"my question."
With a weak voice, Yun Zhi followed Yu Mingxia's strength and hugged her, and said, "I just think you are too kind to me, and I don't know how to repay you."
Yu Mingxia sighed, he understood Yun Zhi's thoughts.
"But Zhizhi, falling in love doesn't have to be so clear. You just take it as my personality. I like to treat you well. Don't feel pressured. I just want to make you happy, and I have no other purpose."
Yun Zhi was stunned for a few seconds, and then explained in a panic: "I don't think you have any purpose."
Seeing her flustered, Yu Mingxia put his hands on her shoulders, moved closer, looked into her eyes, and said softly: "I know, I know, if you have any questions in the future, just tell me, okay? Don't try and don't feel sad alone."
Yun Zhi lowered his eyes and nodded, "Then I'll say it."
Yu Mingxia nodded: "En."
"I also want a wedding dress that you designed for me. It must be unique." Yun Zhi changed her previous frustration, raised her head and pulled her sleeve, acting coquettishly.
Yu Mingxia lost his mind, and then smiled helplessly: "I'm already drawing a design draft."
Only then did Yunzhi smile with satisfaction.
At this time, the water that Yu Mingxia had just entered the kitchen to boil was ready, and he whimpered softly. Yu Mingxia turned around and put the water glass aside, pretending to ask casually, "Are you minding the past?"
Yun Zhi walked up to her, put the tea in her hand, and replied: "I don't mind, I just envy, I also want the wedding dress designed by you."
Yu Mingxia hummed, and said again: "Before this, I was already drawing design drafts."
Yu Mingxia paused and said, "Because I wanted to use it in weddings, I drew it a bit slower."
Yun Zhi's face suddenly became hot, as if the heat from the kettle in front of her was floating on her face, scalding hot.
Yu Mingxia was quietly preparing for their wedding.
But the two of them haven't been in love for long, could it be too soon
But Yun Zhi thought again that she just asked Yu Mingxia for a wedding dress, which is actually tantamount to talking about marriage with her.
"Did it scare you?" Seeing that she didn't speak, Yu Mingxia laughed again.
"You like me that much?" Yunzhi asked intentionally.
"Well, I like it very much." Yu Mingxia knew that she was asking the question knowingly, and wanted to hear her, so he said, "If you like to listen, I can say it three times a day in the morning, noon and evening, once an hour, maybe every minute. It's a bit difficult, but if you want to hear it, I can try."
"..." Yun Zhi muttered softly, "I don't want to hear it."
The previous uneasiness dissipated, Yun Zhi remembered what happened just now, and said: "I didn't mean to make you angry just now, it's just that you were too tolerant of me, I was afraid that I would hurt you if I pushed too hard, and I was afraid that I couldn't make you angry. feel the same emotion."
It's not that Yun Zhi thinks too much.
Rather, she felt that her love for Yu Mingxia had just begun, and Yu Mingxia's love for her was so full that she would wonder where this love came from.
Moreover, many things will overflow when they are full to a certain extent, and finally they will no longer be the same as before.
The difference between her and Yu Mingxia sometimes feels like like and love to her.
She often expressed liking to Yu Mingxia, while Yu Mingxia expressed love to her.
If she can't reciprocate the same affection, will Yu Mingxia feel tired
That's why she's upset.
She had to admit that it was precisely because she wanted to go on with Yu Mingxia for a long time that she thought so much.
But now that Yu Mingxia has explained it, Yun Zhi no longer thinks about these messy things.
Just now Yu Mingxia was just a little more silent than before, and she felt uncomfortable. If she was really angry, she didn't know what to do.
"Okay, don't think about these things anymore, and I don't need you to reciprocate, this is a normal relationship between lovers, you know, don't think about these things in the future, okay?"
Yu Mingxia held her face, rubbed her thumbs on her cheeks, his eyes stopped on her eye sockets, and he bent his lips when he saw that she was no longer as red as before.
Yun Zhi felt that there was still a residual warmth in her fingertips, which was the temperature left when she just poured water and held the cup.
Yun Zhiwei raised his head, kissed the corner of her lips lightly, and whispered, "I see."
