"Perhaps I shouldn't compare it with your love with Xue. I feel it's an insult to you. Because it wasn't love that started this relationship, but my 'vanity'." At this moment, everything outside the window was changing rapidly. The only thing that remained unchanged was the warm sunlight shining through the window. Wu Qian couldn't feel the warmth of the sun under the sun, probably because the air conditioner in the car was too cold. "When I walked beside him, there were always many envious, jealous, and even hateful eyes. At that time, I was like a child who had the most luxurious toy and showed off to his peers. It was so childish..."
"People are like this..." With his head lowered, Xu Zhe's words were a comfort.
"But without realizing it, I seem to have hurt a lot of people. Those roommates who usually laughed and laughed with me collectively isolated me, and suddenly I found that I had no friends? This is the price of showing off." Wu Qian just thought that everything was a punishment from God, and that if you gain something, you will lose something. "In the first month, we just walked around the park and held hands. After losing my friend, it was a happy thing to have someone accompany me like this. For him, I also started to dress up to make myself more beautiful and not embarrass him. But a month later, I found that the star of all the girls in the school was even worse than I thought. First, he coaxed me into..."
"You want my body, right? That's what a man is." Using his toenails to think, Xu Zhe also knew what was in the head of this college boy, it was full of disgusting "sperms".
"I'm a very traditional woman. No matter how common such things are around me, I still want to save the most complete myself for my wedding night. Am I stupid?" She looked at Xu Zhe with a smile, but Xu Zhe didn't think Wu Qian's smile was because of happiness.
Xu Zhe did not answer. I don’t know if he was deliberately keeping silent or if he had fallen asleep
"I postponed it again and again. I even started to avoid playing with him too late and going to places with few people. I was on guard against him like a thief. Suddenly I felt that men were such scary creatures. I was even worried that the people around me would pounce on me at any time. But in the end my efforts were useless..." Leaning on the comfortable backrest, Wu Qian's eyes were so sad, "At the birthday party of one of his classmates, everyone had a lot of fun and forgot how much they drank.
When I woke up a little, I was already lying on the bed in the hotel, and he was standing there naked. I was so scared that I couldn't even speak, I just fought back desperately, but he didn't succeed in the end. I was depressed and put on my clothes alone, and I just leaned against the head of the bed and cried non-stop.
I don’t know how many nasty words he cursed at me in anger, but we naturally parted ways after that day.
For a while, rumors spread around the school that I was a slut, and the envious and jealous looks suddenly turned into ridicule and contempt.
It felt like falling from the clouds to the ground. The contrast was so great that it was unbearable.
So I no longer dress up deliberately...
So I never trust any man again...
So I didn’t even believe there was pure love in the world until I heard your story with Xue Er…”
"Why did you tell me?" Xu Zhe was puzzled. If all this was described as a wound, there was no need for Wu Qian to tear it apart in front of him.
"As mentioned in the safety rules, partners should communicate more and understand each other. Besides, I already know your past, so let's just consider it an equal exchange!" Wu Qian smiled slightly, not knowing that her explanation was so far-fetched.
"I'm awake..." Xu Zhe sat up straight and stretched his body, feeling much more energetic. "I couldn't fall asleep because of you."
"My conversation was effective, right?" Wu Qian nodded proudly.
"Yeah, yeah, who can sleep with a woman like you around?" Xu Zhe said sarcastically, looking out the same window as Wu Qian. But because of the angle, Xu Zhe only saw the past scenery, while Wu Qian saw the beauty that was farther away.
"Actually, I've always wanted to know, if Xue'er hadn't happened, what would you have done? Or what kind of person do you want to be?" Wu Qian just wanted to know more about Xu Zhe, more of what's in his heart.
"I don't know. My grades are not good, so I can't get into a prestigious university like law school. Maybe I can go to an art college with my art skills? After graduation, I can be a traveling painter, visit different countries, and paint different beautiful scenery." This was the first time Xu Zhe thought about such a thing.
"It's a very romantic job. Compared to being an investigator, perhaps it's a life that suits you better. As for me..." As innocent as a girl, Wu Qian wanted to tell her dream.
"Wait, I haven't asked you yet." Xu Zhe always felt that the conversation had turned into a speech by Wu Qian alone, regardless of whether the people in the audience were willing to listen or not.
"I want to be the manager of an amusement park." Wu Qian seemed not to hear Xu Zhe's words.
"You're really an oddball. I thought you would be an official, upholding justice in the world and protecting peace on earth." Xu Zhe couldn't help but laugh.
"I'm not Superman on Earth. What peace should I defend? Don't look at the park manager. Every day, the people he sees are smiling, and he himself will feel happy unconsciously. The amusement park is not for sadness, but for happiness. The most exciting thing is that when it's late at night, you can enjoy all the amusement facilities by yourself until you get tired of it." It seemed so real. Just thinking about it made Wu Qian smile like a flower. She didn't notice what the broadcast above her head was chattering...
"Let's go, Mr. 'Administrator'." Xu Zhe slowly stood up from his seat and walked towards the exit of the carriage, "We have arrived at our destination."
"Wait for me!" Wu Qian had to pick up the overweight bouquet beside her, and she picked up the huge wedding dress in a panic.
After leaving the train station, Wu Qian and Xu Zhe were still the focus of everyone's attention, but Xu Zhe did not leave quickly. Instead, he came to a public telephone booth and dialed a familiar number.
"Damn it, you bastard called me just now and I thought you were dead?!" Before I could even speak, Tiechui's angry curses came from the microphone.
"Be quiet and let Haozi answer the phone." Xu Zhe didn't want to explain to Tiechui because that would be a waste of phone bills.
