Is it worth it
I closed my eyes, then opened them again, and continued to look at the ceiling.
I didn't even dare to close my eyes, because as soon as I closed them, I seemed to see Jin He standing in front of me, saying to me coldly, "I'm sorry, Xiao Wu."
sorry
sorry! !
I subconsciously pulled a smile from the corner of my mouth, then my eyes fell on the fat man's face, and I said slowly: "I... don't know."
The fat man looked very calm, he leaned over and put the half of the cigarette in my mouth, and let me take a puff. This action makes me feel very warm.
"I feel bad." I squeezed out these words with difficulty, and looked at the fat man. At this moment, I felt very weak... really weak!
"I understand." The fat man said lightly: "It's normal for you to feel uncomfortable now." There was a trace of mockery in his eyes: "Do you believe what I say now?"
"What, what?"
"Do you still remember what I told you the day before yesterday..." The fat man said coldly: "In this world, apart from my own mother and father, there is no kindness worth repaying with your own life and your whole life!"
I raised my finger and struggled for a while. The fat man took another cigarette and took another puff. This time he simply left the half of the cigarette in my mouth, and he lit another one himself.
"I regard Brother Huan as my father." I gritted my teeth and looked at the fat man. The fat man was stunned for a moment, his eyes slowly fell on my face: "Father?"
"Yes." I smiled, but my eyes were a little wet: "My parents were gone when I was in school. Later, I worshiped a master. He was the first great benefactor in my life. Unfortunately, his old man died early. I failed to repay. Brother Huan was the second one. He gave me everything, a job, and status. He looked up to me and regarded me as his confidant... "
I calmly said that when I was with Brother Huan, he promoted me from a younger brother who was serving dishes, and said that Brother Huan asked me to practice boxing with him. Said that I went to the sauna with Brother Huan, and then rubbed his back with my own hands...
At that time, he was really like my father!
I said slowly, the fat man didn't interrupt, just listened quietly and kept listening.
After listening, he suddenly sighed, stood up and walked to the window. He turned his back to me and looked outside, then suddenly smiled with a sarcastic tone: "It seems Ye Huan was wrong this time."
"..." I looked at the fat man, a little puzzled.
The fat man turned around and stared at me: "It's a pity, Ye Huan is cruel enough, and his ability to control people is also experienced enough... It's a pity he misjudged you! Misjudged you, kid!"
I still didn't speak.
The fat man quickly flicked the cigarette ash, and said lightly: "I didn't expect you to be such a person... Boy, I was wrong too. You are not persistent... You are simply persistent! If Ye Huan was smarter... Hehe If I were Ye Huan, I would find you directly and tell you face to face. I am facing death. If you don’t die, I will definitely be finished... If I were Ye Huan, I would not send someone to kill you, but tell you personally What you said... With your personality, or Ye Huan's position in your heart, I can almost be sure that you don't need him to send someone to kill you, and you are even willing to die for him voluntarily!"
Speaking of this, the fat man laughed loudly, as if he had seen the most ridiculous thing in the world: "The smarter you are, the more stupid you are! Ye Huan, Ye Huan! You did something stupid this time!"
After laughing enough, he sighed, glanced at me, thought for a while, and sighed: "Actually... I can't say that he is stupid, it can only be said that with his way of thinking, he would never have thought that you would voluntarily sacrifice possible."
I am silent.
Indeed, if you think about it carefully, if Brother Huan didn't find someone to kill me, but told me face-to-face very calmly, if I don't die, this matter will not be resolved, and Brother Huan himself will die... Then in such a situation, maybe I Really willing to die for Brother Huan!
No... not "maybe", that's almost a certainty!
"It is impossible for a selfish person to understand the selflessness of others." The fat man shook his head with a smile, and sighed: "Actually, Ye Huan can't help it. A little brother like you wouldn't be willing to kill anyone else... These days, loyal There are too few people! You are willing to serve him, abandoning your family and wife to die in the world. Who would not like this kind of friendship? He wants your life just to protect himself... These days, what kind of loyalty, what kind of loyalty? Kindness, when it's really a matter of life and death, what I'm thinking of is myself... It can't be considered selfish, but it's just too chilling to treat you morally like this!"
I'm still speechless.
chilling...
Fatty was right. My heart is as cold as ice now!
Forced to smile, I took a breath: "Anyway, thank you."
The fat man held his hand away: "I may not be a good person, but I just think it would be a pity for a kid like you to die like this, so I just saved your life."
I really feel a little ridiculous.
Brother Huan, who is so kind, I insisted not to give up because of his daughter, but he wanted to kill me! And a fat man who had never met before saved my life just because he looked at me pleasingly!
I sighed: "What place is this?"
"A safe place." The fat man smiled: "That doctor's skills are pretty good, but his temper is a little bit bad. I used to carry guns before, and I was a health worker and went to the battlefield. Now I'm a veterinarian... But the skills It's really good." He smiled: "Don't worry, he said you won't die this time, so you won't die. That guy's face is a bit stinky, but his vision is still very accurate."
