Xie Wei finally let go of her slowly.
Darkness is quiet.
Only when no one can see clearly, can someone dare to cut open this normally bright body, revealing something darker than darkness inside, allowing people to glimpse what lies beneath the skin.
His hand was still clasped with hers, fingers interlaced.
Jiang Xuening said: "Go to sleep for a while."
Xie Wei's fingers moved to her wrist little by little, and he touched the shallow scar with few traces left. He lowered his eyes and rubbed lightly.
He said, "I thought you were not rude."
Jiang Xuening stood up and added firewood to the fire that was about to go out, regardless of whether it was enough tomorrow, just looking at the flames that slowly rose again, illuminating this dark and lonely cave, a heart gradually recovered. .
She didn't look back: "Are you also worthy of death?"
Xie Wei was silent behind her for a long time before he chuckled softly: "You are right, I am not worthy."
This night, everything was fine.
Xie Wei really fell asleep.
Did not dream anything.
Jiang Xuening guarded the fire and sat dry all night until dawn, when the dry wood was burnt out and slowly extinguished, leaving only a few dark red embers emitting warmth.
When he came back to his senses, Xie Wei got up at some point, sat opposite her, and reminded calmly, "It's burnt."
Jiang Xuening looked down.
Indeed, the deer meat that was forked on the bamboo pole was already burnt, and it even gave off an unpleasant smell.
She lost interest: "I can't see clearly, but my nose is very smart."
Xie Wei didn't ask how she knew that, because it was too obvious, and only asked: "Last night, why didn't you agree?"
Jiang Xuening sneered: "Promise to die with you?"
Xie Wei was silent for a while, his expression was different from last night, but he looked like a different person, with long eyebrows and straight nose, narrow eyes and thin lips.
Also ask why
What normal person wants to die!
Jiang Xuening forcefully tore off the roasted part, wanting to say a few words of impoliteness, but he still compromised and softened before leaving.
Because she knew that last night this person was serious.
So he said, "I'm afraid of pain."
Unexpectedly, Xie Wei continued to ask: "What if it doesn't hurt?"
How can death not hurt
Jiang Xuening looked at the scorched piece of meat, and was dazed for a moment, then looked at Xie Wei again, and answered him seriously: "I can eat, drink, and enjoy everything in my life. I not only want to live, but also want to live Longer, longer. Mr. Xie, I have been thinking about your words for two years. Life is not free, you are right. I miss His Highness, Yanlin, and Fangyin... So many people need me and like me; I'm reluctant to let me die. I'll live a day if I can, and there's no day, even an hour, that I'll be happy."
She used to think that Xie Wei was a saint, but later she thought that Xie Wei was a devil.
But it was all wrong.
Xie Wei is also only a mortal body, as Lu Xian said, but this red dust purgatory is struggling, and her life is not even as good as her ordinary person.
When he said "Only I can read you", Jiang Xuening read him completely.
In the previous life, You Fangyin did not guess wrong.
Xie Wei, who never admitted that identity from the beginning to the end, is the real son of Dingfei who has the blood of Xiao Yan and the two clans and is pityed by heaven and survived by chance.
No need to recognize ancestors.
No blood ties are required.
From the moment the royal family and the Xiao family pushed him out to Li Dai Taozhang, he was Xie Wei, giving up his old name and giving up his old surname. There will never be another day of peace, no good night's sleep, only bathing in the cold fire of hatred.
In a world of chaos, saints cannot live.
Only the devil can use the banner of the hero to wash away the old days.
She has been suffering from the word "family affection" all her life, why not Xie Wei
So if he can understand her, she can understand him too.
It's just that she knew it too late, and Xie Wei had already seen her through when he learned of her life experience when he went to Beijing with her in the car many years ago.
Jiang Xuening felt that the world was really a bit strange. After speaking, he thought of the people who had gone through his life. Some left her with scars, and some healed her pain.
Such struggles and ups and downs are alive.
She suddenly became magnanimous and calm, as if she had fully understood, and asked him, "Are you snow blind? How much can you see?"
