Yiran couldn't help grinding her teeth silently. This man is really hateful. It's impossible for him not to be clear about the rumors between him and Lu Keliu. Besides, the two met tonight. Even if she didn't want to believe those rumors, she couldn't Isn't it normal to mind? He will never take the initiative to explain!
Probably seeing Yiran standing still, he turned his head slightly, and then asked her: "What's wrong?"
She was tossing and turning in her mind, and shook her head in a daze. The skirt she was wearing was exactly the little black dress with ruffles that he asked his assistant to prepare. It fit her curves perfectly at this moment. The tulle at the neckline There are fine rhinestones, which also set off her complexion better, and she has a slightly swaying and coquettish look when she walks around.
Gu Tingchuan's heart skipped a beat, he walked over a few steps, and was about to bow his head to kiss her, but Yiran turned his head indifferently, just to prevent him from succeeding, and she kneaded the center of her brows, showing a tired face: "I'm so tired, Go take a shower."
Gu Tingchuan looked at her back as she turned and walked away, and frowned.
When he came out of another bathroom after taking a shower, he looked up and saw Yiran standing at the door of the bedroom, holding the quilt in his arms, making his figure even more petite, but his imposing manner was not to be underestimated: "Tonight I want to sleep alone in the guest room, I want to be quiet."
Gu Tingchuan didn't understand her "stalk", but was surprised: "Why?"
"No reason." Yiran walked out a few steps, thought something was wrong, then stepped back and looked at him: "No, I want to sleep in the bedroom alone, you go to the guest room." Saying that, she put the quilt in his arms Turning around, he closed the door behind him.
Gu Tingchuan touched the bridge of his nose, then reached out to knock on the door, but after knocking for a long time, he ignored him. The man thought for a while, and then thought that it's better to forget it so late, so she can calm down if she wants to.
Yiran, who was on the big bed in the bedroom, planned to sleep to ease his emotions, but in the end, he still couldn't fall asleep at all. He rolled around on the bed for a long time, and finally sat up resignedly, looking at the chandelier above his head and going crazy.
Why can't Gu Tingchuan ask her why she is in a bad mood... This can't be regarded as her losing her temper on purpose, a normal husband should care about his wife's emotions!
In fact, ever since she had a heart-to-heart talk about Guo Baiyu, she felt that communication with this man still had to be proactive, and she had to dare to find a breakthrough.
After thinking about it like this, Yiran still got up and walked out of the bedroom, pushed the door directly into the double guest room, touched the switch of a desk lamp and turned on the light.
Gu Tingchuan had already fallen asleep, breathing gently and evenly, and the handsome and graceful body lines lying on the bed were still somewhat seductive.
Yiran walked behind him, unceremoniously raised two small fists, patted him on the back a few times, and said, "Get up, get up, don't sleep! If I don't sleep, you don't want to sleep either!"
This is the first time Gu Tingchuan has encountered such a situation since he was born. He raised his body, his eyes as deep as ink slowly regained their clarity, and looked straight at her.
Being able to yell him out of bed in the middle of the night, there is probably no one else but her.
Yiran trembled slightly in the half-dream and half-awake eyes. Although he didn't show any anger, she still felt that Gu Dao was mighty.
She sat down on the bed behind him, saw him silent again, thought for a long time, and finally said, "Do you know why I'm unhappy?"
Gu Tingchuan was just woken up by her from his sleep, shook his head, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't know."
"Your dad doesn't know!" Seeing that he was still in a deep sleep, Yiran felt even more upset.
Gu Tingchuan looked at her amusedly: "Fortunately, my dad didn't know."
Yiran pouted, not knowing how to refute for a while.
She asked: "You said before that you have nothing to do with those actresses, so you have nothing to do with Miss Lu?"
Gu Tingchuan finally got to the point, and he was a little deliberate, his clear face shrouded in the orange light.
"First of all, not only do I have nothing to do with actresses, I have nothing to do with other women before you." He squinted at her and added word by word: "For example, being woken up by them in the middle of the night."
Yiran lowered her eyes, and when she heard this, she unnaturally grabbed the thin quilt in front of her hand, squeezed it and asked, "Then according to you, she is nothing special to you at all?"
Gu Tingchuan rubbed the center of his brows, and thought about it carefully: "It's not special, but I have to admit that I did have a crush on her, but it's been a long time."
His demeanor was upright and upright, and he didn't have any guilt or cover-up when talking about the relationship with the girl, which made her feel more complicated.
"How did that happen?"
