I'm not a fool, I've noticed that although Aze is still lying on his stomach and pretending to be drunk, he is actually awake.
Damn, I still fell for this guy. Obviously, he came to Lijiang many days earlier than me, and just now he proposed to find a place to drink, and he even brought me directly to this tavern, presumably it was premeditated. Because he probably knew that Fang Nan often visited here too.
I looked at Fang Nan, her eyes were extremely bright, and everything seemed to be like the outline of the face of the woman who was so affectionate to me in the old days. It's just that she is obviously in extreme shock at this moment, maybe she didn't expect to see me again on such an unexpected occasion... Such a sudden surprise almost knocked her down! Seeing Fang Nan covering his mouth helplessly, he supported the wall with one hand, and then his arms trembled, gradually weakened, and became barely able to stand by supporting the table next to him.
Soon, just as our eyes met, Fang Nan's charming eyes were filled with tears. At this moment, I believed it, Aze was not joking...
The woman in front of me still has feelings for me.
Forced to smile, I looked at her: "Are you... all right?"
Fang Nan just came back to her senses, her eyes were shining brightly, her eyes locked on me tightly, and then she walked over quickly... She seemed to open her arms to hug me, but she only completed half of this movement, Just froze. After all, she was a mature woman. Even after the initial surprise, she immediately regained some sanity, and did not express her emotions impulsively like ordinary young girls.
Her hand was almost touching my face, her fingertips were only a few centimeters away, but she retracted. At this moment, I saw something in Fang Nan's eyes that made me feel very distressed... This kind of thing is very familiar. I remember that in Fang Nan's home, this lonely and poor woman had a flash of love in her eyes. It's this kind of thing that impresses me.
Seeing her hesitating, she wanted to hug me, but she didn't dare... My heart softened, and I took the initiative to open my arms and hug her.
I clearly heard Fang Nan's soft "hmm", the voice was like weeping, and with infinite resentment, it came out of her nose and fell into my ears, which made people's hearts flutter …
The soft body in my arms is still so plump and attractive, because of my initiative, Fang Nan finally dispelled the worries in his heart, let go of all his arms, and hugged me tightly. Her arms became tighter and tighter, and the hug time was unexpectedly long!
After a long time, Fang Nan in her arms suddenly raised her head, with infinite affection on her face, she just looked at me without saying a word, those eyes like cold stars were so close to me like never before...
At this moment, facing the woman in my arms, I suddenly had an urge to kiss her... I think the change in the expression on my face also showed some of my intentions, but unfortunately, I quickly kissed her. calm down...
Seeing that the flames in my eyes were extinguished, and all these changes were under the observation of this woman, she trembled, and a reluctantly miserable smile appeared on her face.
I had already let her go, and then we each took half a step back, and I deliberately put on a relaxed look: "Fang Nan, how are you?"
Fang Nan nodded, just looked at me like this, and then suddenly whispered: "Chen Yang. Long time no see." She looked at me and shook her head slightly: "You still haven't changed much."
"Um?"
"Your heart is still so hard." Fang Nan seemed to be slightly resentful.
I couldn't bring myself to be indifferent, so I just smiled back.
Fang Nan glanced at A Ze who was lying on the table, and said, "Have you met A Ze already?"
"Well, I met him a while ago, and I didn't expect him to be here." As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it.
Because Fang Nan looked at me and said quietly: "You should know that I am here when you saw him, um... maybe you never thought of seeing me."
I quickly covered it up: "No... In fact, I just met him not long ago, and I haven't had time yet..."
Fang Nan didn't speak, she just looked thoughtfully at the two empty wine bottles and the remaining dishes on the table. Obviously, this has silently exposed my "not long" lie.
I felt a little guilty, so I couldn't help but glance at Fang Nan. Fortunately, Fang Nan didn't mean to blame me, but just glanced at me and sighed softly.
After we sat down, I randomly searched for topics: "Well, how long have we not seen each other? One and a half years, almost two years."
