No matter who you are, everyone has his or her own youth. Whether young and frivolous, or mature and mature...
Every teenage years is an unforgettable memory, but for Xu Zhe, in these few short years, a figure occupies too many fragments of his memory...
Her name is Liu Feixue, and her close friends like to call her Xue'er, because her skin is really as white as snow, and what's more, she has a physique that will get tanned no matter how much sun exposure she gets. Her appearance is the type that people will envy to death, with willow-shaped eyebrows, cherry lips, and eyes as clear as clear ponds, as if there are no secrets.
In Xu Zhe's memory, Xue'er always had a faint smile on her face, as if there was only happiness in her life, and she was always so happy...
Maybe that's true, right? Xue'er was Xu Zhe's classmate in junior high school. Since junior high school, her excellence has made her a favorite of teachers and classmates. Not only is she beautiful, but she is also very gentle. She never breaks her promise to anyone and always agrees with a charming smile.
There was no publication of her grades. From junior high school to high school, she was always the class monitor and student committee member. In junior high school, her teacher determined that she would definitely be admitted to a key high school, and then directly enter Tsinghua University, Peking University, and other top universities...
Unfortunately, during the high school entrance exam, it was like a joke from God. For the first time, her test score was as low as Xu Zhe's. For this reason, the head teacher personally checked the scores three times. No one believed that she got that score? It was as if she got such a bad score that the world was coming to an end...
So, Xu Zhe’s extravagant wish that he almost didn’t dare to hope for came true. Xue’er went to the same high school as him, and was in the same class.
Even so, Xu Zhe did not dare to reveal his feelings to her. First, because of self-knowledge, Xu Zhe deeply understood that he was the toad in the idiom, while Xue'er was an angel nobler than a swan...
The second reason for posting is that it was rumored among classmates that Xue'er already had someone she liked. For the sake of that unknown "him", Xue'er deliberately did not write the Chinese and English essays in the high school entrance examination, gave up the opportunity to be promoted to a key high school, and stayed in this unknown ordinary college.
The announcement of this law made a group of boys who went to the same junior high school as Xueer very popular. I wonder if there were too few colleges back then? There were no less than 50 or 60 boys from the same junior high school here, and almost every boy from the same junior high school would confess to Xueer from time to time. Over the past two years, except for those who joined the same sex later, 50 or 60 people have confessed their love. Unfortunately, Xueer always smiled and said "I'm sorry...", shattering the fantasies of the toads one by one...
Just like that, two years of being in the same class together, Xu Zhe has been suppressing his true wishes. Only when distributing test papers or organizing some activities, Xu Zhe would talk to the girl he likes.
Probably to hide his love, Xu Zhe deliberately distanced himself from Xue'er. Even though Xue'er would talk to him actively out of enthusiasm, Xu Zhe always acted indifferent, as if beauty had a virus.
However, every time during class, Xu Zhe would secretly glance at Xue'er who was sitting two rows in front of him.
I don't know if it was God's arrangement of the seat, but from this angle I could see Xue'er's fair face. In Xu Zhe's memory, she always looked at the blackboard seriously, taking notes, and never turned her head to notice her existence.
Xu Zhe developed a habit. When others were taking notes, his notebook was filled with pictures of Xue Er's profile. These were secretly drawn by Xu Zhe. Although Xu Zhe knew that his behavior was a bit abnormal, he could not help but save his lover's smile...
All the changes are because of this notebook that records love.
Published after an ordinary physical education class, Xu Zhe returned to the classroom from the playground. The moment he entered the classroom, he was completely stunned...
Because the goddess in his dream was sitting in her seat, flipping through her notebook. The light coming in through the window shone on her body, and she looked so holy that she could not be violated.
The noisy sounds around me disappeared, and the figures that were moving around me also disappeared, as if there were only two people left in the huge classroom.
Xu Zhe didn’t know whether he was walking towards his seat or towards Xue’er. Anyway, he just stood beside Xue’er naturally.
Xue'er seemed to be frightened by herself. She suddenly closed the notebook and looked at herself with such a complicated look in her eyes.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to look at your notebook, I just bumped into it when I passed by, and then I saw what was inside..." Xue'er seemed a little incoherent, put the notebook back on the table, and left quickly.
At this moment, he just stood there blankly, with his own intense heartbeat echoing in his ears. Xu Zhe felt as if he was stripped naked.
Xu Zhe knew that it would not be long before the news of his secret crush on Xueer would spread, and he would be ridiculed for months by a group of buddies who claimed to be good friends. But these were not scary. What was scary was seeing Xueer's apologetic smile to him, and then the "I'm sorry..." that shattered his dream.
Although Xu Zhe knew that he had no hope at all, so there should be no disappointment, but for some reason, he just didn't want to hear Xue'er's rejection, because this would ruthlessly deprive him of the right to secretly love her...
From the day of the announcement until after school, Xu Zhe was extremely nervous, fearing that when the get out of class was over, Xueer would walk up to him and tell him that it was impossible for them to be together.
Xu Zhe was in a daze until the afternoon school was over. He packed up everything as quickly as possible and walked quickly towards the back door. But after just two steps, he could no longer move...
This was only because Xue’er caught up with him and grabbed the edge of his schoolbag.
In order to catch up, her knee even hit a classmate's bench and was scraped.
Xu Zhe didn’t understand, is it necessary to be so desperate to reject someone who has a crush on him
But Xueer's words made Toad's dream come true...
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