After adjusting the water temperature, Yu Mingxia turned around and looked at Yunzhi who had been watching her quietly since entering the bathroom.
Seeing her biting her lip, the tears in her reddish eyes began to swirl again, Yu Mingxia felt a deep sense of powerlessness in her heart.
What can I do to make her not so sad.
No matter what she says, it doesn't matter, if you tell her that she is fine, Yunzhi will still look at her so sadly.
Just like what she said to Zhu Qingmeng.
When Yun Zhi doesn't like her, maybe just listen to it as a story. But when you like her, you will empathize with the pain.
It was the last thing she wanted to see.
How to coax.
Yu Mingxia drooped his eyes, and raised his hand to let the warm water from the shower flow in his palm.
She said lightly: "Come."
Yun Zhi stared at her without blinking.
There are many things she wants to say and ask, but at this moment, all she can say is sorry.
Seeing that she didn't move, Yu Mingxia looked up at her: "Shall I help you?"
Yun Zhi lowered her eyes and shook her head, and slowly untied the skirt belt on her body, and then with a soft sound, the dress slid down her body and fell to the ground.
The bathroom is illuminated by incandescent lamps, and the warm water raises layers of mist, like a fairyland.
With his head down, Yun Zhi quietly and slowly untied the cloth on his body.
After a long time, Yun Zhi raised her head and bumped into Yu Mingxia's deep and restrained eyes. She pursed her lips lightly and her throat moved slightly.
The water mist was getting bigger and bigger, Yun Zhi didn't disturb her, but just stood in the water mist and let her look at it.
Yu Mingxia took a deep breath, then turned his eyes away, put the shower head in place, and then began to undress himself.
After just now, Yun Zhi seemed to be in a much better mood. Although he was still quiet, the tears in his eyes finally disappeared.
In the mist, they looked at each other's bodies.
After a while.
"Help me tie my hair." Yun Zhi looked at Yu Mingxia and said suddenly.
Yu Mingxia hummed lightly, then took the clip from the shelf, stood in front of her, put his hands behind her head, and combed her hair in an embracing gesture.
"Xia Xia."
"Hmm... hiss—"
As soon as Yu Mingxia finished responding, she felt her collarbone being licked. She trembled, and the desire that had been suppressed by her surged up again.
Yun Zhi clung to her, resting his head on her neck, and whispered, "May I wash it for you."
Yu Mingxia heard her weak questioning voice, although he still sounded in a bad mood, but he was much better than before, at least he didn't cry or apologize anymore.
How could she disagree.
"Yes." Yu Mingxia's voice was very soft, for fear of disturbing her.
Yun Zhi raised his head and reached for the shower, tested the water temperature before pointing the shower at Yu Mingxia's body.
Drop after drop of water slid down Yu Mingxia's body.
Yun Zhi's eyes fixed on a mischievous drop of water.
It was right in front of Yu Mingxia's body, showing off to her.
Yun Zhi lowered his head, gently sucked the drops of water in his mouth, and licked/licked all around the drops of water as if punishing him.
She heard a humming sound from above her head, slowly closed her eyes and blindly searched for the disappearing drop of water.
Knead/knead, lick/lick.
Yu Mingxia was forced to retreat, leaning against the wall, with a hot kiss in front of him, and a cold wall behind him, every inch of his skin was burning hot.
"Know..."
Yu Mingxia hugged her head and called her name in pain.
Yun Zhi raised his head, his eyes were full of grievances, as if he was saying: Can't you
"I'm uncomfortable."
With permission, Yun Zhi's kiss became even hotter.
Yu Mingxia almost subconsciously wanted to kiss back and respond to her touch, but it was Yun Zhi's teary eyes that met her.
"Can you stay still like I did before?"
"I want to make you comfortable too."
There is also a trace of sincerity and sincerity in the voice.
Yu Mingxia felt that if he moved more, Yun Zhi would cry.
He could only passively accept her burning and clumsy kiss.
In fact, she can understand Yun Zhi's thoughts, she just wants her to be comfortable, and she is not obsessed with a certain body position.
Occasionally, Yun Zhi would lightly touch her skin with her teeth, and Yu Mingxia didn't know whether it was enjoyment or punishment.
In short, she felt that she was going to "die".
