A President’s Out-of-Body Experience

Chapter 29

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As soon as Gu Xiaoshan opened the door, he heard pattering footsteps rushing towards him. He almost thought that Sanha was at home, but when he looked carefully, it was Renzi who came running to greet him like Sanha. Thinking of Sanha's stupid look, Gu Xiaoshan jokingly said, "You're perfect if you only have a slipper in your mouth." As a result, Renzi really opened the shoe cabinet to get slippers for him. Of course, he didn't have a slipper in his mouth, he was empty Taking it over also shocked Gu Xiaoshan. Gu Xiaoshan quickly brought the slippers over, probably because he was afraid that Renzi would really "hold the slippers". He thought he knew Renzi enough, but after experiencing what happened with He Jun, he was not so sure.

While putting on his slippers, Gu Xiaoshan said, "Fool, have you eaten?" Renzi shook his head and said, "I'll wait for you to come back... cook for me." Gu Xiaoshan was quite moved when he heard the first half of the sentence, but the second half There is nothing to say when you come out. Gu Xiaoshan said: "I ate outside, let me order you a takeaway now." Renzi also smelled some cigarettes and alcohol on Gu Xiaoshan, and he probably came back from socializing. Renzi felt sorry for Brother Xiaoshan who was busy every day, and said, "No, I'll just eat some oatmeal." Gu Xiaoshan said, "That won't work, you don't know how to use a dishwasher, and throw away the bowl after eating Chopsticks?" Renzi was also quite guilty, and said in a daze: "Then, why don't you hire a nanny?" Gu Xiaoshan smiled: "I rarely come here to live, hiring a nanny is not the same as paying for someone Live in my mansion? Am I a fool?" The tough man was speechless. Gu Xiaoshan said: "There will be a part-time worker to clean every day. If you don't know how to wash dishes, just put the dishes and chopsticks in the sink, and she will handle them."

Renzi nodded in a daze. Gu Xiaoshan went upstairs from the spiral staircase. The tough man chased after him and asked: "Where are you going?" Gu Xiaoshan said "Go take a bath, you can play by yourself", then left the tough man and went upstairs.

After Gu Xiaoshan took a shower, he went downstairs in his home clothes, and when he saw Renzi, he still looked at him eagerly. Gu Xiaoshan felt that he had done nothing, but Renzi looked like he was being bullied, probably because Renzi had thick eyelashes and a pair of slightly drooping almond eyes, which looked like some kind of dog. A little mournful, so it looks pitiful.

Gu Xiaoshan was quite helpless to him, and said: "What's wrong, fool?" Renzi didn't beat around the bush: "First of all, I'm not a fool..." Gu Xiaoshan moved the corners of his mouth, endured for a while before raising any objections. Seeing that Gu Xiaoshan had acquiesced, Renzi continued to say, "Second, why are you ignoring people these days?" Gu Xiaoshan couldn't help laughing "puchi". When the tough man saw this, he was furious: "What are you laughing at! I'm talking to you seriously!" Gu Xiaoshan replied with a smile: "No, you're just like that annoying girlfriend."

The tough thought to himself, "Oh, brother Xiaoshan thinks I'm annoying", and the corners of his mouth drooped again. Gu Xiaoshan spread his hands: "Didn't I not reply to your messages? You often don't reply to my messages." The tough man was about to ask "When did I not reply" when he suddenly remembered that after he graduated, Before the "turn", although Gu Xiaoshan and Gu Xiaoshan were on good terms, they didn't meet and communicate every day. The SNS chats are also inconsistent, and not replying to each other's messages is not a big deal at all.

Gu Xiaoshan said again: "It's too strange that you want to fight with me because of this." Renzi hurriedly dismissed it, saying that he was neither "strange" nor "annoying": "No, it's not like this... Maybe it's because I'm afraid You..." Gu Xiaoshan asked: "What are you afraid of me?" Renzi scratched his head and said, "I'm afraid that after you find out that I'm gay... well, that, look down on me." Gu Xiaoshan convinced: "Where did you come from?" The tough man was a little uneasy, couldn't sit still on the sofa, moved around, and finally sat cross-legged, but still shook his body unconsciously: "I... I don't know, I can't say... But I feel, you know me After being GAY, I’m not very happy.”

Hearing this, Gu Xiaoshan was still a little stunned, so he remained silent for a few seconds. These few seconds are quite difficult for Renzi, so Renzi can't wait to open his mouth to break the silence: "Maybe I feel wrong. Anyway, I think you are not very happy, so I have been "harassing" you , but you ignored me again, and I panicked even more." Gu Xiaoshan nodded: "Yes, I'm a little unhappy. I didn't expect you to be stupid." The phrase "not stupid" is in Renzi's mind Think of it as boasting that you are smart. The tough man was quite satisfied, and said: "I'm definitely not stupid. Do you think you can hide it from me? So you still look down on me, don't you?" Gu Xiaoshan said helplessly: "Let's not say that I am your friend, just Saying that I am also gay, how could I look down on you?"

Renzi said: "Then why are you unhappy?" Gu Xiaoshan also wanted to understand this point, thought about it, and said: "I think, it's probably because you came out to someone else first. Well, tell your father That's all... What makes me angry the most is that Mr. He knew about it before me." Renzi also felt guilty: "Actually, I really wanted to talk to you, but I didn't find a chance..." Gu Xiaoshan Answer: "Okay, so you were beaten by the old man after you came home from me, and you didn't eat and got sick. What happened at that time, right? You said that's what's on your mind?" Renzi nodded heavily , admitted: "Yes, the old man was very angry at that time, but later he felt distressed when he saw me like that, so he supported me." Gu Xiaoshan was silent for a while, and then said: "Well, Uncle Shi is a loving father."

Gu Xiaoshan's road to coming out of the closet was not so smooth. He had a cold war with his father for several years, and he gained approval by seizing control of the company. However, growing up in a family where pocket money for candies and toys depends on "performance", Gu Xiaoshan didn't care too much about it. He is very used to getting along with his father in a "game" way. In fact, Gu Xiaoshan and the world are getting along in a "game" mode.

Renzi noticed that Gu Xiaoshan's mood became depressed, so he thought it was his fault, frowned and apologized to Gu Xiaoshan: "I am so wrong about this matter, I wanted to tell you first. It's just that I went back to quarrel with the old man that day. , I said it out after arguing and arguing! And Mr. He, I didn’t tell him directly, so I don’t know how he heard it! I don’t know what’s going on!” See Renzi explaining so clumsily Instead, Gu Xiaoshan smiled in relief: "Isn't that what you are like! I can't blame you!"

As he said that, Gu Xiaoshan seemed to put aside those messy emotions and finally returned to rationality, so he asked: "But why did you suddenly change your sexual orientation? Are you really sure?" Renzi gritted his teeth and said, "My father did the same with me. I said it, but after I talked with him in detail, he also understood. I also know that I do a lot of unreliable things, but I really think about this matter. I failed in love before, It’s just that I don’t know that I actually like men!” These words sounded very strange, but Gu Xiaoshan accepted this sounding absurd statement, probably because Renzi is an absurd person.

Gu Xiaoshan nodded: "Just think about it clearly - but it doesn't matter if you make a mistake, at worst, you can change it back, your life is good, and the fault tolerance rate is high enough." Renzi was confused: "What tolerance... what rate..." Gu Xiaoshan smiled, and decided to explain in plain language: "You are Yu Yunren, you can be more self-willed than ordinary people."