Yu Mingxia paused, and gradually moved his thumb from her cheek to the corner of her lips, rubbed it lightly, and then kissed her.
While listening to each other, Yunzhi heard her soft voice: "Zhizhi, trust me."
Yun Zhi was a little dazed by her kiss, and murmured indistinctly from his mouth.
Because Yunzhi didn't reply, Weng Lu called again the next day.
At that time, the two of them were sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV at night, Yun Zhi had no choice but to tell Yu Mingxia about it.
Yu Mingxia just asked her: "Want to go home?"
On the contrary, Yun Zhi thought about it, and calculated the time when he went home last time, it seemed that it was only more than a month.
"As long as you don't mind, I can go home with you anytime."
"Really?"
"real."
As soon as Yu Mingxia finished speaking, Yun Zhi drooped his head again, and said, "But my parents will ask many things, such as... your family."
Although the two had been together for a while, Yun Zhi never asked Yu Mingxia about this matter.
I only know that Yu Chuxue is her older sister, and the two of them started a company. Although she went to the hospital with Yu Mingxia last time, she didn't meet her parents, but from Yu Mingxia's attitude, she can tell that the relationship between her and her parents is not good.
"Or don't say anything at that time, let me do it, and I can fool them." Yun Zhi always felt that the relationship between Yu Mingxia and her parents was very tense, and seemed unwilling to mention these things.
"Does Zhizhi just want to have a romantic relationship with me for a while?" Yu Mingxia smiled and rubbed her hair.
"Of course not." Yun Zhi raised his head with a serious face.
"That's right, uncles and aunts want to see me, if I keep evading, will it make them have a bad impression of me?" Yu Mingxia coaxed softly.
Yun Zhi understands this truth, but...
Yun Zhi hesitated for a while before explaining in a low voice: "I'm afraid they will make things difficult for you."
There are very few people around her who see their parents in a short period of time. In fact, she is also a little worried that Yu Mingxia will be disgusted, and she is also afraid that it will affect the relationship between the two.
"It's normal to be embarrassed, because you are their precious daughter, so you want to know me more." Yu Mingxia comforted her.
Yun Zhi felt that what she said made sense.
But it didn't take a few seconds for her to react. Shouldn't Yu Mingxia panic and ask her what she should do at this time? How could the two have switched roles.
"Then you agreed to go home with me?" Yun Zhi asked.
"En." Yu Mingxia nodded.
"Then I'll send a message to my mother, can it be just this Saturday?"
Yu Mingxia nodded, watching Yun Zhi lower her head to send a message, the white light of the screen reflected on her cheeks, her eyelashes blinked lightly, Yu Mingxia tilted her head, and murmured:
"Why don't you ask about my family?"
Yun Zhi was busy typing, and didn't look up when he heard the words, so he replied naturally: "I'm dating you, not your family, and you haven't asked about my family's situation? Listen, if you don't want to talk, I won't ask."
Since Yunzhi knows that she has a bad relationship with her family, asking now will inevitably touch her heart. Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite. Yunzhi believes what Yu Mingxia told her, and wants to wait for her to say it. I'll talk about it later.
Yu Mingxia was a little moved, and gathered the blanket covering the two of them, hugging her even tighter.
Yun Zhi was typing, when she hugged her, the phone was squeezed between their bodies, she raised her head to let her relax, but met Yu Mingxia's gaze.
Anyway, the news has been sent out.
It doesn't matter whether you look at your phone or not.
"If you were your parents, what would you want to ask me?" Yu Mingxia asked slowly.
Yun Zhi was stunned for a moment, then deduced based on past experience, bit his lips and said, "How many times have you been in love?"
"This is the first time."
"What do you like about Yun Zhi?" Yun Zhi felt a little ashamed when he said his name and asked the person he liked with such words.
"Everyone likes it."
Yu Mingxia answered very naturally, but Yun Zhi was not happy after hearing it, and retorted: "Your answer is too general, as if you are perfunctory."
Yu Mingxia pursed his lips: "But this is the truth, as long as it's you, I like it."
Yun Zhi bit his lip, restrained the corners of his lips from rising, and said, "I'll teach you, if they ask these questions at that time, you just say that you like me, kind and beautiful, and you fell in love with me at first sight, it's not me."
