I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling. At this moment, my face must be very ugly... The only name in my mind is turning over and over again... Ye Huan!
Ye Huan... the man I once called "Brother Huan"! The most trusted elder who I once regarded as my father and brother, big brother, boss, benefactor...
These various identities are all pinned on that person. In my mind, he was once a mountain! A mountain! It is a mountain worthy of my life!
This person once gave me the family affection, kindness, and loyalty that I desire most... He was even the idol I admired the most in my heart! He single-handedly promoted me, gave me status, and gave me opportunities... And in the end, he pushed me into the abyss with his own hands...
This kind of feeling is difficult to describe, very difficult.
Now, perhaps intellectually, I should tell myself that he is now my enemy, my enemy! It was because of his various persecutions that I ended up leaving my motherland, leaving my hometown, and traveling across oceans...
So, should I hate him
Yes, I do hate him now too... so what should I do? kill him
I was stunned by the word "kill" in my heart. Then, I started to meditate...
I'm not an indecisive person... Even though I used to be a bit sticky with principles, since I have gone further and further on the black road, I can almost be regarded as a ruthless person now.
However, facing Ye Huan, I suddenly discovered that in my heart, apart from hatred for him, there seemed to be too many... other things left behind!
I can't forget Ye Huan's kindness to me... that kind of feeling is like a big brother. I can't forget that he asked me to practice boxing with him with a hearty laugh, and I can't forget that the two of us took a sauna together, and then the two of us rubbed each other's backs like a big brother and a little brother... I can't even forget that he once The bold words of all his subordinates: You are my man, I will cover you! !
Delightful kindness and hatred... How simple are these four words! How easy! ! But if you really face your former relatives, can you really do it
Without Ye Huan, I would not be who I am today. Without Ye Huan, I'm afraid I'd still be a dish-handler at the bottom of society in Nanjing!
"Xiao Wu." I don't know how long I was stunned, Yang Wei called me softly from the side. I turned to look at her blankly.
Yang Wei looked into my eyes, her eyes were clear, rational, and her tone was calm: "What are you thinking?"
"... nothing." I closed my eyes.
"I know the position of Ye Huan in your heart." Yang Wei whispered in my ear: "But you also have to understand that the past is over, and your relationship with him has become an enemy! It is impossible to turn back! And you better understand... Ye Huan and I have worked together before, and I know this person's character very well. He is the kind of real hero. When he should be merciful, he will be more merciful than God... But When he should be ruthless, he can also be ruthless!! This person has always made me a little jealous, so... You have to understand that the matter between you and him cannot be resolved peacefully... Moreover, if Ye Huan is really here now For Canada...then now is your best chance to deal with him! Once he returns to the country...there will be his territory, and given the fact that you have no foundation in the country, your only chance to deal with him is here!"
"I know." I opened my eyes suddenly, and I even smiled on my face, looking at Yang Wei: "Yang Wei...do you know, I'll tell you something...a secret."
"What?"
I sighed softly, then I looked at the ceiling, my face was calm, and my tone was even more gentle, without even the slightest emotional fluctuation, I said softly: "I have never really hated anyone in my life until now. …well, yes, it seems like never.”
After a pause, I continued: "For example, the princess, although I hate this woman very much now, and she once wanted to do something against me... But I just hate her. Another example is the Vietnamese big Ruan Xiao who was killed by me. Ruan... I just know that they are my enemies. If you fight to the death, one of them must fall." My voice became softer and softer, and then I changed my tone and whispered: "Except for Ye Huan... you may be very It's hard to believe that the person I hate the most in my life until now is him! Yes, you heard me right... I said hatred! Every time I think of him, I can't help but feel angry. Anger will drive me out of my mind and drive me nuts! I'm going to imagine grabbing him in front of me and making him look like I'm having a good time! I'm even going to imagine myself spitting On his face, scolding him, and then questioning why he betrayed me in the first place! I also imagined that he would cry bitterly in front of me, begging me to forgive him humbly... I imagined ruining him and making him lose everything …”
I gritted my teeth, but with a hint of helplessness: "Yes, I hate him so much... But every time I get angry, I'm not only angry with him... I also hate myself... Do you know why?"
