As far as this person's brain is concerned, the structure is really bizarre. And the thoughts in the brain are not something people can control.
Ever since I had that inexplicable thought, although I instinctively forbid myself to think about it, this thought in my heart can no longer be suppressed...
Brother Huan, how will he treat me
If I stay with me, he will bear the price of losing all his worth and lives after the incident is exposed!
So... what can he do? kill me
I laughed suddenly, and it was uglier than crying. The complexity in my heart at this moment can no longer be described in words... Brother Huan will harm me? will help me
These two questions turned back and forth in my mind, but it made my brain hurt.
I can't think about this question... nor should I think about it...
Because he is Brother Huan! Take care of me, brother Huan who is good to me! It's my big brother, Chen Yang!
The newspaper in my hand had been crumpled into a ball, and in a fit of irritability, I took out my cigarettes and smoked one after another. Ni Duoduo sat on the side, seeing my expression getting more and more irritable, she was a little afraid to speak.
Finally, I looked at the sky outside and sighed.
Anyway, let's talk about it later!
"What do you want for dinner?" I stood up, ready to go out.
"Whatever you want." Ni Duoduo whispered, "I'll eat whatever you eat."
I nodded, went out to a stewed vegetable shop at the intersection on the left, bought some stewed vegetables and came back. I had been watching this small shop during the day, and brought a bottle of beer along the way. When I returned to the room, I found that there was no one in the room, and there was the sound of splashing water in the bathroom. It seems that Xiao Nizi is taking a bath...
I frowned, and quickly cleaned up the only table in the room, then spread out the food and drink, poured myself a glass of beer, and gulped it down. The bitter beer stimulated my taste buds, and a sense of joy rushed straight to the sky. I sighed and suddenly grinned.
To be honest, I don't even know what I'm laughing at, but I just think it's ridiculous that I look like this.
I don't know how long it took, but it was completely dark outside. I checked the time, and Ni Duoduo had been in the bathroom for at least an hour. I thought about it and shouted loudly, "Hurry up, hot water is only available for a limited time!"
In the bathroom, Ni Duoduo answered vaguely.
I turned on the TV at random and looked through it, but this dilapidated hotel didn’t have cable TV, so it could only receive CCTV and the local local TV station…the news broadcast was broadcast at this hour. I looked at it twice, but there was nothing else to watch, so I stopped on the news program.
The domestic news in the previous 20 minutes was nothing more than reporting the recent whereabouts of the country's leaders. Anyway, no matter what meeting was held "victoriously", the leaders were "highly concerned" about any problem, and any project was "advanced". "Completed"... Anyway, this is the case. In the following international news, it is still an earthquake and fire in a western country, or it is an American soldier attacked by Shiite Muslims in Iraq, etc...
I was bored and distracted when I suddenly heard the door of the bathroom slam softly, and then under the light of the room, a figure slowly walked out...
Ni Duoduo's long hair was wet, her shoulders were loose, and there was still moisture on her delicate face, her cheeks were flushed from steam, her eyes were shy and a little timid, she was leaning on the wall with one hand, and the other was small. Hands tightly clutching a piece of bath towel in front of her chest...
She was wrapped in a bath towel all over her body, wrapping herself around her chest. A pair of round shoulders were as smooth as jade, and the shoulders were like shavings. The girl's slender neck was as graceful as a swan. Under the bath towel, faintly The buds that are about to bloom have a faint and moving outline... The hem of the bath towel just reaches the thigh. Against the background of the snow-white bath towel, the curve of the girl's delicate legs is perfectly displayed in front of my eyes. They are straight and round... especially the plump and elastic legs. The calf, and the round and small ankle...
She just stood in front of me barefoot, with her head slightly lowered, her eyes were obviously a bit jerky, but she mustered up the courage to look directly at me like this...
To be honest, at such a moment, I was really dumbfounded for a while...
Ni Duoduo walked towards me slowly, her steps were very light, as if she was stepping on cotton, her movements were also very slow, but she never stopped!
She walked in front of me, raised her head and looked into my eyes... I just woke up a little bit, and opened my mouth and said, "What are you doing?"
Ni Duoduo shook her head, bit her lips lightly, her teeth were white and her lips were red. She opened her hands suddenly, pulled off the bath towel on her body, and immediately exposed the perfect and charming body of a girl in front of my eyes, and then threw herself into my arms...
I'm completely stunned!
Although it was only a short moment from when she pulled the towel and threw herself into my arms, under the light, the girl's naked and beautiful body suddenly appeared in front of my eyes! Instinctively, I felt a dryness in my throat, and my heartbeat suddenly accelerated!
Ni Duoduo jumped into my arms, immediately hugged me tightly like an octopus, then closed her eyes and kissed me on the mouth, I instinctively turned my head, and the girl's lips kissed On my chin... her wet hair brushes my cheek.