Yu Mingxia couldn't tell the truth in her words, whether she was deliberately narcissistic or sincerely reminded her, but she was not wrong.
So under Yun Zhi's suggestive gaze, Yu Mingxia repeated her words: "Because Yun Zhi is kind, beautiful, sunny and cute, I fell in love with her at first sight, and it was her that didn't stop me."
Yun Zhi grinned in satisfaction.
Yu Mingxia was waiting for her next sentence, but Yun Zhi just pursed his lips and remained silent.
The two were silent for a while.
Yu Mingxia seemed to understand, and whispered: "My parents are not in good health, and they are recuperating at home now."
Yun Zhi bit his lip and said softly, "Although I don't want to know about this, my parents will definitely ask. Actually, I don't really want to take you home. What they care about is different from what I care about."
"What are you afraid of? Zhizhi."
"I'm afraid they will make you uncomfortable. I used to have two friends who were together for a long time, but after I took each other home, my parents didn't pass the test, so they broke up."
Perhaps because of her childhood experience, she always felt that her parents thought differently from her.
What she likes is something that her parents don't think can be put on the table, but what she doesn't like, her parents like to give it to her.
Therefore, she was afraid that they would do the same to Yu Mingxia.
"Don't worry, no matter how difficult it is, I will never leave you." Yu Mingxia comforted her.
Yun Zhi nodded, opened his lips and then closed his mouth again.
She almost asked Yu Mingxia when she was going to her house just now.
"My family is not in a hurry, they can't control me." Yu Mingxia guessed what she wanted to ask, and said.
Yun Zhi nodded, and said again: "Actually, we have met each other's family members."
Yu Mingxia understood that she was talking about Yu Chuxue and Yun Xiangxiang, and nodded with a smile: "Yeah."
Just at this moment, Yu Mingxia's cell phone on the tea table vibrated.
Yun Zhi glanced subconsciously and saw Yu Chuxue's name on it.
Yu Mingxia opened the page and replied to the message.
After replying to the message, he found that Yun Zhi was looking at her.
Yu Mingxia raised the phone in his hand, handed her the interface, and asked, "Chuxue's news, do you want to see it?"
Yun Zhi was startled, and realized that Yu Mingxia thought she wanted to check the post, so he handed it to her, and laughed: "I didn't want to read your news, I just wanted to say that your relationship with Yu Chuxue doesn't seem to be that bad? "
In fact, Yun Zhi had already discovered it long ago, but her inherent impression of Yu Chuxue was too deep, and now her little discovery could not change her "bad sister" image.
"Well, not bad, it's just that there was a little misunderstanding before." Yu Mingxia paused and said, "She is a very good sister."
Yun Zhi said, and became more and more curious in his heart.
"You can ask anything you want to know, and I will answer." Yu Mingxia paused, and then said, "Including family matters."
"Because my parents didn't respect my opinions, I always asked me to learn something they wanted me to learn. Both of them had a bad temper, and they irritated them by arguing every now and then." Yun Zhi didn't remember if he had She talked about her own affairs with Yu Mingxia, but she just felt that at this time, perhaps telling her own affairs could be regarded as a start for the chat between the two of them.
Just now she was thinking not to expose Yu Mingxia's wound, but now she seems to understand that blindly avoiding it is not the answer, maybe only by understanding can she be better comforted.
Yu Mingxia knew that Yun Zhi didn't want to hear her comfort at this moment, but an inquiry.
"My family was not well off since I was a child. When I was in junior high school, I could only support one child to go to school, so the family asked Chuxue and I to draw lots, and those who were drawn would continue to attend." Yu Mingxia paused, hiding some of the process, and said flatly, "I Bad luck."
Yun Zhi was stunned, she had indeed heard of these things before, but she never thought that it would happen to her closest people.
"However, it was just bad luck in the lottery. Later, I happened to meet a kind-hearted person, and I survived with the stipend."
Yu Mingxia told the past in a calm manner, without a single turmoil in his heart.
But when she raised her eyes again and saw Yun Zhi's reddish eye sockets, Yu Mingxia's heart felt sour.