"I don't know." Yang Wei softly said, while gently holding my hand.
I shook my head, lowered my eyelids, and smiled wryly at the same time: "I hate myself because... even when I hated him so much and imagined those scenes in my heart, I never thought of killing him... never. I even suddenly realized that even now, even though I hate him no matter how much I hate him, deep down in my heart, I still have no intention of killing him at all."
Speaking of this, I looked at Yang Wei: "Do you think I'm weird?" I shook my head and said, "I think it's weird too... because I don't dare to kill people. Even if it's someone else, if I stand by me Even if I don't hate him, I will kill him without hesitation! But Ye Huan... I don't know. I don't know if I will be able to kill him when I face him one day. "
Yang Wei didn't speak, but held my hand tightly, trying to give me the greatest silent comfort. Her eyes were gentle and calm, she just stared at me like this, then stretched out her other hand and stroked my forehead lightly.
"Yang Wei, maybe you can't understand this kind of feeling... But, do you know? In fact, back then, I would have died for Ye Huan without hesitation!" I said with infinite mockery in my tone: "Back then, if Ye Huan didn't That kind of method, to kill me in a hurry... If he just found me and told me face to face, he needs me to die for him... With my temperament and feelings for him back then, I'm afraid I would be willing to do it for him And suicide!! Unfortunately, he just used the most stupid way to betray me and betray me... "
"My hatred for him is not because he wants me to die, it's not because I suffered so much afterwards, and it's not because I sacrificed so much for him... I hate him, it's all because of a kind of love that I love most The sadness and anger that someone betrayed... that's all." I whispered this and closed my mouth.
Maybe many people can't understand this kind of feeling. In fact, this kind of feeling is like a man who fell in love with a girl when he was young. One day, that girl suddenly betrayed you and abandoned you. At that time, you may have hated her very much, hated her to death, hated her so much that you could say anything cruel or unfeeling, and you would even imagine all the most unfeeling and vicious methods to take revenge on her...
However, when she really stands in front of you one day, you will find that you have prepared the hatred in your heart for so long, but you can't really do it! Just because she used to be your dearest person!
I know this kind of metaphor is somewhat weird, but Ye Huan's position in my heart was once my dearest person! !
"Okay, Xiao Wu." Yang Wei smiled softly, there was a kind of tenderness in her smile, which silently infected me: "Now don't think about this question for now... I was just guessing just now. Sorry, If you don't want to bring up the subject..."
"No!" I suddenly said very resolutely, I looked at Yang Wei, and said decisively: "Your analysis just now makes sense... Meeting Jin He this time is indeed a coincidence... But if Jin He is here, then Ye Huan is probably in Canada too!" I took a deep breath and looked at Yang Wei: "Wei Wei, check it out for me... I want to know the exact news... If he is really in Canada..." I thought Thinking, slowly said: "Well, I don't know what decision I will make... But you can help me check it now."
Yang Wei nodded in agreement, but she said again: "You are Sorin's distinguished guest, now that something happened to you, Sorin already knew about it, and now he also sent people over, he even sent a few bodyguards in the hotel lobby Stay here. In addition, he may come to see you later today... Well, should we tell Thorin about this? Or find an excuse to prevaricate him?"
"What do you think?"
"I think it's best for you not to see him." Yang Wei thought for a while, "I've asked Hammer to call back. Later today, Vancouver will send someone over. Although Sorin said he would send someone to protect you, But after all, you can rest assured that your own subordinates will use it. Besides, although your relationship with Sorin is very good now, after all, you and him are a combination of interests, and we have to guard against him. Moreover, if Ye Huan is in Canada , I have to find out why he came to Canada? The biggest underworld boss in Canada is Sorin! If Ye Huan comes here, maybe he has something to do with Sorin. God knows if Sorin finds out that you and Ye Huan are enemies, this What kind of attitude will the old guy take! I mean, relying on others is better than relying on yourself. Regarding the grievances between you and Ye Huan, I think you should not let Sorin know... and I think Ye Huan himself would not say it... If Ye Huan really knew Sorin, then Ye Huan was smart enough not to tell."
