefully. Jiang Yuanan's reaction seemed to be the same as before.
Only then was he relieved.
Yun Zhifa was in a daze for a while, she had never been in a relationship before, and now she was curious whether it was a painful breakup even in a relationship.
"Boom—"
The knock on the door brought back Yun Zhi's thoughts.
The previous emotions had almost dissipated, and she booked a private room for the evening, and it was still early. I don't know if Yu Mingxia likes to be lively or quiet.
While thinking about her, he walked to the door and opened it.
"I just peeled an apple. It's very sweet and crisp. Would you like to try it?"
Yu Mingxia stood in front of the door, holding a fruit plate with sliced apples inside.
For some reason, Yun Zhi suddenly wanted to answer the question she was thinking just now.
If the love partner is Yu Mingxia, there shouldn't be a painful breakup.
Yun Zhi smiled, signed a piece from the fruit plate with a wooden stick, and took a bite.
"good to eat."
Sweet and crunchy, as she said.
Seeing that Yunzhi was satisfied, Yu Mingxia was also happy.
The sweet and delicious apples she just picked out after peeling seven or eight were not in vain.
"I booked a box at Yunxiang Clubhouse. Do you like more people to be lively or quieter? If you like more people, call your friends. If you like less people, just the two of us. I'll accompany you," Yun Zhi thought. After a while, he muttered to himself, "Two people can have a candlelight dinner."
When Yu Mingxia heard the words candlelight dinner, he was quiet for a while, and then replied: "As you know, I don't have any friends."
"Where are Yu Chuxue and Qu Lan? Do you want to call them?" Yun Zhi asked.
"I didn't celebrate birthdays very much before, and both of them have been very busy recently."
Yun Zhi is thoughtful.
In this way, they had a reason to have a candlelight dinner together.
"You didn't celebrate your birthday before? Why?" Yun Zhi asked in response.
"I used to think there was nothing to live on."
"You can eat cake, blow out candles, your friends will sing birthday songs for you, make wishes, and receive gifts. You can have privileges based on your birthday. How can you have nothing to live with?"
"So I have a privilege today?"
In the long sentence, Yu Mingxia seemed to have only heard this sentence.
"Well, the birthday star is the biggest," Yun Zhi said with a smile, "so birthday star, what privilege do you want?"
"Can privilege be a wish?"
"sure."
Yu Mingxia looked at her and smiled softly: "I hope that no matter what happens in the future, you will be by my side every birthday."
Yun Zhi was stunned, she never thought that she would say such a wish.
And this wish is very familiar.
Although she didn't want to think about it, Nan Qiao seemed to make the same wish for her every year.
But Yun Zhi knew clearly that Yu Mingxia was different from Nan Qiao.
Seeing her silence, Yu Mingxia thought it was her words that embarrassed her, and when she was wondering whether to take back what she just said, she heard Yunzhi's answer——
"Okay, I promise you."
"I will celebrate your birthday with you every year from now on."