Then the fat man walked up to me, touched the bandages on my body lightly, and said with a smile: "It's a pity that you have a good skin, and you should wear less clothes in the summer. Don't scare the girl. You look very energetic. From now on, I will wear a lot of clothes." There are a lot of scars on my body, and I guess it will be affected a little bit when I pick up girls."
Where am I interested in talking about this right now? He smiled lightly, but didn't speak. The fat man raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "Okay, actually, you don't have to worry... Men! They don't rely on their appearance! Women only rely on their looks! A man can have everything if he has the ability!"
He sat down slowly and glanced at me: "What do you do after thinking about it?"
"have no idea."
I am telling the truth.
I really don't know what else I can do... I don't know where the road is.
It turns out that the goal I hold in my heart is to protect Duoduo, and let that girl be safely delivered to Brother Huan! Now that her matter is over, Brother Huan wants to kill me. Who else can I turn to
Where else can I go
"Do you hate it?" The fat man looked at my face and asked suddenly.
"Hate, I don't hate." I shook my head, my neck moved and the wound was a little painful: "I can't tell."
At this moment, someone knocked on the door outside.
The fat man frowned, and said loudly, "Old man, what a fool! Didn't you bring the key?"
No one answered, still knocking on the door.
Bang bang, bang!
Three beeps, two long and one short!
Fatty's face immediately turned serious, he stood up slowly, looked at me quietly, then at them in the distance, and muttered to himself: "Damn, this kid is really stubborn..."
He smiled and slowly reached under my bed, pulled out a pistol from under the bed board, and looked at me coldly: "Lie down and don't move."
He sat down slowly, leaned on the chair, with one leg raised on the head of the bed, and then sighed: "Come in, knocking and knocking are annoying!"
The door opened silently, revealing that the doctor with the face of slaughtering a pig, wearing a dirty white coat, stepped back step by step from the door with our backs on his back. His hands were hanging by his sides, and his eyes looked out coldly.
Then, I saw a gun staring at his forehead!
Then it was the arm. Finally, Jin Hewei'an slowly walked in from the outside. He held a gun to the doctor's forehead in one hand, and a pistol in the other hand. He pointed at me as soon as he entered the door.
Jin He's face was stern and his eyes were piercing. Although he didn't even look at me, I felt like I was being stared at by a poisonous snake!
The fat man was still leaning on the chair, his eyes were squinted, the fat on his face squeezed until there were only two slits left in his eyes, he looked at Jin He quietly, and when Jin He came in, he kicked the door shut, the fat man sighed Youyou sighed.
The doctor didn't speak, but slowly stretched out his hands, indicating that he didn't intend to resist, and then stepped back step by step, backing to the edge of the wall. Jin He stared at him for a while, then slowly lowered the gun pointed at him.
Only then did he turn around and look at me: "Xiao Wu."
To be honest, my heart is very strange at the moment... very strange!
Jin He can chase here and point a gun at me, I don't even have any fear in my heart!
Yes, not even the slightest fear! I seemed to be relieved, as if I simply felt...
So be it!
There seemed to be a voice in my heart saying to me: "That's it! It's good to end like this."
"Xiao Jin, do you have to do this?"
It was Fatty who spoke, his tone was calm, not at all murderous, and even a bit lazy, looking at Jin He with narrowed eyes.
"I have no choice." Jin He looked at him, the gun in his hand was still pointing at me: "If he doesn't die, brother Huan will die, if brother Huan dies, many people will die!"
The fat man didn't move. He just held the gun in his hand, but didn't lift it up. Instead, he sighed, with a hint of pity in his eyes: "Is that what Ye Huan said... Do you really believe it?"
"I believe!" Jin He replied lightly, and then slowly took a step closer, looking at me: "Xiao Wu, while alive, there are some things that cannot be done, and some things must be done! Some things have no choice! Do you understand? ?”
Suddenly, a trace of anger surged out of my heart!
It was as if my empty heart was filled with overwhelming anger all at once!
I suddenly sat up from the bed! Although the multiple wounds on my body were in severe pain, and my facial expression was distorted by the pain, I stared at Jin He intently, my voice hoarse: "Jin He, I won't answer your words, can I ask you a question? "
"..." Jin He hesitated for a moment: "Okay, you say."
I laughed.
I don't even understand how I can still laugh at a time like this! But I just laughed!
"You said there is no choice...very good!" I stared at Jin He with complicated eyes, "Choice!! Let me ask you, when you entrusted Duo Duo to me, did I talk to you?" You talk about choices! Did I choose not to do it?! When Duo Duo was captured by the son of the big boss, did I choose not to get into this trouble, not to get into this troubled water?! I gave up my family and died for this matter , did I choose not to do this? At that time, did I say to you 'I have no choice'?"
The muscles on Jin Heon's face twitched.
I faced his gun and continued to say coldly: "Okay, now I am going to die, you said I must die, so there is no choice?! When things require me to bleed, I can bleed or protect myself, but I chose to bleed! When it's your turn to kill me, you say you have no choice!" The smile on my face gradually brought out a trace of hostility, I faced Jin He, and pointed to my forehead: "Go here Gun!"