Not because of those things, but because of Yun Zhi's love for her.
"Xia Xia." Yun Zhi could only call her name, she could imagine how helpless Yu Mingxia must have been at that time.
It's not even hard to imagine what dropping out could mean if you don't get help.
"I know..." Yu Mingxia stroked her cheek and called her name softly.
As soon as she saw that Yun Zhi felt sorry for her, Yu Mingxia felt no grievance at all.
"But aren't your grades very good? How could they be willing to..." Yun Zhi hesitated to speak.
"Actually, Chuxue's grades were also very good at that time." Yu Mingxia smiled nonchalantly, stroked her hair, and comforted her, "Don't feel sorry for me, okay?"
Yun Zhi bit her lip, but couldn't nod her head no matter what.
"Don't you blame her?" Yun Zhi knew that it was strange for her to ask this question, because Yu Chuxue was also innocent, but when she thought of Yu Mingxia at that time, she wanted to blame no one who was around Yu Mingxia to help her at that time.
"I don't complain, she is also very innocent, and when I was a child..." Yu Mingxia paused for a while before continuing, "When I got lost, she looked for me for two days."
Yu Mingxia hesitated to speak, but in the end he didn't continue.
It's not that she knows, it's just that she feels distressed.
"Did you get lost when you were a child? Did you get lost by yourself?" Yun Zhi had heard before that some people who couldn't afford to raise children would deliberately throw away their children. Although she didn't know if this was the case with Yu Mingxia, Yun Zhi did Can't help but think of this possibility.
Yu Mingxia didn't have time to answer, she saw the tears of the person in her arms pouring out as if she didn't want money, so she hurriedly took out a tissue from the paper box, wiped it for her, and coaxed her: "I lost it by myself, no Cry and stop crying."
"You lied." Now Yu Mingxia's words had no effect on her, Yun Zhi couldn't control her emotions, as long as she thought of Yu Mingxia at that time, she couldn't help but shed tears.
"The mountain road is too winding. I lost my memory when I was a child, and it's all in the past. I'm sorry I shouldn't mention this matter." Yu Mingxia regretted that she shouldn't mention this matter, and she didn't expect Yun Zhihui Think of it here.
"Really?" Yun Zhi sobbed, still not believing her words.
"I'm sorry, Zhizhi, I always seem to make you cry."
Yu Mingxia stroked her cheek with his fingers, guilt and distress were all over his face.
"I... I cry too easily, it's not your fault."
For some reason, the two of them revolved around this topic, you apologize and I apologize, and finally when Yu Mingxia hugged her tightly, Yunzhi gradually calmed down.
In the end, as if he still didn't believe it, Yun Zhi whispered in her arms and asked, "Did you really get lost by yourself?"
Yu Mingxia nodded helplessly: "En."
Only then did Yunzhi gradually calm down.
Yu Mingxia looked into the distance without focusing.
After a long time, the person in her arms came out again, and the tears had dried up. She took a breath and said, "You hug me too tightly, I can't breathe."
Yu Mingxia couldn't help laughing, because she was too nervous just now, she hugged her with a small blanket in her arms, and only after hearing her words did she let go.
Yun Zhi poked Yu Mingxia's arm, and when she lowered her eyes, she said, "I will love you from now on."
"Well," Yu Mingxia said with a light smile, "You said it before, I still remember it."
"Huh?" Yun Zhi was slightly puzzled.
"Tell me," Yu Mingxia lowered his head slightly, bit her earlobe, and whispered in his ear, "My sister loves you."
She thought Yun Zhi would defend her shyly, but she just said "Oh" and then nodded: "Then now, my sister loves you."
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Yu Mingxia to answer, he pushed Yu Mingxia, and the two of them fell on the sofa.
Yun Zhi leaned against her, looking down at her "from a high position": "In the future, my sister will love you, but now I will love you physically first."
After she finished speaking, she lowered her head and kissed Yu Mingxia.
Yu Mingxia laughed first, and then asked: "I know, your days are not over yet."
Yun Zhi's body paused, and then he was a little unconvinced: "That's me, not you."
"According to your sensitivity, will you not be emotional? What if you move?"