Hair is cold and wet.
The lips are hot!
The body in my arms was still trembling, like a frightened dove, as light as a feather, the trembling was full of excitement, and even a little bit of fear, but it slid into my arms like desperately... At the same time, that one The delicate fragrance of the girl with short legs is also trying to get into my nose! Girl's red lips rub against my face...
The lights were dim, and I couldn't hear the sound from the TV clearly. The air in the room seemed to condense, and I stood there for ten seconds. Finally, when Ni Duoduo's lips finally touched me It was only when I opened my lips that I suddenly came to my senses, and then I reached out and grabbed Ni Duoduo's arms, and pushed her away!
"What are you doing! Crazy!" I whispered, then picked up the bath towel on the ground with one hand, quickly covered her shoulders, and pushed her away forcefully.
Ni Duoduo stubbornly wanted to get into my arms again, but I coldly pushed her away. This time my strength was a little stronger, Ni Duoduo was pushed by me and fell on the bed, the bath towel was scattered aside, and the girl's intact body was exposed to the light.
I took a breath, walked over quickly, pulled the quilt hard to cover her, then stood up, looked at her coldly: "What the hell are you doing!"
Ni Duoduo cried, she froze for a while, then suddenly burst into tears, clutching the quilt tightly, raised her head to look at me: "You...why didn't you want me?"
I laughed back angrily: "Then why did I have to ask you?"
Ni Duoduo lowered her head, did not dare to look at me, hesitated for a moment, and shook her head: "I don't know... I thought about it for a day, and I felt that only by doing this would I feel better... I don't know, my mind is messed up, but I just One thing for sure... that is, I want to give myself to you!"
I took a deep breath, stood by the bed, stared at her: "Why?"
"No reason, I just want to give it to you." The girl looked at me stubbornly.
I sneered: "What is it? Repayment? Or guilt? Compensation?"
"It's not..." Ni Duoduo cried, she cried very sadly, looking at such a touching girl, she cried like a child, while wiping her tears and snot, she cried: "I just want to give you... I just think you are too kind to me... I can only feel better if I do this... I can feel better!" At this point, Ni Duoduo suddenly raised her head, bit her lip and stared at me, and popped out of her mouth suddenly One sentence: "Chen Yang, I love you!"
I smiled, a little helpless, a little wry smile: "Do you understand what love is? You are still too young, don't say this word lightly!"
Then I changed to a slightly softer tone, sat down slowly, and sat at the foot of the bed: "You really don't have to do this... I know how you feel now, you feel guilty because you think you have hurt me, Drag me down. You want to make up for me... On the other hand, you feel very scared, you are in such a big trouble, you are very scared, and you are very dependent on me... I can understand these. Okay... Don't think about it, you now This kind of practice is absurd, stop making trouble."
Ni Duoduo wiped away tears vigorously, stared straight at me, and said quietly: "Do you dislike me... I am still a virgin, this is the first time for me... I won't lie to you, it's true... Do you not believe me?" ?!"
"I believe it! Is it okay if I believe it?" I smiled, and said softly: "Are you a virgin or not, there is no need for me to prove anything. I just tell you, you don't have to do it!"
I hesitated for a moment, tentatively stretched out my hand to gently hug her shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "I know you are very scared now, a little at a loss, and don't know what to do in the future... I can understand all these. But your current situation It's not necessary to do it."
"But...but I love you..." the girl cried again, as if she was wronged.
I shook my head and said with a smile, "Okay, it's not love, it's dependence." Then I sighed: "Actually, I'm not good either. Such a big thing happened yesterday. Why do you have such a good face... You must be very sad. But I still say the same thing, you don't have to do this!"
I stood up, walked into the bathroom, took out all the clothes left by Ni Duoduo and threw them on her bedside, and said gently: "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette now. When I come back, I hope you Get dressed and let's just pretend this never happened tonight, okay?"
After saying this, I stopped talking, turned and walked out of the room.
…
For the whole night after that, Ni Duoduo was very silent, her eyes kept looking at me quietly, and wherever I went, those faint eyes followed me. I sat and lay down, as if she was watching me beside her. Even when I turned off the lights at night, I felt Ni Duoduo watching me from another bed behind me.
The next morning, when I woke up, Ni Duoduo also opened her eyes. Her eyes were red and swollen, like peaches. I don't know if she didn't sleep all night or what happened.
I didn't speak, just got off the bed and stretched myself. I have slept with my clothes on for the past two days, and my body is a little uncomfortably restrained. In fact, it is a very uncomfortable thing to sleep without taking off your clothes.
Then I patiently waited until the appointed time yesterday before dialing the number again. Ni Duoduo remained silent, just watching me quietly from the side.
The phone rang three times and was connected.
It was still the thick man's voice: "Chen Yang?"
"it's me."
"Listen, I've arranged...you do as I tell you..."