The expression on Jin He's face changed a little. He had already opened the safety of the pistol, but he didn't pull the trigger for a long time.
Fatty sat up straight slowly, then finally raised his gun and aimed at Jin He: "Xiao Jin, you have changed."
"I haven't changed." Jin He shook his head: "This is how it is. If he doesn't die, Brother Huan will die."
"You're fucking out of your mind!!!" The fat man suddenly became angry, jumped up from his chair, and stared at Jin He: "Let me ask you, Ye Huan wants to kill this kid because he is afraid that this kid will not die. I'm about to die... Do you believe this too?? Then what about his daughter? Where's Ye Huan's daughter? Why can Ye Huan's daughter not die!!"
"Because we naturally have a way to find a corpse to replace it." Jin He replied quickly.
"Then this kid can handle it in the same way. Why not?" the fat man said coldly.
"..." Jin He was suddenly speechless.
"Because Ye Huan is not at ease at all!" Fatty's cold words pierced the layer of paper that had been covering this matter like a knife: "Because Ye Huan is not at ease! He regards his own life as very important … In order to guarantee his own life 100%, the safest way is to let this kid die! Only the dead will not speak, the dead will not leak his information, and the dead will not betray him! He did not kill the girl, because That girl is his daughter, so he can't do anything! And this boy, although he has a good relationship with him, is not his biological son after all, but just a younger brother, so he sacrificed himself with pain! This is the root of the matter Right!! In the final analysis, Ye Huan does not believe in others, he only believes in himself! The root of the matter is that if this kid is not dead, Ye Huan is afraid that he will be in danger. That is only a possibility! But Ye Huan even endangered himself. 'Possibilities' are not allowed!"
Jin Heon's eye muscles were trembling.
The fat man finished talking so much in one breath, then sat down slowly, and put down the gun in his hand: "Whether this kid will die or not, Ye Huan may not be in danger. He is just afraid that this kid will be found and betrayed by others." That's all. In fact, you can find someone to replace him. There are so many corpses in the morgue in the hospital every day. Just find one and ask two experts to deal with it. Isn't it? It's just that Ye Huan, for his own safety, He's too careful, too cautious!"
The gun in Jin Heon's hand was still pointed at me.
At this time, Fatty suddenly spoke in an unusually calm tone, and slowly said the last sentence...
These words immediately broke Jin He's psychological defense!
He said slowly: "I ask you a question, if you can answer it, I will let you kill this kid, I will not stop you!"
"What?"
"If..." Fatty said slowly, word by word, in a light tone: "If it's not this kid who takes care of Ye Huan's daughter this time but you Jin He himself, in this situation, you guess Ye Huan wants to guarantee For his safety, will he also decide to kill you!"
There seemed to be a ray of light in Jin He's eyes that slowly dimmed...
The fat man smiled: "This kid is just a mirror... Xiao Jin, don't you see Ye Huan now? Did he save you back then because of loyalty? If you didn't have such a good body, he would Help you? Can't you see through this kid's affairs?"
He shook his big head, and said quietly: "This matter, let people see it, it's chilling!"
Jin He suddenly put down his gun!
He looked at me silently for a while, then suddenly took out his wallet from his pocket, and took out all the cash from it, a thick stack, including RMB and US dollars. Then slowly put it on the ground, after thinking about it, he put his gun on the money again.
"Don't use your card, it will leave a record, and you can catch up to you by following the card." Jin He's tone returned to that mechanical indifference, without any emotional fluctuations.
He glanced at the doctor in the corner: "Old man, I'm sorry, I'll ask you to drink and apologize some other day."
"I'm sorry for your mother's ghost!" The doctor cursed coldly, and then added: "Next time you come to me for medical treatment, I will charge double!"
Jin Heon didn't look at him, then walked to the door and took a deep look at me: "Let's go, go as far as possible! Never come back! Your family will be fine, I promise!" He seemed to hesitate , the muscles on his face trembled, and then he gritted his teeth...
Jin He suddenly smiled, it was a very bitter smile: "Xiao Wu, I actually admire you very much!"
The door was closed for a long time, I still looked at the door blankly, the room was quiet, only the stack of banknotes on the ground, and the gun that Jin He left for me!
After a while, the doctor suddenly jumped up, pointed at the fat man and cursed: "Fuck! Dahai, you are fucking sick! You don't know how dangerous Xiao Jin is! Why don't you fuck with a gun! You stand like a Bodhisattva!"
The fat man suddenly became angry, smashed the gun in his hand hard, and scolded with a smile: "Fuck your mother! I still want to fuck you! Why is there no bullet in your gun at home! I was also worried just now!" Yes! Damn, everyone has guns, I am not afraid of Xiao Jin! But I have no bullets in my gun!"
The doctor was speechless, and rubbed his nose after a while: "There is no bullet in the gun... Damn, I forgot to load it..."
Only then did the fat man come over and pat me on the shoulder, pulling me out of my contemplation: "Boy, now the matter is temporarily closed. Pack up, I'll take you out of here now."