I had this feeling before, but at least she was able to move at that time, and she could take the initiative to relieve it, but now she can only rely on Yun Zhi's initiative.
The water drops fell into the grass, and Yun Zhi's lips also fell together.
Yu Mingxia's fingers ran through Yunzhi's hair, hugging her tightly, feeling her tenderness.
After a few unsuccessful experiences, Yun Zhi's kissing skills have improved a lot, but occasionally her fingers will still be disobedient, unable to control the strength, and hurt her.
Hear her gasp.
"I'm sorry, did I hurt you?" Yun Zhi looked up at her with teary eyes.
Yu Mingxia didn't know how to describe her feelings, she wanted to rub Yun Zhi into her body, but now she was in a bad mood, so she could be happy only by her.
She held Yun Zhi's hand, helped her find the position as before, and then slowly let go.
This time Yun Zhi was more gentle than before, she looked up and saw Yu Mingxia's clenched fingers, her tightly closed eyes and slightly parted lips.
The sound of joy gradually rose, and both of them felt satisfied.
…
After a long time, the two had just put on their clothes when Yu Mingxia heard Yun Zhi say:
"I'm thirsty Xia Xia."
"I'm going to the kitchen to boil water."
As soon as Yu Mingxia finished speaking, he was stopped by Yun Zhi.
Hear her say, "I don't want to drink the kitchen water."
Yu Mingxia froze for a moment, before she could react, Yun Zhi untied the bathrobe on her body again.
Perhaps it is the progress gained through countless experiences that made Yun Zhi extremely happy, so he tried the newly acquired knowledge over and over again. After another trip, Yu Mingxia felt that his whole body had softened.
Today's Yun Zhi is much more domineering than before.
Whenever she wanted to fight back, Yun Zhi would panic and say to her with tears in his eyes:
"Did I hurt you again?"
"Sorry, I can't even do this well."
In the end, Yu Mingxia had no choice but to give up and let her do it.
Thinking about it, Yun Zhi just wanted to make her happy.
but…
She is also really happy.
Happiness intertwined with discomfort and joy.
In the end, the two took a bath again, and did not leave the bathroom until Yun Zhi was satisfied.
Yu Mingxia originally thought that after going through the bathroom, Yun Zhi's mood would get better, but he didn't expect that when he was sleeping, Yun Zhi suddenly hugged her and felt sad quietly.
If it wasn't for feeling the neckline soaked in tears, Yu Mingxia wouldn't have been able to notice that she was secretly crying again.
"I'm really fine, please don't be sad, okay? I'm really sad when you're like this." Yu Mingxia patted her on the back and sighed softly.
Yun Zhi tried his best to hold back his tears, and tried his best not to think about Yu Mingxia in those years.
But she can't.
Thinking of her previous sarcastic remarks, and thinking of talking about Nan Qiao in front of her before, Yun Zhi felt sad and blamed himself.
Originally, they had many, many opportunities, whether it was the first year or the third year of high school.
They have all had the opportunity to know each other.
Even if they are not together, they can at least be friends.
But they also liked each other back then.
They have a chance.
They have the opportunity to go to college together, fall in love, and live in peace and stability.
She would not say such things in the basketball hall, let her hear it and make her sad.
He wouldn't waste so many years on Nan Qiao.
They will not miss so many years.
Yun Zhi, who has always been firm in his decision, regretted it for the first time.
She regretted getting to know Nan Qiao, and even more regretted stubbornly insisting on liking her.
Without Nan Qiao, perhaps none of this would have come so late.
"Is that love letter not in my hands because of Nan Qiao?"
Yu Mingxia pursed her lips, knowing that she had guessed it, she could only nod: "Yes."
Yun Zhi gritted his teeth and asked again: "How did the love letter come back to you?"
Yu Mingxia thought about it, and didn't want to tell her about it, but wanted to find a reason to evade it.
Unexpectedly, Yunzhi said again: "I want to listen to the truth."
"If you lie to me, I will cry, cry myself to death, and make you have no girlfriend in the future."
Yun Zhi clenched his lips and shook his jaw, looking fierce and cute.
How can anyone threaten people like this.
Yu Mingxia felt distressed and helpless.
She sighed, and then said: "It was thrown away, but I picked it up."