Xie Wei didn't speak for a long time, or maybe he was thinking about the "reluctance" in her words.
Jiang Xuening tore a good piece of meat and handed it over.
Xie Wei didn't answer, but raised his eyes and asked, "Last night, I was in a daze, I was in a daze, and Meng Lang did something frivolous. You don't seem to be scared, don't you mind?"
Scared
There is that little.
But if she didn't mind, she didn't seem to care that much. Investigating the cause and effect, the two kisses in the end seem to be more of a strong and extreme emotion, instead of having much desire and lust.
Then she looked at him as clearly as she saw herself.
His figure is sturdy, like a mountain.
Jiang Xuening stared at him for a moment, took back the piece of meat he didn't pick up, took a small bite and snorted, but it was rare and solemn: "Xie Ju'an, you are not sick, you are just crazy."
Xie Wei laughed when he heard the words.
Jiang Xuening couldn't understand this smile anymore, and was too lazy to think about it. He just put the bamboo pole with the remaining meat in his hand, took a small piece in his mouth, got up and walked out of the cave.
The snow has indeed stopped.
Even a little bit.
But when you walk on the snow and step on the depression, half your calf can sink in.
Looking at the distant mountains again, there are many overlapping layers. Even if there is not much left to go, it is difficult for them to go forward and go over the mountains to Jinan Prefecture.
but…
Jiang Xuening looked into the distance, and his eyes fell on the mountain in the distance.
In fact, she was watching it last night.
It was just that the light was too dim to see clearly.
However, when the sky is bright now, everything that was blurred last night became very clear.
There is not much snow on the southeast side of that mountain!
At this time, the naked eye can see the dense woods on the hillside, a dark and withered yellow...
Then her heart beat violently, she took a deep breath, didn't even eat the piece of meat, hurried back to the cave, and said to Xie Wei: "Let's go back now and go around the back of this mountain! "
Xie Wei looked at her following the voice.
But behind her there was a vast expanse of whiteness, and he saw that he closed his eyes.
Jiang Xuening couldn't help but say that he had already started to pack up some of the things they left in the cave that they could take away, and he spoke quickly: "I just saw that the snow on the mountain in front is all in the northwest, and there is no snow in the southeast! If the wind and snow came from the northwest , then there won't be a lot of snow on the slope behind our mountain! It may not be able to get out of trouble, but at least you can see, we won't starve to death!"
Xie Wei sat still.
Jiang Xuening picked up his bow and arrow, took the water bag, and finally looked at him. After a moment of hesitation, he took a knife and slashed the hem of his clothes, tore off a piece of fine hang silk, and tied one end to Xie Wei's wrist and the other to Xie Wei's wrist. Tie it on your wrist.
He felt familiar, pursed his lips and smiled: "I thought you were confused and heartless, so you forgot about it."
Jiang Xuening hummed lightly: "I'd rather not remember."
Who wants to remember all the bad things that happened in the past
She said: "We are already at the foot of the mountain. We will walk around this mountain from the west and go to the back. It shouldn't take long. The road at the foot of the mountain is much flatter than the hillside. I go in front and you go behind."
Xie Wei was pulled up by her.
The wrists of the two were tied together, but they were hanging empty in the middle. He didn't make a sound, but moved forward to hold Jiang Xuening's hand.
Jiang Xuening: "..."
She turned to look at him, wanting to say something.
However, his eyes were wrong, and when he got up, he saw that his sleeve robe was fluttering, but something fell from his sleeve to the place.
So he said, "You have lost something."
Xie Wei looked down.
Jiang Xuening thought that he should be called "Xie Banxian" now, but he was rarely merciful, so he bent down and picked it up for him: it was a two-inch square paper bag, painted with cinnabar on the outside, and it seemed to contain some powder. It looks like medicine in an origami bag in a drugstore.
However, the fold is not the same.
The red seal drawn was even more bizarre, and it made her feel a little familiar, as if she had seen it somewhere.