"It's five hundred and seventy-nine days." Fang Nan's words almost made my heart skip a beat. She is obviously such a mature and beautiful woman, but she has a resentful tone like that of a young girl: "And you, I'm afraid you have forgotten me a long time ago."
"No, no."
"Well, Chen Yang, are you still like this, always trying to avoid me?" Fang Nan said, as if she was about to cry again, she looked at me obsessively, took a deep breath, and then smiled: "Okay, maybe I'm too greedy. I used to beg God to let me see you again every day. But when I saw you today, I started thinking about other things."
She tried her best to make herself smile so brightly, but unfortunately the trace of heartache in her eyes couldn't be concealed no matter what.
"Fang Nan." I sighed, stared at her, and said in a low voice, "Whether you believe it or not, I have not forgotten you."
"...Really?" In an instant, a trace of recovered joy flashed in those gloomy eyes, Fang Nan looked at me: "But, Aze and I have known each other for a long time. Your friends seem to be connected with you, But it's just me, but you didn't give me a single word, let alone a phone call, not even a message."
I didn't speak because I really didn't know what to say. Use words to justify or cover up? That's only paler.
Seeing my speechless appearance, Fang Nan smiled and shed tears: "Perhaps, in your heart, there really has never been my place. Chen Yang, you are still so indifferent to me, maybe in your heart, I It's just a dispensable woman who hugs you."
"No..." Just as I was about to deny it, Fang Nan wiped away tears, then smiled and laughed at herself: "Look, I can't control my emotions anymore. I'm sorry, I don't want to say these things... We haven't seen each other for a long time, it seems that we should say something happy now."
To be honest, my eyes panicked... After all, the person in front of me is Fang Nan!
It was Fang Nan who once made my heart flutter and had a quarrel with me!
"Tell me about you, why are you here?" Fang Nan looked at me: "You are in Vancouver, is everything okay?"
"You... you all know about me in Vancouver?" I was a little surprised.
"Well, basically, as long as Aze and the others know about you, I will ask him. Didn't your friend, Ms. Qiao Qiao, live in Vancouver for a while? After she came back, your situation She will tell Aze, and then Aze will tell me... I will take it seriously in my heart." She spoke very softly, with a very serious tone.
I sighed in my heart, but held back my calm face: "I'm here for business... well, maybe after today, I'll go back tomorrow."
"Then... Is it possible for you to return to China in the short term? Back to Nanjing?" Fang Nan's eyes were full of hope.
"I'm afraid... no." Looking at her expression, I really couldn't bear to extinguish her hope like this, but I still chose to tell the truth.
"Oh..." Fang Nan responded softly. She suddenly whispered: "Perhaps, I should hope that I didn't meet you today."
Seeing that I was at a loss for words, Fang Nan suddenly became excited, and she said loudly to me: "How long will I be tortured!! You are the only person who gave me a glimmer of hope! You are the only one who gave me hope. A man with a sense of security! I once made such a big determination, I even decided that even if everyone looks at you with colored eyes, even if I wrong myself, I still want to keep you by my side! How much have I prayed for? How much do I expect? Chen Yang! Tell me! Tell me!! I just want to see you every day, let me smell your scent, and let me feel more at ease!! But And you, just after I got a glimmer of hope from you...you...you left! You left my side, and you walked so far!! So long!"
She suddenly became agitated, which surprised me, but seeing her clenched her fists and trembling, I felt a little guilty, so I couldn't help but gently supported her, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Fang Nan...but You know, in that case, I had to leave."
"I know... I know... I know everything." Fang Nan began to cry softly again. She lowered her head and covered her face, but the tears still flowed from her fingers: "I know, your departure is a There is no way... I just hate! I hate why I can't help you, and I can't make you stay. "
She suddenly raised her head, and grabbed my hand recklessly. This woman's charming face was full of heartbreak at the moment, and her tone was like the struggle of a dying person...