"Hey, why did you take so long to contact us? Even Alice found us this morning." Haozi's tone was much softer, but also contained a hint of blame.
"Something happened..." Looking back at Wu Qian, who was holding up the bouquet and holding up her skirt for fear of getting it dirty, Xu Zhe could only say, "I'll tell you in detail when we meet."
"Give me the address, I'll be there right away." Haozi was driving.
Looking around, Xu Zhe was not familiar with this place, but his eyes were naturally attracted by a tall Ferris wheel not far away, as if he remembered something.
"Can you see a Ferris wheel?" Xu Zhe asked softly.
"Ferris wheel? I can see it, but it will probably take an hour to get there." The mouse was disappointed that he had opened a broken loaf of bread.
"Then let's meet under the Ferris wheel. No." After hanging up the phone, Xu Zhe took Wu Qian's hand, who was still concerned about her skirt, and crossed the road.
"Have you found them? Where are we going?" Wu Qian asked curiously.
"Go where you long for, 'Her Majesty the Queen'." Turning around, Xu Zhe smiled strangely. Wu Qian might never forget that scene in her life.
At the same time, the four people waiting quietly in front of the Daban city gate were like sculptures, but Yaqi suddenly moved.
"The master has returned with 'Heart Language'." Without the aid of any tools, this is the most special way to communicate. "The specific location has been confirmed. I will go to pick you up in an hour."
"What on earth do you want to do, sir?" Da Tengu couldn't understand anything at all, it was too unbelievable.
"Shouldn't we have understood this long ago? Stop trying to figure out what the adult is thinking. Her behavior is only influenced by her own interests and there is never a fixed pattern. And if you try to understand, the result will be..." Yaqi didn't go down, because Daitengu's expression already proved that he was recalling the past, and even reminding himself of the terrifying ability of the Nine-Tailed Fox made his spine chill.
Pulling the "bride" holding a bunch of roses, Xu Zhe and Wu Qian came to a large amusement park. Maybe because it was Saturday, there was a constant flow of people even at around 12 noon. Many children sat on their fathers' necks, holding balloons and laughing non-stop.
Looking closely, the people coming in and out were indeed just as Wu Qian described, with smiles on their faces and happy looks.
"Why did you bring me here?" Wu Qian smiled at the man beside her and wanted to hear that he did it for her.
"It's just a relatively nearby landmark building. Wait for me to buy the ticket." Unfortunately, Xu Zhe is never so honest. Maybe this is also his helpless position
Following the crowd, the "bride and groom" went inside, which was even more grand than it looked from the outside.
The long road leads to who knows where. There are all kinds of bright flowers on both sides of the road. The artificially trimmed green grass is more neat than the wild one. The cartoon dolls that occasionally shuttle through the crowd always attract a large group of children. There are huge colorful balloons floating in the sky. Everything seems like a fairy tale kingdom, and the heavy reality has been separated outside the door of the paradise.
No matter how many sad things there are, no matter how hard life is, when they come here, adults will smile with their children, wives will smile at their husbands, and lovers will smile at their loved ones.
"Haozi and the others won't be here for a while, and I just happened to have some spare money. What do you want to play?" With his face covered, shy Xu Zhe looked so adorable.
"No need. How can we play dressed like this?" Wu Qian was also smiling because of Xu Zhe's cute appearance. "Find a seat and sit down. I'm so hungry."
So, on a bench under the huge Ferris wheel, the bride sat down quietly, adjusting her beautiful skirt, but the seat next to her was still empty.
Wu Qian was not worried about Xu Zhe's departure because she could see him queuing up to buy food for her a hundred meters away.
In the past, he would probably scare away the people in front of him and buy it himself. But today, he was particularly patient and waited until others had finished buying. Maybe he didn't want to destroy the harmonious atmosphere here
After running all the way back to Wu Qian, Xu Zhe bought a lot of food in his big bag, such as grilled sausages, octopus balls, and drinks, just like the spring outing.
"Eat quickly, it's all hot." Xu Zhe also started eating.
"Let me ask you, when was the last time you came to the amusement park?" Wu Qian was just curious.
"It's about study. After I entered middle school, my parents were busy with work and had no time to take care of me. After high school, the workload became heavier, so it was a luxury for the whole family to go out and play together." When talking about the depressing topic, Xu Zhe just stayed calm.
"I haven't been to the amusement park for a long time. There's nothing I can do. To be a good student with both good character and good academic performance, you always have to lose something." Wu Qian smiled helplessly.
"Haven't you ever been in a serious relationship? You liked the amusement park so much why didn't you ask that 'bastard' to bring you here." Xu Zhe didn't know the man's name, so he could only use "bastard" instead, which was very appropriate.
"That bastard..." After she finished speaking, Wu Qian realized that she had been led into a ditch by Xu Zhe. "He doesn't like to come to places like this. He's childish. When we go on dates, we always go to Western restaurants or cafes."
"How boring." Xu Zhe's only comment was this, his eyes gradually moving away and looking into the distance, "When you return to Country Z, find a boyfriend. If you are such a grown woman and still dress like a man all day long, others will think there is something wrong with your sexual orientation."
"What about you? Have you ever thought about finding someone else to love?" Wu Qian's question was so powerful.
"Me? I have lost the qualification to love someone. Because my life does not allow me to make any promises to anyone anymore..." Leaning on the white chair, looking up at the blue sky, Xu Zhe sighed, "I hope I will be a lucky person in my next life, with the time to love and the courage to love."
"We don't have to wait that long. A miracle will definitely happen, and soon." Wu Qian's face was full of confidence.
At the same time, neatly arranged Hummer military vehicles arrived around the park...