I understood the meaning of Yang Wei's words.
For Ye Huan, I am a "dead person", a person whose identity has long since died. Even though I'm famous in Vancouver, Ye Huan in China probably doesn't know about it. After all, no matter how famous a gangster in Vancouver is, it will not spread to China.
And now, with Jin He and I having an unexpected encounter, Ye Huan will definitely know that I am also in Canada now... Ye Huan will definitely investigate me, and in this way, he should be able to find out about my current situation in Canada, presumably It won't take him long to find out that Xiao Wu, who was under his command back then, has now become the fifth master in Vancouver, and the master who controls the smuggling trade on the west coast!
But even so, Ye Huan would never dare to let others know that he knows me! Because he absolutely must not let people know that I am the one who "died" in China. For him, the secrecy of my identity is even more important!
Otherwise, once his boss finds out that I am not dead, Ye Huan himself will be the first to be unlucky.
It's a very delicate cover, with one ring buckling the other.
Yang Wei knows all the details of the grievances between me and Ye Huan very well, while Yang Wei is thinking, he is giving me advice: "Also, I suggest you, don't make a big fuss with Ye Huan... I even think that you are the best now It’s good to keep a tacit understanding with Ye Huan, even if you are secretly fighting to the death, but never make it public! Because once it is made public, if the boss of Qinghong in China knows that you are not dead... You have a deep hatred with Qinghong! You put others The only son of a big boss was crippled, if he knew you were alive... Xiao Wu, even though you are a hero now, your power is still far behind Qing Hong. Even if you are here The local snake, Qinghong is too far away from you, it is impossible to really overwhelm you... But if the other party really wants to seek revenge on you, sending gunmen to trouble you or assassinate you endlessly will be enough for you to have a headache! Yes, Qinghong's forces have penetrated into Asia very much now, and God knows what special connections they have. You know, most of our smuggling business is done with Asia... In a word: your current career You are in the stage of development, and the current you are not suitable for setting up a strong enemy like 'Qinghong'."
…
I fell asleep for a full night before, after talking with Yang Wei, it was already the afternoon of the next day. I talked for a while, feeling somewhat tired, the doctor came in again to check my body, and at the same time gave me some simple treatment. I didn't have any serious injuries this time, but small injuries covered my whole body densely, and there were more than 20 places scratched by broken glass alone. The other fractures were enough to temporarily disable me in bed. At the same time, according to the doctor's diagnosis, my internal organs were also slightly injured, but luckily it was not serious.
In the afternoon, Sorin sent someone to visit me. It was stopped by Yang Wei outside. Old Sorin also called. Originally, he wanted to come to see me in person. After all, I am now his close ally. But Yang Wei politely declined in the name that I was resting after the injury and couldn't be disturbed. Suo Lin had to give Yang Wei face.
Moreover, Sorin felt very humiliated... After all, I was his VIP, and in Toronto, Sorin's stronghold, I was actually made like this. Old Thorin also sent someone out to find out who hurt me. But I guess he couldn't find anything.
Because after I woke up, Yang Wei had already sent Hansen to investigate. Hansen went to the place where my accident happened, that is, Ni Duoduo's residence, and there was only a mess left there, while Ni Duoduo Both Duo and Jinhe are not there anymore. According to Yang Wei's guess, after this time, Ni Duoduo will not stay in Toronto anymore, and will definitely be taken away by Ye Huan.