"Where did you throw it?" Yun Zhi's voice trembled, she had actually thought of it.
Yu Mingxia was helpless, they should have stayed in the bathroom for a while just now.
Yun Zhi, who was immersed in love, had no time to think about these things.
"I know, don't talk about the past, okay?"
"No, I don't know anything. It's not good to leave you alone for so many years."
Hearing Yun Zhi's cry, Yu Mingxia answered her softly: "It wasn't something you did, don't blame yourself."
When she didn't have Yunzhi at first, she would occasionally think about the past, and then feel sad for a while, but now she cares more about the warmth of reality.
Yu Mingxia's pajamas were already soaked with tears, and her heart was already in unbearable pain. After thinking for a long time, she couldn't think of how to make Yunzhi stop crying.
In the end, she could only take advantage of Yun Zhi's quiet moment and stroke her palm.
Yun Zhi's sobbing gradually stopped, and his expression was a little dazed.
"I know, I want it." Yu Mingxia kissed her earlobe, his voice was indistinct.
Then go ahead.
until she is sleepy.
The method worked, and Yunzhi calmed down, responding to her kiss.
As if to make her have no time to think about other things, Yu Mingxia searched for what could come to mind, and tried it with Yun Zhi.
She was as prone to tears as ever.
But Yu Mingxia could tell that these were tears of joy.
Finally swallowed by her.
After a long time, the bedroom finally became completely quiet.
Yu Mingxia breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the soft breathing in his ear.
A little sleep should be fine.
Yu Mingxia was afraid that she would wake up suddenly like before, so he fell asleep with her beside her.
After crying for too long, her eyes were swollen badly, Yu Mingxia sighed and gently stroked her eyes.
After exercising just now, her cheeks were still a little hot and flushed.
Yu Mingxia gently hugged her and bit her earlobe.
"I love you."
Yun Zhi seemed to be sleeping restlessly, and suddenly sobbed in the middle of sleeping.
Yu Mingxia patted her arm lightly and softly comforted her: "Hey, sleep well."
Before he knew it, Yu Mingxia also gradually fell asleep.
When she woke up, it was already sunset, Yun Zhi was sleeping soundly, she must be tired, Yu Mingxia didn't bother her, got up gently, and went into the bathroom with her mobile phone.
"Didn't see the message I sent you?" Yu Chuxue's voice came from the receiver.
"What?" Yu Mingxia went to check the news.
"I told you not to come these few days, coax her well, say what you need to say, don't hide it, you can't hide it for a lifetime."
"I see. What about you?"
"Qu Lan is here, don't worry."
"it is good."
After hanging up the phone, Yu Mingxia was stunned for a while.
Looking at the time, it was almost seven o'clock in the evening.
I haven't eaten at noon and I've been tired for so long, I should be hungry.
So Yu Mingxia took out the ingredients from the refrigerator and prepared dinner.
Yu Mingxia went back to the bedroom and changed his clothes. Standing in front of the closet, he saw Yun Zhi curled up and wrapped her in the quilt, which made her feel distressed.
Yu Mingxia sighed, changed his clothes before leaving the room.
It was half an hour after dinner was ready.
A few times in the middle, she was worried that Yunzhi would wake up, so she deliberately lowered her voice, but she didn't expect her to sleep so soundly.
Yu Mingxia walked in the door lightly, Yun Zhi maintained the previous posture, she walked slowly to the bedside and squatted down, looking at her at eye level.
is it hot
Why are your cheeks still so red
Yu Mingxia frowned, and called her softly: "Know?"
Yun Zhi didn't respond.
Yu Mingxia reached out and touched her forehead, feeling hot.
"Know?"
Yu Mingxia thought of the thermometer that he left on the bedside table yesterday, opened the drawer again, and took it out.
"I know, let's measure / body temperature." Yu Mingxia didn't care if she could hear her or not, talking to her, while helping her measure her body temperature with a thermometer.
When she took out the thermometer, Yun Zhi opened his eyes in a daze, unable to distinguish between reality and dream.
"Xia Xia, I feel so bad."
Yun Zhi reached out to grab Yu Mingxia.
Yu Mingxia handed her his hand, looked at the numbers on the thermometer, and said softly, "I know you have a fever, so I'll take you to the hospital, okay?"
