He looked at me and said slowly: "Simply put...you can understand your difficulties, but I can't accept that you are a gangster. Understanding is one thing, accepting is another."
"Then... you don't recognize me anymore?" My heart trembled, I finally met another relative, am I going to lose him like this
Eldest brother looked at me, and slowly said: "Chen Yang, your elder brother is dozens of years old, it's not that you don't understand the truth. It's just that I have to think about everything slowly."
He sighed: "Today, you came here to change the ward for Xiaohu to help me. But for me, there will be some knots in my heart. You are rich, I can see it. But how did you get the money? If you let me spend your money, my heart will be uneasy. "
"Eldest brother, don't be so pedantic anymore!" I sighed heavily, and said in a deep voice, "I asked you, you said that you refused to accept the money... Hey, I admit that a lot of my money is indeed illegal. You earned it from your business. But so what? Do you think that if you don’t spend these black money, others won’t?”
I pointed to the patients walking around the hospital yard and sneered: "Have you seen these people? In the hospital, there are many of these patients, and their treatment expenses are not paid by themselves! Many people accept Donations from those charities! And this hospital, many hospitals! They all accept donations from charities!! But, do you know where the donations from those charities come from??? Do you know???"
The elder brother was stunned for a moment.
I continued to sneer: "Let me tell you, the biggest underworld boss in Canada, the boss of Hell's Angels, he throws at least 10 million out every year to donate to these charities! If my money is black money! Then Hell's Angels The money will only be a hundred times blacker than my money!! That money, donated to charities, is to bleach them and make them famous!! But the same money is also invested in hospitals, sponsored by A lot of patients! Therefore, these hospitals, these patients, they are spending black money every day!!"
I looked at the elder brother: "You said that you are not willing to spend black money, you will feel uneasy! Then let me tell you, this hospital must be invested by charities! Many people who donate to charities must have black money!! You said you don’t spend black money! But when Lei Ren was admitted to this hospital, he was already spending it!!”
At this moment, I've made no secret of it, I'm even deliberately hitting the senior brother's confidence, I'm hitting his inner thoughts! ! I stared at him, gritted my teeth and said, "Do you think the boundary between black and white is that simple?"
After I finished speaking, I looked at the elder brother, he was already stunned, his eyes were a little dazed.
After a long time, the elder brother sighed, and his tone was extremely complicated: "Chen Yang, Chen Yang... you... why do you have to go on this road... I know these truths, I can't say no to you, I also know you What you said may be true. But, you are my younger brother, let me watch you go to the underworld, it is really hard for me to let go... It is very difficult!"
This time, I laughed instead!
I have a ferocious expression on my face, and even more evil spirit in my eyes! But I was clearly laughing!
This is a kind of wild laughter, a kind of wild laughter with indignation and sadness!
"Why did I go to the underworld? Why did I go to the underworld... Hahahahaha!!!" I laughed, and then angrily said: "Do you think I want to! Do you think I want to become what I am now?"
I suddenly stood up and pointed to the sky: "If you want to blame, blame this thief!" I turned around, looked down at my senior brother who was still sitting here, and said loudly: "Master went... when the old man died... I don’t dare to forget the teachings of the underworld for a moment! I dare not for a moment!! I returned to Nanjing, and with my kung fu, if I was in the underworld, I would have made it early!! But I didn’t! I would rather earn hundreds of dollars a month. Block, to be a small waiter carrying plates! Be a small worker! Later, a boss appreciated me, thought I was capable, promoted me, and made me a supervisor step by step!" I took a deep breath: "I You can swear to the sky! In those few years, I, Chen Yang, did not do a single thing that hurt the sky! Not a single thing!!"
Then I paused, and my voice became gloomy: "Although there were some twists and turns, I have been living well. For some reasons, I left that boss. I found a job in a company with a good income. I I also have a beautiful, kind and gentle girlfriend, I have my own good friends, my own life, peace and happiness! Do you think I don’t want to live like that? Do you think I like to be like this??”
I was so excited that my face flushed and even the veins on my neck popped out. I clenched my fists and yelled at Senior Brother!
Then, with a swish, I tore off my shirt with both hands! The buttons came apart, and I tore off my shirt, revealing my body inside!
Under the sun, on my chest, back, arms, and shoulders, there are scars cut by knives, gunshot wounds, bullet holes...