The excuse I gave old Sorin was: I was ambushed by my enemies. This excuse was very vague, but it didn't give old Sorin anything to criticize. Moreover, when it comes to my enemies, it is tantamount to my privacy, and it is inconvenient for Old Sorin to ask about it.
In the evening, people came from Vancouver.
To my surprise, besides the eight best brothers from my garage, my senior brother also came! !
When I saw the elder brother walk in from the door, I was stunned! But the senior brother had a solemn face, walked to my bed, stopped me from speaking, and then sat down.
He lifted up my quilt, then took a closer look at my wound, and said in a low voice, "Hold on to the pain."
He gently lifted my arm and helped me up, checked it carefully, and the big brother frowned. I saw the always quiet elder brother, with anger flashing in his eyes, he let me lie down, endured the fire, and said in a deep voice: "Chen Yang, tell me, who hurt you?"
"It's... an enemy."
"Huh!" The elder brother snorted, he sighed, and grabbed my hand: "Chen Yang, don't hide me! Don't think I can't see it, your body injury was beaten by a master! Hey! And you The person who did it is pretty good."
I knew I couldn't hide it, so I told him the truth: "Brother, do you still remember what I told you, why did I flee to Canada in China? I met the men of that person in China , do you still remember the person named Ye Huan I told you about? One of his subordinates is named Jin He. I met him here by chance last night, and then fought with him. I am not his opponent."
The elder brother thought for a while: "Oh? Is that person named Jin He very powerful?"
"At least better than me." I smiled wryly: "I even slashed him with a heavy hand in the end, and it hit his chest! But he didn't suffer any serious injuries. After he was hit by my heavy hand, he still It could blow me away in one go."
The elder brother nodded: "Okay, Chen Yang, tell me in detail how you fought against him."
I said according to his request, starting with Jin He and I, I used a dagger to blow his gun away, and then the two of them fought hand-to-hand, but my strength was far inferior to his, and Jin He was surprisingly strong. Hitting ability... It's almost hard to cause him damage when I hit his fist and foot, and my heavy hand that can punch a sandbag with a punch can only bring him a certain degree of damage...
After I finished speaking, there was no special expression on the senior brother's face, but a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he said lightly: "Huh, so that's the case, I thought it was some kind of expert. It's just that he knows a little hard qigong." Then the senior brother I stood up and looked at me: "Junior brother, as I said, from now on, senior brother will not let others hurt you easily when you are by your side! These guys treated you so well in China, and now they are still refusing to let you go here. However, this kind of practice is really deceptive! Don't worry, this tone, brother will definitely help you out."
After finishing speaking, the elder brother shouted: "Hammer!"
The hammer immediately came in from the door. The elder brother glanced at him: "Go out with me for a while... Hmph, kid, be honest, and answer obediently whatever I ask you!"
Now the hammer can be regarded as half of the senior brother's apprentice, and the senior brother practiced the horse step every day to the death. Now the person who is most afraid of this stunned young man is my senior brother. Hearing this, he quickly lowered his head and obediently followed Big Brother is out.
I was lying on the bed, I couldn't stop it, but I thought that Eldest Senior Brother didn't know where Jin He was anyway, so I wasn't so anxious.
A few minutes later, Yang Wei came in, she closed the door, and came to me: "Xiao Wu, I found it."
"What did you find? News about Ye Huan?" I was a little excited.
"Well, Old Sorin is still in the dark, but I just ingeniously checked out some other business that Old Sorin has done recently from some other channels, because I guess that Ye Huan came to Canada probably with Old Sorin It is related. Sure enough, I found out that old Sorin seems to be doing business with Chinese people recently, and just yesterday, old Sorin stayed in a resort by the lake, and some guests from China stayed. At first I felt strange, why Last night's banquet, old Sorin didn't invite those Chinese guests to attend... Now I understand, those Chinese guests are Ye Huan and the others!"
No wonder, old Sorin didn't let us live in his lakeside resort this time!
My heart moved: "Could it be that old Sorin already knew that I had a grudge against Ye Huan? So he deliberately didn't invite Ye Huan to the banquet last night?"