Yun Zhi was dumbfounded by her question, and said after a while: "You look down on me."
Yun Zhi knew that Yu Mingxia was just too vigilant, as long as it was not harmful to her body, Yu Mingxia would stop her.
"No." Yu Mingxia said helplessly.
"I've never seen you cherish your stomach before." Yun Zhi muttered softly.
"I will cherish it in the future." Yu Mingxia replied in a warm voice.
"Cut, then why didn't I think of cherishing it before?" Yun Zhi was still unconvinced, and didn't even let go of Yu Mingxia, making troubles on her.
"It will be different in the future," Yu Mingxia let her make trouble, but didn't stop her. He stroked her hair and whispered, "From now on, my body will no longer belong to me alone."
Yun Zhi's face suddenly became hot.
It was obviously a normal confession, but maybe because she was sticking to Yu Mingxia's body at the moment, her mind was full of pictures.
her body.
"It belongs to you too."
After Yu Mingxia finished speaking, he raised his hand and pinned Yunzhi's hair scattered on her cheek behind her ear, and slipped her hand from her ear, landed on her neck, and then stopped at her collarbone, raised her head and kissed gently.
"You..." Yun Zhi gritted his teeth.
While reminding her not to mess around at such a time, he teased her at the same time.
"Abhorrent."
Yu Mingxia lay under her, with long brown curly hair spread flat on the sofa, with his head tilted, with a provocative smile on his face.
Yun Zhi was speechless, and after a while she lowered her head again, lifted her shoulder straps, and buried her head in her shoulders as if punishing her.
But gradually, her teeth marks didn't land on her shoulders. The moment they landed, they turned into a kiss, and then landed on her collarbone.
Yu Mingxia felt her heart was swept away by a feather, she raised her head, and the fingertips touching Yun Zhi's back also tightened.
Just when she was about to stop Yun Zhi, the person lying on top of her suddenly raised her head, bit her lip mischievously, and then quickly got up.
"Oh, I'm so sad, it seems I can't do anything to hurt you today." Yun Zhi sighed and walked slowly into the master bedroom.
Yu Mingxia got up and let out a long sigh of relief leaning on the sofa. The door of the master bedroom was ajar, and there was the sound of rummaging inside.
She turned her head and glanced, put on her shoes and walked to the bedroom.
As soon as he entered the room, he saw Yun Zhi squatting on the ground, opening the bottom drawer.
"What are you looking for?"
There was already a white handbag on the bed, half-opened, and it was unclear if there was anything she was looking for in it.
"You'll know later." Yun Zhi continued to search while talking.
After flipping through the left and right, she also opened some cabinets that Yun Zhi hadn't touched before.
When she saw Yun Zhi lay down and was about to look at the bottom of the bed, Yu Mingxia immediately stopped her: "The bottom of the bed is a bit dirty, what are you looking for?"
"Aren't you cleaning every day? How could it be dirty." Yun Zhi didn't care.
But also because of this sentence, she didn't look down under the bed anymore.
Because she saw the closet, she remembered that there was a card in the backpack last time.
Yu Mingxia pursed his lips, glanced at the messed up place by her, then at the position under the bed, and then his eyes fell on Yunzhi.
"Know, what are you looking for?"
"Here," Yun Zhi took out the bank card from the backpack, put it on the bed, together with the handbag just now, "I'll give you all."
Yu Mingxia was stunned, not quite understanding what she meant.
"All these cards are given to you. When we have money in the future, mine will be yours." Yun Zhi thought for a while and said, "Now my sister loves you financially, and all my money belongs to you."
Yu Mingxia was still in a daze, unable to react for a while.
But Yun Zhi didn't seem to notice her blankness, and said to himself: "Although I know you are rich, I still want to give you what I have."
"Oh, by the way, there is still a little on WeChat, I will transfer it to you, I will keep some, and then you will send me money every day, how much, 520, it should be enough for a day's life, will you lose money. "
Yun Zhi was looking down at the phone and muttering, but didn't notice Yu Mingxia approaching.
When she came to her senses, Yu Mingxia had already hugged her in her arms, and there was her soft whisper beside her ear: "Know..."