Yu Mingxia paused, because Yun Zhi's hands were also terribly hot.
It was only then that she remembered that she hadn't asked Yunzhi if he was in the rain.
In addition, after crying for so long, my mood fluctuated too much. It is easy to get a fever.
For a while, Yu Mingxia also blamed himself.
"I do not want to go."
Yun Zhi's consciousness was a little fuzzy, but she still shook her head to express her wish not to go to the hospital.
"I don't want to go to the hospital."
Now Yunzhi is like a child who is afraid of injections, shaking his head, saying that he doesn't want to go to the hospital.
Yu Mingxia pursed her lips, thinking of the family doctor that Yu Chuxue had recommended to her before.
"Okay, we won't go to the hospital." Yu Mingxia coaxed her while calling the number in the address book.
Yun Zhi had a fever for two days. At first, she woke up crying a few times, Yu Mingxia looked distressed but couldn't do anything about it.
A few times later, Yu Mingxia seemed to understand something.
I called Jiang Yuan'an and asked her to come over and take care of Yun Zhi.
Jiang Yuan'an immediately agreed, but also felt strange, and asked her: "Are you going out?"
Yu Mingxia didn't answer.
In the vague dream world, Yunzhi dreamed of many things that she had never cared about before. She can't tell the difference between reality and dream.
There are love letters, drawing boards, sketch paper, and wedding dresses.
But Yun Zhi knew that these were all her own imaginations.
It was because of Yu Mingxia that she had such a dream.
But in fact, she has never received Yu Mingxia's love letter. She didn't know that the girl sitting in front of the drawing board in the photo was Yu Mingxia. Designed wedding dresses.
These are just her imagination, everything she wants to make up.
Yun Zhi had a headache, but he still remembered Yu Mingxia's name.
Searching for memories related to Yu Mingxia in his sleep.
In the corner of memory, Yunzhi finally remembered something related to her.
In the second year of junior high school, Yun Zhi went to Qiao Yue's house to play as usual.
Inadvertently cut to a program on TV, the theme is charity donations to help children in mountainous areas.
Yun Zhi cried and watched the show, and wanted to donate all his pocket money according to the information at the bottom of the column.
Qiao Yuezhi stopped her and told her some truths.
For the next few days, Yunzhi kept thinking about this matter, and saved a lot of money.
What she wasted may be what others could only dream of.
Yun Zhi thought of building a student foundation.
But she couldn't do it by herself, so she asked Yun Hao and Weng Lu.
But her thinking was too naive. As Qiao Yuezhi said, some money may not be able to fall on those who really need help.
Yunzhi knew that someone delivered a letter to the mailbox outside her house on the third day after the incident happened.
At that time, Zhang Juan leaked her words and said that Weng Lu had taken her letter.
Taking advantage of Weng's exposure, Yun Zhi searched her room for a long time before finding the letter that had been thrown in the corner.
In junior high school, many people had already started puppy love, and occasionally Yunzhi would receive a love letter or two.
So Weng Lu probably thought that was the reason why she hid her letter without authorization.
The letter is a plea for help.
But not alone.
As Qiao Yuezhi guessed, the bursary has not been implemented. In remote schools, some people rely on their connections to give this bursary to people who don't need help under the pretext of "comprehensive consideration".
At first Yun Zhi thought it was absurd, even unbelievable, and didn't understand why such a thing happened.
Bursary, as the name suggests, is to help children who want to go to school to go to school.
Yun Zhi never expected that there would be such a bad heart.
The letter paper is intact.
Maybe I was too busy with work, or maybe I forgot where to put it.
Weng Lu never opened the letter.
Although most of the bursaries are from her pocket money, Yunhao is actually in charge of managing them.
She's underage and can't manage that.
Taking advantage of the fact that the two were not at home, Yunzhi dialed the phone number of the recipient.
Unexpectedly, the other party heard that she was a child, and hung up the phone after scolding her a few words.
Make her very angry.
Yunzhi told Yunhao about it.
But Yunhao is busy with work and always says that he will let his assistant handle it.
Yun Zhi thought that he was deliberately evading again.
Angrily, he got into the car alone.
If they don't go, she will go by herself.
It's named after her, at worst, I'd better show them the account book when the time comes.
Yunzhi thought so when he first entered the bus station.
