It's just that the men and women in this world always like what they like. They and them are always insensitive to those who like themselves. Just thinking about this, I saw the door to the kitchen being pushed open, and a woman was crying and crying with cream on her face. It was so cold that Shen Mingxiang pushed it out, and a brown-haired child followed behind them and beat Shen Mingxiang desperately.
I just watched the woman being pushed all the way out of the store, watching the child guarding her mother, watching Shen Mingxiang take out a yellowed photo from his pocket and slowly tear it into pieces and throw it away. In the trash can.
"Brother Xiang, what's this for? Their mother and son are pitiful, aren't they?" When Shen Mingxiang returned to the store, He Jingguo said with a worried expression.
"They are pitiful, did she ever think how pitiful I was back then!" Shen Mingxiang looked at us: "I can't compare to a green card, or a dollar, or a big waist! If it wasn't for the nine-year classmate's sake , I won't even let her in from my store!"
"Brother Xiang, what's the point of what you said, people are in trouble now" "Don't talk about the trouble! She asked for it! Isn't she going to be an American? Why not stay in the United States? It's not because you can't live! I thought of this trash when I couldn’t live. I brought the oil bottle back to me when I couldn’t live. I’m sorry I’m not a charity organization. If you let me know who paid her for the air ticket, don’t blame me for turning my face and denying anyone!” Shen Mingxiang After finishing speaking, he looked at me: "Stop doing business today, please go."
"Ok, I know."
The moment I walked to the store door and opened the door, the He family girl who had been sitting there finally let go of her voice and choked up. I sighed in my heart, and then went out.
"That man still loves that woman, why should he say such unfeeling words?"
Walking on the sidewalk, Lin asked me like this.
"Because I love her so much, I hate her betrayal, and I am angry at her status quo" I replied.
"So it's like this" Lin's voice was full of regret: "That woman is really pitiful."
"It's very pitiful, but there is no God who saves people in this world, and the one who saves people is always the man himself."
I looked at the red light on the opposite side of the zebra crossing and sighed. Lin didn't respond until the green light turned on before he quickly walked in front of me.
Walking slowly, strolling to the entrance of Xinhua Bookstore, looking at the large poster of Penglai Yeyu in the glass wall, it is time to start a novel website.
I raised my head and looked at the sprouts of the sycamore trees. When history is getting closer and closer to my past, I feel like I am like an old man and I always like to miss, walking through the old streets and alleys, looking at the road. At the stalls on both sides that will never be driven away again, I watched the stylishly dressed young people riding their bikes and swaggering, watching the children sitting on the iron chairs behind Dozel cross the market, watching the old men fall chess on the eaves, Watching teenagers wandering around in front of the booth wearing the school uniforms we wore at the beginning, listening to the pop music coming out of the store, humming the old melody in their hearts, time is always fair, some people grow up, some grow up, some grow old, this trend is fact It has not changed for thousands of years.
It’s just that the present is a little different from the past, because some evil things get redemption through my own hands, and some kindness is stretched out through the mouth of others. Isn’t that enough? At least I think I’ve done nothing wrong, because I just make the world change for the better, because I am not qualified to change the world that most people like.
Climbed on the bus, pushing each other in the crowded cans, until the presence of this temporary guest truck stopped at the end of the stop sign.
I got out of the car, walked through the gate and walked through the tree-lined stone path to halfway up the mountain, and found the tombstone that had been corroded by wind and frost. The front of it was still full of flowers, but there was no one with a sunny smile. juvenile.
Hajime and Yalai are married, and the two are currently spending their honeymoon in the southern hemisphere happily.
"Sister, I came to see you again."
I cleaned the incense burner and lit the incense and candles bought at the foot of the mountain. I squatted before the tombstone under the incomprehensible gaze of the three children. Looking at the black and white photos that had turned yellow, I sighed softly.
In my eyes, both the reality and the virtual world are always illusory, because people can only live in the hearts of others, leaving the crowd, what is the difference between being alive and being dead. That’s why I will try my best to remember this girl. For me, Zhang Yafeng is the girl who smiles at me who is ill. "Sister, I saw Lin Wenqin. He is with Brother Xiaotong."
Erasing the dust on the top of the monument, I began to talk about the situation in recent years. There are regrets after knowing the facts, sighs after knowing the truth, and the pride and sadness of changing the history by myself. "Sister, you say I do Is it right? I just don’t want to see the sorrows of the elders, but I don’t want the blood of injustice in my hands.”
"They have their great righteousness, and I have my kind deeds, but they have different reasons and different opinions, so they use the most malicious means to obtain the results they want the most. There are thousands of things in this world that can't escape a profit. "Looking at the surname on the stele, I lit the incense and "plugged" it into the incense burner in piety: "Sister, maybe in a few years, I will leave this planet, and there may be a long time at that time. If you can't come to see you, I have to forgive my unemployed brother."
Wiping the girl in the yellowed photo, even if I can't remember the fuzzy smile on this photo, I will still remember that I rescued her in the afternoon when it snowed, and it was my arrogance that ruined her. future.
In the silence, when the smoke of the incense candle was over, I struggled to stand up, said one last thing to the girl who was sleeping here, and then walked to the other side of the cemetery, where I was buried with someone who did not give in to the disease. The girl has a strong and noble soul.
Repeated the action just now, I squatted down again and looked at the words on the tombstone. You don’t know me, I don’t know you, but I know another you. I don’t know if she is also entangled by illness like you. , I only know that it is a girl who taught me how to be loved and how to love others.
It's beautiful and strong.
I continued to be silent, and waited until the fireworks were all over and the candles were lit, and I got up and walked towards the third goal.
Continue to repeat, continue to suffer from the smoke and fire, continue to feel the numbness on the feet, continue to look at the sadness on the stone, remember the first meeting, remember the summer of that year, remember the day when holding hands, remember The smile on the window sill was just nothing, her heart couldn't keep beating Wen Youqing, who was 23 years old all year round.
Standing up, I walked down the mountain.
There was no Lu Ren doctor like me in this world, but a Lu Ren doctor like me finally changed the destiny of so many people in this world, but even such a powerful doctor Lu Ren could not change the trajectory of a girl’s life in the end.
This is fate and irony
I stopped talking to myself, because I noticed the five girls at the foot of the mountain who were looking up at me. Xie En, Silence, and Tsai stood aside, holding the little hand of the girl next to him for a long time, the latter 3000 The green silk was tied behind his head, and the little owner with beautiful big eyes was facing me with a smile.