Jiang Xuening frowned slightly, handed it back to him, and said, "You can prepare medicine even if you are not sick?"
Xie Wei's fingers stiffened for a moment when he took the square paper package.
But he didn't show any flaws, as if nothing had happened, he retracted his sleeves and said, "A heart disease is also a disease."
Jiang Xuening didn't think much about hearing this, and wanted to break free of his hand, but he felt that their wrists were tied together, and his eyes were not very good. Go outside.
The location of this cave was not high.
After they came out, they walked westward, stepping on the piled snow with one foot deep and one foot shallow. After walking for a while, the cold wind poured in from their clothes and robes, blowing people shivering, and their shoes and boots were even worse. Going deep into the snow, both feet know pain, and gradually I don't even feel it.
Jiang Xuening walked in front with difficulty, inevitably bumping into the roots of rocks and trees, stumbling and stumbling, and often fell down to take a bite of snow, and sometimes even Xie Wei would be pulled down by her.
She hated her own name now.
People couldn't stop shivering, his lips were blue, and he joked with Xie Wei: "I've been thinking about it before. My name is Jiang Xuening. You probably hate this name. After all, it's not a good thing to meet."
Xie Wei said: "I don't hate it."
Jiang Xuening looked at him: "Don't go against your heart?"
Although Xie Wei couldn't be of much use when it snowed, his body and bones were much better than hers. Seeing that she couldn't stand up anymore, he was able to support her hard and said, "You're not called Jiang Xue."
Xuening.
The snow in late winter and the wind in early spring all stopped, quieted and melted.
Why not like it
Jiang Xuening thought about the same, panted and stood firm, and continued to walk forward, only said: "Then I should be your savior, right? I'll save you both times. If you don't have me, then you This virtue…”
Xie Wei from the previous life appeared in his mind.
Her footsteps stopped abruptly. After the change of the previous palace, she took a lot of trouble to find Xie Wei's picture, and it was suddenly magnified to the limit. on the paint tray. At that time, there was a piece of paper with a red stroke on the plate...
She finally remembered where she was familiar.
There is always something like this in the palace.
But she would never associate this with Xie Wei.
Seeing that she was not leaving, Xie Wei also stopped: "How am I?"
Jiang Xuening slowly turned around and looked at him with a disappointed and sad look, clenching his teeth, afraid that he would be shaking from the cold at the moment.
She reached out to him: "Give it to me."
Xie Wei asked, "What?"
Jiang Xuening finally couldn't bear it anymore, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and he said loudly to him: "Five stone powder, give it to me!"
Xie Wei really didn't know how she could guess it.
He blinked lightly: "Ning Er, there is something I wanted to tell you a long time ago."
Jiang Xuening stared at him with wide eyes, still holding out his hand.
Xie Wei sighed helplessly, and at this moment, he raised his hand and landed on her neck, knocking her unconscious, and then he said like smoke and dust: "What you bake is really hard to eat."
She could hardly believe what he had done.
He swayed a few times before his eyes, and then fell softly.
Xie Wei reached out his hand to grab her in time, looked at the white space around him, and thought only: last time she was a crappy doctor, and after he returned to the capital, he could not smell blood for half a year; this time she was a bad cook , so that he suspected that the meat she roasted was not the same as the one he roasted...
The delicate little girl is really not that good.
He took five stone powder with him.
It's hard to say without a try.
But he hasn't really tried it yet.
Ning Er's worried posture really seemed to turn against him immediately. Are you still on your way, don't you have any priorities
Xie Wei flipped his fingers, and the paper bag containing the powder turned around between his fingers.
He still had chills.
Glancing at Jiang Xuening in his arms, he closed his eyes, but he didn't care about this stuff like he used to. He only opened his mouth to bite the corner of the paper bag, and ate the medicine together. After a while, there will be a bit of warmth, even warmth, pouring out from the limbs, making people feel that the surrounding wind and snow seems to be getting smaller.
Xie Wei then bent his lips and smiled, lowered his head and kissed her slightly frowning eyebrows, and then carefully carried the person to his back and walked forward.