At that time, Qiao Yuezhi just called her, and when she heard that she was behind the bus station, she hurried over.
Qiao Yuezhi was in poor health, she was out of breath when she came, and her face was pale.
Feeling guilty, Yun Zhi didn't say anything along the way.
At the same time she was worried about what she was about to face.
She just relied on the account book in her hand and her courage
"Are you afraid?" Qiao Yuezhi saw her timidity and asked her.
"No." Yun Zhi refused to admit it.
"There is nothing to be afraid of, so what about adults, we will grow up in the future, we just used our status as adults in advance to talk to them on an equal footing."
Qiao Yuezhi is two years older than her, and knows more truths than her.
So when he heard her say this, Yun Zhi nodded without thinking, and the courage in his heart grew even stronger.
She is going to help those who really need help. She is not the one who did the wrong thing. She has nothing to be afraid of.
At that time, she believed Qiao Yuezhi's words unconditionally.
Believe what she said, they will grow up in the future.
When seeing the grown-ups in the office, Yun Zhi was not afraid anymore.
Those people seemed to be intimidated by her, and if she could move out, she would move out.
Why she withdrew the donation if she didn't give the money to those who really needed it, why sued him for fraud, what happened when my dad had money.
Yun Zhi didn't know if it was useful or not, anyway, she was scolded badly by Yun Hao when she went back that day.
In the silence, Yun Zhi pulled Qiao Yuezhi and turned away, regardless of the reactions of those people.
At that time, Yunzhi didn't quite understand why a child like her was required to teach them how to help those who should be helped.
"Thank you, Yueyue."
When going out, Yun Zhicai heaved a sigh of relief and thanked Qiao Yuezhi.
Qiao Yue smiled: "We are friends, and what you do is also what I want to do."
"Are you in good health?"
"Well, it's fine."
The conversation between the two echoed in the corridor.
It was a bit windy that day, Yun Zhi looked around subconsciously.
There was a girl in school uniform standing against the wall, thin but beautiful, staring at them as if she wanted to talk to them.
Yun Zhi glanced at it and then withdrew his gaze.
Because she heard Qiao Yuezhi's coughing, she hurriedly supported her and rested for a while until she heard that she was fine, Yunzhi heaved a sigh of relief and helped her down the stairs.
When Yun Zhi woke up from his sleep, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.
She doesn't feel wrong.
The girl really wanted to talk to them.
To be precise, I wanted to talk to her.
That was Yu Mingxia.
The person who asked her for help was Yu Mingxia.
The person waiting outside the office to talk to her was also Yu Mingxia.
"you're awake?"
Yun Zhi looked blankly at the source of the sound, his eyes gradually focused, and he saw clearly that the person sitting by the bed was Jiang Yuan'an.
Jiang Yuan'an reached out and touched her head, and said, "The fever is finally gone."
"You said you refused to go to the hospital, so Yu Mingxia had no choice but to call a family doctor. You have been lingering for the past few days, and you started crying again when you woke up. We were so scared that we didn't know what to do."
Jiang Yuanan sighed.
"But it's good to wake up, it's good to wake up, and finally I didn't cry."
"Is there any discomfort in your body? Is there anything you want to eat?"
Jiang Yuan'an's voice continued in her ears.
There were too many questions, and Yun Zhi didn't know which one to answer. He just stared at her blankly, and found his own voice after a while, asking, "Where's Ming Xia?"
"Ah, she's cooking something for you." Jiang Yuan'an lowered his eyes, remembering Yu Mingxia's advice before leaving.
"Where is she?"
Seeing Jiang Yuan'an's hesitation, Yun Zhi asked.
Seeing that Jiang Yuan'an couldn't hide it, he sighed: "I'm waiting outside the door for you to wake up."
"No way, don't blame her, she can't help you if you cry as soon as you wake up these two days."
"She thought you were crying because you saw her, so she called me over and asked me to take care of you."
"She's also working hard. You don't know how scary you have been these two days."
Jiang Yuanan babbled a lot, and Yun Zhi became more and more distressed the more he listened, and couldn't help but want to cry.
"Don't cry, I won't call you Yu Mingxia if you cry."
Jiang Yuan'an's words stopped Yunzhi from crying.
It took a while for Yun Zhi to speak out in full: "I miss her so much."