Eldest brother froze for a moment!
He stared at the scars all over my body, opened his mouth hard, but couldn't say a word for a long time! !
Finally, his voice was hoarse: "Chen Yang... you, how did you make it... like this?"
"Make it like this?" I laughed, but my eyes were cold: "These are the prices I want to be a good person!!"
I started to talk about it, starting from when I was in China and promised Brother Huan to take care of his daughter out of a sense of responsibility and kindness. Then in order to protect his daughter, I got into trouble! Afterwards, I fled with Ni Duoduo all the way, after going through many hardships and hardships, I finally handed Ni Duoduo into his father's hands!
"A man is a man, promises money, that's exactly what it should be." The elder brother nodded, and said in a deep voice: "Since that brother Huan has supported you back then, his daughter, a weak woman, was bullied by gangsters, so you should take action to get rid of the harm." Yes. If you persist in not giving up and hand over the girl to his father, you are considered a man!"
"Man?" I laughed so hard that tears almost came out, I stared at senior brother: "Do you think these injuries on my body were caused by those enemies who chased and killed me? Wrong! Senior brother! You are wrong! You are so wrong!! You are as wrong as I was back then! So naive!!”
Then I started to tell, since Brother Huan betrayed me and wanted to kill me to silence me, I fought a bloody road in the long street in Guangzhou, was rescued by a kind fat man, and then narrowly escaped death... But, I can’t stay in China any longer up! I was forced to smuggle out of the country, and I encountered a gangster smuggling group and pirates at sea, and I narrowly escaped death...
"You think I don't want to be a good person? I don't want to be an upright and good person? I don't want to live that kind of peaceful and happy life?" I smiled miserably, looked at Senior Brother, and slowly said, "Big Brother, you see Are these scars? Let me tell you, these knives not only slashed on my body... but also slashed at my heart! It was cut so hard! It was so poisonous! It cut off my body Soft heart, cut off my kindness! Cut off my innocence! Cut off my conscience!!"
I vented it all in one breath, I just felt that under the emotional excitement, I was a little weak, and I couldn't help but go limp...
Eldest brother's eyes were already red, he suddenly hugged me, and patted my shoulder forcefully with his broad palm, his voice choked up: "Chen Yang... Chen Yang... I'm sorry for you!" After a pause, He gritted his teeth and said, "Brother, I don't know that you have been wronged so much!!"
His hands were trembling, and he gently stroked the hideous and terrifying scars on my body. Finally, the senior brother took a deep breath: "From today on, with the senior brother around, no one can wrong you anymore!! With the senior brother protecting me With you, no one can touch you and hurt you again!!"
After hearing these words from my senior brother, I finally felt relieved!
I haven't vented in ages! In other words, I never got a chance to vent! !
Ciro is my good brother, but most of the time, he seems to be my younger brother. He is more impulsive and inexperienced than me. Therefore, in front of him, I must remain strong and maintain the image of a boss that he can trust and rely on!
Although Yan Di, Qiao Qiao and I have a good relationship, they are women, a man, and it is impossible for them to cry out their pain in a woman's arms.
Only big brother! There is only Big Brother! Only the big brother who beat me, carried me on his back, and reprimanded me when he was a child is like an elder brother!
After Master died, I haven't cried like this for a long, long time. I almost vented all the grievances that I have been holding back in my heart for so long, all the things that I couldn't confide in others, and vented them all on the elder brother's heart. arms.
Don't say I'm weak.
After all, I'm only twenty-four years old!
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When we returned to the ward, Lei Ren looked at his father cautiously, but seeing that the elder brother and I both had red eyes but walked in side by side, this clever boy was relieved.
Eldest brother didn't refuse my kindness anymore, I left two most senior nurses to take care of Xi Luo and Lei Ren in the hospital, and I went back to "Baozhilin" with elder brother.
I was finally able to ask the doubts in my heart: "Brother, what relationship do we have with Bao Zhilin? Could it be that our school is also the descendant of Huang Feihong?"
The senior brother smiled and was about to speak when my cell phone rang.
It was Xiao Huang who called, and he told me that what I told him to do was done.
Xiao Huang, I sent to deal with those Japanese who came to kick the hall! Hmph... The bullying is on our heads, in this area of Vancouver, do you think you can leave with a pat on the ass