Yang smiled: "That's not true. Old Sorin didn't know anything about you and Ye Huan at all. But he didn't invite Ye Huan to that banquet because of me."
Now I was a little surprised: "Because of you?"
Yang Wei sneered: "Old Sorin has been thinking about gambling business again recently, but he doesn't want me to know about the gambling business. Because after all, our family has a good relationship with him. And our family is Gambling! Old Sorin actually bypassed our family to do business with Chinese casinos... You know, Ye Huan and the others also have a lot of casinos in China. This time old Sorin seems to want to bypass us and China The casino has cooperated, so he didn't invite Ye Huan to attend last night, because he was worried that the Chinese casino guests would be a little embarrassed if they met me."
After Yang Wei finished speaking, he smiled and said, "Look, it's such a coincidence. But Ye Huan seems to be in Toronto, that's for sure!"
My complexion changed slightly and I didn't speak.
"Chen Yang." Yang Wei looked at me and said softly, "That's the way it is, I know you're still undecided...but I think, even if you don't want to kill me now...but you're being robbed by Ye Huan's subordinates now. He has become like this, this matter cannot be left alone! You are not just Chen Yang, you are Xiao Wu! You are the fifth master in Vancouver! You are the leader of the big circle! You are the gangster boss in Vancouver! You have encountered such a thing , if you bear it without saying a word... Hey! Then from now on, you don't expect to hold your head up!! Others will think you are weak and deceitful!"
"What do you want?" I looked at Yang Wei with no expression on my face.
"It's very simple, even if you don't kill people, at least you have to let it out!" Yang Wei said lightly: "Now Ye Huan must have known your status and identity here, and now he is the one who should be worried! Because in the Canada, if Sorin doesn’t protect him, he’s just a foreigner, you can crush him to death casually! Moreover, he’s worried now, but he can’t tell the public yet. Because your relationship with him is a secret He can't let Sorin know the real hatred between you and him. So, we can take advantage of this and let Ye Huan suffer from being dumb here."
I was silent for a while: "Is it really going to be like this?"
"You have no choice." Yang Wei said coldly: "You and Ye Huan are already enemies. Unless you never go back to China for the rest of your life! But Chen Yang...don't think I don't know what's going on in your heart! You're in Vancouver No matter how good you are, deep down in your heart, you have always had a wish! One day, go back to the country! Then get back everything you have lost!!"
I was shocked!
Yang Wei continued to speak quickly: "Since you have this awareness, then you must understand that there is no room for maneuver in the relationship between you and Ye Huan! Now you don't have to kill him, and I won't force you, because I After thinking about it, I also feel that now is not the time to kill him. Killing Ye Huan will attract Qing Hong, a powerful enemy. So I won't let you do this now... But you have to be tough. If you still can't pass your own level now..." Yang Wei deliberately looked at me with a disdainful look, and said mockingly: "Then you might as well stay in Vancouver for the rest of your life, and never even think about going home. !"
Snapped!
I slapped the edge of the bed heavily with my hand, and I struggled to sit up. I looked up at Yang Wei with expressionless face, raised my eyebrows: "Okay, tell me, what should I do?"
Yang smiled: "It's very simple. I have already called Sorin. I said that it is not convenient for you to be injured and live in a hotel. I asked him to help arrange a place to live. Sorin immediately said that he could take you to his In the manor, but I have already refused. Later, Sorin promised to arrange for you to move to the lakeside resort, and tomorrow, old Sorin will arrange a special plane to take you back to Vancouver."
"But... you mean... I'll move to the lakeside resort right now... live in the same place as Ye Huan and the others?" Did Ye Huan meet you?"
Yang smiled, and she smiled confidently: "I can't hide old Sorin's tricks from me. It's okay if I didn't know before. Now that I know, I naturally have a way to make him unable to refuse me. Hmph, I There are very few things Yang Wei wants to do that cannot be done."