He picked up the glass on the bedside table, drank some water to moisten his throat, and dispelled some dryness, and then said slowly: "At first I fell in love with her and wanted to train her to be a good actor. She had some good feelings, but she already had He Yang in her heart, so she didn't have any opportunities for development. Of course, I think that even if I were given a chance at that time, there would be no good results."
Yiran frowned, and now the most direct thought was: My Director Gu is so hot, why didn't there be a good result!
"… why?"
"I just want to give some good things to others, but I don't care what they really want." He paused here, looking at the girl in front of him with a little deep meaning: "Is it the same now?"
Yiran nodded, but shook his head immediately: "I think you are very careful now, sometimes... you feel taken care of, we all have to adapt to the change of identity, don't we?"
Gu Tingchuan lowered his eyes and smiled lightly, as if he felt a little helpless for her comfort: "At that time, some people said that I didn't know how to love. I thought I had changed a little, but some shortcomings were hard to correct." He lowered his head and covered it with a thin quilt Her feet were a little cold, but she still said calmly: "Some love issues are often discussed in my movies, but I don't know anything about love."
In "Women's Smoke and Cloud", he showed people whether the love obtained by abandoning himself is worth it, and in "Dark River" he explored whether the love obtained by various despicable means is true love. Then, in "Homecoming", whether love is the same as "eternal life" is just the price of nothingness.
It was only then that Yiran realized that his views on many things and feelings were very deep and complicated, while her thoughts were always simple and straightforward. She wanted to love, to be loved, and to go on happily and vigorously. .
She looked down and found that Gu Tingchuan thoughtfully covered her feet, and she couldn't help feeling warm.
"I feel that something is very complicated, and I don't know how to refine it carefully... It is not in my control, so I choose to avoid it."
Yiran was slightly taken aback. She remembered that a long time ago, she saw an interview with him in a magazine. The reporter asked him: What do you think of "love"
He said: I think love is the same as a botanist looks at a plant that is on the verge of extinction. It is killed and copied by a couple of lovers, frozen in time by many people forever, and spread to all by the hands of people. The garden of the soul, in the end, will disappear along with human civilization.
At that time, Yiran had only one thought: this man is amazing.
"Then why do you...why want to marry me?" The question she had never dared to ask finally blurted out at this moment.
However, Gu Tingchuan felt that this question was not difficult to answer. He looked at her lightly, and said with a smile, "Because when I thought of marrying you, I never felt this way."
Yiran was stabbed in the soft part of the center, and the base of his ear was scorching hot, and he didn't know how to respond to his words for a while.
Some deepest feelings are difficult to share with others, just like for Gu Tingchuan, he always feels that he is separated from the crowd, a person seems to be slowly sinking in the endless deep sea, as time goes by, this feeling Intensified.
But after meeting her, this pain has also been significantly alleviated.
Yiran's voice choked up unknowingly, even she didn't understand what was going on, even if she still cared a little about that incident, she couldn't bear to blame him now.
"I know I'm being selfish tonight, but sometimes I wish I had the right to do that."
"It's my problem. I don't like to discuss these things." He raised his hand and kneaded her cheeks, which made her go weak instantly, "However, if this can calm your emotions, I don't mind , in short, the matter between me and Lu Keliu has no impact on the present."
Yiran pursed her lips. Her eyes were already red. Since that time in the hospital, this was the second time she had shown her fragile feelings in front of him. She wanted to speak, but she didn't realize it was hoarse until she made her voice.
"Gu Tingchuan, many people will feel the same as me... You and some people at the reception are born to be superior to others. How wonderful. I didn't think about it when I promised you, but I also thought about it later. Meeting you may really be regarded as "changing fate against the sky", which is rare. However, this relationship and marriage have brought me many unexpected gifts, including my growth, and my family and I have gained a lot Happy, so, thank you, Gu Tingchuan, I want to cherish it."
When he heard this, he reached out and took her into his arms. The embrace is always warmer than the air, and a warm and magnetic voice sounded above her head: "Don't say 'thank you' to me for such things in the future, Because, so am I."
Yiran grabbed his arm with her backhand, not knowing what to do to get closer to him, but she really wanted to work hard for it, and when tears fell, she felt her heart was hot.
She hugged Gu Tingchuan's waist, lay on the small bed in the guest room, and slowly smiled again: "Okay, let's sleep here tonight."
No matter whether she let go completely in her heart or not, she doesn't have the strength to hold on to him now.
Gu Tingchuan was taken aback for a moment, and wanted to say that the big bed would not sleep, and the two of them would squeeze into a small bed... Could this be the so-called "husband and wife love".
Forget it, it's quite soft to hold anyway.